Neither Black Nor White (Iron Dogz MC, #6)

by René Van Dalen

  All I could do was blink, I had lost the ability to speak.

  Moving out of my line of sight I felt the bed depress between my spread legs and his hands settled over my calves and stroked up over the back of my knees, my thighs and up over my cheeks. They lingered there, stroking and gliding and slipping down to tap my pussy before moving away.

  He moved closer and I felt the heat of him against my thighs and core.

  The dildo was slowly pulled out of me and then his cock was right there at my weeping and gushing entrance. He slowly pushed inside and I whimpered at the sensation of his piercings sliding inside. And the tingle he was talking about started right away. It felt fucking awesome. I was so sensitive every single touch had me lifting my ass for more and more and more. And I got more because the vibrations from the wand in my ass kicked up to what felt like high and both of us moaned. He could feel it on his cock through the walls of my pussy and ass.

  And then he started moving. Not slow. Not easy. But heavy and hard and so damned deep. Between the vibrations in my ass, his cock ramming in and out of my pussy, his fingers playing with my clit and his skin rubbing over the stripes on my ass I was gone. All I knew was that I needed to come and I was using the limited movement I had to rock my hips on the cushions and lift my ass.

  With a deep growl he curled his body over mine, both of his hands coming down beside my shoulders and started fucking me in earnest. My body moved with the force of his thrusts and the bed swayed and bucked beneath us. His cock slammed inside me and with every single thrust his lower belly moved the vibrating wand in my butt. The sensations were overwhelming and I felt my orgasm approaching like a huge rogue wave. It grew and grew until it overtook me and the walls of my pussy spasmed and clamped down on his cock and my ass clenched tight around the vibrator as I came in a rush of wet that the gushed past his cock and out of me, streaming down my thighs.

  Growling almost continuously Kid shoved himself deep inside, his teeth clamping down on my shoulder and his hugely swollen cock jerking hard as he came. His come joined the tide rolling out of me and when he moved his hips in a few shallow thrusts squelchy wet sounds rang through the room.

  “Fuck, angel-eyes, you squirted around my cock when you came. It was the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. And just listen to how wet you are, so very fucking wet. And I did that to you, I love it, I fucking love it.” He murmured.

  The vibration in my butt turned off but he didn’t move. He lay over me and gave me his weight and because of all the pillows he had stacked underneath me I could handle it. And I wanted his weight, needed it.

  He slowly pushed himself up but didn’t take his cock out of me. I shuddered when he withdrew the wand out of my ass and dropped it on a towel on the floor next to the bed. Only then did he withdraw and more fluid rushed out of me and down my legs.

  He gave a soft pleased laugh as his hands smeared our combined come up my thighs and over my ass cheeks, rubbing us all over my ass and down over my pussy.

  “I would love to stay here staring at my pretty little pussy. It’s all red and swollen and this delectable ass is red, swollen and glowing with my stripes and both are covered in our come. I could stay here all fucking night but I need to clean my angel-eyes.”

  He murmured almost as if to himself before he spoke directly to me.

  “Lay still while I untie you and then we’re going to shower. Your ass is going to be tender tomorrow but I’ll take care of it after our shower. My marks will be on your body for a day or two but the tenderness should disappear by tomorrow.” He softly kissed the dimples above my ass and both ass cheeks then pulled out the cushions underneath me and moved away to untie me. He massaged my arms and shoulders and then my legs to get my circulation going then lay down beside me. I still had little tremors racing through me as he softly stroked my skin.

  His voice was a hoarse whisper when he looked deep into my eyes. “Next time you get to be in charge, you can tie me down and handle the flogger and the wand. I want you to give me what I need like I gave it to you tonight.”

  My breath stuttered and I could only nod, because I so wanted to do it to him and watch him lose his mind. And he will lose his mind. I would be making sure of it.

  I stopped reliving the best night ever when the dressing room door opened and Alien and his entourage walked in. My personal life was immediately shoved behind a locked door in my head. I needed the soft out of the way for what was about to happen.

  And because I’ve had a lot of practice locking my personal life away it was easy.

  I was looking forward to taking the slut apart.

  Alien finished wrapping my hands then stood between my spread legs and looked into my eyes. He did that silently then nodded. “You’re ready. Go out there and take what you need. We’ve been given a tiny bit of leeway but not much. You may hurt her, and even do enough damage that she will never climb into the ring again, but no killing. The directive comes from the boss. We have eyes on us tonight, Face, so no deaths. Okay?”

  I nodded in agreement. There was a lot I could do without killing her. A hell of a lot.

  Even though I would have loved to have Kid beside me I knew his club came first and he was with his president, guarding his back. The big man was with his old lady as she prepared for her fight. Kid had explained they would be in her dressing room until it was time to take their seats to watch the fights.

  It sucked, but it is what it is. It’s not like he was my old man or anything.

  At least I had Dizzy with me in the dressing room. Over the last week I got to know the always smiling man but his eyes hardly ever joined in that smile. There were demons hidden behind those pretty hazel eyes and his dimpled smiles. I idly wondered what had put them there, but I would never ask. That would be intrusive.

  Alien tapped me on my back and I slid off the table and he took me through some moves to keep my muscles warm and supple.

  “Alien, it’s time. Delia is about to walk in.” A deep voice warned us. “Good luck, Face. I have some money riding on the outcome of this fight, babe, give it to her good.”

  Alien shook his head with a smile. “You’ll be making some pennies tonight, Skel. My girl is going to take that bitch apart.”

  My smile was small as I nodded and bounced in place. My hair was slicked back from my face and all my piercings had been removed. I already knew a hit to the face was going to be damned painful because there were some exposed nerve endings in the scars. But I wasn’t worried. Prison had been good for several things, and one of them was being able to take pain. Actually more pain because although Murchison trained me with pain it wasn’t aimed at permanently disabling me. It took a while and a lot of fights before I made prison my kingdom. Or should I say Queendom?

  Yes, I liked that. My Queendom.

  And Delia was about to find out why I was the Queen.

  Dizzy held my robe and I slipped my arms in and let him tie it around me. It was silky and black with Phoenix embroidered in gold across the back. A flaming phoenix in yellows, reds and gold was embroidered underneath my name. I was fighting in black lycra shorts and a black sports bra. No names on either.

  My tattoos peaked out of my waistband and the legs of my shorts, the phoenix on my right hip and a sugar skull with a very ornate crown on the left. I had them done soon after I got out of prison, Pixie’s work. On my right upper arm was a grey scale rose with the names of my family and crew hidden in the petals and leaves. Underneath it was the date I went in and the date I was released. Underneath that was a blank headstone...once my enemies had been taken care of it would no longer be blank.

  While I had been in my head the bitch had apparently walked down to the ring and I had somehow missed it. I never even heard her music or the announcer’s voice.

  Now I was listening. I tilted my head as I listened to the voice announcing me and grinned.

  “All the way from Cape Town! We have Phoenix!”

  My music roared out of the sound
system and filled Underground with Godsmack’s song Say My Name. I had chosen it on purpose.

  By the end of the fight they would all be saying my name. No, they would be shouting it.

  I followed Alien out of the dressing room. My hood was pulled up over my head and the red, yellow and gold mask of flames I always wore covered my face. The only part that showed were my eyes. Tonight was the night the Phoenix would drop the mask and unveil who she really was.

  No one out there knew what was about to happen except those closest to me. My girls had wanted to be with me but I’d persuaded them to wait until I was on my way to the cage before they came out to take their seats.

  Of course they didn’t bloody well listen. They suddenly appeared dressed in tiny red dresses and danced ahead of me. Leading me to the octagon inside which the Savage was waiting.

  I suddenly needed to be with them, I pushed past Alien and joined my girls and we danced down the aisle of screaming and shouting men and women.

  Shrugging out of my robe I threw it to Cuba then stepped through the gate into the cage and stood with my arms thrown wide as the song wound down.

  Snapping my hands to the top of my head I dragged my mask off and threw it to the side of the cage as the last ‘Say My Name’ rang through the air.

  In the sudden stunned silence I pointed at Savage and screamed. “Say My Name!”

  Her face went from confident and full of bravado to shocked and fearful. I was overjoyed to see the fear in her eyes. She knew this would be no ordinary fight. I was here for a long overdue reckoning. She was about to suffer and she knew it. But she was a fighter and controlled her fear as she rolled her shoulders and prepared to take me on.

  My girls started chanting Face, Face, Face and the Iron Dogz took up their chant.

  The ringmaster walked around the outside of the cage and his deep voice calmed the noise down to a dull roar as he went through the introductions.

  “Tonight is a very special night. The Phoenix decided to reveal her identity here, in our ring. We say welcome to Face, all the way from Cape Town. She will be fighting one of our regular fighters, Savage.” He turned and looked at us. “Give us a good fight.”

  Nothing about give us a good clean fight, no, just a good fight.

  The bell rang and it was on.

  It was no longer Delia the traitor standing across from me, it was the fighter known for her savage attacks. I rolled my neck and waited for her to make the first move. I didn’t have to wait long.

  She came at me with a flurry of kicks and punches. Some of them hit but most didn’t. I was fast and moved out of her range. Being taller than her with a longer reach was going to play well into my plans. I immediately started laying the groundwork, peppering her thighs and hips with solid kicks and several hard hits over her abdomen and chest.

  The bitch kept on coming for my face, obviously trying to open up one of the scars but she didn’t have enough of a reach, plus I never let my guard down. I was sweating and it dripped off the ends of my hair that had long since lost the gel I had slicked through it to keep it out of my face. The raggedy ends hung over my forehead and eyes and I flung my head to the side to shake it off.

  Savage was bleeding from several cuts to her face. Her eyebrows, her nose and her lips dripped blood onto the canvass. And unlike a sanctioned match no one stopped the fight. We’d been tested and were both clean so the blood was allowed to flow freely.

  I had her bleeding, and now I was going to break her. Bit by bit, piece by piece.

  I started with the left forearm. One kick, it took only one kick for her to scream with pain and clutch at the arm with her right hand. I didn’t step back or stop, I immediately went for her left leg. I knew the strength of my kicks and I ran from the far side of the cage jumped and flew through the air. Twisting in mid-air my entire body was committed to my target. My feet landed on her thigh and lower leg at the same time. The bones audibly snapped like little match sticks. The force of the kicks had her flying backwards and she fell screaming in pain to the floor.

  Throwing my head back I screamed my rage to the heavens then jumped up and at the last minute changed my trajectory. Instead of caving her chest in I landed with my feet on either side of her body. Raising my right foot I slammed it down on her throat, bent down and dragged my fingers through the blood on her face, getting them good and covered.

  Still bent over her I kept my eyes on hers as I dragged my blood covered fingers over my scars, painting one half of my face with blood, her blood. She whimpered in pain and fear and passed out as I straightened but stayed standing over her.

  Throwing my arms out wide I dropped my head back and screamed.

  “Say my name!”

  The chants started immediately.

  “Face, Face, Face, Face.” It carried on and on while I stood over my vanquished enemy.

  Stepping away from her still body I waited as the gate opened and Alien and Grizzly climbed inside. They were followed by medical personnel who immediately headed to Savage.

  Alien and Grizzly raised my arms high overhead as they paraded me around the inside of the cage.

  Suddenly my girls were right there with me in the cage and music thundered as they danced around me. Going to their knees in front of me they bowed down then raised their hands high with huge smiles on their faces.

  And the song? When Legends Rise by Godsmack. I couldn’t stop myself from joining them. We had done this so often on our rooftop it just felt right. And dancing to Evvie’s choreography I led them out of the cage in a victory dance.

  Now that the fight was done I no longer wanted to hangaround and it seemed the guys wanted me out of there as well.

  Looking at the faces around the cage I found Kid standing with his president and the rest of their club. He looked at me with a strange look in his eyes. As I watched he lifted his right hand and tapped two fingers over his heart.

  I don’t think anyone else saw him do it. But I did and it meant the world to me.

  I should have ignored it, not allowed it to affect me, because not long after everything changed. And not for the better.

  CHAPTER TWENTY SIX

  Kid

  It pissed him off that he couldn’t be with Noelle as she prepared to fight the bitch that had been the cause of her pain. Instead he was here, watching Hawk’s back and listening to Grizzly talking to DC. They were going over strategy and shit that he had no interest in. His eyes were on the monitor against the wall, listlessly watching an opening fight winding down.

  Pretty soon it would be the woman in whose bed he slept in that fucking cage. He knew she was going to annihilate the bitch she was fighting but still...he wanted to kiss her lips before she drew that mask over her face.

  “Kid, Kid! Brother, are you listening?” His name being called finally penetrated the fog he was enveloped in and he shook it off and looked at his president.

  “Ja, Prez, what do you need?”

  “I need to know you’re going to handle this shit without going rogue on me, brother.”

  The side of his mouth curled up in a small smile. “I’m good, Prez.”

  Hawk frowned while carefully watching him then nodded. “Good, I’m going to need you focused tonight. Skel is checking the punters for any known Syndicate members. He’s made two so far and we’re keeping close eyes on them. We don’t think they’re aware that Phoenix is Face but you never know. The fight was advertised as the Savage against the Phoenix but she’s going to reveal herself and that might cause problems for her.”

  Kid frowned. “Like what, Prez?”

  “Like them trying to get to her after the fight. The Warriors promised me she’s safe in here, they’ve got eyes everywhere but let Dizzy know to keep his eyes wide open.”

  His gut clenched as he listened to his Prez and he knew if not for his loyalty to his best friend and his club he would have fucking run out of that damned dressing room to find his angel-eyes. He couldn’t. She had to do this on her own.

>   And it pissed him the fuck off.

  “She’s a part of me, Prez. Anything happens to her tonight and there’s going to be blood. More blood than she’s going to leave behind on the canvass.” Kid threatened quietly.

  Hawk nodded slowly. “I got you, brother. We’ll be leaving soon to watch your girl take the bitch apart. Looking forward to see what she can do.”

  He wanted to grin but kept it inside. His president hadn’t been to the gym while the women had been in training and hadn’t seen how lethal Face was.

  The Demon was a force to be reckoned with, he knew. But the Phoenix had been burned to ashes and through her pain had risen to be reborn as the woman he was getting to know. Tonight was another step closer to the bloody reckoning she craved, and had trained for, for the last almost fifteen years.

  And then it was time and he followed his prez out of the dressing room to their seats. They were right next to the cage from where he would have a clear view of the entire fucking fight. The three seats for her girls were empty and he knew they would wait to take them until Noelle was close to the cage.

  Music suddenly thundered through the waiting crowd and whistles and men’s voices roared as the Savage strutted to the cage. She smiled, waved and blew kisses as she revelled in the attention.

  Not for long bitch. He thought angrily.

  The Iron Dogz stayed silent as she climbed into the cage and went through a supposed warm up that was so obviously meant to get dicks hard it was sickening.

  And then music thundered again and it wasn’t what he had expected. He had listened to it several times this past week and knew it was one of his woman’s favourite bands. Godsmack, and the song she had chosen made him grin. Say My Name, how appropriate.

  “What. The. Fuck.” His prez’s angry snarl had him looking down the aisle and he could only shake his head.