My heart was beating so hard it seemed as though it might burst out of my chest. I was drenched between my legs, and my nipples were hard as diamonds, poking through my shirt.
Ewan stared at my breasts and licked his lips. Then he glanced at the ceiling and took a handful of deep breaths. His eyes returned to mine, and when he spoke, it was in an even tone that conveyed his determination and inability to be swayed.
“Make no mistake, Kaia. When we are in bed, anytime we fuck or make love, I’m the one in charge.”
Why was that so fucking hot? My borrowed pants were officially ruined.
“But I’m not going to make the decision for you. You’ll have to make the choice so that you have no regrets. Because when I take you to bed, there will be no going back, baby. You will be mine. Hell, you’re already fucking mine, but you’re going to accept it before I own your body.”
He started to take a step forward but stopped at the last second and stayed where he was at. His hands clenched and unclenched at his sides as though he was fighting the instinct to grab me.
“I’ll wait. And when you’re ready, you know where to find me.”
Then he spun on his heel and marched to the door. He paused before leaving and half-turned to look at me. “I won’t take you until you beg me. But don’t think that means I won’t cuff you to the bed and keep you locked up until you do.”
Once he was gone, I let out the breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding. I flopped back on the bed and stared at the ceiling, my mind racing and my body on fire. What did I want? I wanted all those things that Ewan had described. I wanted to feel him everywhere on my body. Over me, under me, inside me. I covered my eyes with one hand and gripped the comforter with the other.
But I had to think about the rest of it. He’d said I would have to agree to be his. That if I went to him, he would own my body. Was that what I wanted?
I’d never felt this way. Not just the attraction but I’d never felt someone so deep in my soul. The only person I’d ever let in my heart was my sister. It didn’t feel like that anymore. My heart felt fuller.
Was he right? Was I already his?
It was a stupid question, and I knew the answer. I just wasn’t sure if I had the courage to let my heart and body rule my mind. I’d have to let go of logic and rationale. I’d never been impractical or rash because I was too afraid to end up like my parents. And I’d been responsible for Jaelyn. Setting an example for her.
What would happen if I let go? Would I find what I’d been longing for? Or would it destroy me? I’d have to trust that Ewan wouldn’t hurt me because the truth was, he already held that much power over me.
6
Ewan
Walking out of that room without Kaia had been the hardest thing I’d ever done. And considering my profession, that said a fuck of a lot about the hold she already had on my heart.
I was in physical pain over how much I wanted her body, but the connection I’d felt between us when we met wasn’t just about lust. I wanted everything with Kaia. Love, marriage, babies, growing old. Those things made me burn for her as much as the thought of fucking her. She was it for me. I wouldn’t settle for anything less from her.
And I knew in my gut that she felt it too. So, as hard as it would be, and I meant that literally and figuratively, I would wait for Kaia to admit it. However, I’d been completely serious about keeping her locked up with me until then. I had months of vacation banked…
I fervently hoped it wouldn’t take that long. I was afraid the constant blue balls would cause permanent damage.
I flipped on the light in my room and looked longingly at the bed. As dead tired as was, I knew I wouldn’t get any sleep in my current condition. So, I trudged across the carpet to the master bath and took an arctic shower. Then I crawled into bed and drew the comforter up over my naked body.
With my hands propped behind my head, I stared at the door, willing Kaia to walk through it. It took a couple of hours, but finally, sleep claimed me.
The delicious smell of jasmine and vanilla filled the air as fingertips softly brushed my hair back from my forehead. They trailed down my cheek and across my beard to trace my lips.
“Kaia,” I groaned and turned toward the temptation. My arms captured the warm, curvy body beside me, and I immediately rolled to my back, dragging her on top of me. Her breasts pillowed against my chest, and I widened my legs to settle her between them. My cock was nestled up against her pussy and the wetness there coated my dick and…fuuuuuuuck. There was nothing between us. Kaia was naked. Fuck, yes.
I palmed her round ass and bucked my hips. Her tight nipples rubbed over my chest, and she moaned my name. It felt so fucking real.
“Ewan, please.”
My eyes flew open, and I found myself staring at beautiful hazel-blue eyes, dark with desire. I hadn’t been dreaming. Kaia was draped over me, neither of us wearing a stitch of clothing. She’d come to me. Thank fuck.
I groaned and clenched my teeth, squeezing my eyes shut. “You better be here to tell me what I want to hear, Kaia. A man is only so strong.”
“I—” Whatever she’d been about to say turned into a moan when she shifted. Her juices had made it slick between us, which meant her pussy glided easily on my cock. “Oooooh, Ewan.”
“Fucking hell.” I gripped her hips and rolled us until she was under me. My hands pressed into the mattress on either side of her head and trapped her legs between mine. She looked fucking amazing with her flushed skin and her wild hair spread across my pillow.
“Do you want me, baby?”
Kaia nodded.
“You want my mouth on you?
“Yes,” she whimpered.
“Where?” She hesitated, and I rocked slightly, making her gasp. “Tell me where you want my mouth, Kaia.”
“Um, my nipples.” As a reward for her answer, I bent my head and sucked on one hard peak. Then the other.
“Do you want my mouth on your pussy, baby?”
Another nod and a moan.
“What about my cock? Do you want my big, fat cock deep inside you, baby? Stretching you? Filling you so full of my come that it spills out?” I rocked my hips again. “Do you want me to fuck you so hard and deep that you can’t sit without feeling me inside you?”
“Please, Ewan,” she begged. Her nails dug into my skin where she was gripping my biceps.
I lowered my head until our faces were millimeters apart and stilled. “Then tell me what I want to hear, Kaia,” I growled. “Who owns you?”
“You,” she whispered. Her eyes were filled with need, and at her admission, they flashed with hunger. My dominance turned her on. Could she be any more fucking perfect?
I slid my palm down her chest, over her breast, along her belly, and stopped when I was cupping her center. “Who owns this pussy, baby?” I grunted at the strength it was taking to keep myself under control.
“You, Ewan. I’m yours.”
“Damn straight.”
I crushed my mouth against hers, my hands now cupping her cheeks. My tongue demanded entrance, and when she didn’t resist, a groan ripped through me. I wanted to make this last, to draw it out and take her slow and easy this first time. But I could already feel the tell-tale signs of my approaching orgasm.
“You deserve so much more than a quick, hard fuck our first time,” I rasped as my hips bucked involuntarily. My cock slid along the seam of her drenched pussy and swelled to the point of pain. I needed to be inside her now. “But damn, baby. I can’t hold back. I want you so fucking much, I’m already on the verge of exploding.”
“I don’t want soft, Ewan,” Kaia moaned. “Take me hard. Make me yours.”
The last vestiges of my control dissolved instantly. I took her mouth in a savage kiss and used one knee to wedge her legs open so I could rest between them. “Spread those legs wide, baby,” I commanded. When she complied, I returned my hand to the apex of her thighs and slowly used two fingers to penetrate her heat. “You’re so
fucking wet,” I grunted against her lips. The sound of her pussy suctioning my digits was hot as fuck, and I was desperate to feel that pull on my cock. “Fuck, you’re tight.” I used my fingers to try to stretch her, making her as ready for me as I could.
Kaia was writhing beneath me, and as I worked her with my hand, her legs circled my waist. “Are you ready for me, baby? Ready for my cock?”
“Yes! Please, Ewan, now!”
I withdrew my digits and locked my stare with hers as I brought them to my mouth and sucked them clean. “Mmmmm,” I hummed. “As soon as I have some damn control, I’m going to fuck this pussy with my tongue.”
I straightened up onto my knees and grabbed my thick cock with one hand. My eyes were glued to her pussy, and I used the other hand to spread her lips. “Damn, baby. You’re so pink and wet.”
When I looked up to her face, her eyes were burning with lust as she watched my pump my dick. She licked her lips, and I nearly blew right that second. “You want this in your mouth, Kaia?”
She licked her lips again and nodded.
“Soon,” I purred, “I’ll let you wrap those sexy lips around my cock and make me come down your throat. But right now, I’m going to bury these ten inches inside your hot little pussy.”
I put my cockhead at her entrance and began to feed it to her an inch at a time. But as soon as I felt her muscles contract and hug my dick, I plunged in until I was fully seated, and my balls slapped against her ass. “Oh, fuck yeah. Squeeze that pussy around my cock, baby.”
“Yes,” Kaia moaned. “More.”
My breath was coming out in harsh pants as I punched my hips faster, fucking her so hard the bed was slamming into the wall. “That’s so fucking good, baby.” I’d been staring at her beautiful face, but I dropped my gaze to watch my cock disappear inside her, then reappear covered in her cream. Her tits were bouncing with each thrust, and when my eyes traveled up, I could tell that she was close. Her skin was flushed, and her cries of ecstasy were growing louder. “Play with your big, sexy tits, baby,” I demanded. “Pretend it’s me plucking those tight little nipples. Sucking them like our baby will someday.”
Kaia’s eyes flew to mine, wide as saucers. I narrowed my eyes and nodded firmly. I’d heard the longing in her voice when we’d talked about families. And some other things she’d said had hinted that she wanted nothing more than to be a wife and mother. I had every intention of making those wishes come true. “Don’t deny you want that, Kaia. Don’t pretend you don’t want my come filling you up and putting a baby there.”
She swallowed hard but didn’t argue. Her hands cupped her tits, and her hazel-blue orbs probed mine as she began to twist and pluck her nipples like I’d instructed. “Good girl,” I praised with a grunt.
I went back to watching where we were coming together, and damn, my balls drew up tight as a tingling started in my spine.
“Fuck, Kaia. Seeing my dick in your tight, hot little pussy is going to make me come too soon.”
I slid my arms under her thighs and lifted her pelvis so that she was raised to just the right height for me to penetrate even deeper. “Hold yourself open for me, baby,” I directed. “Show me what’s mine.” Kaia pinched her nipples one last time and moaned as she dragged her hands over her heated, damp skin until she reached her southern lips. She parted her folds, exposing her swollen clit, and I licked my lips. I wanted to taste her so fucking bad.
Swiftly, I pulled out and dropped to my stomach where I licked her from bottom to top before wrapping my lips around her bundle of nerves. “You taste so damn good.” I plunged three fingers inside her and rubbed that special spot as I took deep pulls on her clit. It only took a few times before Kaia threw back her head and screamed as she shattered.
Barely a second later, I had resumed my position with my arms under her thighs and speared my dick into her convulsing center. “Oh, fuck, yes! That’s so fucking good, baby. Your pussy is milking me so hard. Fuck! Yes!” I pressed my thumb on her clit and set her off again and roared as I quickly followed her over the edge. Hot jets of come spurted from my cock, and her walls clamped down every time I pulled back to slam in again, drawing out even more. “Mine. Mine. Mine,” I growled with each deep thrust. Finally, the steady stream ebbed, and I ground myself into her, making sure every drop stayed inside.
The shudders that had been wracking her body subsided, and I dropped her legs. I took her hands and raised them above her head as I stretched my body out over hers. Her lips were red and swollen from my kisses, and I couldn’t help gently rubbing our mouths together.
Kaia sighed, and I could see the exhaustion on her face as well as the utter contentment. The latter making me want to beat my chest like a fucking caveman, proud that I’d satisfied my woman. But the weariness had me pulling out and dropping down beside her. She mewled in protest, and I was shocked when the sound made my dick stir. He might be up for another round, but Kaia and I were both tired and needed sleep. Besides, she was already bound to be sore as hell.
I drew her into the circle of my arms, guiding her head to rest on my chest. She threw one leg over me and snuggled in closer. My dick twitched again, but I shouted the fucker down in my head.
After a few minutes, Kaia’s breath evened out, and her steady heartbeat lulled me to sleep as well.
7
Kaia
“Ewan,” Kaia groaned. “You have to let me go.”
He glared at me as he sat on his haunches between my legs—spread wide open from being cuffed to the bottom bedposts. I was desperately trying not to focus on his naked body. His arms were crossed over his chest, the muscles in his arms and pecs rippling, and I knew I was getting wet. Realistically, I knew it was too much to hope that he wouldn’t notice when he glanced at my pussy and smirked. It was clear he could see how turned on I was, which only made him even more smug that I was currently dripping with his come.
I was trying not to think about the fact that I’d let him talk me into letting him fuck me bare all of last night and all of today. I’d lost count of how many times he’d come inside me.
Rattling the restraints on my wrists, I glared right back at him. After our last bout, I’d mentioned heading home tonight and woke up from my catnap tied spread eagle to the bed and Ewan eating me out. Before he would let me come, he’d made me promise not to leave. Then he made me promise again before he’d let me come with his cock in my pussy.
“I have to go. I have shit to do, Ewan.”
“You agreed to stay,” he stated firmly, clearly immovable on the subject.
“It doesn’t count if you drag it out of me with your big, fat dick, jackass!” I snapped. He grinned, and I rolled my eyes. “Seriously?”
He shrugged. “I can’t help it if you’re addicted to my cock, baby. I could certainly live buried in your tight pussy.”
I silently told myself not to let him get to me with his dirty talk. It wasn’t working. My nipples hardened, and the muscles in my core tightened. I cleared my throat and tried to ignore my physical response to Ewan. “Isn’t that like…entrapment or something?”
He threw back his head and laughed so hard a few tears leaked from his eyes. That did not help my arousal situation.
When he had regained control of himself, he grinned, and said, “You’re so fucking adorable.”
I tried going back to the being reasonable tactic. “I have to have a life, Ewan. Just how long do you intend to keep me here?”
Before I could blink, he was stretched out over me, and his mouth covered mine as he slammed his cock inside my pussy. I could still taste myself on his tongue, and for some reason, that just made me burn even hotter. He devoured my mouth, his hands touching me everywhere as he powered in and out of me. I spiraled up fast and knew my orgasm was going to hit me hard.
“I can feel how much you want to come, baby,” he whispered against my lips. “Your pussy is begging for it.”
“Yes,” I admitted with a cry.
“Show me, baby. Show m
e how much you want me.”
I didn’t even have to think about it, my inner walls clamped down on him of their own volition. “Fuck, yeah baby,” he growled. “Fuck, that’s it. Just like that.”
To my shock, he suddenly pulled out, and I protested with a cry. But I quickly quieted when he went about removing the restraints. Then he grasped my wait and flipped me over, dragging me up onto my hands and knees. “Who do you belong to, Kaia?” he snarled as he smoothed a hand down my back and over one butt cheek.
“You,” I responded breathlessly.
“That’s fucking right,” he snapped, and I gasped when one of his palms came down on my ass with a sharp smack.
“Who owns this pussy?” He plunged two digits inside me before pulling them out and smearing the juices over my clit before rubbing it furiously.
“You, Ewan,” I shouted as my pelvis bucked into his hand.
His hand came down on the other cheek, making me cry out and causing a rush of wetness to drench his hand. “Damn fucking straight.”
I was just about to fall over the edge when he took his hand away. “Ewan,” I cried out. “Please!” I didn’t give a single fuck that I was begging.
“You’re mine,” he growled, right before he grabbed my butt cheeks and spread them wide, then shoved his cock ten inches deep, filling me, stretching me to the brim.
He set a feverish pace, and I shoved my hips back to meet each thrust. “That’s right, baby. Fuck yourself on my cock.” He slapped each butt cheek twice, sending shockwaves of pleasure straight to my pussy, and the muscles clenched. “So tight,” he groaned. “I love that you take everything I give you. Fuck, yeah.”
Cries of ecstasy started falling from my mouth in a keening chant. “Yes! Yes! Harder, Ewan! Oh! Oh! Yes!”
“Let go, Kaia. Come so your juicy pussy will cream all over my cock.”
I immediately shattered. My orgasm roared through me like a freight train.
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