by J. O Mantel
Sienna stood in the doorframe; “I’m heading to Lukas’s. I’m not sure when I’ll be back.”
Jake stood up and walked over to her.
“See, I told you. Are you going to be okay?”
“Yeah. I got this. I’ll see you later,” she said, Jake watched as she walked out the front door.
When Sienna got to Lukas’s apartment building, she rang his buzzer and waited, Lukas answered and told her to head on up and walk right in. When she entered his apartment she could see him sitting outside on the balcony. He was wearing his torn denim jeans, a black shirt and his leather jacket. Sienna assumed he must have just finished a recording session. He looked up and saw her walking toward him, he acknowledged her with a smile as she sat down beside him.
“Hi,” she said.
“Hi,” he replied. He leaned forward and kissed her on the lips.
“I’ve missed that,” he said, pulling away.
“Me too,” Sienna replied, a smile sweeping over her face. “Why are you sitting out here freezing your butt off?” She asked.
“I just got back from the studio and I knew you were coming. I just needed some air. Are you cold? We can go inside.”
“A little,” she shivered.
The two of them stood up and made their way inside. Sienna sat down on the sofa while Lukas went to the kitchen.
“Coffee?”
“Tea please,” Sienna said.
He handed her the tea and then grabbed his coffee and sat down beside her.
“Is everything all right?” He asked.
“Yeah, fine. I just wanted to talk to you.”
“I’m sorry, babe. All this talk about the baby just got to me and I needed some time to get my head around. I know I’ve been an ass about it, and I’m sorry. I just wasn’t sure what I wanted to do.”
Sienna sipped her tea and sat there listening to Lukas. Despite being pregnant, all she wanted to do was lean forward, tear his clothes off and fuck him.
“Lukas, I know how hard this must be for you. I’ve only just finished having this conversation with Jake. He’s left in the dark also. But like I explained to him, you have to look at this from my perspective. Yes there is a chance that you’re the father, but there’s also the likelihood that it could be Jake. I want to know, just as much as both of you, who the father is, but while I’m actually pregnant, there are risks involved. I won’t put myself or the baby at risk.”
Lukas nodded his head in acknowledgment.
“There’s something else I should tell you, Lukas.”
“Hmmm,” he sighed, drinking his coffee.
“I had my ultrasound with Dr. Hughes earlier today. I’m having twins.”
Lukas froze. His eyes widened; “Twins?” He asked, not sure if he’d heard correctly.
“Yep. Thirteen and a half weeks, it’s still a little early to determine the sex, but Dr. Hughes said there’s definitely two in there. And I heard their heartbeats.”
“You did?”
“Yes. Lukas it was amazing, one of the most beautiful sounds I’ve ever heard.”
Lukas smiled, he leaned forward and brushed the hair away from Sienna’s mouth, as he pressed his lips against hers.
“I love you,” he whispered.
“I love you too,” Sienna replied. Lukas kissed her again. Sienna was happy that they were finally talking again, but she couldn’t shake the possibility that she may not have the happily ever after she wanted with Lukas, if he didn’t turn out to be the twins’ father. She pulled away and gazed into his beautiful eyes.
“Lukas?”
“Yeah?”
“As much as I pray this isn’t true, we need to discuss what happens if you don’t turn out to be the father. Will it be the end of us?” Her voice was shaky.
Lukas sighed and stood, he began pacing the living room.
“Lukas?”
“Sienna, I’ve been asking myself the same question now for weeks. If Jake turns out to be the father… ” he paused, Sienna stood up and walked over to him, wrapping her arms around his waist. Lukas placed his hand over hers before releasing Sienna’s grip and walking away.
“Lukas? What is it?” She asked, slightly concerned.
“I’ve looked at this from every possible angle. I’ve seen my side, your side, even Jake’s side, and I just keep coming back to the same answer.”
“And what’s that?” She asked.
“When you first told me that I could potentially be the father, I freaked out. I mean, I don’t know the first thing about being a parent.”
“Lukas you’re not going to do it alone, we’ll be learning together. Do you think I have any clue about being a parent? I’m freaking out just as much as you are.”
“But Sienna you’ve got younger siblings, you would have been around to change their diapers, feed them and all that. I’m an only child, I’m clueless with all that stuff.”
“That doesn’t mean I know the first thing about parenting. Lukas, nobody ever said this was going to be easy, I don’t think there’s an instruction manual on how to be a perfect parent either.”
“Sienna I’m serious.”
“I know, and so am I. Why are you freaking out so badly about this?”
He remained silent for a few seconds, Sienna could see that there was more to this than he was letting on.
“Lukas?”
“Sienna, my career is soaring right now. The next year is jam-packed with interviews, recordings and not to mention, tours. I’m going to be on the road a lot more now, which means I won’t be around a lot. I don’t know if I’m going to have the time to… ”
“To be a father? I get it.”
“No! Sienna, that’s not-”
“Forget it, Lukas. I get it, you don’t have to explain. Clearly your career is more important than a child. You’ve made your point quite clear.”
“Sienna, just STOP! Geez, don’t you ever get tired of listening to the sound of your own voice?”
“Excuse me?” Sienna replied.
“You heard. If you just shut up for more than five seconds, maybe we can have a proper conversation.”
Sienna was completely shocked. Lukas had never spoken to her like that before. Why the hell was he angry? He was the one putting his career before a family.
“Lukas you’re the one who’s making this all about your career.”
“I wasn’t making this about my career, Sienna. All I was trying to say was that the timing isn’t great right now. But that doesn’t mean that I’m going to let you do this on your own.”
“So what are you saying?”
“What I’m saying is, if these twins turn out to be mine, I’ll put my career on hold.”
“You mean you’d really do that? I know you’ve said that to me before, but I wasn’t pregnant then.” Sienna said, her eyes filling with tears.
“Of course I would. Sienna, do I need to remind you that you rock my world? I’ll always be here with you, no matter what.”
She burst into tears and threw her arms around him, sobbing in his shoulder.
“Oh, Lukas!” She sobbed.
She rested her head on his broad shoulders. The feel of his body against her cheek sent a sensation through her body.
“What happens if it turns out that Jake’s the father?” She mumbled.
“What?” Lukas asked, lifting her head.
“What happens if Jake’s the father? Lukas I can’t-I won’t lose you.”
“If it turns out that Jake is the father, we’ll deal with it when the time comes.”
“What about us? Are we going to be okay?”
Lukas stared into her eyes.
“He may be the father, but my heart will always belong to you.”
“So you wouldn’t leave me?”
“Of course I wouldn’t. I’m not saying it’s going to be easy, but I know that our love is strong enough and can get us through anything. Look at what we’ve been through already.”
The two of them sa
t back down on the sofa. Just as she had done with Jake earlier, she grabbed Lukas’s hand and placed it on her belly.
“You won’t feel any movement yet, but you can definitely feel the bump.”
Lukas smiled as he continued to rub Sienna’s belly.
Slowly, Lukas’s lips made their way up Sienna’s neck before finding her lips. He kissed her deeply and passionately. She tilted her head back as he made his way down her neck again. He gently removed her cardigan, exposing her soft, smooth shoulder. He covered that with kisses also, while sliding her bra strap down her arm. He kissed her again and slid one hand under both her legs and wrapped the other one around her neck. He gently lifted her up and slowly carried her into the bedroom.
He lay her down on the bed and crawled on top of her. He covered her neck with kisses before sitting her up. Sienna quickly unbuttoned her blouse and unclipped her bra. She had missed Lukas and was extremely horny. He gently pushed her back down and his hands met with her breasts. His teeth gently tugged on her nipples. Sienna moaned and wriggled around on the bed as Lukas made his way lower. He unbuttoned her pants before lowering the zipper. He pulled them down past her ankles and Sienna kicked them off the bed. His fingers caught the top of her black, lace panties; she was wearing Lukas’s favorite pair. He kissed her small baby bump while he slowly removed her panties and Sienna kicked them to the floor also.
He sat up on his knees and removed his shirt. Sienna rubbed her hands over his ripped torso. He crawled off the bed and dropped his jeans, before removing his briefs. He crawled back on top of her and guided his cock inside her center.
He pounded her pussy while Sienna moaned and pulled on the sheets. Her tits bounced as Lukas thrust his cock in and out. He leaned forward and they kissed, his hands fondling her breasts. He placed his finger inside her mouth and Sienna sucked on it as Lukas moaned.
He removed his cock and using his right finger, he gently inserted it inside of her. Sliding it in and out Sienna let out a light scream of pleasure as the two of them clasped their fists together. He continued sliding his finger in and out of her, while Sienna lay there and allowed Lukas to take full control. When he finished, he crawled off her and stood at the foot of the bed, his erect cock waiting for Sienna.
She knew exactly what she had to do. Slowly, she slid down the bed and sat at the end. She wrapped her lips around the tip, and as she started sucking, it made its way to the back of her throat. It throbbed inside her, but she was used to his length by now.
Lukas placed his hands behind her head and slowly guided her along, she pulled away and looked up at him, removing his hands from around her head.
“I got this,” she whispered, smiling.
Lukas placed his arms around his own head, slowly tilted his body backward, and allowed Sienna to cover his cock with her lips once more.
As he thrust it in and out of her mouth, her head bobbed with each movement. The sight of her sitting there before him was too much, Lukas was about to explode.
After a few minutes, he removed his cock from her mouth and finished his orgasm. He knelt down and kissed Sienna before the two of them crawled into bed.
“There’s something about having sex while you’re pregnant. That was amazing,” Sienna said, smiling at Lukas as she got herself comfortable.
“Maybe it was the fact that we hadn’t made love for so long, and it was like our first time all over again. Or maybe it was my devilishly awesome hotness that just couldn’t make you say no.”
“You’re so full of yourself,” Sienna replied, kissing him again.
“But I’m right, aren’t I?” He kissed her on the nose and slowly made his way to her shoulders.
“Oh. My. God!” Sienna said in an erotic whisper.
“What?”
“Lukas, don’t fucking stop. That spot, right there, that’s it,” she said as Lukas kissed her shoulder bone erotically, causing her to squirm. She could feel her pussy go moist with his touch, now she was the one who was about to explode.
Finally she climaxed, letting out a deep breath of relief, she stared at Lukas.
“Thank you,” she whispered.
“For what?”
“Being so understanding about all this. If it were me, I don’t know how I would feel. I just can’t believe how well you and Jake are both taking this.”
“Babe, what kind of a guy would that make me? Sure, it does make planning the future a little difficult, but as long as we’re together, it doesn’t matter. I love you.” They kissed passionately and then Sienna rested her head against her hand.
“I can’t wait for this to all be over. I want to know just as much as you and Jake, but at this stage in the pregnancy, I don’t want to risk any harm to the twins.”
“Then we will wait until after they are born. I’m sure Jake will understand.”
“Yeah he will. Surprisingly, he’s taking this strangely well.”
“Why is that strange?” Lukas asked.
“I’ve known Jake a very long time and he normally wouldn’t handle something like this so calmly.”
“Maybe he’s just tired of all the arguing and doesn’t want to put any stress on you or the babies.”
“Yeah, maybe,” she sighed.
She lay her head down on the pillow and stared up at the ceiling.
“You know, this is actually the first time I’ve been in your bedroom in this apartment.”
Lukas smiled. “You’re right, it is. Well, you know what this means, don’t you?”
“What’s that?” Sienna asked, curious.
“You have to sleep over now and give this bed the proper christening it deserves.”
Sienna giggled while Lukas pulled the sheets over their heads and they kissed.
Two weeks before Christmas was one of the busiest times for Sienna. She had clients looking for rental properties, and she was working long hours to try and keep up with her demanding schedule. Adam took some of the pressure off her, by sharing her workload with the receptionist, Deb. He didn’t want to put any stress on Sienna during her pregnancy. She still had a week to go before she was on Christmas vacation and only three more months until she officially started her maternity leave. She had her check-ups regularly with Dr. Hughes and her baby bump was definitely beginning to show.
When she got home from work that afternoon, Jake was nowhere to be seen. Since signing with Sony Music, he and the band were busy in the studio trying to finish their first album. Every night whenever Sienna got home, she would sit in her room after dinner and listen through the walls. Each time Jake got frustrated with a bad note he had written, she would giggle at how adorable he was. Tonight however, it was rather late and he still wasn’t home.
She sat on the sofa drinking her hot chocolate, when the door suddenly opened and Jake walked inside.
“Hey,” he said, throwing his keys on the kitchen bench and removing his jacket.
“Hi. How was the recording session?”
“Good. We’re almost finished. The album should be out within the next couple of months.” He grabbed himself a beer and joined her on the sofa.
“How are you feeling?” He asked.
“Yeah, good. Although, I’m starting to feel a little tired now, there’s a lot going on with work and it’s only going to get busier as we approach Christmas.”
“Adam does know that you’re pregnant, right?”
Sienna nodded. “Adam’s been great about it. He’s given half my workload to Deb to ease the pressure, it’s helped a little bit but there’s still a lot of work to do. I’ll be glad when I’m finally on Christmas vacation.”
“How’s everything with the twins?”
“Good. I had my appointment with Dr. Hughes this morning before I went into work. They’re both growing beautifully.”
Jake took a sip of his beer and smiled at Sienna. It wasn’t his ordinary smile, however. Sienna knew it all too well. There was something on his mind.
“Are you all right?” She asked.
“Jake, I know that look, something’s up.”
“What look?”
She rolled her eyes at him and gave him one of her ‘Don’t play dumb with me’ looks.
“Nothing’s wrong. I’ve just been thinking about something, that’s all.”
“Wanna talk about it?” She asked.
“No, not really. It may never happen anyway. I’ll cross that bridge when and if I ever come to it. Are you hungry? I can order some take out.”
She was starving. Although it was normal, her appetite had increased since becoming pregnant and apart from the baby weight, she was sure she’d put on a few more pounds.
“Starved,” she replied.
Jake went to the fridge, grabbed a flyer, and dialed the number of the Chinese place that they regularly got take out from.
After dinner, the two of them sat on the sofa, flicking through the channels trying to decide what to watch.
“Why is it that there’s never anything good on TV?” Jake asked.
“I reckon they do it on purpose, just so they can make people get cable.” Sienna said.
They finally settled on a channel and the two of them snuggled up on the couch. Sienna was exhausted, and every now and then she would drift off to sleep and rest her head on Jake’s shoulder.
“Why don’t you go to bed? You look exhausted,” he said.
“Yeah, I suppose I should,” she yawned.
She was about to get off the couch when suddenly, she stopped and placed her hand over her belly.
“What? What is it?” Jake asked, slightly panicked.
Sienna sat there in silence, then all of a sudden, a smile brushed over her as she looked down at her tummy.
“Quick,” she said, grabbing Jake’s hand and placing it on her belly.
“What’s going on?” He asked, confused.
Sienna looked at Jake and quietly whispered, “Did you feel it?”
“Feel what?”
“One of the babies moved, I’m sure of it.”
“Are you sure? I didn’t feel anything.”
“Oh, maybe I just imagined it then.” Sienna said sadly.
“Just because I didn’t feel it, doesn’t mean you didn’t. Maybe it’s just too early for someone else to experience that as well.” Jake said, smiling and trying to give her some comfort.