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by Sawyer, Donna Drew


  the center of attention.

  Still depressed and mourning Hank, Maggie was barely

  able to maintain small talk with her dinner companions.

  When dessert arrived, she excused herself saying she was not

  feeling well. Believing the other guests would think poorly of

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  her if she did not accompany her daughter, Charlotte offered

  her regrets and returned to the family’s cabin with Maggie;

  however they both insisted Lance continue to enjoy the eve-

  ning without them.

  The group moved to the Grand Salon for more drinks,

  dancing and conversation until the early hours of the next

  day. At the end of the evening, Lance, ever the gentleman,

  escorted Belle to her cabin. Hours of chaste conversation and

  polite dancing would not satiate Belle’s appetite for the young

  man, or Lance’s curiosity about Belle.

  “You’re not a virgin, are you?” Belle asked, as soon as they

  were inside her cabin.

  “No Belle, I’m not,” he said, trying to keep his voice even.

  “Not that it would be a problem,” she said, setting her purse

  on a table, “I am an excellent teacher.”

  “And I have always been a gifted student,” Lance said, as

  he watched Bel e slowly take down her hair. Lance reached out

  tentatively touching her long fawn-colored locks. Belle leaned

  her head against his hand, her eyes on him.

  “I like gifted students. Please make yourself comfortable,”

  she said indicating the bed that dominated the stateroom, “I’ll

  be with you in minutes.” She kissed the palm of his hand, turned

  him around, and pushed him toward the bed.

  Lance’s mind was racing; he was not sure what to do. Wait

  for her to return? Undress and climb into her bed? Lay on top of

  the bed dressed or in some degree of undress or, naked? When

  Belle opened the bathroom door a few minutes later, Lance

  was sitting, fully clothed, in a chair next to her bed. Belle was

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  naked, her long hair cascading over her breasts. She laughed

  as she approached him.

  “Well, you don’t look very comfortable.”

  “I wasn’t sure what you meant. I did not want to be pre-

  sumptuous,” he stammered.

  “Presume. Please,” she said, as she helped him remove

  his jacket, starched collar and tie. She unbuttoned his shirt,

  revealing his toned, hairless chest. She ran her fingers across

  his smooth skin and sighed at the beauty of his youth. Lance

  needed no further encouragement, it took him mere seconds

  to remove the rest of his clothing and join Belle in her bed.

  “I’d like us to enjoy each other,” Belle said as she pulled

  Lance close. She drew in a long breath when her hand felt how

  glorious he was. “I want us to learn how to give each other

  pleasure,” she whispered, knowing this would not be the last

  time they would be together. She guided him to places that

  excited her and reciprocated by exploring his body in ways that,

  she knew from her experience, he would appreciate.

  Belle was not one of the shy, teenage southern belles with

  whom Lance had previously explored sex. She was confident

  and passionate, slowing him when his exuberance confirmed

  his sexual inexperience. Lance enthusiastically complied with

  her every request. He realized that sex with a woman was

  nothing like the blind, hurried, probing that boys and girls

  attempted to relieve their sexual tension. Surely, this was not the same function, he thought. If this is sex, then I am a virgin.

  After she exhausted him, Belle let Lance sleep until the

  sun began to glow at the edge of the horizon. With a deep and

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  full kiss that was yet another revelation to him, she woke him

  and whispered, “You must leave before we give the gossips

  more to talk about.”

  Lance pul ed Bel e close, invited by her open dressing gown.

  Belle watched him as he explored her with his hands and his

  eyes. She enjoyed the pleasure Lance took in her body. Belle

  was about to turn fifty, though she would only admit to being

  a decade younger and could easily pass for that. He made her

  feel young, something she longed to experience again. We can

  give each other something, Belle thought. He needs my knowledge and experience, and I need his youthful admiration.

  “There is so much I’d like to show you, teach you,” Belle

  told Lance, as she helped him dress.

  “And so much I am eager to learn,” Lance assured her. He

  would be hers for the summer, she decided.

  “We will dine in my cabin tonight, we will be each other’s

  dessert,” she said as she turned him out into the hall and closed

  her cabin door.

  One of the stewards startled Lance with a pat on the back;

  he hadn’t noticed the man approaching in the narrow hall.

  What had happened to him in the last few hours? For the

  first time since the night his father died, he had not thought

  about who he was, where he came from or what he’d lost. He

  did not want to break the spell Belle had cast; he wanted this

  excitement and anticipation to last beyond a few hours. He

  wanted something to look forward to instead of looking back

  with regret on what had been his life.

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  Lance walked out on to the deck to watch the sun reveal

  itself. The air was damp, and he could taste the salt of the sea

  in the mist. He sat down on a deck chair and a steward hurried

  over to offer him a blanket to stave off the chill of the brisk

  morning. Lance refused; he could not feel the cold, just the

  warmth, the heat, the fire that was Belle da Costa Greene.

  Looking out across the water to the horizon, Lance thought

  he saw lights in the distance.

  “How long before we dock?” he asked the steward.

  “Oh sir, we have another three full days at sea. In a hurry,

  are you?” he asked.

  “Not at all,” Lance answered. “I want this journey to

  last forever.”

  (IV)

  Charlotte and Maggie were in the onboard apartment’s salon

  when Lance returned that morning. Maggie lay on the sofa with

  a blanket covering her. She chose to ignore the fact that her son

  had not slept in his own bed the night before. Charlotte took

  note and decided to take the matter up with Lance later.

  “Come son,” Maggie said, patting the sofa next to her.

  “Sit with me. Did you go dancing after dinner? When your

  father would take me out we would always go where they had

  dancing. He was a wonderful dancer, are you like your father?”

  Her voice caught in her throat and her eyes glistened with tears.

  Lance quickly moved to another topic, “You know me,

  Momma, I’m a talker. I spent most of the evening with Walter

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  Chrysler. His father is one of the most powerful men in the

  country, owns a car company in Michigan, but they’re mov-

  ing the
headquarters to New York, to what will be the tallest

  building in the world. Walter is going to manage the entire

  building for his father.”

  “He seems rather young for a job like that,” Charlotte

  chimed in.

  “He just graduated from Dartmouth, and he’s going to Paris

  to buy art and have some fun before he starts work. He’s invited

  me to spend some time with him in Paris and then visit him in

  New York. Everyone at the table last night is on a buying trip.

  Miss Guggenheim, she’s from New York, collects modern art,

  and Belle, she’s buying manuscripts for the Morgan Library.”

  “So it’s Belle now?” Charlotte asked. Without responding,

  Lance got up and began grazing on the remnants of Charlotte

  and Maggie’s breakfast service.

  “I’m starving,” he said, then continued to talk about his

  evening with Belle’s friends.

  Maggie watched her son, his enthusiasm, the way he could

  not stay seated when he spoke, how these new people intrigued

  him. He reminded her so much of Hank. She missed her husband,

  and the more she thought about what he did and the reasons for

  his deception, the less she blamed him. She no longer cared what

  the rest of the world thought about her husband, or her marriage.

  Hank had been a wonderful husband, and a good and generous

  man to her family, the people who worked for him and the com-

  munity they lived in. He had given her an amazing son that they

  both adored. Tears spil ed onto Maggie’s cheeks in a steady stream.

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  “Momma, Momma, you’ve got to stop this,” Lance said,

  wishing he knew how to help her heal.

  “These are tears of joy, son,” a half-truth. “I am so happy

  that you’ve found new friends. We could all use a distraction.

  I’m just happy for you, that’s all.”

  Charlotte, watching from the other side of the salon, said,

  “Your Momma’s tired Lance—you can fill her head with more

  tales later.”

  Lance took a handkerchief from his breast pocket and dried

  his mother’s tears, then put his arms around her and planted a

  kiss on her cheek before heading off to his stateroom.

  “He looks so much like his father,” Maggie said as she

  watched him close the door.

  “Don’t start, Margaret,” Charlotte warned. Maggie buried her

  face in the blanket to muffle her sobs. “It has been four months

  now. You need to forget Hank. He’s gone, and I say good riddance.”

  “He was my life,” Maggie said.

  “I warned you, that first night he showed up on our porch

  like a stray dog. I warned you that he was not our kind.”

  “I don’t care what you think anymore. I can’t hate my

  husband just because he was a Negro. My son is a Negro too

  and I will never forsake my son. Momma, why did you teach

  me to be prejudiced?”

  “I never taught you to be prejudiced,” Charlotte said, sur-

  prised by her daughter’s accusation.

  “You allowed me to be that way,” Maggie said. “You let

  me believe that Negroes were inferior, that because we’re white

  we’re better than everyone. But we’re not, are we? It’s because

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  of Hank, a Negro, that we have all of this,” she said, looking

  at the opulence around them. “It is because of Hank, a Negro,

  that I have Lance. Hank was the best thing that ever happened

  to me. I don’t care about your rules anymore. I will not look

  down on my own son, or his father.”

  “They are not my rules,” Charlotte said sharply. “I’m just

  forced to live by them, and if you truly love your son, you

  will too.”

  “I just want my husband back,” Maggie moaned.

  “That can’t happen,” Charlotte said impatiently, “So you

  had better pull yourself together and make something of the

  rest of your life, Margaret.” Charlotte took her daughter’s face

  in her hands. “You’re still beautiful and young enough to marry

  again. If you keep the secret the Hank kept, you can give Lance

  a father and you’ll find a husband worthy of both of you, but

  only if you play by the rules. Nothing but pain can come from

  Hank’s confession, can’t you see that?”

  Maggie pushed her mother away and buried her face in her

  hands. She had spent half of her life with Hank, four months

  wasn’t enough time to even begin to forget him. She thought

  about what Hank would have wanted. He always wanted me to

  be happy, she thought, remembering that the last thing he said was that he loved her. She could carry that love in her heart

  and still carry on. A few minutes later, when she raised her

  head, she knew what she had to do.

  “Momma, for Lance and for you, I will keep our secret. I

  will play by your rules.”

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  (V)

  On the fourth day of the voyage, the choppy seas and cool,

  rainy weather kept most passengers in their cabins. Charlotte

  used the time to consider her next move. She thought about

  Belle Greene’s behavior at dinner the previous evening—her

  attraction to Lance was obvious. Charlotte knew from expe-

  rience what lust and seduction looked like. When Lance did

  not return to his bed last night, she was certain Belle had

  acted on her fascination. Bel e Greene and Lance shared a lot

  more than an interest in art, she fumed. Being a pragmatist and an opportunist, Charlotte considered the value in Lance

  spending time with Belle and her friends. These were people

  she wanted her family to befriend—the renowned, wealthy

  and cultural elite. If Belle had bedded her grandson, there was

  not much she could do about it, except use it to her family’s

  advantage.

  After their three months in New York, Charlotte realized

  it was more difficult than she imagined to integrate New York

  society at the same level she enjoyed in Richmond. There she

  had successfully married her way into society. While money

  could call attention to them, it was not enough to gain entrance

  to society on Bel e Greene’s level in New York or Europe. High

  society was still paternalistic—the only way in was on the arm

  of a husband or a father and they had neither method of access.

  If Belle Greene could provide Lance with introductions and

  affiliations, the family could do more than spend their money to

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  perhaps she could exploit Bel e Greene’s secrets and her salacious

  interest in Lance to her family’s benefit.

  •

  “Where were you last night?” Charlotte asked Lance, as

  he was leaving the apartment later that morning.

  “Charlotte, I am past the age of consent and as I told you

  yesterday, I want you to stay out of my business. Excuse me, I’m

  meeting Walter Chrysler for coffee,” he said attempting to leave.

  “Lance,” she said grabbing his sleeve, “we need to talk

  about you a
nd Belle Greene.”

  “I will not discuss her with you, Charlotte,” he said pul ing

  his arm away. “I can handle my personal relationships without

  assistance from you.”

  If Lance will not discuss this relationship with me, the lady

  involved might be more receptive, Charlotte thought after Lance left. She rang for the steward and asked him to locate Miss

  Greene. When he reported that she was alone in the First

  Class passengers’ library, Charlotte dressed quickly and went

  to find Belle Greene. •

  Without an invitation, Charlotte sat down next to Belle.

  “It was very gracious of you to invite us to dinner last eve-

  ning. My daughter, grandson and I had a delightful time with

  your other guests. I hope you will forgive Margaret and me

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  for departing early. Since the death of her husband, Margaret

  is rather frail.”

  Bel e looked up from her reading, smiled, nodded graciously

  then returned to her book. Indifferent to Belle’s desire for sol-

  itude, Charlotte continued, “Is it true that you are originally

  from Richmond, Virginia?”

  Belle looked up from her book to see Charlotte waiting

  for her response. “Why yes, Mrs. Bennett, by birth and by

  breeding.”

  “I am originally from a prominent Richmond family

  myself. Perhaps our families are acquainted with one another,”

  Charlotte said.

  Belle closed her book and addressed her intruder. “I don’t

  recall anyone in my family mentioning the Bennett name.”

  “Nor do I recall my family ever mentioning your family

  name; Greene, with an ’e,’ is it? Is your Richmond connection

  through your mother or your father?”

  “My mother. Now if you don’t mind, I would like to get

  back to my reading,” Belle said.

  “What was your mother’s maiden name? Perhaps we knew

  her by that name?” Charlotte continued.

  “Mrs. Bennett, why is my genealogy of such interest to

  you?” Belle asked.

  “I just find it fascinating that both of us are from Richmond.

  It’s a very small, some say incestuous, social circle. It would

  be nearly impossible for our families not to have known each

  other.” Charlotte paused, and then rose to her feet. “I will let

  you get back to your reading. My intention was not to disturb

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  you, simply to thank you for your generosity. I’m planning to

 

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