The Secret Identity of the Lord's Aide: A Historical Regency Romance Book

by Abigail Agar

  “Lady Elizabeth Byrd. She’s one of the most remarkable women I’ve met in my entire life. A woman I hired to write my speeches months ago. And a woman who published her first incredible essay in The Rising Sun just today.”

  Lady Elizabeth still didn’t speak. Nathaniel was incredulous that she’d even found her way to him. He took a firm step towards her, his heart bursting against his ribcage. He longed to hold her against him. Her eyelashes flashed. Everything about her seemed provocative, womanly—the dark curls around her face, her cheeks, so bright pink from the chill.

  “Are you all right?” he asked her, his voice low.

  Elizabeth stepped closer. She reached for him, drawing her fingers across his cheek. His eyes closed at the tender motion. It felt as though she pumped electricity through his every muscle. They’d touched so rarely and yet it had been everything he’d thought about for months. He took a closer step before wrapping his thick, muscular arms all the way around her. She dropped her forehead against his chest, inhaling his scent.

  All members of the table rose up, in full view of this exchange. Nathaniel hadn’t a care in the world, not even as the men began to mutter behind him. He took a step back, gripping Lady Elizabeth’s hands. He brought them towards his lips and kissed them tenderly. Then, he dropped down on one knee.

  Lady Elizabeth’s eyes remained directly upon his. It seemed there had been a fire between them since they’d met, yet it had grown exponentially since their fight the weekend previous. All things had been working towards this moment. Perhaps, beyond anything else, Lord Nathaniel Linfield had known that he would ultimately propose to this woman.

  How could he possibly not? She was the most perfect woman he’d met in his life. She had everything he yearned for in a partner.

  She was his world.

  “Darling,” he began. “Lady Elizabeth Byrd. When I first met you, I knew I could never be your equal. And that has been proven all the more since we’ve built our friendship.” He paused, swallowing hard. Every emotion felt too heavy, too wild in his chest. How did anyone articulate how they felt? How did anyone exist in the world without feeling entirely out of their depth?

  “Darling, I don’t want to spend another day without your intellect. I don’t want to wake up and wonder what you’re thinking; I want you to tell me. I want you in my life for good.” He swallowed hard, and then returned to his feet. He gripped her hands so hard in his, gazing down upon her. “Lady Elizabeth Byrd, you’ve been through a horrendous trial. But I’m wondering. Won’t you be my wife?”

  Bess held his hands tightly in hers. For a moment—for a terrible, gut-wrenching moment, she was at a loss for words. But then, she nodded, whispering the most beautiful thing in the world: “Yes.”

  And now, for the first time, Lord Nathaniel Linfield dropped down, pressed his lips against hers, and kissed her, hard and wildly and beautifully. Her chest pressed tight against his stomach; his arms were wide around her shoulders. They were a single unit, each deciding to bolt forward on the path of life together.

  When their kiss broke, the entire table behind Nathaniel broke into wild applause. Nathaniel blinked back at them, drawing a single arm around Bess’ shoulder. He gave a childlike grin back at them, shrugging. It was certainly foolish, love. But he couldn’t refute it.

  Lady Eloise flung herself forward, hugging Lady Elizabeth tight against her and jumping slightly up and down. The two older Parliament members reached forward, shaking Nathaniel’s hand, whilst Everett sneaked forward and hugged Nathaniel tight against him. Noises were raucous, wild. Nathaniel couldn’t place who said what, or when, but then supposed it didn’t matter.

  He spun toward his new fiancé, who brimmed with pleasure.

  “That speech, darling,” Lady Elizabeth said, drawing her fingers across his cheek. “I’ve never heard you utter something so poetic.”

  Nathaniel grinned, feeling foolish. “You heard everything, didn’t you?”

  “If I hadn’t, I don’t know if I would have agreed to marry you,” she said, chuckling slightly.

  “I think I’m improving,” Nathaniel joked, shrugging. “Perhaps I’ll even be good enough to write my wedding vows.”

  Lady Elizabeth snaked her fingers through his curls, tugging his face closer to hers. “Don’t be foolish, Lord Nathaniel Linfield. Stick to what you know.”

  They sealed the decision with a kiss, their arms wrapped tight around one another. Lord Nathaniel would remember this moment into the future—a moment when he was allowed to feel completely and totally safe, fresh-faced and sure of the future.

  The first ever moment when it was just him and Lady Elizabeth Byrd against the world.

  THE END

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  The Light in the Duke's Shadow

  Introduction

  Lady Penelope Withersfield had always dreamed of finding love like the one in stories she hears and reads. But when she discovers a collection of old journals and diaries, a terrible truth comes to the surface. How could she break free of the curse that surrounded women in her family? The past seemed doomed to repeat itself and Penelope vowed that she would never be chained to a man’s name, and forced to smile demurely at his whims. Her fire and determination could bring her fortune or ruin, but when she stumbles upon a fallen duke, how could she save herself from the beauty of his face?

  All Lord Jules Daventry, Duke of Richmond, knew was revenge. His incessant search for truth had brought him to gloomy places full of people envying his blood or his wealth. He would not give up until the truth of his parents’ murders was brought to light and his good name was restored. Yet, in his darkest moments, he came to see an angel. Is she friend or a foe?

  Lord Jules must let go of his past, in order to see that there is beauty to be had and that revenge is not worth it. During this critical moment, he will have to choose between the dark desire of vengeance and his deeper need for redemption. How can he fulfill his vow without endangering the woman he grows to love?

  Chapter 1

  (Manor home of the Earl of Havenshire, London. Early evening.)

  The halls of the manor home of the Earl of Havenshire were filled with music, laughter, and smiling faces. Most people would look upon this high society ball with starry eyes and a vision of wonder, but Lady Penelope Withersfield saw it for what it was: a market for which men searched out a suitable bride and to which young women were forced to display themselves for judgement.

  Penelope was in attendance with her mother Lady Winchester, Marchioness of Winchester, who was serving as her daughter’s escort. Lady Winchester was tall for a woman, and her golden blonde strands of hair glistened like strands of gold. Penelope had inherited her mother’s hair and blue eyes, but unfortunately, she had not inherited her mother’s stature. Penelope took after her grandmother and was rather on the short side at her 5’ 3” height.

  The gentleman that Penelope was currently dancing with gave her a smile that would have made most women’s hearts flutter right out of their chest, but Penelope saw only that his eyes settled on her just long enough for the length of a breath before they were off to some other woman. Penelope glanced in the direction the man was looking but could spy no obvious object of his admiration. It could be that the man simply was of poor concentration, but Penelope felt certain that he was plotting who to lead out onto the dance floor next song.

  Surely, Penelope wagered that her dancing was not to blame. Penelope had been trained since her sixth birthday in the art of dance. True, the couple’s dances did not really show off her form, but she thought it unlikely that she had made a poor showing.

  When the music finally faded
, Penelope almost sighed with relief to get away from the merchant. Penelope had no social qualms about marrying below her station, but she certainly was not going to marry a man who could scarcely keep his eyes on her for more than a second. Penelope curtsied to him and said, “Thank you for the dance, Sir.” She was attempting to be polite, but the man looked a bit put out. Perhaps she had judged his inattention wrong.

  “Do you think your mother would allow you to walk with me?” the merchant asked. Penelope found that she could not recall the name he had been introduced by and momentarily panicked.

  She squashed down the panic and shook her head. “I am afraid that my mother is most old-fashioned. To allow me to do something like that would be paramount to her abandoning me in the woods.”

  The man looked a bit perplexed but nodded. “As you say,” he said still looking a bit confused.

  “Ah, there is my mother now. Looks like she is lining up someone for me to be introduced to as always,” Penelope said not minding that to do so was not done and bordering on rude.

  The merchant looked like a fish out of water as Penelope gave him a smile. “Take care,” Penelope said as she turned to leave, her smile still firmly in place.

  Penelope walked towards her mother who was smiling at a man that Lady Winchester clearly thought was a good match for her daughter. Penelope took her turn at judging the man and found him entirely too preoccupied with smoothing his hair down, what of it there was. Worse still, if his straining coat buttons were any indication, the man was completely oblivious to the girth of his own waistline.

  Lady Winchester waved her hand ever so daintily at Penelope when Penelope neared and introduced her. “This is my daughter, Lady Penelope Withersfield. Penelope, this lovely young man is the Earl of Chesterton.” Lady Winchester eyed Penelope with meaning, and Penelope knew all too well that her mother was wanting her to make a good impression on the man.

  Penelope forced a smile on her face and extended her hand towards the man. It was a bit bold of her, but he seemed to appreciate the gesture as he took her hand gently. “Sir Chesterton—”

  Her mother cleared her throat softly and laughed as if to soften Penelope’s mistake. The woman said in a low voice, “Lord Chesterton.”

  “Oh, I do apologise, Your Lordship. You must think awfully of me now,” Penelope said with fervent sorrow to the man.

  The Earl waved off her concern. “All is forgiven,” he assured her. His hand ran over his wavy, yet thinning strands again as his smile crinkled his face along well-creased lines. “Easy enough mistake, is it not?”

  “Yes,” Lady Winchester said, but her eyes slanted towards her daughter.

  Penelope kept her eyes on the plump man and thanked the Earl for his kindness. “That is very benevolent of you,” Penelope said. The man could have been angry for the slight, but at least he had the decency to understand that mistakes happen. It probably was not worth ruining his relationship with the Marquis at least.

  “Her Ladyship was telling me that you paint. Was she telling me true?” the Earl said with the feigned interest that one gave a child for a hobby that was absurd.

  Penelope nodded. “Oh, yes, I do love to paint very much.”

  “She is quite the artist,” Lady Winchester said with what Penelope almost took for pride.

  The Earl smiled. “What a lovely hobby for a young lady to have,” he said.

  There was something about the way he said it that made Penelope bristle. “Is it a hobby that the women in your household participate in, Your Lordship?” Penelope asked as she folded her hands in front of her primly and smiled ever so sweetly at the man.

  “My sister had some training in the arts, as young noblewomen often do, but my mother never approved of it going too far,” the Earl said with a look to Penelope’s mother. “You will understand, I am sure,” the Earl said to Lady Winchester.

  Penelope’s mother dipped her head as if conceding a point. “My very own mother condemned it as a disservice to the young feminine mind as it can put all manner of ideas into their heads.”

  Penelope’s eyebrows rose. “Was it not you, Mother, who put it forth as a noble pursuit for me to undertake?”

  “I did,” Lady Winchester said with a smile. “Times change, and now it is quite a fanciful way for young ladies to present themselves to the world. I think my daughter’s art embodies her quite well actually. Have you seen the pieces that are on display at the local museum?”

  The Earl looked as if he did not quite know what to say. “No,” the man admitted. “I fear that I have not as of yet had that pleasure.”

  Lady Winchester gave the Earl a smile. “You are probably like my husband, so busy. Men have all the weight of the world on their shoulders.” Her mother leaned in as if in conspiracy and said to the Earl, “Penelope has also studied dance as part of her education.”

  Penelope felt very much like she was some horse at a showing, on display and having her attributes touted to potential buyers. The Earl’s face brightened upon hearing of Penelope’s skill in dancing. “Such a wonderful thing to be instructed in. It shall come in handy with all the engagements of a fine lady,” the Earl exclaimed with pleasure.

  Lady Winchester seemed very pleased as well and gave Penelope a smile. Penelope sighed and acknowledged, “Yes. It will come in quite handy.” Penelope added in her mind that her whole value did not lie in how graceful she looked while dancing at parties for her husband’s friends. No, that would be quite rude to say out loud. Penelope forced a smile onto her face.

  The Earl said, “I am now quite curious as to how you dance, Lady Withersfield. Would you accompany me on the floor for a song?”

  Penelope saw no way of getting out of the dance and assented with a dip of her head. She lifted her skirts with one hand and placed her free hand in the hand that the Earl stretched out to her. The song was one that she loved, and Penelope just focused on it.

  The Earl nodded to several others as they swept around the dance floor in the easy steps of a waltz. Penelope found it rather boring, but the Earl seemed suitably impressed. Truth be told, the man was not a wonderful dancer. His feet were heavy and dragged along the floor, causing Penelope to have to compensate.

  It was far more tiring a dance than any waltz had a right to be. She was fuming inwardly that this man thought himself such a catch. Her family was of a higher status than the Earl, and yet the man treated her as if she should be honoured by every glance that he bestowed upon her.

  She was more than grateful when the song came to an end and the Earl escorted her off the floor. Penelope noted the pink to the man’s cheeks. His breath came in short puffs. Penelope wagered the only time the man did anything strenuous was these dances.

  Lady Winchester greeted them with a pleased expression that made Penelope feel slightly ill. If she did not somehow stamp out the Earl of Chesterton’s interest in her, then Penelope feared she would be betrothed before the morning. She glanced around and looked for something that might give her an escape route out of the acquaintance without causing her mother to go into a fit of rage.

  Penelope cleared her throat causing the Earl to look back to her. She gave the man a smile. “Is that your sister?” Penelope asked as she jutted her chin to a lady across the way.

  The Earl chuckled. “No. That is the Duchess of Trenton.”

  “Oh,” Penelope said as she pursed her lips. “I thought you two were so intimate earlier that you had to be family.”

  The Earl’s cheeks tinted with a pink that made Penelope smile, which she hid behind her gloved hand. Her mother interceded, “My daughter means no harm.”

  “No,” the Earl said with a nod. “It was an honest mistake. The Duke of Trenton and I grew up together, so our families are quite close.”

  There was something about the way the man looked at Penelope that assured her that the chances of him choosing her as a bride were all but demolished. Penelope gave the man a pleasant smile.