The Complete Chalion

by Lois McMaster Bujold

  The room was dim and cool, but a grid of light fell through the shutters onto the woven rugs, making the muted colors briefly blaze. Ista’s eye summed the semblances with her first dream vision, but dismissed them abruptly from her attention when her second sight took in Goram.

  His soul was bizarre in appearance, unlike any other that she had yet seen. It reminded her of nothing so much as a tattered cloth that had been splashed with vitriol, or eaten away by moths, until it hung together only by a few strained strings. She thought of the ragged bear. But Goram clearly was not presently demon-infested, nor was he dying. He isn’t well, though. Isn’t…quite right. She had to wrench her perception back to his gnarled physical surface.

  “I wish to speak with your master when he wakes,” she told him.

  “He, um, don’t always talk so’s you can make out anything.”

  “That’s all right.”

  The groom’s head drew in upon his shoulders in the turtle hunch again. “Lady Catti, she wouldn’t like it.”

  “Did she chide you yesterday, after I left?” And how fiercely?

  He nodded, looking at his feet.

  “Well, she’s busy now. She has ridden out from the castle. You need not tell her I was here. When the servant brings Lord Illvin’s tray, take it and send him away, and no one will know.”

  “Oh.”

  He seemed to digest her words a moment, then nodded and shuffled backward, allowing her entry.

  Lord Illvin lay upon the bed in his linen robe, his hair unbraided and brushed back as she had first seen it in her dream. Motionless as death, but not stripped of soul-stuff; yet neither was his soul centered and congruent like Liss’s, or even like tattered Goram’s. It was as though it were being forcibly pulled out from his heart, to stream away in that now-familiar line of white fire. The barest tint of it remained within the confines of his actual body.

  Ista took a seat on a chest by the wall to Illvin’s right and studied that silent profile. “Will he wake soon?”

  “Most likely.”

  “Carry on as you usually do, then.”

  Goram nodded nervously and pulled a stool and a small table up to the opposite side of the bed. He jumped up at a knock on the door. Ista leaned back out of view as he accepted a heavy tray covered with a linen towel and sent its bearer off. The manservant sounded relieved to be so dismissed. Goram settled down on his stool, his hands gripping each other, and stared at Lord Illvin. Silence settled thickly over the room.

  The line of white fire gradually thinned. Drew down to the merest faint thread. Illvin’s body seemed to refill, his soul-stuff deeply dense to Ista’s second sight, but churning in complex agitation.

  Illvin’s lips parted. Abruptly, his breath drew in, then huffed out. His eyes opened to stare wildly at the ceiling. He jerked suddenly upright, his hands covering his face.

  “Goram? Goram!” Panic edged his voice.

  “Here, m’lord!” said Goram anxiously.

  “Ah. There y’are.” Illvin’s speech was slurred. His shoulders slumped. His rubbed his face, dropped his hands to the coverlet, stared at his feet, the grooves deepening on his high brow. “I had that desperate dream again last night. The shining woman. Five gods, but it was vivid this time. I touched her hair…”

  Goram looked across at Ista. Illvin’s head turned to follow his glance.

  His dark eyes widened. “You! Who are you? Do I dream still?”

  “No. Not this time.” She hesitated. “My name is…Ista. I am here for a reason, but I do not know what it is.”

  His lips puffed on a painful laugh. “Ah. Me, too.”

  Goram hastened to arrange his pillows; he fell back into them, as if this little effort had already exhausted him. Goram followed up immediately with a bite of stewed meat on a spoon, redolent with herbs and garlic. “Here’s meat, m’lord. Eat, eat, quickly.”

  Illvin took it in, evidently before he thought to resist; he gulped it down and waved the following bite away. He turned his head toward Ista again. “You don’t…shine in the dark, now. Did I dream you?”

  “Yes.”

  “Oh.” His brows knotted in bewilderment. “How do you know?” He failed to duck the insistent spoon, and was perforce silenced again.

  “Lord Illvin, what do you remember about the night you were stabbed? In Princess Umerue’s chambers?”

  “Stabbed, me? I was not…” His hand felt beneath his robe for the bandage around his torso. “Curse you, Goram, why do you keep winding this benighted rag around me? I have told you… I have told you…” He clawed it away, pulled it loose, flung it down on the foot of the bed. The skin of his chest was unmarked.

  Ista stood, came to the bedside, and turned the white cloth over. The dressing pad was soaked with a dull red-brown bloodstain. She angled it toward his gaze, raising her brows. He frowned fiercely and shook his head.

  “I have no wound! I have no fever. I do not vomit. Why do I sleep so much? I grow so weak… I totter like a newborn calf… I cannot think…five gods, please not a palsy-stroke, drooling and crippled…” His voice sharpened in alarm. “Arhys, I saw Arhys fall at my feet. Blood—where is my brother—?”

  Goram’s voice went exaggeratedly soothing. “Now, m’lord, now. The march is fine. I’ve told you that fifty times. I see him every day.”

  “Why doesn’t he come to see me?” Now the slurred tongue was querulous, edging on a whine like an overtired child.

  “He does. You’re asleep. Don’t fret you so.” The harried Goram glowered briefly at Ista. “Here. Eat meat.”

  Arhys was in Umerue’s chamber that night, too? Already the tale began to diverge from Cattilara’s tidy version. “Did Lord Pechma stab you?” Ista asked.

  Illvin blinked in confusion. He gulped down the latest bite Goram inserted, and said, “Pechma? That feckless fool? Is he still here at Porifors? What has Pechma to do with any of this?”

  Ista said patiently, “Was Lord Pechma there at all?”

  “Where?”

  “In Princess Umerue’s chamber.”

  “No! Why should he be? The golden bitch treated him like a slave, same as the rest. Double-dealing…double…”

  Ista’s voice sharpened. “Golden bitch? Umerue?”

  “Mother and Daughter, but she was cruelly beautiful! Sometimes. But when she forgot to look at me, she was plain. As when I saw her before, in Jokona. But when her amber eyes were on me, I would have played her slave. No, not played. Been. But she turned her eyes on poor Arhys…all women do…”

  Well, yes…

  “She saw him. She wanted him. She took him, as easily as picking up a, up a, something… I figured it out. I followed. She had him down on the bed. She had her mouth on his…”

  “Meat,” said Goram, and shoved in another bite.

  An exotic woman, a virile man, a midnight visit, a spurned suitor…the roles the same, but the actors altered from Cattilara’s version? Not Pechma but Illvin, the murderous intruder on some intimate scene? It hung together; it was not hard to imagine that Umerue, sent to woo Illvin for the sake of some alliance with Jokona, might for either personal or political reasons switch targets to his elder and more powerful brother. Cattilara was an impediment to such a design, true, but she was just the sort of bump in the road that subtle poisons were designed to smooth away.

  What was harder to imagine was any such seductress getting past Cattilara to Lord Arhys in the first place. Cattilara plainly regarded Ista in the light of an elderly aunt, albeit one with a deliciously tragic romantic history, but nevertheless the marchess had made clear her claim on Arhys in every possible way before Ista’s eyes. Was her fierce possessiveness just habit—or the result of a recent fright?

  The new tale had a weight of likelihood. The despised bastard, half disenfranchised already, having a beautiful princess dangled before his eyes, only to have her suddenly snatched away by an elder brother who had it all including a beautiful wife, with no need of more; the rich, stealing from the poor… Reas
on aplenty to attempt fratricide in a jealous rage. Lesser men committed like acts everywhere, Quadrene or Quintarian, of every race and in every clime.

  So: Illvin, attacking his brother and his paramour in a fit of jealousy, knifing the bitch-princess, having the weapon wrested from him and knifed in turn by the horrified Arhys, and left for dead in the sheets?

  Wait. Illvin carefully stripped naked, his strangely unbloodied clothes neatly piled on a chair, the knife transferred back to Umerue’s body, and then left for dead, Ista revised this. Her nose wrinkled in doubt.

  Lord Pechma and his horse somehow got rid of, too. Concealment didn’t seem Arhys’s style, but—suppose he feared a war of reprisal from the prince of Jokona for the death of his beautiful—or plain—sister? Reason enough to steel himself to perform the rearrangements, to cast the blame upon the fled Jokonan courtier. Or murdered and buried Jokonan courtier, as the case might be. Arhys certainly had the strength and nerve for such an act. The misdirection would also have served to conceal Arhys’s infidelity from his sleeping wife. Arhys’s public prayers and concern for his fallen brother, more misdirection, or the fruit of guilt.

  Another nicely tidy tale. It only failed to account for the advent of Cattilara’s demon, and one mortal wound seeming to be shared between two brothers. And the fact that Cattilara seemed to know more about what was going on than Arhys did. And Ista’s dreams. And the rope of fire. And the visitation of a god. And…

  “I believe,” said Lord Illvin in a thin voice, “that I am going mad.”

  “Well,” said Ista dryly, “do you desire an experienced conductor on that road? If so, I am your woman.”

  He squinted at her in utter bewilderment.

  From her dream in the tent, she remembered Arhys’s wail of woe in a candlelit chamber. But was that an image from the past, or an image from the future?

  She had no doubt that the man before her was capable of clever and subtle lies, when he had his wits about him. It was equally clear that his wits had gone away on the road as beggar boys, just now. He might babble or rave or hallucinate, but he did not lie. So…how many different ways might three people kill two of each other with one knife? Ista rubbed her forehead.

  Goram bobbed an unhappy bow at her. “Lady. Please. He must get a chance to eat. And piss.”

  “No, don’t let her go!” Illvin’s arm shot out, fell back weakly.

  She nodded at the anxious groom. “I will go out for a little. Not far. I’ll come back soon,” she added to the agitated Illvin. “I promise.”

  She let herself out onto the gallery and leaned against the wall with her arms crossed. She studied the floating line of light, reduced to a faint thread but still unbroken.

  So. Illvin never saw his brother to speak with; Arhys never saw Illvin awake. Since that night, the two had never had a chance to compare their experiences, or whatever fragments they each remembered of their experiences.

  Lady Cattilara, however, saw both. Spoke to both. Told whatever tales she pleased, to both.

  Let us see if we can change that condition.

  Ista waited a while for Goram to finish attending to his master’s more intimate needs, to get him back to bed, to hastily stuff whatever foods, made soft for a sick man, down his gullet that time permitted. The rope was beginning to thicken slightly. Then noticeably. She reached out and delicately pinched thumb and forefinger around it in an O.

  Lord Bastard, guide me as You will. Or, in Your case, whim.

  She willed the rope to shorten, running back through her palm like spun wool. More than just sight had been included in the Bastard’s gift, it seemed, for the manipulation seemed effortless. At first she mimed drawing it in hand over hand, but soon discovered she could simply bid it to flow. She kept her eye on the arcade opposite, where the passage came through from the next court.

  Lord Arhys strode through onto the sun-splashed stones.

  He wore light clothing suited to the hot afternoon, his gray linen vest-cloak with the gold trim swinging about his calves. He was clean, his beard new-trimmed. He yawned hugely, glanced up in concern at the corner room, saw her leaning on the balustrade, and gave her a courtier’s bow.

  Just wake from a nap, did you? And I know exactly how late you were up last night.

  With difficulty, Ista tore her gaze from his elegant surface.

  His soul was gray, strangely pale, off center, as if it lagged a little after him and left a trail of smoke.

  Ah. Yes. Now I see. Ista stood up straight and moved toward the stairs, to meet him climbing up.

  They came face-to-face, with her standing two steps above the tread upon which his booted feet paused. Arhys waited politely, smiling at her in puzzlement. “Royina?”

  She took that strong chin in her hand, shivering at the tactile brush of his beard on her palm, leaned forward, and kissed him on the mouth.

  His eyes widened, and he made a surprised muffled noise, but he did not retreat. She tasted his mouth: cool as water, and as flavorless. She drew back, sadly. So. That didn’t work either.

  His lips twisted up in a confused, enchantingly crooked grin, and he cocked his eyebrows at her as if to say, What is this, lady? As if women kissed him spontaneously on staircases every day, and he considered it uncivil to dodge.

  “Lord Arhys,” said Ista. “How long have you been dead?”

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  ARHYS’S SMILE GREW FIXED AND WARY. HE REGARDED ISTA WITH startled concern, as if he feared the mad royina was having a relapse right in front of him, and, as her inadvertent host, he would be held responsible. “Madam—you jest…?” An invitation to recant. A clear suggestion, Please, don’t do this… “My kisses are not usually so scorned!”

  “I have seldom felt further from jest in my life.”

  He laughed uneasily. “I admit, my fevers have been a trouble to me this season, but I assure you, I am far from the grave.”

  “You have no fever. You don’t even sweat. Your skin is the same temperature as the air. If it were not so beastly hot in this climate, more people would have noticed by now.”

  He continued to stare at her with the same perplexed expression.

  Five gods. He really does not know. Her heart sagged.

  “I think,” she said carefully, “that you need to talk with your brother.”

  He grimaced in pain. “Would that I could. I pray for it daily. But he does not wake from his poisoned wound.”

  “Yes, he does. Each noon, when you have your little nap. Your only sleep of the day. Has your wife not told you this? She goes almost every day to oversee his care.” And sometimes at night, as well. Although it’s not exactly his care that concerns her then, I expect.

  “Royina, I assure you it is not so.”

  “I just spoke with him. Come with me.”

  The disbelieving tilt of his mouth did not change, but when she turned and mounted the stairs again, he followed.

  They entered Illvin’s well-kept chamber. Goram, sitting watching his charge, saw Lord Arhys and shot to his feet, offering him his jerky, awkward bow, and a servile mutter that might have been, “M’lord.”

  Arhys’s gaze swept down the still form in the bed. His lips thinned in disappointment. “It is all the same.”

  Ista said, “Lord Arhys, sit down.”

  “I shall stand, Royina.” His frown upon her was growing less and less amused.

  “Suit yourself.”

  The rope of white fire between the two was short and thick. Now that she knew to look for it, she could feel the demon’s presence in it as well, a faint violet glow like a channel that underlay everything. It ran three ways, but only one link flowed with soul-stuff. She wrapped her hand about the bond running between the two men, squeezing it down to half its breadth. The constrained white fire backwashed into Illvin’s body.

  Lord Arhys’s knees gave way, and he collapsed in a heap.

  “Goram, help the march to a chair,” Ista instructed. Hold, she silently commanded her invisible
ligature, and it did.

  She walked up by Illvin’s bedside, studying the nodes of light. Go up, she commanded them silently, and made to push them with her hands, concentrate them at the forehead and the mouth, as Cattilara had at…that other theological point. The light pooled as she willed. Stay there. She cocked her head and studied the effect. Yes. I think.

  Goram hurried to drag the chair, made of polished, interlaced curves of wood, out from the wall to Illvin’s bedside. He hauled the startled-looking Arhys up by the shoulders and sat him in it. Arhys closed his mouth, rubbing at his face with a suddenly weak and shaking hand. Grown numb, was he? She ruthlessly stole Goram’s stool and set it at the end of the bed, settling herself where she could best watch both brothers’ faces.

  Illvin’s eyes opened; he took a breath and worked his jaw. Weakly, he began to push himself up on one elbow, until his gaze took in his brother, sitting at his right hand gaping at him.

  “Arhys!” His voice rang with joy. His sudden smile transformed his face; Ista rocked back, blinking, at the engaging man so revealed. Goram bustled to shove pillows behind his back. He struggled up further, openmouthed with wonder. “Ah! Ah! You are alive! I did not believe them—they would never meet my eyes, I thought they lied to spare me—you are saved! I am saved. Five gods, we are all saved!” He collapsed back, wheezing and grinning, burst into shocking tears for five breaths, then regained control of his gasping.

  Arhys stared like a stunned ox.

  The slur was gone from Illvin’s voice now, Ista noted with relief, though his lower limbs lay nearly paralyzed. She prayed that his wits would be likewise clarified. In a level tone that she was far from feeling, she asked, “Why did you believe your brother to be dead?”

  “Ye gods, what was I to think? I felt that cursed knife go in—to the hilt, or I never survived a battle at some other poor bastard’s expense—I could feel the push and give against my hand when it pierced the heart. I almost vomited.”

  Five gods, please, not fratricide. I didn’t want this to be fratricide… She kept her voice steady despite the shaking in her belly. “How did you come to this pass? Tell me everything. Tell me from the beginning.”