by Sarah Bailey
“It’s okay. I want to go with him.”
He looked down at me.
“I don’t know if this is a good idea,” he told me, lowering his voice. “Not tonight.”
“I’ll be fine, Quinn. Please trust me.”
He was silent for a long moment, his eyes assessing me.
“Okay, but if you need me, you know where I am.”
I nodded and he leant down and kissed me.
“I love you, don’t forget that.”
I patted his arm and smiled.
“I love you too.”
Then he walked out, leaving me alone with Rory. He stood there for a long moment watching me. Then he moved, plucking some tissues from the box on the coffee table before coming around to me and tipping my face up towards him. He proceeded to wipe my face and made me blow my nose. He chucked away the sodden mess before taking my hand and leading me from the room.
“Are you sure about this, Ror?” I asked when we were walking up the stairs.
“Am I sure I want you in my bed tonight? Yes… I’m very sure.”
I swallowed hard. He sounded so determined like this was a step he was going to take whether he was ready to or not.
“How did you know it was your night? I never said we had a schedule… at least I meant to, but I hadn’t got around to it.”
“Xav mentioned it earlier. About how you wanted to give us equal amounts of your time.”
I had spoken to Xav about that when we’d been in bed together a couple of nights ago. It seemed right that I didn’t play favourites. Of course, it didn’t have to be a fixed thing. We could make it as fluid as we needed what with the occasions where three of us slept together.
“Oh.”
He opened his bedroom door and pulled me inside, shutting it firmly behind us. I stood there, staring at the closed door with no small amount of nervous anticipation running through my veins. Rory moved away and turned on one of the bedside lamps before he walked over and closed the curtains. When he turned back to me, there was a deadly gleam in his hazel eyes which had me swallowing again. He looked like a predator in the low light. A predator who was about to stalk and take down his prey. That prey being me.
“Tell me now if you don’t want this, little star. Say the safe word and I’ll let you curl up in my bed and fall asleep.”
I flexed my hand at my side, feeling my body heat up at his words.
“But if you do… then all bets are off. Do you understand?”
Chapter 15
I knew Ash had been through a heck of a lot today, so I’d been nervous about asking her the question. When Xav had whispered in my ear earlier that if I wanted it, it’d be my night with her, all my thoughts were consumed by the urge to be inside her. The beast had unchained himself without my say so. He made me ask for her tonight. He forced me into action. I couldn’t help it. I wanted her. I wanted to consume her whole. Not even the knowledge of what she’d learnt from Isabella and seeing her cry had dampened my need. If that made me fucked up, I no longer cared. Seeing her standing there in my room with her blonde hair a mess around her face and her blue eyes glinting in the low light had my heart thumping wildly against my chest and my cock standing at full mast.
“I don’t want to say the safe word, Ror.”
I almost growled in response, but I stopped myself. She wasn’t going to come out of tonight unscathed. I hadn’t been lying when I told her what I wanted to do. It was only one of the ways I’d imagined using her little body. There were so many other things I wished for and perhaps I’d indulge myself this evening. Perhaps when I let the beast take over completely, he’d do exactly what he wanted without any apologies at all.
“Then you understand from here on out, you’re going to do everything I say.”
“I do.”
“Strip down to your underwear.”
My eyes feasted on her as she carefully took off each piece of her clothing leaving a little pile at her feet. What she was wearing underneath made my mouth go dry. White see-through lace hugged her figure, making her look like an innocent sacrificial lamb.
“Little star,” I breathed. “You have no idea what I’m going to do to you.”
I watched her throat muscles work as she swallowed. I couldn’t wait any longer. My hands needed to be on her body. My mouth needed to be latched onto her skin. I had no patience left with myself. None at all.
I stalked towards her, watching her breathing accelerate and her blue eyes darken with heat and a little of fear showed through. She should be scared. Ash would have a lesson in how unprepared she was to be with me. To see all of my darkness. And how much I’d take from her before we were done.
My hand came up and wrapped around her throat, tipping her face up towards me as I stopped in front of her. Her pulse thudded against my palm like she was a scared little rabbit about to bolt. Leaning down, I ran my nose up her cheek, inhaling her sweet scent.
“You’re terrified,” I murmured. “I can feel you trembling.”
“Ror…”
“You should be scared.”
Her little pant made my cock throb. The anticipation of what I was going to do had me wanting to skip everything so I could be nestled deep inside her like I’d imagined so many times.
Pulling back, I stared down into her blue eyes which were wide like saucers.
“You look so innocent in white… but you’re not innocent at all, are you?”
Her lips parted by no sound came out.
“No, you’re a bad girl desperate for cock.” I backed her towards my bed, letting all pretence I wasn’t a depraved fucked up bastard fall away. “That’s exactly what you’re going to get.” When we reached the edge of the bed, I shoved her down on her knees. “Put your hands behind your back.”
She did as I asked without any hesitation.
“Look at you, obeying straight away. You really are desperate for my cock, aren’t you, my little toy?”
She nodded, her eyes burning with need. I stroked her face before hooking my fingers into her mouth and pulling her jaw open.
“You’re going to keep your mouth open and your hands behind your back, do you understand? If you move them, I’ll have to tie you up and punish you.”
Her eyes told me she did without words. My hands went to my jeans, unbuttoning them and relieving their pressure against my cock. Perhaps I should’ve started out slow with Ash, but all my pent up need had me discarding all my concerns about how she’d cope with this.
“Is this what you want?” I asked as I stroked a hand across where my cock was straining against my boxers.
She gave me a nod, keeping her mouth wide open in anticipation of me sticking my cock down her throat. I’d make her gag hard around it so ropes of her saliva coated my length and dribbled down her chin.
“Say it. Tell me how much you fucking want it.”
“I want your cock, Ror, please give it to me.”
“Look at you asking so nicely, so polite.” I leant down, gripping her face in an iron hold. “No fucking need for niceties in this room, little star. You’re on your knees for me. I bet your panties are soaked through already. You’re a dirty girl so I expect to hear all sorts of depravity spilling out of that pretty little mouth of yours, you hear me? You’re going to be screaming before I’m done with you.”
She let out a little whimper and it was fucking everything.
“Show me you can do better than that.”
“I want you to fuck my face hard and make me choke on your cock.”
I had to hold back from outright groaning at her words. She was more than I could’ve ever imagined. Her mouth fell back open again and I was done taunting the both of us. Done waiting. Just fucking done. I shut down all of my worries and doubts and focused on me and her. I let the beast take the reins. I gave in.
My hand dipped below the hemline of my boxers, grasping my cock and tugging it out, allowing Ash to see for the first time
how fucking hard she made me. Her pupils dilated until you could hardly see the ring of blue around them. I stroked myself as I took a step towards her.
“I think it’s time to fill this pretty mouth of yours.”
Before she had a chance to agree, I gripped her hair, shoved her head further back and ran the head of my cock along her tongue, sinking into her waiting mouth. The grunt escaping my mouth couldn’t be helped. It’d been so long since I’d had lips wrapped around me and a warm, wet mouth to fuck. Ash’s felt heavenly as I pressed deeper, hitting the back of her mouth.
“Swallow for me, little star.”
She did as I asked, breathing in before swallowing and letting my cock slide down her throat. She gagged but I didn’t let up. Much to my delight, she didn’t struggle or move her hands. She let me use her even though I could see in her eyes this wasn’t easy for her. I could feel her trying to breathe around my length. Her tongue was pressed against the underside of me, the softness of it making me twitch.
“Good girl,” I murmured, holding her head in place. “Doing exactly as you’re told. Perhaps I’ll reward you for your being my perfect little toy.”
Her eager eyes made my stomach twist in knots. Fuck, she was so beautiful with her small mouth stretched obscenely around my cock. I pulled back and thrust in again, fucking her tight throat and revelling in it every time she gagged. Just as I wanted, when I pulled out, ropes of her saliva clung to my cock.
I didn’t want to come quickly and if I kept fucking her throat, I would. I wanted to savour every moment with her. With my girl. My Ash.
“Take this shit off, get on my bed and present that soaking wet little pussy to me.”
Ash scrambled to obey. As she fumbled with her underwear, I tore off my t-shirt and threw it away before shucking the rest of my clothes. I wanted to be with Ash skin on skin. Nothing between us. I’d never wanted that with a girl before. Ash made me want normality as well as all the depravity I craved during sex.
She crawled on my bed and lay back, spreading her legs and showing me exactly how wet her pussy was. Her lips glistened in the low light, making my mouth water. My hand went to my cock, stroking her saliva into it. Fuck, I was so hard. Never in my life had I felt so much desire for another person. Ash was the epitome of sexy, spread out on my bed, waiting for me to wreak havoc on that tight little pussy of hers with my cock.
As much as I wanted to tie her up, I also wanted her free. I wanted to see if she would stay still without the need for bonds. Would she do exactly as I told her?
“Put your hands above your head.”
She placed them above her and spread her legs wider.
“If you touch me without permission, there’ll be consequences. Right now, this is about pleasure, but it can just as easily be about pain. Do you hear me?”
“Yes, Ror.”
I crawled over her on the bed, watching her chest heave with anticipation as I lowered my face towards hers. I took her bottom lip into my mouth and bit down hard, making her whimper. Her body trembled below mine which only made me that much more eager to be inside her. My tongue swept into her mouth, soothing away the sting of my teeth. Ash kissed me back, moaning in my mouth as her body arched upwards.
Fuck, she’s so ready for me. She wants me.
I wrapped a hand around her neck and squeezed just hard enough to make sure she knew who was in charge. My hand stayed there as I kissed her jaw and shifted lower. I bit down on the skin below her collarbone. Her whimpers and pants every time I bit her, marking her skin, claiming her as mine was the music which fed my soul. Fed the beast inside me who was completely free for the first time in my life.
“You look so beautiful wearing my marks,” I told her before my teeth dug into her tender little nipple.
My other hand trailed down her stomach and dipped between her legs. I couldn’t believe how wet my girl was. Her pussy was drenched in her arousal. A mess just for me. I slid two fingers into her waiting warmth. She clenched around them as I bit down on her other nipple. I could feel how much this turned her on. How much she wanted me to fuck her deep and hard until she screamed my name.
“Ror… please. More. God, fuck me like the dirty girl I am. I need it. I need your cock so bad. Please fuck me.”
“Dirty girl, begging for cock like a needy little bitch.”
“Please use me. I’m yours. Your fucktoy. Please.”
I thrust my fingers harder inside her, watching the way her body flushed and her eyes grew wider.
“Does this needy little pussy need filling?”
“Yes, Ror. I need your big cock inside me. Please, my pussy is so empty.”
I licked my bottom lip. Ash had no idea how sexy it was hearing how much she wanted me. Rising up on my knees, I gripped her thighs and pushed her legs up towards her chest. I shifted closer, my hand wrapped around my cock and ran it along her folds, grunting at the feel of her wetness coating me.
I lined myself up and let out a breath as I locked eyes with her. I wanted to see her expression. Take in every part of her as I sunk into her tight heat for the first time. This was it. After months of denying myself. Denying there was this need pulsing between us. Denying I wanted Ash more than fucking life itself.
With one hard thrust, I buried myself deep inside her. I grunted and Ash let out a loud mewl which was a mix of pleasure and pain. Holy fucking shit was she tight. Her pussy clung to me, gripping my cock like a fucking vice. It was everything I’d imagined it’d be and so much fucking more.
I splayed my hands across her hips and used them as an anchor, pulling back and slamming inside her again. Her moans got louder with each thrust. There was no mercy or let up in the punishing pace I set from the get-go. I could tell she was struggling with the length and girth of me but not once did she tell me to stop. No, Ash stared at me as I fucked her, her mouth parted and her expression one of pure ecstasy.
“Can you feel that? Your needy fucking pussy filled up to the brim, just like you asked for,” I ground out as I sunk balls deep inside her.
“So full,” she whimpered.
“That’s right, little star. Look at you taking it. You’re so desperate to be used, aren’t you? You wanted this cock deep inside your dripping pussy. You needed it.”
“Ror!”
I fucked her impossibly hard, to the point where I’m sure it hurt her. I was too far gone to stop. Letting go of one of her hips, I reached up and gripped her nipple, twisting hard and making her scream.
“Please,” she whimpered. “Ror, please.”
“What do you want, little star?”
“You.”
Her words sliced through me. The agonising need in her voice shaking me to my very core.
“I need to touch you.”
She’d kept her hands above her head like I’d told her to. She was asking for permission. She wanted me to grant it. To let her have free rein of my body just as I had free rein of hers.
“No.”
She could have that when I was done with her. I’d let her curl up against me and touch me if she wanted, but right now, she was going to do as she was told.
“Ror…”
“No, little star. The only thing you should be asking permission for is to come, do you understand?”
Her bottom lip trembled but she nodded. Pulling out of her abruptly, I gripped her by the waist and flipped her over, pulling her up on her hands and knees. I was in her the next second, pressing deep and making her cry out as my cock slammed inside her tight pussy again and again. My hand came down hard on her pert little behind, making her jolt. I did it again and again until both sides were red.
“Ror,” she choked out. “That hurts.”
My hand was in her hair, tugging her head back. Her neck arched and her eyes were wide as I stared at her.
“Good, it should fucking hurt.”
I ran my nose along her face, not faltering in my thrusts.
“You’re my t
oy and I’m going to use you any way I like. I’ll hurt you if I want to. You’ve been a bad fucking girl who doesn’t deserve mercy.”
My other hand curled underneath her and found her little clit. I took it between two fingers and gripped it hard, making her cry out.
“Ror, please, it’s too much.”
I bit down on her shoulder. Ash bucked against me. When I looked at her face, I could see tears slipping down her cheeks. My tongue darted out and trailed up her face, tasting the saltiness.
“Please.”
“Come, little star. Come all over my fucking cock like you were made to.”
I rubbed her clit the way I knew she needed. She was a whimpering, panting mess before she exploded on me. Her pussy pulsed so hard around my cock, I thought I might fucking pass out from the pleasure of feeling her wrapped around me.
“Ror… fuck… Ror!”
“That’s it, toy, come harder.”
I kept stroking her little bud, drawing out every last moment of her climax until she begged me to stop. She slumped forward a little as I let go of her hair and gripped both her hips instead. I didn’t think Ash could take much more. She’d had her pleasure. I’d made her come and she’d been fucking stunning. Just like I’d imagined.
“You going to milk my cock with this little pussy?”
“Yes, Ror,” she whispered.
“Good girl… Show me you want my cum filling you up.”
As I thrust inside her, she moved back against me. She was out of breath and her body ravaged, but she matched my punishing rhythm thrust for thrust.
“Fuck, little star. You’re so fucking sexy like this.”
“Please, Ror, please give me your cum. I want it spilling out of my pussy.”
Her words were the fucking fuse to my dynamite. It burnt hot until I couldn’t take it any longer. I slammed into her twice more before burying myself so deep, I felt her pulsing over and over as hot flames licked up my spine. I roared with my release, spurting inside her at an alarming pace. Spots formed in my vision as my world tilted on its axis.
This fucking girl had driven me half insane for months. She’d taunted and teased me. Made me want things I should never have. Finally getting inside her tight heat was pure bliss. Finally having her close to me. Finally allowing myself to be free. There were no words to describe it. The feeling of contentment and acceptance washed over me as I panted, coming down from the highest of highs she’d sent me to. I leant my forehead against her sweaty back, not caring we were both covered in a light sheen of it.