“A deep bonding? What’s that?” Jillian asked.
“It’s a step beyond bonding sex—for a B’varren Kindred, anyway,” Kalis told her. “It’s when his Ursus is…” He cleared his throat. “Is intimately involved in the bonding process. It doesn’t happen very often, but when it does, it results in an incredibly deep and close bond with your mate.”
“Were you deep bonded with your other mate? With Kara?” she asked softly.
Kalis shook his head.
“No, my Ursus didn’t choose to participate in my bonding with her. Just as he didn’t choose to give her his true name. He loved her, I think, but not as much as I did.” He stroked Jillian’s flushed cheek, noting how hot it was. “But with you, it’s different, sweetheart. I think he loves you every bit as much as I do.”
“That’s sweet, but what a weird dream!” Jillian shook her head. “So strange…but somehow I didn’t want it to end.”
“It sounds like…a very interesting dream,” Kalis admitted, wishing that his cock would go down. He was sporting a huge erection but he hoped she wouldn’t notice.
His hope was in vain, however, because the next thing he knew, her small hand was wrapped around his shaft and she was caressing him gently.
“Kalis,” she whispered, rubbing herself against him some more. “In the dream, you and your Ursus were both so deep inside me and it felt so good.”
“Now, sweetheart…” Gently, he pried her soft little hand off his aching cock, though it was the last thing he wanted to do. “You know we ought to wait a little bit longer to be sure you’re completely healed before we bond.”
“I am healed, though,” Jillian protested. “And for some reason, I’m aching to be with you. Please, Kalis, can’t we just try? I just—” At that moment, she froze and got a look of intense concentration on her face.
Kalis frowned, but didn’t interrupt. He knew the look of someone receiving a Think-me call, well enough. He just wondered who would be calling her at midnight.
“No, I wasn’t asleep,” he heard Jillian murmur. “But why are you calling me in the middle of the night? Is one of the babies sick?”
There was another long pause and then her eyes widened.
“Oh no! Are you sure? But Suzanne, I ate four of those things. Five, actually, because I sneaked back into the pantry and had another at the end of the night, after service was over!” There was another pause and then she said, “Overdose? Can you overdose on that? I mean, I know the centers of the chocolates were really concentrated but I didn’t know—”
At this point, Kalis couldn’t be silent any longer.
“Sweetheart, what is it?” he asked anxiously. “Who is that?”
“It’s Suzanne. Give me just a minute more,” Jillian told him. Her gaze turned inward again, and he knew she was talking to her friend. “Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Yes, I guess I’ll have to tell him. No, don’t worry about me—I’ll be all right. Don’t feel bad. Look, Suze, I really have to go.” She winced and shifted her hips. “I, uh, think I’m kind of feeling the effects right now. Don’t worry—Kalis is here to help me. Okay, love you too. Goodnight.”
Kalis was watching her anxiously as she finally looked up at him.
“What happened?” he demanded. “What were you talking about when you said you overdosed on something?”
Jillian bit her lip.
“Okay, this is going to sound weird, but Suzanne has been thinking about opening a patisserie and chocolate shop that has a section just for couples, with all the products made with Bonding Fruit.”
“Bonding Fruit?” Kalis exclaimed. “That stuff can be dangerous if you don’t have a mate to help you after you eat it!”
“That’s exactly why she’s going to make it a couples only section,” Jillian told him. “And she had some of the chocolates with her today and asked me to try them. Only she accidentally mixed them up and instead of eating the harmless passion fruit ones, I apparently ate five of the Bonding Fruit ones.” She nibbled her lower lip. “Which could account for my sexy dream, I guess.”
“And the way you’re rubbing against me,” Kalis murmured, because his sexy little female was still at it, pressing her full breasts and bare pussy against his side and thigh, driving him damn-near crazy.
“Am I?” Jillian looked down at herself. “Oh God, I am! I’m sorry, Kalis—I didn’t even realize. And where is my nightgown?”
“Maybe you took it off in your sleep?” he suggested. “At any rate, I certainly don’t feel it right now. Feels to me like you’re completely naked, sweetheart.”
“I am!” Jillian sounded equal parts horrified and aroused. “God, this Bonding Fruit is strong stuff if it made me get naked in my sleep!” She pressed harder against him. “I can’t help myself, Kalis—I want you in me!”
“I’m not surprised, after eating all that concentrated Bonding Fruit,” he growled, frowning. “But I still don’t know if it’s safe…”
“I feel fine—completely healed!” Jillian told him. “I swear I do. Please, Kalis, I feel so achy and swollen and empty inside. If you don’t help me, I don’t know what I’m going to do!”
Kalis looked at her in concern. Was she really healed? Was it safe to bond her to him?
She is healed. I healed her.
The inner voice of his Ursus surprised him. Though they had become even closer and he was able to communicate with the other half of himself more easily ever since Jillian had tamed him, Brun still spoke only rarely. But this time he seemed to have a very definite opinion.
I healed her, his Ursus informed him again. It is safe to bond her to us.
Us? What do you mean, ‘us’? Kalis sent back, but then Jillian was rubbing against him again and making soft, frantic sounds of need, which were incredibly distracting.
“Please, Kalis!” she was nearly moaning as she pressed her breasts against him. “Please, I need you in me!”
“All right, sweetheart—all right,” he murmured, stroking her cheek and leaning down to kiss her forehead—which was hot, just like her cheeks. “We’ll try it, but very gently,” he told her. “How do you want to do it?”
“On my hands and knees—just like in my dream,” Jillian said at once. She was already scrambling into the center of the bed and spreading her legs for him, Kalis saw. The sight of her lovely, curvy body so open and needy, begging for his shaft, made him harder than ever, but he still wanted to be gentle with his fragile little female.
“All right,” he told her, getting up behind her. “But don’t you want me to suck your nipples or bathe your sweet little pussy with my tongue first?” He loved the taste of her juices and would have been more than happy to give her a tongue bath before they made love.
But Jillian was shaking her head.
“No. I need you in me now,” she insisted. She shifted impatiently on the bed, which caused her full breasts to sway like ripe fruit and her pussy to open even more, sending the intoxicating fragrance of her feminine heat to his nose.
Maybe it was the sight of her submissive posture or the way her pussy was so wet, or her hot, eager scent, but Kalis found he couldn’t wait any longer.
“All right, sweetheart,” he growled, getting to his knees behind her. “We’ll try making love—bonding—but gently and slowly.”
“Okay—that’s fine.” Jillian was shifting her hips again, tilting her pelvis to give him better access to her pussy. “Only hurry, Kalis! Feels like I’m going crazy I need you in me so badly!”
“It’s okay—you’re going to be all right, sweetheart,” Kalis assured her.
Reaching between his legs, he took himself in hand and fit the broad head of his shaft to the soft, wet mouth of her pussy. His first impulse was to push deeply inside her, but he made himself slow down and take things easy. After all, she was small and fragile and he was much bigger than a male of her own species. He had to be careful not to hurt her.
So he eased his way inside, gritting his teeth at the incredible pleasure of having her i
nner walls caress him. Entering her was like pushing deep into warm, wet velvet—soft and hot and deep and eager.
“Oh God!” he could hear Jillian moaning as her inner walls stretched to accommodate him. “Oh God, yes, Kalis! This is exactly what I need—yes—more—yes!”
Well, at least he didn’t have to worry that he was hurting her, he thought, as he continued to push slowly but steadily into her tight channel. His sexy little Elite seemed to be enjoying the way he was thrusting into her, at least, if the way she was begging for more and more was any indication. Gods, he loved it when she called his name and begged for him to fill her with his shaft!
At last, he was all the way inside, her tight, wet pussy stretched tightly around him. He could feel the mouth of her womb kissing the head of his cock as he cradled her hips in his hands, loving the feel of her surrounding him so completely, surrendering to him so utterly as she welcomed him in.
“Oh God, in me!” Jillian was moaning. “In me so deep!”
Kalis opened his mouth to answer, but then he heard a voice in his own head speaking.
Deep is needed for a deep bonding, his Ursus growled. And a deep bonding is what is needed.
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Jillian felt the big Kindred stiffen and freeze behind her, which didn’t make any sense. Hadn’t she proved that he wasn’t hurting her? That she could take his large shaft all the way inside her? Then why was he stopping—why wasn’t he moving inside her, fucking her and bonding her the way she needed him to? Then he actually started to pull out!
“Kalis, stop—what are you doing?” She turned her head to look at him and at the same time, clamped down with her inner muscles, as though she could hold him inside her that way.
She felt like she was going to go crazy if he didn’t fuck her soon—if he didn’t bond her to him and fill her with his seed. The Bonding Fruit chocolate had really done a number on her—she couldn’t ever remember feeling this horny—this needy—in her entire life!
“Jillian…sweetheart…” His voice was rough and tense and in the semi-gloom it seemed as though his eyes were glowing.
“Is there a problem?” Jillian asked, her need dampening just a bit in her concern for him.
“You may…consider it one,” Kalis grated out. “My Ursus—Brun, he wishes…he wants…”
“He wants what?” Jillian demanded.
“He wants a deep bonding,” Kalis admitted at last. “He wants to be involved—intimately involved—in our love-making.”
Jillian froze for a moment, her mind racing. She hadn’t even known this was possible until a few minutes ago and Kalis had told her it was very rare. Did she want to let this happen? Could she let it happen, she asked herself?
“I don’t understand,” she said carefully. “What does that even mean?”
“He wants to feel our pleasure,” Kalis explained. “We would both have to open ourselves and let the feelings of our love-making and bonding flow through to him, so that he could experience our joy and the physical sensations of our joining.”
“I see.” Jillian nodded. At least, she thought she saw. “So we just have to open our minds and let him feel the, uh, sensations we feel as we bond together?”
“Yes. I realize that some females would find that intrusive—having another mind joined to theirs as they make love to their mate,” Kalis said.
“I don’t think so,” Jillian said, shaking her head. “I mean, it might be intrusive if it was some stranger, but Brun is part of you, right?”
“You’re certain you don’t mind?” Kalis asked anxiously. “You told me once that you felt like I was asking you to have a, uh, ‘threesome with a monster.’”
“Oh, please don’t remind me I said those awful things!” Jillian begged. “That was before I knew Brun, before I, uh, tamed him and realized how much he loves me! I could never feel that way now.”
“Are you really, truly sure, sweetheart?” Kalis sounded doubtful. “I know my old mate wouldn’t have wanted this.”
“Well, I’m not her,” Jillian reminded him. “I’m closer to Brun than she was—he healed me and saved my life. He even told me his true name.” She turned her head to look at him in the eyes. “I want this, Kalis. I want your other half to be involved in our love-making. I want…” She took a deep breath. “I want a deep bonding.”
“All right, sweetheart—if you’re sure.” He caressed her back and sides gently with his big, warm hands. “I’ve never done this before, but I’m pretty sure you might hear his voice in your head—or at least feel his emotions once you open yourself to him.”
“That’s fine,” Jillian assured him, though she couldn’t help feeling another nervous tremble in her belly at the thought. She was already on her hands and knees with her thighs spread and her pussy stretched around the big Kindred’s enormous shaft—could she really open herself enough to let the huge Ursus feel her pleasure as Kalis fucked her?
I can and I want to, she told herself. Gripping the bedspread tighter in her hands, she braced herself and got ready.
“Do it, Kalis,” she whispered. “Make love to me—bond you to me. And let Brun feel it all.”
With a low groan, Kalis pulled back and then thrust deeply into her again.
“Gods, sweetheart—so tight and wet,” he rumbled, his hands tightening on her hips as he pulled all the way out and thrust in again.
The deep movements inside her sent waves of pleasure through Jillian’s entire body—waves she let move through her as she tried to be open to Brun mentally. She felt almost as though she could feel the big Ursus in her mind, waiting like a solid presence, wanting to be involved and to feel what she and Kalis felt in this intimate moment.
Love you…Jillian, she heard a deep voice murmured in her mind. Love to feel your pleasure…
“Brun?” she gasped as Kalis continued to move in her, thrusting his massive shaft deeply into her open, unresisting pussy. It didn’t hurt, but she had never felt so full in her life. Biting her lip, she tilted her pelvis back, trying to be more open, trying to give him what he needed—what they both needed so desperately.
Jillian…love you. Bond you…to me—to us, the huge Ursus sent back.
And then it was Kalis murmuring in her ear how much he loved her, thrusting inside her, stroking her body and cupping her breasts in his big hands, teasing her nipples as he continued to pump inside her.
“Gods, sweetheart, love you so much,” he groaned in Jillian’s ear. “Love the feel of you all around me, milking my shaft. Love to make love to you and fill you up!”
“Oh, God!” Jillian moaned. “Oh, Kalis…”
But the next moment, it was Brun she heard again, murmuring in her mind that he would love her and protect her forever…
And then Kalis was talking to her again…and then Brun…and then Kalis…
After a time, Jillian lost count of the changes. She only knew that with each deep thrust of the big Kindred’s cock inside her, she was getting closer and closer to the edge of pleasure—closer and closer to coming. This was exactly what she needed, she realized deliriously. This was what the Bonding Fruit made her body crave so desperately. The shaft of her male inside her, stroking deep to fill her up, thrusting hard to make her his. And soon she was going to come…
Reaching between her thighs, she began stroking her aching clit, circling the throbbing little pleasure button with light, swift strokes as the massive shaft continued to thrust inside her. Everything seemed to have blurred together and she was no longer quite sure how long they had been making love as both males whispered to her of their love and desire. She only knew she wanted more…more…
Suddenly she felt her pleasure reaching a pitch it never had before. As her orgasm washed over her like a drenching summer thunderstorm, she threw back her head and cried out both their names.
“Kalis…Brun…I’m coming! Oh God, feels so good…coming!”
“That’s right, sweetheart—come for us,” she heard Kalis groan and Brun’s mental vo
ice was saying,
Yes, love the feel of your pleasure, Jillian. Love you forever!
And then, finally, Kalis was coming inside her, allowing her orgasm to trigger his own. Jillian moaned as she felt the huge shaft swelling inside her and hot, wet spurts coating the mouth of her womb.
“God, yes!” she gasped. “Come inside me! Fill me up! Make me yours!”
The feeling of the male she loved coming inside her pushed her to another orgasm and she moaned and fell forward, so that her head was buried in the pillow as she continued to moan, her pussy squeezing Kalis’s thick shaft hard, milking him for every last drop.
“Deep, in me so deep! I can feel you coming in me!” she cried. But how was she speaking to Kalis when her mouth was busy moaning?
“You’re talking through our link, sweetheart—the connection all Kindred have when they form a soul-bond with their female,” she heard Kalis say, inside her head.
“We are now bonded—all three of us,” Brun added. And his mental voice seemed to have a new resonance, a new permanence she’d never heard before.
“We are?” Jillian blinked, feeling dazed as she slowly came down from the intense orgasm. “I mean, we are, aren’t we?”
“Yes, sweetheart—which means we’ll never be separated again,” Kalis promised her.
He pulled slowly out of her and turned her around so he could take her in his arms.
“How do you feel?” he asked, looking down at her anxiously. “I wasn’t too rough with you, was I?”
“You were perfect,” Jillian assured him. “And it was amazing to have Brun in my head while I had you in my body. I feel wonderful. Much better than I did before.” She shivered. “That Bonding Fruit is really strong—I didn’t know it would affect me like that.”
“It’s going to take some time to work its way out of your system.” Kalis still looked slightly worried. “You might need to be bred and bonded over and over the rest of the night.”
Jillian snuggled against him.
“Mmm…I think I can handle that. Er, will Brun be involved, too?”
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