Alaska, With Love

by Sandrine Gasq-Dion

  “ Just stop,” Mark took a deep breath and gripped the toilet tighter, knuckles white. “You think he’s coming here don’t you?”

  Josh sat down on the bathroom floor and pulled Mark to sit between his legs. He put his arms around Mark and kissed his neck. “I won’t let anyone hurt you, you know that right? I’ll kill anyone that comes near you.”

  Mark closed his eyes and leaned back into Josh’s warmth. “I know. I trust you Josh. I just feel so stupid, he conned me and I fell for it. Now I’m damaged goods because of Raoul.”

  Josh turned Mark’s face to his. “Don’t you ever say that again, you are not damaged goods Mark,” Josh ran his hand across Mark’s silky skin. “You are the most

  beautiful caring man I’ve ever met.”And God help me I’mfalling for you.Josh could see the tears just under the

  surface of those big blue pools just waiting to cascade over the lashes and fall. “Make love to me, Mark.” Mark pushed Josh away and stood up. God he didn’t need this, some pity fuck because he was sad and felt used. “Don’t do this Josh,”

  “Don’t do what?” Josh stood up and took Mark in his arms. “What am I doing? I want this, don’t you want me?” “ Jesus of course I do, I don’t want some pity fuck from you.” Mark turned and left the bathroom, he hadn’t even made it to the kitchen when Josh grabbed his wrist.

  “ You think that’s what this is?” Josh pulled Mark into his chest and put Mark’s hand on his cock. “Feel that? That’s what you do to me, just you, the way you are how you kiss.” Josh brushed his lips across Mark’s. “Your lips, your hands,” Josh slid his tongue across the seam of Mark’s lips. “I want you because you’re beautiful, I wanted you the second I saw you. So stop—”

  Josh moaned as Mark gripped his hair and hauled him into a kiss that had his knees buckling and his cock leaking. He had never had his mouth fucked by someone’s tongue but Mark was doing one hell of a job. Mark pushed him on the couch and stripped off his own shirt and pants. Josh was trying to get his clothing off and then Mark was on top of him. Wet searing kisses went down his chest as Mark practically ate him like a damn meal “Fuck. Mark.”

  “Anything I need to know?” Mark licked a path down Josh’s chest. “ Clean.”

  “Me too.”

  “So we’re good.”

  “Yep,” Mark took Josh’s cock in one fluid movement sucking him to the back of his throat. “ Jesus!” Josh’s head went back hitting the pillow and his fingers white knuckled the sheets. Mark’s tongue was sliding through his slit dipping in deep.

  “Oh God, Oh God,” Josh squeezed his eyes shut and fought his orgasm back. Mark sucked the head of Josh’s dick flicking his tongue under the sensitive rim all while his fingers played with Josh’s heavy sac. He coated his finger in spit and played at Josh’s puckered hole. Mark smiled as Josh let loose with some curse words as his fingers played at the bundle of nerves around Josh’s opening. More long drags on Josh’s cock and Mark took him in swallowing him whole. He dragged his teeth lightly on his way back up. “Fuck you taste good.”

  Oh shit, shit, shit, shit,” Josh tried to hold onto “

  something, anything to anchor himself as Mark continuously sucked his brain out of his fucking body. The fingers played and Josh felt one slide in his ass. Heat seared up his chute as Mark’s finger broke through

  the barrier ofthat’s not rightand then it becameoh myfucking God so goodas Mark found Josh’s spot. “Fuck

  yes, right there.” Mark twisted his finger up rubbing Josh’s sensitive nub until Josh’s legs were shaking and Mark felt Josh’s sac draw up closer to his body. He slid his finger out gently then pushed Josh’s legs up by his ears. “Hang onto to something.”

  “ What? W—” Josh almost flew off the damn bed as Mark swiped his tongue across his hole. “Oh Fuck!” Josh was watching Mark as the man basically ate his ass like he was starving. It was the single most erotic thing he’d ever seen, not to mention naughty. The sensation of Mark’s hot tongue gliding over his hole had Josh breaking out in a fine sheen of sweat. He couldn’t stop watching, Mark’s tongue was fucking talented. He’d had chicks lick his ass before but Mark was a goddamn expert. Josh’s cock was screaming for release. Mark looked up at him just then, pupils blown, lips red.

  I’m going to make you scream.” Mark growled.“ “ O-okay…” Josh swallowed hard and nodded his head. Somehow he’d managed one word during the fantastic ass licking. Josh watched as Mark’s thumb rubbed across his hole then the tip slid in and out. Josh sucked in a breath as Mark brought his other thumb into the mix, both thumbs spreading him out. Mark’s tongue did a slow circle around Josh’s ass before Mark spread his asshole open and speared his tongue inside. “Oh fuck, fuck, fuck,” Josh thought he’d pass out from Mark fucking his ass with his damn tongue, sharp strokes in and out followed by Mark biting and sucking his ass. Just when Josh thought he was going to pass out Mark grabbed his aching prick and started stroking him turning him into a desperate babbling idiot. “Oh God please, please, please Mark.”

  “ Not yet sweetie, have to stretch you out more.” Mark let Josh’s legs down and kept stroking in long even drags on his cock as his fingers kept their even stroke in Josh’s ass. As soon as Mark felt Josh relax around one he added another one. Josh’s ass clenched around his two fingers and Mark slowed down his rub. “Feel good baby?” Mark leaned in to kiss Josh licking his lips letting Josh taste himself. Josh moaned and Mark twisted his fingers scissoring them back and forth then angling and pushing up.

  “Gunna come, oh God no, not yet.” Josh shook his head back and forth. He needed to come, Goddamn he

  hadto come. His dick hurt so much he knew if he could

  just release that…oh shit. Josh felt his balls draw up and his stomach rippled. “ Let it go Josh.” Mark rubbed his fingers upwards again hitting Josh’s prostate and stroked Josh’s cock upward twisting his hand around the crown and squeezed. The loud howl that left Josh’s mouth could be considered a scream in Mark’s book as Josh shot cum in arcs all over the bed and Mark’s chest.

  “ Ohhh,” Josh’s body was still jerking and he swore he was still coming. Mark’s fingers were still buried in his ass and then Mark was over him kissing him and then the burn came. “Oh Fuck!”

  Mark stopped and waited, he had his dick in Josh up to the crown. Shit, he was going to need lube. “Hang on a second.” Mark pulled out slowly then got up and looked around the kitchen.

  “Vegetable,” Josh blurt it out.

  “Huh?” Mark looked on the counter and saw the

  vegetable oil.Fuck it. Mark brought the bottle back and

  covered his cock in Vegetable oil as well as Josh’s quivering hole. Mark grabbed the shaft of his prick and slowly pressed in Josh’s tight ass. “You okay?”

  “That’s not your fingers.” Josh took deep breaths and tried to relax. He felt Mark’s hand on his inner thigh

  pushing his legs out further.Oh fuck, fuck, and fuck.

  Josh opened his eyes to see Mark’s blue ones looking into his face. God but he was beautiful, those soft lips curved up in a smile.

  “ Relax,” Mark slid in another inch and Josh stiffened again. Mark took his mouth in a slow lazy kiss inching in a little at a time. Their tongues rubbed and stroked, long licks inside sliding, tasting. Fuck but the feel of Josh’s ass with no rubber, Mark squeezed his eyes shut trying to keep his dick from going off too soon. He felt every damn ridge and vein pulse in Josh’s ass. He’d never had sex without a condom and now Mark was glad he had waited for it. Josh’s hot tight ass was worth it.

  “ Too much, too fast,” Josh heard his fucking heart pounding in his ears. The burn in his ass making him feel like he was being split in half. “Bowling pin…too much…”

  Mark stopped moving and waited for Josh to relax around him. He licked Josh’s lips and coaxed his tongue out. “You need to relax Josh, I trust you with my life. Trust me with your body.”

  Josh nodded and closed his eyes taking deep breat
hs and trying to get his body to relax. He felt Mark moving slowly drawing out then a slow push in. Josh looked down to see Mark was only half way in. That innocent cock he’d had in his mouth was not so innocent when it was half rammed up his ass. Josh moved his body with Mark’s meeting his movements and just when Josh thought it would never stop hurting. It did. The pleasure rushed up to meet him as Mark thrust in and rubbed his cockhead over Josh’s prostate. Josh spread his legs out and his fingers gripped Mark’s biceps as he moved with Mark meeting each thrust with renewed confidence. Shit, no wonder guys loved fucking.

  “Mark,”

  “ Feel better?” Mark grabbed one of the pillows and slid it under Josh’s ass. “Does it still hurt?” Josh shook his head and Mark thrust in a little harder. Fuck but his arms hurt trying to keep the position he was in, every thrust of his hips was even and controlled and Mark thought he was going to pass out. His fucking balls were up his ass they were so tight. He needed to come and he was going to have to suck it up. Josh’s eyes were closed as Mark thrust in a little harder with every in -stroke.

  Mark leaned over and wrapped his arms around Josh kissing him as his hips rolled at different angles staying deep in Josh’s ass. Soft moans escaped Josh’s lips into his mouth and Mark’s arms were covered in sweat, Mark gripped Josh’s prick in his hand and stroked him in time with his thrusts. He could see the finish line as Josh’s moans were coming out louder and Mark’s dick was about to fall off. “I’m going to kick it up a notch.”

  Josh felt the slam and his eyes went wide as his dick shot out spurts of cum, his whole body shook and jerked as he came and came and came shooting all over Mark, the bed and himself. Mark let out a loud groan above him and then Josh felt the warmth in his ass, it spread through his body and Josh clenched his ass muscles around Mark’s cock. “Mark,”

  Oh fuck!” Mark thrust in again his orgasm still shooting “

  hard and fast in Josh’s ass. Mark’s ass clenched and he collapsed on Josh desperately trying to get his breath back. His cock was still throbbing as Josh’s hands ran up and down his back softly. “Oh my fucking God. Jesus Christ, Josh. I’ve never felt like that.”

  “Our heavenly lord and his son? Must have been a good fuck.” Josh chuckled and grabbed Mark’s ass. Mark lifted his head and looked in Josh’s eyes. This wasn’t some fuck and Josh knew it. Mark didn’t just fuck anyone, although Raoul was an exception to the rule. For some odd reason Raoul had made Mark forget his rules. No one night stands, no fucks with some guy he randomly knew. Now Mark knew he should have listened to his fucking head instead of his dick. “You and I both know that wasn’t a fuck Josh.”

  Josh caressed Mark’s cheek and ran his hand to the nape of Mark’s neck and pulled him into a kiss. “I know,” Josh brushed his lips softly across Mark’s. “I knew the difference right away. You made love to me.”

  Mark opened his mouth to Josh’s insistent tongue and the world fell away as Josh took his breath away. He’d never been kissed the way Josh kissed him. It held the promise of everything Mark ever wanted, love, commitment and a family. Josh rolled them over keeping Mark snugly in his ass and the kissing was slow, soft and wet. God he knew he was making little whimpering noises but it seemed to turn Josh on more. Josh’s hard cock was on his stomach and Mark realized his own cock was rising to the occasion again. “Fuck I’m hard again.” Mark moaned in Josh’s mouth.

  “ So am I,” Josh moved his ass downward pushing Mark’s cock back inside deep. “Oh fuck yeah…fuck that feels better the second time around.” Josh moved his legs out to the side and straddled Mark. “Push up,”

  Mark smiled, “I’ve created a sex fiend.” Mark pushed his hips up sliding his cock into Josh’s tunnel. Fuck it was just as tight as the first time around and Mark knew he wasn’t going to last long. He grabbed Josh’s cock and stroked him as he pumped his hips.

  Josh planted his feet on the mattress and elevated his ass pushing down when Mark came up. The mix of lube and Mark’s orgasm in his ass made it slick and warm. He closed his eyes and moved with Mark, he could feel the rim of Mark’s cock gliding against his fucking prostate making his ass spasm with each thrust. Mark’s hand moved in a nice slow stroke over his cock and Josh reached around his own body to play with Mark’s balls. “Fuck babe, you are so fucking hot.” Josh let his eyes roam Mark’s body, that soft milky white skin, not one hair on his smooth chest, the muscular abdomen. “I want to feel you come in my ass again.”

  Mark felt Josh’s ass clench on his cock and he sucked a breath in as Josh moved with him in a rhythm. That hot tight ass all around his cock made Mark want to fucking scream and cry. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d been able to get it up so fast. Josh rolled his hips coming down on Mark’s cock and Mark gripped the sheets. “Oh fuck yeah. Do it again.”

  Josh swiveled his hips on his next push down and

  Mark grabbed his biceps, fingers digging in.Damn, I’m good with either sex.Mark’s breathing and noises had

  Josh joining Mark’s hand on his cock. Mark was meeting Josh with the same speed now and they rocked together, bodies writhing, sweat soaking the sheets beneath them. Josh took Mark’s bottom lip and bit it softly sucking it in. Mark opened his mouth and Josh slid in smooth like silk as their movements became more erratic and Josh clenched his ass muscles adding to the sweet tight friction. Josh felt the pull on his balls and he moaned in Mark’s mouth as Mark jerked his hips up. “Fuck, coming…Mark…”

  Mark felt the splash of cum on his stomach and chest, Josh’s loud growl ignited Mark’s cock into full blown orgasm shooting hard and fast in Josh’s ass. Mark’s hips bucked and jerked as his orgasm pushed him over the fucking edge of sanity. “Fuck…oh fuck…” Mark closed his eyes as Josh’s mouth took his again. Jesus, Mark was going to get hard again. “Wait, wait,” Mark broke the kiss panting. weatI think my cock may fall off.”

  Josh chuckled and kissed Mark’s neck running his tongue up the side and circled his earlobe. “Bet you regret introducing me to sex now.” Josh ran his hand down Mark’s inner thigh pushing his legs out. Josh slowly

  moved up letting Mark’s cock slide out. Damn, itwas getting hard again.Shit, so is mine.Josh laughed softly

  pulling Mark into his chest and grabbed his ass. “Intermission?” “ Oh God,” Mark buried his face in Josh’s chest. “You sexy beast,” If this was how their sex life was going to be Mark would either need a dick implant or Viagra. Although keeping his cock hard was a non-issue at the moment. “You sure transitioned quickly.”

  Josh looked at Mark eyebrow raised. “You think I would be this way with just any guy? Hell Mark, it never even crossed my mind to be intimate with a man until I saw you.” Josh traced Mark’s lips with his fingertip. “I know I say it a lot but Jesus Mark, you are so beautiful.”

  Mark felt the heat rising in his cheeks. “No I’m not, stop saying that.” Mark tried to hide his face and felt Josh’s fingertips pulling his chin up. There was anger in those eyes but Mark knew it wasn’t directed at him.

  “ Look at me,” Josh took Mark’s face and held it to his own, lips barely pressed against each other. “You, Mark Patterson, are gorgeous.” Josh ran his tongue over Mark’s bottom lip and smiled. “I hope you’re mine.”

  Mark knew his face was one of shock. His heart was beating a mile a minute. “I am yours. I was from the minute we met.” Josh was on him so fast his breath left him in a gasp. Josh dove in his mouth and took it. Mark wrapped his hands in Josh’s hair and moved with him, loving the feel of Josh’s tongue pressed against his own. Mark always loved to kiss and now he had found someone who loved it just as much. It seemed like hours had gone buy when Josh finally raised his head leaving soft kisses on his lips. “Tired?”

  Josh smiled and got up. He put another log in the fireplace and grabbed snacks from the kitchen along with two bottles of water. He handed a bottle to Mark and sat down cross legged on the couch. “Can I ask you something?”

  “Sure.” “ At the hospital, w
hen I asked if you if there was anyone I should call for you,” Mark nodded and Josh took his hand. “You said there wasn’t, what about your parents?”

  Mark sat up and took a drink of his water. “They disowned me when I came out to them. My dad said I was disgrace and they told me never to talk to them again unless I brought a girl home.” Mark grabbed a chip from the bag Josh had brought out and nibbled on the end of it. “So, as you can see I’m not married and I have no interest in pussy.”

  Josh spit his water out, half of it went up his nose and he coughed trying to clear his lungs. “Shit,” “ Sorry,” Mark smiled and patted Josh’s back. “What about you? I mean all of a sudden you like dick? I’m not buying it.” Mark shook his head. “There had to be some kind of sign.”

  Josh grabbed Mark’s foot and pulled him closer. “I’ve had a lot of time to think about it. I think I always found men attractive. When I was younger I know I did but my Dad’s strict military upbringing made that impossible. I think somehow I squished that impulse down and just fucked women. That’s the weird part. I must have known somehow, I’ve never been in love, never once said I love you to a woman.” Josh threaded his fingers in Mark’s. “I know how I feel about you though. I haven’t stopped thinking about you, that’s never happened before. I’m falling for you Mark.” Josh waited for Mark to say something, anything, but he sat there looking like he was in a daze. Josh swore he heard crickets. “Mark?”

  Mark blinked twice. “What did you say?” He could have sworn Josh said…no, that wasn’t possible. He was

  hearing things, shit hehadfucked his brains out.