WIEDERGEBURT

by Varnell, Brandon

  “Hyk! Eryk! That—hnn! Ah! Ahn! Hyrk!”

  I trailed my tongue down her collarbone, kissed her shoulders, then finally removed her nightgown.

  This particular nightgown was held to her body by a simple pair of strings. I slid the strings off her shoulders and arms. Kari wasn’t much help in this regard as her mind seemed to be elsewhere. Her eyes were glazed over, cheeks flushed, chest heaving as she tried to regain her breath. The way her breasts jiggled with every inhale and exhale was more enticing than the finest full course meal.

  I couldn’t fully remove her nightgown because she was lying down, but I at least uncovered her breasts. The two large hills sitting proudly on her chest were fully revealed. I could not help but admire both their size and softness. They were capped with light pink nipples that had currently become stiff from a combination of the chilly night air and me playing with them.

  There comes a point in time where the will of every man breaks. Certain things just can’t be resisted. To me, seeing Kari partially naked and lying before me, her breasts exposed and jostling as she tried to recover her breathing, was my breaking point.

  Leaning down, I took Kari’s right nipple into my mouth and swirled my tongue around it, enjoying the mild flavor of her skin and the feeling of her hardened nipple against my tongue. As for Kari…

  “OOHHH!!!”

  Her body jerked as though she’d been jolted by a Spiritual Lightning Technique. Her hands went to the back of my head and pulled me further into her tit. I didn’t resist. I continued to work her nipple over, coating it in saliva, lightly scraping it with my teeth, and tugging on it when I gently bit down. The way her breast bounced as I continued enticed me to keep going, and the lyrical cries she released only further eroded whatever self-restraint I possessed.

  As I switched from her right breast to her left, I slid my hand over her stomach, swerved around to her hip, and found the small knot tying her underwear together. I undid the knot, then pushed the underwear aside and cupped her mound. It was already wet. Juices were leaking from her lips and onto my hand as I began rubbing her outer lips. Her hips bucked a little and the volume of her cries increased.

  Just like the last time I had felt them, Kari’s lips were smooth, free of hair, and quite small. Her lips were just a thin slit that my finger sank into as I rubbed it. I didn’t know if this was how other women’s privates were. I had never slept with another woman before. In either event, Kari’s nether region was an irresistible oasis that I could never get enough of, and as I continued to rub my hand over it, my inability to resist showed when I pushed a finger past her lips and slipped it inside of her.

  “Hrrrnnn! Hrn! Ha! Ahn!”

  Kari was tighter than I remembered. I once heard some men talking in the library about how women became looser the more they had sex, but Kari and I had sex a lot in my previous life, and it never felt like her body had loosened. I believed those men were just braggarts who lied about their sexual encounters. I think it had just been so long since we had been intimate that I’d forgotten how she felt.

  I continued to rub my finger along her slit, listening to her moans as I kissed her chest, lavishing attention not only on her nipples but every centimeter I could get my mouth on. As her lips became puffy and aroused, I slid my finger up to my third knuckle, curled it, and pulled back, rubbing it along the inside of her canal. Kari’s hips bucked when I brushed my finger against an area that felt stiffer than the rest.

  “Ahh! Haaa! Eryk! That spot! D-don’t touch—ahn! It’s sensitive!”

  “So you like it when I rub you here?”

  “I—that’s not! Ahhh! Oh! Right there! It feels like—haaah! Haaa! It feels like I’m going to lose my mind… when you do thaaaaaat!”

  I pushed my finger inside of her up to my knuckles once more, pulled back, and then pumped it back in again. Her body jerked and twitched like she was having muscle spasms. Her lips peeled back as she stuck out her tongue, eyes going crossed and toes curling as they scraped against the sheets.

  I had always enjoyed foreplay. There was something about building Kari up, increasing the sexual tension, that turned me on.

  Kari’s breathing had grown completely ragged by this point. Even her moaning had become weak as her body jerked and shook as I continued my two-pronged attack. Her hands were still buried in my hair, but they seemed to have gone slack. That said, as I slowly inserted a second finger and began rubbing both along a small and somewhat rigid area inside of her, she suddenly raised her hips and began humping my hand. I think it was an unconscious gesture. She didn’t even seem to be aware of what she was doing.

  “Haaah…! Ahn…! Hrrrnnnn…”

  I didn’t need to be a genius to know that Kari was close to cumming. Her body was shaking, her breathing was stilted and gasping, and her juices were flowing onto my hand and dripping down her butt crack. Reaching out with my thumb, I found the small hood that hid her clitoris. I worked her small nub out from the hood and began stimulating it.

  “Ahn! Ah! Ah! Hrn! Ooooh!”

  The extra stimulation caused Kari to begin screaming again. I couldn’t see her face, even when I looked up. She’d thrown her head back against the pillow, back arched, feet pressed firmly against the mattress as her toes twitched and spasmed. Her hands weren’t even on my head anymore. They were clutching the blankets in a vice grip. While I couldn’t see her expression, I could imagine how her eyes had widened, how her mouth was hanging open, and how drool was leaking from between her lips.

  Kari’s clit began pulsating. Her legs suddenly lifted more, thrusting her hips higher into the air as she released a loud scream. A flood of her juices suddenly covered my hand as her insides clamped onto my fingers and convulsed. Her body shook, twitched once, twice, then she slumped onto the bed like all the energy had gone right out of her.

  I removed my fingers from inside of her and brought them to my face, wondering what I should do for a moment. I honestly wanted to taste her again. However, this was her first time, and I didn’t think she’d appreciate it if she could taste herself on my lips when I kissed her. After staring for a moment, I grimaced and reluctantly wiped my hands on the bed.

  Such a waste.

  Standing up, I removed my clothes, taking off my shirt and pulling down my pants. The underwear I was wearing was not the simple loincloth most commoners wore. It was a codpiece made from the silk of a Giant Silkworm. I removed that as well. Then I climbed onto the bed and lay on my side as I stroked Kari’s cheek.

  Kari was not all there at the moment. Her eyes were glazed over and drool leaked from her mouth. There was a somewhat dopey smile on her face, though, so I could only assume she had enjoyed our activities so far. Her expression was a little too hard for me to resist. I leaned down and placed a soft peck on her lips, and then another and another until she came back to her senses.

  “Eryk?” Kari blinked several times.

  “I’m here. How do you feel?” I asked.

  “I feel goooood…” I almost snorted at the way she drew out that last word like she was sighing in content. She blinked several times and looked at me with a curious frown.

  “What’s wrong?”

  “Um… it’s just… what you did. It felt really good.” Her cheeks became heated as she clenched and rubbed her thighs together.

  “I’m glad you liked it,” I said.

  “Yeah. But, um… I haven’t, you know, made you feel good too, so…”

  Ah.

  Realizing what she was getting at, I shook my head and smiled. “We can worry about you returning the favor later. Tonight, I want this to be all about you. Speaking of, are you really sure about this? You can still back out.”

  Kari’s immediate response was to shake her head. “I decided the moment you and Fay ran off to act as decoys that if we returned to Nevaria alive, I would give myself to you.” Perhaps it was on account of what just happened, but her embarrassment seemed to diminish as she spoke. “I love you, Eryk. The truth is, I’
ve loved you since before the Spiritualist Grand Tournament, but I was afraid of committing to you because of everything that was happening at the time.”

  “What changed?” I asked.

  “Nothing. Everything.” Kari shrugged. “I guess I just realized how dangerous this world really is. Either one of us could die without warning.” She reached out and cupped my face. I placed my hand over hers, turning my head a little so I could kiss the tips of her fingers. “I don’t want to live my life with regret, and I know that if something happened to either of us, I would regret not giving myself to you now for the rest of my life.”

  To live a life without regrets. That was what Kari was saying. Part of me felt like it wasn’t the right reason to give herself to me, but I also understood that it was only one reason of many. It wasn't just that she didn’t want to live without regrets.

  After the Spiritualist Grand Tournament, I was essentially courting Kari—becoming romantically involved with her but not engaged. However, nobles did not date. Courting was always done with the assumption that it would end in marriage. Kari giving herself to me now was her way of stating her intention and desire to marry me.

  “I feel the same way,” I told her. “I’ve wanted to give myself to you for a long time now, but I’ve held myself back because I didn’t know if it was the right time. I didn’t want to drive you away by being pushy.”

  “I know,” Kari said with a tender, loving smile. “You don’t have to worry about that anymore. You can be as pushy as you want.” She paused. My breath caught in my throat as the moonlight played off her golden hair, her flushed and sweaty skin, and enhanced the brightness of her smile. “Eryk, please make love to me.”

  “I will.”

  I crawled on the bed until I was sitting on my heels between Kari’s legs. We didn’t bother taking off her nightgown, though I did grab her soaked undergarment and toss it off the bed. Grabbing her hips, I pulled her forward, then hooked my arms underneath her thighs before positioning myself at her entrance.

  Her aroused lips were puffy and glistening. I took my shaft in hand but didn’t insert myself inside of her yet, instead choosing to rub my hardened length over her lips and coat them in her juices. I hoped the extra lubrication would make our first time less painful on Kari.

  “P-please don’t tease me anymore,” Kari muttered with hitched breath.

  “Sorry.” I smiled at her. “That wasn’t my intention.”

  “Whatever. I know you like teasing me.”

  “I won’t deny that, but that still wasn’t my intent.” I placed the tip against her sodden entrance and gave her a serious look. “Are you ready?”

  “Y-yes,” she stuttered.

  “Okay. I’m putting it in.”

  “Mm.”

  I took a deep breath and slowly moved my hips forward, biting my lip as the mushroom-shaped head disappeared inside of Kari. The warmth of her vagina was already stimulating me beyond what I could imagine, and it was just my head! Ugh. It had been a long time since I had sex if this was enough to make me want to cum. Keeping my teeth grit behind my lips, I struggled to control both my impulse to cum and piston myself into her.

  “Hgrn!”

  As I continued pushing forward, Kari released a groan of complaint. She was gripping the bedsheets and her face had scrunched up. It wasn’t in pleasure either. I had never had sex with a virgin before, but Ms. Nadine had taught me basic sex education, so I understood this part would hurt.

  “Kari…”

  “Just keep going. Please. I can take it.”

  “I’m aware of that, but…” Shaking my head, I thought for a moment before leaning over. I was careful not to move my hips as I leaned down until I was face to face with Kari. “Hey, Kari?”

  “Yes?”

  As I stared into her blue eyes, I reached out and stroked her cheek. “I love you. You know that, right?”

  “I do.” A little moisture gathered in Kari’s eyes as she smiled at me. “I love you, too.”

  I kept up my smile as I leaned further down and retracted my hips just a little. With my mouth now near her ear, my shoulder was right next to her mouth.

  “Feel free to bite down,” I told her.

  “Okay.”

  I placed her mouth against my shoulder, and once I felt she was ready, I thrust my hips forward, breaking through her hymen in a single go. My thoughts were that it would be better to just get it over with than try and push through. While I didn’t know if this was the best way to break a hymen—I’d never done so before—it was all I could think of to make her first time less painful.

  Kari screamed before she clamped her teeth onto my shoulder. I flinched as she broke the skin and drew blood, but what I felt was nothing compared to her. As I settled inside of her, I sent some of my Spiritual Power into her through our connected hips, soothing her pain with the water element. Of course, I couldn’t heal her because doing so would just mean I’d have to break her hymen again, but I tried to lessen the pain.

  It took a few minutes, but her mouth soon released me.

  “I’m sorry,” Kari muttered.

  “You have nothing to apologize for.” I channeled the water element to heal the wound and leaned back up so I could gaze into her eyes again. “How do you feel?”

  “A lot better.” She shifted a little, pushing her hips against me as she smiled. “You can move now.”

  “Kay.”

  I sought out her hands and laced my fingers through hers before I began rocking my hips. While my movements started slow, it didn’t take long before a steady slapping rhythm echoed around us.

  Like always, I paid attention to Kari’s face and the sounds she made. Her breathing came out in light pants and moans. Her cheeks were pink. I could tell she wasn’t as aroused now as she had been during foreplay, so I decided not to hold back. After retracting my hips until just my head was still inside of her, I pushed forward with a swift thrust until it felt like I had knocked on the entrance to her womb.

  “Aaah!!”

  Kari’s back arced against the bed as I set a heavier pace and used stronger thrusts. The way her insides rubbed against me as I retracted and thrust my hips was heavenly. Her breasts bounced up and down as I alternated my pace and the intensity of my movements. I didn’t use a set rhythm. I relied on Kari’s voice and facial expressions to guide my actions.

  Kari was tighter in this life than my previous one. I didn’t think it had anything to do with her being a virgin. The idea that a virgin was tighter than a non-virgin was just superstition to the best of my admittedly limited knowledge. In my previous life, Kari had never taken alchemy pills to strengthen her body. Alchemy pills were something I began using much later in life, after she had died and my quest for revenge began. While I wasn’t sure about the effects these pills had on women, the vagina was a muscle, so it would obviously be strengthened alongside everything else.

  Of course, these were just inane thoughts that occurred to me because I was struggling not to cum. I didn’t want to be the only one who orgasmed.

  As I continued pounding into her with strong thrusts, her chest began glowing. I looked down. There, glowing with a bright golden light on her chest, was a series of symbols I felt like I should recognize but didn’t. They looked like runes, though how they were arranged seemed odd. I thought I recognized Gebo, Fehu, and Uruz , but I honestly had other things on my mind than runes right now.

  There was no way I could focus on the runes when I was making love to the woman of my dreams.

  These were no more than passing thoughts that flitted through my mind as I tried to ignore the fact that I really wanted to cum. My balls felt like they were turning blue as they slapped against Kari’s ass. Her euphoric moans and my grunts drowned out the lewd sounds of my throbbing length churning her insides. The scent of sweat and sex hung heavily in the air. Staring at her face as she clenched her eyes shut and cried out with drool leaking down her lips made me that much harder.

  “Eryk! E
ryk!” Kari cracked her eyes open and gave me an imploring stare that would have shattered my resistance even if it had not been broken already. “Kiss… kiss me! Haah! Haah! Now! Ahn!”

  Her wish became my command. I leaned down and exchanged a wet, sloppy kiss as we continued copulating. Our tongues dueled as we drank the nectar offered by each other. I was sure our drool was staining the bed. Even when we ran out of oxygen, we just breathed through our nose, which produced loud, nasally gasps. Our hands were still locked together, fingers laced.

  I was forced to pull back when my lower stomach clenched.

  “Kari! I—”

  “Inside! Cum! Inside!” Kari commanded as she shook one of her hands out of mine, grabbed the back of my head, and pulled me back into a sloppy exchange.

  There was no way I could resist such a command. As our lips and tongues became entangled like ravenous snakes, my balls tightened for a short instant before a euphoric feeling washed over me. I groaned into her mouth as I shot my cum inside of her and ground my hips against hers. I think my actions also helped Kari achieve a climax because her insides became so tight I couldn’t move even with the increased lubrication flowing around me.

  The moment soon ended, and I leaned back up. Kari’s eyes were closed for a moment, but then she opened them, and while her gaze was slightly cloudy, her smile was dazzling like the sun.

  “Eryk?”

  “Yes?”

  “I’m really tired.”

  I wasn’t sure what she had been going to say, but that was not what I had expected. Despite this—no, because of how random her words seemed to me—I smiled and pecked her lips.

  “Then let’s go to sleep.”

  “Mm.”

  By this point in time, the runes glowing on her chest had faded. I pulled out of her with a wet plop, then rolled over until I was lying on my back. Kari immediately cuddled up to me. As she snuggled into my torso and used my shoulder as a pillow, her breathing quickly evened out as exhaustion claimed her.