by Brenae Shaw
“Damn, I don’t think I can wait. I need to taste you.”
Good thing I wore a dress today, easy access.
Rashad started kissing me and this time it was aggressive and deep. He picked me up and placed me on the desk. He kissed me from my neck to my chest area where he sucked on each one at the same time. He then went to my bellybutton. I was pushing him to the area I wanted him to be, but he was teasing me and it was taking me over the edge. He lifted my left leg up and put it on his shoulders.
“Look at me.”
His voice was deep but I did what I was told.When I looked at him,I saw hunger in his eyes. I was on the verge of cumming.
“This what you been asking for?”
He was kissing the inside of my thighs. He got closer to where I wanted him to be and just his kisses alone on my pussy sent me to over drive.
“Ahhhh Rashad! Please, I can’t take this! Please!”
I guess that’s what he needed because he started licking my honey bunches of oaks. His tongue was magical.
“Oh my God” was all I could say.
The sight of him eating me was making me cum more and more. He was licking up all my honey I had dripping from me and he didn’t miss not one drop.
Rashad then picked up my other leg and now I had both of my legs on his shoulder. That gave him more access to my spot. He was eating me like I was his last meal and I loved every bit of it. His tongue was going in and out and it felt so good.
“Baby girl you taste so good. I can’t get enough.”
Rashad was talking with his mouth full. He then lifted his head up finally and kissed me and I tasted all of me. He continued to kiss me and by this time I was ready for him to enter me.
“You sure you want this?”
“Yes, I’m sure.”
He then released himself and I couldn’t help to admire how perfect and thick his dick was. He eased himself slowly into my ocean and it felt so good. I wrapped my legs around him and as soon as I did, he was deep inside me. He would go deeper with every thrust and now he was picking up the pace.
“Rashad don’t stop, keep going.”
“I’m not stopping baby girl, I can’t. You feel so good around me and you so fucking wet.”
Things between us got hotter and faster. I know for a fact we came more than five times.
Ten orgasms later we pulled ourselves together and tried to act normal, but Rashad had my knees weak, I could barely stand. He laughed.
“You okay baby girl? Look a little stiff there.”
“I’m fine ok.Look, don’t be trying to play me”, as I playfully pushed him.
“Kori?”
“Yea?”
He grabbed me closer to him so I can stare him in his eyes.
“You’re going to be mines. I don’t know when and I don’t know how, but my future has you in it.”
I gave him a kiss.
“You already got me.”
I walked away from him. I couldn’t do anything but smile. Rashad was the one, but I just didn’t know where this road was going to take us.
Damn, I’m glad I had student aid to get us an excuse because we missed two class periods. How the hell that happened? I have no clue. But, I wouldn’t trade it for the world if that means being with Rashad.
Jayson
“Man, I can’t believe this girl is pregnant.”
This all I could say to myself while pushing 90 to Nene house. I hope she don’t think it’s mine. I mean, yeah I fucked her a lot of times without using protection, but the pull out game was strong as fuck. Why the fuck she couldn’t be on birth control like Kori?! I shoot nut all day in my baby and she ain’t pregnant, but this bitch Nene got another thing coming.See, what she was doing was plotting on a nigga and that, I wasn’t going for.
I finally pulled up to Nene’s crib. I texted her saying I was on the way.She told me she stayed home because she wasn’t feeling good. I noticed that her mama was never at home. No wonder she was out here being the north side hoe.
I knocked on the door and heard her ask who is it.
“Girl open this damn door!”
“Why are you screaming?!”
“Man whatever ,we gotta talk.”
I slightly pushed her out the way.
“Well damn!Just push me huh?! Why you got an attitude?! I ain’tdo shit to you so you need to calm the fuck down.”
“Nene, nowain’t the time to fuck with me.Why you sent that dumb ass shit to me?That’s not my baby and if it is, you need to get rid of it because I’m not taking care of no damn baby. I’m not ready and you know this shit. What you trying to do, ruin a nigga life because you don’t have one?! All you good for is laying on your back, fucking random niggas all day every day.”
Before I knew it, Nene slapped the shit out of me. My reflexes wanted to punch the fuck out of her but I couldn’t hit her, especially if she “IS” pregnant.
“How dare you say that shit to me! Yeah, I might have been fucking random niggas Jayson, but at least with them I used protection. I was only being dumb and stupid with your ass not to use one. Not once have you said let’s use one! When I brought it up, you acted like I offended you. And yes, this IS your baby, and yes, I’m keeping it. What you think I laid up and got myself pregnant?! You are one stupid mothafucka to come here and tell me some shit like that. I might not be athletic and can get into college, but just know one thing about me, ima make sure I eat and ima go get it! I been raising my damn self since I was 13, so don’t tell me what I’m not good for.”
“Nene, you can’t keep this baby and I mean that. I’m not gone let you. You already fucked up my relationship with a girl I wanna be with and now I definitely can’t get her back because she know you’re pregnant and think it’s mine. So like I said, get rid of it!”
The pain in Nene’s eyes. I knew I hurt her, but what was I supposed to do? I wasn’t ready for no kid.
“Get out! Get the fuck out my house! I hate you! Don’t talk to me! You don’t have to be here for me or my baby! And your dumb ass relationship been fucked up since we met so fuck you!”
Nene was so upset and angry that she started swinging on a nigga. I’m not gone lie,lil mama got some hands, but why she ain’t have this energy when Kori was beating her ass?
I finally got her to stop and held her down until she calmed down.
“Look, I gotta go. I’m so sorry I hurt you, but I can’t do this with you.”
While I was walking towards the door, I heard Nene say these words and they stuck with me like glue because everything she said she was going to do, she did, and I wish I would have paid attention and took it serious.
“I hope you know I’m finna make your life a living hell.Just be ready, because I’m coming full force and I’m not stopping until I say so.”
Lisa
Nights like this I wish I could be at home in my bed asleep until there’s no tomorrow. Work was whooping my ass tonight. We were so busy. I don’t know where these people was coming from. I was a nurse in the ER so I caught all the excitement from gunshot wounds, car accidents, attempted suicide patients, I mean all you can think of I saw it.
Kori texted me and said they had practice late today because of nationals tomorrow and she was riding with Nick so I wouldn’t have to get her. I texted her back.
“Ok, let me know when you make it home. I love you.”
“I love you more”, she responded, with the kiss face.
Oh shit, her nationals is tomorrow and I have to work. How the hell did I forget my baby biggest day? I’ve been working so much and been taking sleeping pills when I get off to rest that it slipped my mind. And it’s not like I can call in because we are short handed on staff and there is no one to cover my shift. My baby going to be hurt, but I hope she understands that I’m doing this for her, for us. Well...I hope she understands.
“Lisa can you come to the front please. Lisa can you come to the front please.”
I heard my name over the loud speakers, so I wa
lked towards the front. I couldn’t believe my eyes.
“What are you doing here?” was the only words I could get out.
Chapter
8
Lisa
“Why are you here?! You came to my job why?! What gives you the right to come up here?!” At this point, I was angry.
“This the only way I could reach you since you don’t answer my calls or text messages, so yes, I had to come here and see you in person because this, I know you can’t run. Look, I just need to talk to you please, that’s all I’m asking.”
KJ was the spitting image of her father. Lord, this man was still handsome, and for some reason the feelings I once had, all came back at once.
“Can we talk in private?”
“Umm, yeah. Let me get someone to cover for me.”
“What are doing here?” was all I could say. I really want to know what he wanted.
“If you wasn’t ignoring my calls, we wouldn’t have to meet like this.”
“Kori you got five minutes to speak or this conversation won’t continue.”
“Ok, look, I wanna see my daughter. I need to see her. How come you wouldn’t bring her to see me when I was away? All of them letters I wrote, and not once did she write back, why? Why did you keep my daughter away from me?”
“Did you really think a baby needed to see her father in that type of environment?! You knew exactly what you were leaving behind when you did what you did. I needed you there with me, with us, and you were being selfish. So, I took it upon myself to be selfish and not bring her around. What could you have done to help us if you was locked up?! Huh?! What could you have done?!” At this point, emotions started to flare up. It made me think of the past. Maybe I am the cause of Kori not knowing her father as she should, but who wants their kid to see their parent that way?
“That still don’t give you the right! I was looking forward to those visits with my baby girl, and you fucked that up for me. She was the only thing that got me through the roughest time, and you also.”
I snapped my head so fast.
“What did you say?”
Kori let out a deep breath.
“Lisa, my whole time locked up I couldn’t help but to think about you and KJ. You two are what actually got me through my time and kept me sane. Look, there’s something I need to tell you, but I need your help. I only trust you. At one point of time, you was my ride or die. I need my rider back riding with me.”
I’m looking at him and all I could think about was this was the man that I had been in love with since I was thirteen years old. This was the man I wanted to be with for the rest of my life. But, he was already married, and I don’t think I could accept that.
“Kori, I don’t know. We not the same as we once were and besides, you have one in your car to ride with you.”
“That’s why I’m here to talk to you...the marriage with her is fake.”
If you could have seen my face and the expression I had on it, you would have thought I seen Dr. King.
“I’m sorry, come again?”
“I married her because she was my escape out of prison. My father and her father was both in a gang together and my father was in debt with some high drug lord back in the day. So, me as his son, who was making money at a young age, was his escape from it as well. But, the only way I could get the money, was to marry her, double up, and save him.”
“The two kids?!”
“Those are not biologically mines. She was already pregnant with the twins when we got married. I just took on the roll and signed the birth certificates.”
Ok, now I’m really confused at this point.
“Kori, I’m not understanding what’s going on.”
“Lisa, my dad did some horrible shit that I’m not proud of and me being his son, I done some things too. But it was all to help him, and I regret it every day of my life. His past is catching up with him, and me too, but I want to cut off all ties to that man, and her. I don’t want this life anymore. Hell, I didn’t want it from the beginning. I wanna come back home to my family, my REAL family, but I need to get this stuff straightened out. I need your help on taking my names off the birth certificates. Can you do that?
My head was spinning out of control. This was a lot to take in at once.
“Yeah, I can do that. I’ll talk to my people to see what they can do, but I have to get back to work. And the situation with Kori, I’ll talk to her tonight. She has a big track meet tomorrow at TSU, that could be a start.”
“You’re late! I’ve been to every track meet she done had since I been out, and I’m not missing this one.”
Kori took my hand and pulled me into him and whispered so softly against my lips.
“Thank you.”
He kissed me and walked away.
I don’t know how I should feel about this. One part of me was happy, but the other part, all I could think of was KJ, and how I lied to her all these years about her father. I know she’s going to hate me for life, but I was only protecting her.
Kori (KJ)
“That’s what I’m talking about KJ! Make this track your bitch!”
I couldn’t do nothing but laugh once I hit the finish line.
“Really Coach Lee? That’s how you feeling?”
“Yes it’s how the fuck I feel! This is our year to take home the 1st and 2nd place. Hell, I might even take 3rd.
“Nah Coach Lee. Only 1st and 2nd place over here.”
All the teammates agreed at once.
“Well, this is our last practice before tomorrow, so why not end it with a bang?! Boys vs. girls in the 4x4 relay!”
“Man now you know we can dust these lil girls in a heart beat.”
“Now now now, you better watch yourself Mr. Jordan. Just because they girls, don’t mean they can’t beat y’all in speed.
“Well line the heats up Coach! Let’s get this thang started.”
Ok, so, the girls was actually doing good until it came to the last heat, which I was in. I was going up against Jordan and he be talking mad shit. I’ve learned to ignore him, find my inner peace, and think about why I love this sport so much. I can see my future in the Olympics.
I heard the gun go off. Show time! Kendra was first leg. She was neck and neck with Coby, but his hand off was nice, which gave Tyler an extra lead. Tyler was running against La’Nett, we call her Nett for short. She caught up just in time to hand it over to the third leg, and then it was Nick and Shae. I’m not gone lie, Nick was fast and quick with his feet, but Shae was on his toes.
“Yeah, that’s what I’m talking about. Get ready Kori, because you finna be eating all the smoke off my shoes.”
I really couldn’t stand Jordan, but what I kept doing? Minding my business.
Nick got the hand off to Jordan and Jordan took off. One thing about Jordan though was the 100 meter dash wasn’t his best race. He was good, don’t get me wrong, but I trained for this. Nett hand off was nice, just the way I like it. I let my mind shut off and let it take over my body. My strides were wide and I was on my toes. Thank God for my mama’s long legs. I caught up to Jordan quick and we were neck and neck. Jordan tried his best to beat me, but it wasn’t happening. I tilted my head at the finish line, and all I heard was cheering and my name.
“I let you win, so don’t think nothing of it KJ.”
“Just admit that I beat you my nigga. I know when someone let me win, and when I win, and I won, point, blank, period.”
“Yeah Jordan, KJ got your ass fair and square, and you was running your fastest. It’s ok for a girl to beat you. Actually, all the girls did good. I believe you all are ready for tomorrow.” Coach Lee laughed while giving his speech.
“Whatever.”
Look, I’ve been knowing y’all since you all were babies and I’ve seen y’all grow into the most humble, amazing, men and women, and I’m proud of all of you. You all are like my children and I want the best for you tomorrow. This is you guys year. We taking what’s ours, and we
not going down without a fight.”
Everyone was excited and ready for tomorrow. This was the day that I been waiting on throughout all my high school years. I just hope my mama off tomorrow so she can finally see me run. I’m going to be really hurt and upset if she can’t.
Chapter
9
Kori
I can’t believe the big day was tomorrow. I’ve been waiting on this my whole senior year and just to know it’s finally here, got me hyped. I made it inside. My mama should be here soon. I went to the kitchen to fix me a PB&J sandwich with a glass of milk. Don’t ask why these two together, I just love the two together.
I was watching some of my old track videos that my mama and granny recorded of me when I was younger and noticed that I always used to have this red bandanna tied around my left leg every time it was nationals. It was like my good luck charm. I haven’t seen it since the last time I wore it, which was two years ago. I went looking in my room first and couldn’t find it for shit. I remember my mama had a box in her closet when I was younger that she kept for me. I wonder if it was in there.
I went in my mama room to her walk in closet. Man, I wish I had my mama closet. It was so organized and she had this big mirror in it that I used to take pictures in all the time. I seen the box. As I was getting ready to grab it, a small shoe box fell from the top of it and nothing but letters and pictures fell out of it.
“Fuck.”
I went to grab everything to put it up and noticed that all the letters had my name on them, and they were all from my daddy. It was letters from years ago, until he got out, which was my freshman year. I didn’t understand why my mama would hide these letters from me. My emotions were everywhere. I didn’t know how to feel. My eyes were filled with tears because here I was thinking my daddy didn’t want anything to do with me or didn’t care about me because he was locked up with his new family.