Around her cheeks and utmost fingers glowing
   With the unintermitted blood, which there
   Quivers, (as in a fleece of snow-like air
   The crimson pulse of living morning quiver,) 100
   Continuously prolonged, and ending never,
   Till they are lost, and in that Beauty furled
   Which penetrates and clasps and fills the world;
   Scarce visible from extreme loveliness.
   Warm fragrance seems to fall from her light dress 105
   And her loose hair; and where some heavy tress
   The air of her own speed has disentwined,
   The sweetness seems to satiate the faint wind;
   And in the soul a wild odour is felt
   Beyond the sense, like fiery dews that melt 110
   Into the bosom of a frozen bud. —
   See where she stands! a mortal shape indued
   With love and life and light and deity,
   And motion which may change but cannot die;
   An image of some bright Eternity; 115
   A shadow of some golden dream; a Splendour
   Leaving the third sphere pilotless; a tender
   Reflection of the eternal Moon of Love
   Under whose motions life’s dull billows move;
   A Metaphor of Spring and Youth and Morning; 120
   A Vision like incarnate April, warning,
   With smiles and tears, Frost the Anatomy
   Into his summer grave.
   Ah, woe is me!
   What have I dared? where am I lifted? how
   Shall I descend, and perish not? I know 125
   That Love makes all things equal: I have heard
   By mine own heart this joyous truth averred:
   The spirit of the worm beneath the sod
   In love and worship, blends itself with God.
   Spouse! Sister! Angel! Pilot of the Fate 130
   Whose course has been so starless! O too late
   Beloved! O too soon adored, by me!
   For in the fields of Immortality
   My spirit should at first have worshipped thine,
   A divine presence in a place divine; 135
   Or should have moved beside it on this earth,
   A shadow of that substance, from its birth;
   But not as now: — I love thee; yes, I feel
   That on the fountain of my heart a seal
   Is set, to keep its waters pure and bright 140
   For thee, since in those
   TEARS thou hast delight.
   We — are we not formed, as notes of music are,
   For one another, though dissimilar;
   Such difference without discord, as can make
   Those sweetest sounds, in which all spirits shake 145
   As trembling leaves in a continuous air?
   Thy wisdom speaks in me, and bids me dare
   Beacon the rocks on which high hearts are wrecked.
   I never was attached to that great sect,
   Whose doctrine is, that each one should select 150
   Out of the crowd a mistress or a friend,
   And all the rest, though fair and wise, commend
   To cold oblivion, though it is in the code
   Of modern morals, and the beaten road
   Which those poor slaves with weary footsteps tread, 155
   Who travel to their home among the dead
   By the broad highway of the world, and so
   With one chained friend, perhaps a jealous foe,
   The dreariest and the longest journey go.
   True Love in this differs from gold and clay, 160
   That to divide is not to take away.
   Love is like understanding, that grows bright,
   Gazing on many truths; ‘tis like thy light,
   Imagination! which from earth and sky,
   And from the depths of human fantasy, 165
   As from a thousand prisms and mirrors, fills
   The Universe with glorious beams, and kills
   Error, the worm, with many a sun-like arrow
   Of its reverberated lightning. Narrow
   The heart that loves, the brain that contemplates, 170
   The life that wears, the spirit that creates
   One object, and one form, and builds thereby
   A sepulchre for its eternity.
   Mind from its object differs most in this:
   Evil from good; misery from happiness; 175
   The baser from the nobler; the impure
   And frail, from what is clear and must endure.
   If you divide suffering and dross, you may
   Diminish till it is consumed away;
   If you divide pleasure and love and thought, 180
   Each part exceeds the whole; and we know not
   How much, while any yet remains unshared,
   Of pleasure may be gained, of sorrow spared:
   This truth is that deep well, whence sages draw
   The unenvied light of hope; the eternal law 185
   By which those live, to whom this world of life
   Is as a garden ravaged, and whose strife
   Tills for the promise of a later birth
   The wilderness of this Elysian earth.
   There was a Being whom my spirit oft 190
   Met on its visioned wanderings, far aloft,
   In the clear golden prime of my youth’s dawn,
   Upon the fairy isles of sunny lawn,
   Amid the enchanted mountains, and the caves
   Of divine sleep, and on the air-like waves 195
   Of wonder-level dream, whose tremulous floor
   Paved her light steps; — on an imagined shore,
   Under the gray beak of some promontory
   She met me, robed in such exceeding glory,
   That I beheld her not. In solitudes 200
   Her voice came to me through the whispering woods,
   And from the fountains, and the odours deep
   Of flowers, which, like lips murmuring in their sleep
   Of the sweet kisses which had lulled them there,
   Breathed but of HER to the enamoured air; 205
   And from the breezes whether low or loud,
   And from the rain of every passing cloud,
   And from the singing of the summer-birds,
   And from all sounds, all silence. In the words
   Of antique verse and high romance, — in form, 210
   Sound, colour — in whatever checks that Storm
   Which with the shattered present chokes the past;
   And in that best philosophy, whose taste
   Makes this cold common hell, our life, a doom
   As glorious as a fiery martyrdom; 215
   Her Spirit was the harmony of truth. —
   Then, from the caverns of my dreamy youth
   I sprang, as one sandalled with plumes of fire,
   And towards the lodestar of my one desire,
   I flitted, like a dizzy moth, whose flight 220
   Is as a dead leaf’s in the owlet light,
   When it would seek in Hesper’s setting sphere
   A radiant death, a fiery sepulchre,
   As if it were a lamp of earthly flame. —
   But She, whom prayers or tears then could not tame, 225
   Passed, like a God throned on a winged planet,
   Whose burning plumes to tenfold swiftness fan it,
   Into the dreary cone of our life’s shade;
   And as a man with mighty loss dismayed,
   I would have followed, though the grave between 230
   Yawned like a gulf whose spectres are unseen:
   When a voice said:—’O thou of hearts the weakest,
   The phantom is beside thee whom thou seekest.’
   Then I—’Where?’ — the world’s echo answered ‘where?’
   And in that silence, and in my despair, 235
   I questioned every tongueless wind that flew
   Over my tower of mourning, if it knew
   Whither ‘twas fled, this soul
 out of my soul;
   And murmured names and spells which have control
   Over the sightless tyrants of our fate; 240
   But neither prayer nor verse could dissipate
   The night which closed on her; nor uncreate
   That world within this Chaos, mine and me,
   Of which she was the veiled Divinity,
   The world I say of thoughts that worshipped her: 245
   And therefore I went forth, with hope and fear
   And every gentle passion sick to death,
   Feeding my course with expectation’s breath,
   Into the wintry forest of our life;
   And struggling through its error with vain strife, 250
   And stumbling in my weakness and my haste,
   And half bewildered by new forms, I passed,
   Seeking among those untaught foresters
   If I could find one form resembling hers,
   In which she might have masked herself from me. 255
   There, — One, whose voice was venomed melody
   Sate by a well, under blue nightshade bowers:
   The breath of her false mouth was like faint flowers,
   Her touch was as electric poison, — flame
   Out of her looks into my vitals came, 260
   And from her living cheeks and bosom flew
   A killing air, which pierced like honey-dew
   Into the core of my green heart, and lay
   Upon its leaves; until, as hair grown gray
   O’er a young brow, they hid its unblown prime 265
   With ruins of unseasonable time.
   In many mortal forms I rashly sought
   The shadow of that idol of my thought.
   And some were fair — but beauty dies away:
   Others were wise — but honeyed words betray: 270
   And One was true — oh! why not true to me?
   Then, as a hunted deer that could not flee,
   I turned upon my thoughts, and stood at bay,
   Wounded and weak and panting; the cold day
   Trembled, for pity of my strife and pain. 275
   When, like a noonday dawn, there shone again
   Deliverance. One stood on my path who seemed
   As like the glorious shape which I had d reamed
   As is the Moon, whose changes ever run
   Into themselves, to the eternal Sun; 280
   The cold chaste Moon, the Queen of Heaven’s bright isles,
   Who makes all beautiful on which she smiles,
   That wandering shrine of soft yet icy flame
   Which ever is transformed, yet still the same,
   And warms not but illumines. Young and fair 285
   As the descended Spirit of that sphere,
   She hid me, as the Moon may hide the night
   From its own darkness, until all was bright
   Between the Heaven and Earth of my calm mind,
   And, as a cloud charioted by the wind, 290
   She led me to a cave in that wild place,
   And sate beside me, with her downward face
   Illumining my slumbers, like the Moon
   Waxing and waning o’er Endymion.
   And I was laid asleep, spirit and limb, 295
   And all my being became bright or dim
   As the Moon’s image in a summer sea,
   According as she smiled or frowned on me;
   And there I lay, within a chaste cold bed:
   Alas, I then was nor alive nor dead: — 300
   For at her silver voice came Death and Life,
   Unmindful each of their accustomed strife,
   Masked like twin babes, a sister and a brother,
   The wandering hopes of one abandoned mother,
   And through the cavern without wings they flew, 305
   And cried ‘Away, he is not of our crew.’
   I wept, and though it be a dream, I weep.
   What storms then shook the ocean of my sleep,
   Blotting that Moon, whose pale and waning lips
   Then shrank as in the sickness of eclipse; — 310
   And how my soul was as a lampless sea,
   And who was then its Tempest; and when She,
   The Planet of that hour, was quenched, what frost
   Crept o’er those waters, till from coast to coast
   The moving billows of my being fell 315
   Into a death of ice, immovable; —
   And then — what earthquakes made it gape and split,
   The white Moon smiling all the while on it,
   These words conceal: — If not, each word would be
   The key of staunchless tears. Weep not for me! 320
   At length, into the obscure Forest came
   The Vision I had sought through grief and shame.
   Athwart that wintry wilderness of thorns
   Flashed from her motion splendour like the Morn’s,
   And from her presence life was radiated 325
   Through the gray earth and branches bare and dead;
   So that her way was paved, and roofed above
   With flowers as soft as thoughts of budding love;
   And music from her respiration spread
   Like light, — all other sounds were penetrated 330
   By the small, still, sweet spirit of that sound,
   So that the savage winds hung mute around;
   And odours warm and fresh fell from her hair
   Dissolving the dull cold in the frore air:
   Soft as an Incarnation of the Sun, 335
   When light is changed to love, this glorious One
   Floated into the cavern where I lay,
   And called my Spirit, and the dreaming clay
   Was lifted by the thing that dreamed below
   As smoke by fire, and in her beauty’s glow 340
   I stood, and felt the dawn of my long night
   Was penetrating me with living light:
   I knew it was the Vision veiled from me
   So many years — that it was Emily.
   Twin Spheres of light who rule this passive Earth, 345
   This world of loves, this ME; and into birth
   Awaken all its fruits and flowers, and dart
   Magnetic might into its central heart;
   And lift its billows and its mists, and guide
   By everlasting laws, each wind and tide 350
   To its fit cloud, and its appointed cave;
   And lull its storms, each in the craggy grave
   Which was its cradle, luring to faint bowers
   The armies of the rainbow-winged showers;
   And, as those married lights, which from the towers 355
   Of Heaven look forth and fold the wandering globe
   In liquid sleep and splendour, as a robe;
   And all their many-mingled influence blend,
   If equal, yet unlike, to one sweet end; —
   So ye, bright regents, with alternate sway 360
   Govern my sphere of being, night and day!
   Thou, not disdaining even a borrowed might;
   Thou, not eclipsing a remoter light;
   And, through the shadow of the seasons three,
   From Spring to Autumn’s sere maturity, 365
   Light it into the Winter of the tomb,
   Where it may ripen to a brighter bloom.
   Thou too, O Comet beautiful and fierce,
   Who drew the heart of this frail Universe
   Towards thine own; till, wrecked in that convulsion, 370
   Alternating attraction and repulsion,
   Thine went astray and that was rent in twain;
   Oh, float into our azure heaven again!
   Be there Love’s folding-star at thy return;
   The living Sun will feed thee from its urn 375
   Of golden fire; the Moon will veil her horn
   In thy last smiles; adoring Even and Morn
   Will worship thee with incense of calm breath
   And lights and shadows; as the star of Death
   And Birth i
s worshipped by those sisters wild 380
   Called Hope and Fear — upon the heart are piled
   Their offerings, — of this sacrifice divine
   A World shall be the altar.
   Lady mine,
   Scorn not these flowers of thought, the fading birth
   Which from its heart of hearts that plant puts forth 385
   Whose fruit, made perfect by thy sunny eyes,
   Will be as of the trees of Paradise.
   The day is come, and thou wilt fly with me.
   To whatsoe’er of dull mortality
   Is mine, remain a vestal sister still; 390
   To the intense, the deep, the imperishable,
   Not mine but me, henceforth be thou united
   Even as a bride, delighting and delighted.
   The hour is come: — the destined Star has risen
   Which shall descend upon a vacant prison. 395
   The walls are high, the gates are strong, thick set
   The sentinels — but true Love never yet
   Was thus constrained: it overleaps all fence:
   Like lightning, with invisible violence
   Piercing its continents; like Heaven’s free breath, 400
   Which he who grasps can hold not; liker Death,
   Who rides upon a thought, and makes his way
   Through temple, tower, and palace, and the array
   Of arms: more strength has Love than he or they;
   For it can burst his charnel, and make free 405
   The limbs in chains, the heart in agony,
   The soul in dust and chaos.
   Emily,
   A ship is floating in the harbour now,
   A wind is hovering o’er the mountain’s brow;
   There is a path on the sea’s azure floor, 410
   No keel has ever ploughed that path before;
   The halcyons brood around the foamless isles;
   The treacherous Ocean has forsworn its wiles;
   The merry mariners are bold and free:
   Say, my heart’s sister, wilt thou sail with me? 415
   Our bark is as an albatross, whose nest
   Is a far Eden of the purple East;
   And we between her wings will sit, while Night,
   And Day, and Storm, and Calm, pursue their flight,
   Our ministers, along the boundless Sea, 420
   Treading each other’s heels, unheededly.
   It is an isle under Ionian skies,
   Beautiful as a wreck of Paradise,
   And, for the harbours are not safe and good,
   This land would have remained a solitude 425
   But for some pastoral people native there,
   Who from the Elysian, clear, and golden air
   Draw the last spirit of the age of gold,
   Simple and spirited; innocent and bold.
   The blue Aegean girds this chosen home, 430
   With ever-changing sound and light and foam,
   Kissing the sifted sands, and caverns hoar;
   
 
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