CJ Cherryh - Rusalka 2 - Chernevog

by C. J. Cherryh

  "Go away!" she cried.

  It hissed. She saw a rapid disturbance in the brash, the merest glimpse of its huge, slick body as it lashed through the bracken. It turned up to her left, and said, "That's not nice, Eveshka. We're old friends."

  "Away!"

  It slithered a ways further. She heard it stop.

  "Go away!" she ordered it, but its persistence made her doubt it would go, and that was deadly.

  "See," it hissed. "I don't have to do what you want. But if you're nice I will. I won't say pretty bones anymore."

  "Leave me alone!"

  Another slithering movement, a voice further away this time: "He's followed you, pretty bones, the man's come upriver. But do you know who he's traveling with? You'll never believe it."

  Curiosity was a trap. She tried to refuse it. But her thoughts went scattering after the lure, and it said, the old snake did,

  ‘‘Kavi Chernevog.''

  She went cold through and through.

  ‘‘Isn't that odd?'' it said. ‘‘If you listened very hard just now you might hear him. Sasha's with him, of course, and I've no notion what they're going to do with Chernevog. Why don't you call them here? I'm sure they'd be glad to see you."

  "Shut up!" she cried.

  "It's getting dark fast, pretty bones. And don't think of salt. Surely you don't want to drive me away. You know where If go, first thing."

  She knew. She took a deep, shivering breath. One talked aloud to a vodyanoi, if one had the choice. She said in a trembling voice, "I know. But I'd be careful, Hwiuur. I'd not come too close, either."

  "To a wizard as powerful as you? I'd be very foolish. Where were you going? Is it interesting?"

  The light was going. Night was the worst time for ghosts—when the eye had less detail to distract it: you don't see them with the eye , Uulamets had said, you see them with the mind.

  But there had not been a one since he had called after Uulamets, and Pyetr himself had a bad feeling about that, whether it came from Chernevog or Sasha or whether it was his own suspicion.

  "Nastier than the lot of them," he muttered as he rode, in the cold misery of a light, misting rain. "Even in this neighborhood the old man's got his reputation."

  It was all saplings now, young trees, some knee-high to the horses, others, fewer, rising slim and tall—leshys had brought hose from outside, to this region that had been barren, stream cut ground. There began to be up thrusts of rock, gray, rain-glistening in the twilight, rising out of a knee-high forest of birches and half obscured by taller growth—when he had last seen those stones standing in eroded, barren land.

  Pyetr remembered that landscape with a cold feeling in the pit of his stomach, a memory of pain.

  And Chernevog, panting after breath, hard-driven by their pace: "God, this place is changed! —We're near the house."

  Chernevog's old holding. Damned right he knew where he was.

  ''We shouldn't go any further tonight,'' Chernevog protested.

  "Night's a fine time for our business," Pyetr said. "You want a ghost, you might as well look after dark."

  "No," Chernevog said, and turned and took Volkhi's reins, at which Volkhi threw his head. "No, listen to me . . ."

  "Let go my horse, Snake."

  Missy had stopped. Chernevog kept his hold and looked up, his face waxen pale against the rain-shadowed dusk. He put a hand on Volkhi and Volkhi's shoulder twitched.”Make camp,'' Chernevog said. "Now."

  It seemed for a moment quite reasonable, even prudent.

  Sasha said, "Why?"

  ‘‘Because you're being fools. Because we're already too close. Listen to me—"

  Both horses started moving abruptly, shoving Chernevog off his balance, but Chernevog grabbed at Pyetr's leg, held on to the reins, stopped Volkhi a second time. Pyetr laid the other hand on his sword, but Chernevog's look stopped him—or something did. He hesitated, suddenly thinking Chernevog might know something worth hearing, while Chernevog said, "Pyetr, please Pyetr, for the god's sake, listen to me—"

  "Chernevog!" Sasha said, but that seemed far away, and Chernevog's hold unbreakable as the gaze of his eyes.

  "Be my friend," Chernevog said. "Pyetr Ilyitch, believe me! I won't betray you."

  Sasha hurtled down off Missy's back and seized Chernevog by the shoulder with a violence that spun Chernevog back against Volkhi's side. Pyetr caught up the reins and kept his seat, amazed to see Sasha with a fistful of Chernevog's shirt, saying very quietly, "Don't touch him. Don't you touch him," in a way that Pyetr thought he would take very seriously if he were Kavi Chernevog.

  But in all truth—he had not felt Chernevog's appeal to him as an attack: he had felt Chernevog's distress, felt Chernevog had just tried to explain something direly important to him.

  Dangerous, probably, to feel that. He watched Sasha let Chernevog go, Chernevog standing with his back to Volkhi's side.

  "Move!" Sasha said.

  "I'm not sure—" Pyetr found himself saying Not sure and plunged ahead. "I don't know if we shouldn't listen this time. The way the ghosts took off—"

  "Pyetr, that's him wanting you to say that."

  "I'm not sure it isn't my idea too. —If some Thing or other is really looking for him, isn't it going to start there?"

  "I thought time mattered."

  Eveshka. God. He felt a sudden deep embarrassment, to be so foolish, and Sasha was unwontedly sharp with him. Deservedly. He said, "Come on, Snake," and offered him help to climb up.

  Chernevog cast an anxious look at Sasha over his shoulder.

  "I'll take him," Sasha said.

  Time was when he had felt obliged to stand between the boy and any sort of trouble. It was a strange feeling, to watch a sudden, stern-faced young man climb up (however ungracefully) onto his horse and offer his hand—and see it was Kavi Chernevog who looked afraid to take it.

  "Following a notion," the voice said from the brush and the deepening twilight. There was an intermittent long slide of a massive body, a crackling of small branches. "And where will this notion take you, I wonder? Did you know your willow's greening up this spring? I wonder why."

  Eveshka ignored the vodyanoi as much as possible. It was time to stop soon, and to make a fire, and to ring herself with protections the River-thing could not pass, but there was nothing savory about this thicket. The forest here might never have died, but it had not prospered either: there was no clear spot to build a fire, and no clear spot either to build her protections.

  "I smell smoke, pretty. Do you? I'll bet if you go much further you'll find what you're looking for."

  She smelled nothing. But she felt a chill all the same. Old Hwiuur had his wicked ways, and he lied, but he loved tormenting someone in trouble, too, and one got to know when he was getting to the point of things.

  '' Never been this far up the river, pretty?''

  She clenched her jaw and kept walking, breathing at a measured pace, thinking if she could find a place to build a fire and boil water, she might give the damned creature a salt-water bath. That might send him elsewhere awhile.

  But-she dared not believe it, she dared not do anything that risked sending the vodyanoi south, not even that she believed Pyetr and Sasha might not deal with it—

  But if Kavi was with them, god, the leshys had surely failed, if that was the case, and Kavi might use the vodyanoi, might be using him now. Hwiuur would by no means tell her any straight truth. Kavi was with them—how?

  The scent of smoke reached her, very faint. She said, "Hwiuur, who lives hereabouts?"

  "Oh," the vodyanoi said, ''now are we polite, pretty bones?''

  She wanted to know, unequivocally. But Hwiuur was hard to catch with one intent, or two, or three. He said,

  "If we're not polite, I'll leave, pretty. I'll tell you. Better yet, I'll show you. Just a little gather."

  He was moving away from her for a moment. Then she heard something at her left, looked and saw her father standing there.

  "Not so much f
arther," he said, this gray, shadowed figure that was no ghost.

  Then it dissolved and flowed down onto the ground, rushing past her like a runaway spill of ink.

  A damned shapeshifter... in her father's likeness.

  Recent lie? she asked herself. Or a lie from the start?

  She stood very still for a moment. She heard Hwiuur's slithering progress in the brush, coming from the other side now. It passed behind her.

  "Stop playing games," she cried. "Hwiuur, damn you!"

  Movement stopped. The whole woods was still.

  But the feeling—the assurance that had been with her from childhood, of something especially, uniquely waiting for her— was with her again in that quiet.

  Perhaps, she thought, Hwiuur had been trying, in his malicious way, to mislead her from what was essential for her to find.

  Or perhaps, in the presence of such malicious creatures, it might mean something utterly dreadful about her childhood longings—that mysterious assurance of special worth somewhere, most private and most central to her heart.

  She walked forward, down a slope and past an old, old tree, found herself facing a strange hill of sod and logs.

  Set in that hill, dim in the last of the light—was a door.

  It was a most uneasy feeling Sasha had as they rode into view of the ruin, and he wondered if Chernevog was somehow to blame for that uneasiness: Chernevog had scared him terribly, going at Pyetr as he had a while back, and he had no idea what was the matter with him since, that had his hands trembling with anger and his heart racing—whether it was Chernevog that disturbed him or whether it was some other abrading influence in this place.

  He was not one to let feelings get away from him, no matter Pyetr's advice to let his temper go—no matter Pyetr thought him weak and indecisive... he was not Pyetr, he had all but panicked with Chernevog, and he could not ride into this place as Pyetr did, looking as if trouble had better watch out for him and not the other way around. He was frightened, he was angry at Chernevog, and most of all-Most of all he did not really want the meeting they were here to get, which might well prevent it happening at all. He kept thinking, What do I do if the old man does want me?

  "Not much of the place left," Pyetr said. It was true—ordinary luck might easily have missed the house entirely in the almost-dark, the planting of trees was so thorough. Only the burned beams above the trees showed them where the old building had stood, fire-charred timbers standing stark and washed with rain.

  I've seen this, too, Sasha thought, uncomfortably aware of Chernevog's presence brushing his back. Missy moved at her deliberate pace, constant movement of muscle and bone beneath him: Missy was smelling rain and young leaves and old fire— nothing in the way of dangers that horses understood.

  "Looks as if the leshys flattened what was standing," Pyetr said. "The big tree in the yard is gone. Trees must be planted right over the grave."

  "We'll find it,'' Sasha murmured distractedly. He felt nothing precisely amiss about the place, but it seemed far more haunted than the woods, full of memories and old wishes. He said to Uulamets' ghost, if it chanced to be listening, Master Uulamets, it's me, Sasha. We've got Chernevog with us: don't be startled—

  "Sasha," Chernevog said. Chernevog had not held to him in their riding together, had avoided him as much as two people could avoid each other on the same horse, but of a sudden Chernevog touched his arm. "For the god's sake we're close enough!"

  "Shut up!" he said.

  The ruin stood in seedlings that made a deep green deception In the twilight, level as if it were some knee-deep lake the horses waded. The dead tree that had stood in the yard was indeed gone, there were only scant traces of a wall and the tumbled foundations, except one wing. They passed the remains of a wall, a charred round ruin where the bathhouse had stood, all half-drowned in infant birch trees.

  He stopped Missy, bade Chernevog get down, and slid off as

  Pyetr did. They were virtually over the grave, as best he recalled it. The light was fast leaving them, the green birches faded to faint, moist gray, the edges of the forest lost in rain, the burned timbers black against the clouds. The only sound was their breathing.

  "Master Uulamets," he said aloud, defying all that silence. "Master Uulamets?"

  He waited. He wished earnestly for the old man's good will, he tried earnestly to remember that Uulamets had also saved their lives, and not to hold Uulamets' motives against him.

  "Damn stubborn old man," Pyetr muttered after a fruitless time of standing there, during which the horses stamped and shifted and idly pulled leaves off the young birches. "It's wet, it's nasty, and he doesn't like the company. —Come on, grandfather, dammit,' Veshka's in trouble and there's something using your shape. I'd think you'd like to know that."

  There was a sudden chill in the air. A wind sighed along the sea of leaves.

  That passed. Sasha let go the bream he had been holding, stood a moment in the quiet trying again to convince himself he truly wanted the old man to speak to him personally.

  He trusted Misighi. That was the only advice he was willing to take where it regarded the welfare of the woods—which was their welfare, too: he trusted that the way he trusted the ground they walked on and the food they ate and the water they drank.

  What harmed it, harmed them; when it was well, they were: that was the bargain they had made—using nature kindly, working with what magic agreed with it—like the Forest-things themselves.

  That was where he had to stand. That was the safe magic.

  "Watch him," he told Pyetr, and got down his pack from Missy's back, knelt down and bent back a couple of seedlings to give himself room, searching after rosemary and the herbs he recollected Uulamets using in his spells.

  Chernevog wanted him to stop—a weak, a desperately frightened wish for his attention and his patience to hear him. "For the god's sake," Chernevog said, and Pyetr grabbed him by the shoulder, "—it may not be only Uulamets that answers."

  Doubt, Sasha thought, and stood up and looked Chernevog on the face with an angry suspicion what Chernevog was trying to do to them.

  "Sasha," Chernevog said, "Sasha, —oh, god—"

  Dark and fire . . .

  Hoof beats in the dark. . . inexorable as a heartbeat. . .

  Eveshka, sitting at a hearth, drinking a cup of tea.

  Sasha felt that sense of presence that had haunted him from home. He turned his head toward it and saw, like a bad dream, the bannik squatting in the charred skeleton of the bathhouse doorway, a dusky, spiky-haired shadow, like a sullen, bored child, staring at the steps beside his feet.

  One did not want it to look up. One did not want to look it in the eyes.

  Sasha thought with a chill. —It lied ... it was always his...

  But Chernevog tried to retreat behind them, fighting Pyetr's help on his arm.

  " No!" Chernevog cried.

  The bannik stood up, frowning at them with eyes like dying ambers. Then it looked skyward, lifted its hand as something filmy white swept down on broad wings to settle on its wrist. The creature folded its wings and stared at them in its own moment of sharp attention. Then ghostly owl and ragged shadow of a boy faded together into the dark.

  19

  "What in hell was that?" Pyetr asked of Sasha. "That was the bannik! Wasn't that the bannik?"

  "It's what showed up at the house," Sasha said.

  "It's him," Pyetr said. "Is it my eyes, or what's it doing with the owl?"

  ''I don't know,'' Sasha said.

  "He damned well does," Pyetr said, and took a new grip on Chernevog's shirt, wanting answers. "What kind of tricks are you up to, Snake?"

  Chernevog said on a ragged breath, "I told you, I told you, and you won't listen—"

  Pyetr shook him. "Told us, damn right you've told us—one damned lie after another! Sound asleep, were you? Innocent as morning snow, are you?"

  "I'm not lying!" Chernevog cried, and it sounded both desperate and fully in earnest.
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br />   Which meant nothing, with wizards. Pyetr shook him a second time, saying, "Bannik, hell! Call it back!"

  ''I can't!'' Chernevog said.

  "Can't, hell! That's you. That spook's you, Snake, don't tell me it's not."

  "It's a shadow," Chernevog said faintly. "A piece. A part.

  A fragment..." Chernevog shivered, put a hand on his arm, eye to eye with him in a twilight so deep that his eyes had no center, only dark. "The dead can fragment. . . . That's what ghosts are: pieces, fragments, sometimes a single notion—"

  "You're not dead!"

  "I don't know what made it, I don't know why it happened, I didn't know it could happen and I don't know where I lost it—"

  '' Damned careless of you!'‘‘It's the truth, Pyetr Ilyitch!"

  He worried every time he believed Chernevog. He had memories aplenty to remind himself what Chernevog was, and had done, and still might do; and certainly enough to remind him why he wanted to kill this man; but he could not find the man he wanted to kill, that was the trouble: this one held to him, teeth chattering, and said things like,

  '' For the god's sake don't go on with this tonight. Don't invite any damned thing that might be listening. Build a fire. Lay down lines. It's not nature you're dealing with: put some limits to this, don't leave it to whatever comes."

  Sasha said, "He's right."

  "Build a fire." They were knee-deep in seedlings leshys had put there. "I don't think we ought to be tearing up any trees, under the circumstances.''

  "There's the bathhouse," Sasha said. "The furnace will be stone. There's wood left—at least of the walls."

  "Cinders," Pyetr muttered, but he was glad enough to hear words like fire and limits. The horses had wandered off from all this shouting, browsing among the seedlings. They both put their heads up and Sasha called to them, "Come on."

  No one, in this place, in this night, had any particular choice about it.

  Wizardry helped make damp wood catch, in a furnace mostly intact. Its effect against the smoke was minimal so far as Pyetr could see, but a circle of sulfur and salt around the old walls would stay put against any chance or wizard-raised wind—and such of the walls as still stood, helped against the rainy chill.