Degorsk’s voice sounded ragged with exhaustion. “Simdow has control of the situation. What he can’t handle, Lidon can.”
Tranis’ frame stiffened beneath Cassidy, and she knew he readied for another protest. Before he could utter a word, she whispered in his ear, “My father once said great leaders know when it’s time to get out of everyone else’s way.” When Tranis hesitated, she added, “What happens to me if the leader of my clan dies?”
After a moment’s silence, Degorsk’s soft voice said, “Your Matara has spoken.”
Tranis’ shoulders sagged. “I hear her.” He shifted so he could kiss Cassidy before settling back down on the bed.
“For you, my love,” he whispered. “Five hours, Degorsk.”
Palpable waves of relief emitted from the Imdiko, and he smiled his thanks at Cassidy. “Ten.”
Tranis scowled. “Six.”
Degorsk shook his head, rolling his eyes at his stubborn clanmate. “Eight and not a second less. The cell regeneration needs at least that long for minimum repairs.” When Tranis opened his mouth again, protest written all over his face, Degorsk held up a hand. Fatigue strained his handsome face. “Tranis, I can’t stay here and argue with you. I’ve got more injured to attend to. Let me see to your crew without having to worry about their captain, please?”
At last Tranis seemed to recognize the stress he was putting the other man through. He laid his hand on Degorsk’s shoulder. “Eight hours. Thank you, my Imdiko.”
Degorsk managed an exhausted smile. To Cassidy he said, “If he gets up, find something heavy to knock him out with.”
She knuckled her tears away, trying to find humor to match his. “Won’t you have to fix him again if I do that?”
The Imdiko snorted. “With that thick skull? Not a chance.”
Degorsk gave Cassidy a quick kiss before leaving the room, the hover stretcher following in his wake.
Tranis held out his arms. After only a moment’s hesitation, Cassidy slid into his embrace. She couldn’t deny she was happy he was alive. His injuries were scary to see, and hearing from Degorsk that they’d been life threatening was no surprise.
“At least I have something beautiful to look at,” Tranis sighed. His hands ran over her underdress, seeking the body beneath. “I’d enjoy it even more if you’d take this off.”
Cassidy was shocked that despite his injuries, his penises were stiffening. Like soldiers determined to carry on with fighting, they rose from his battered body.
Salute, she thought and had to restrain a giggle.
Pretending firmness, Cassidy insisted, “You have to rest.” She shoved at his busy hands.
“Then don’t fight me,” Tranis growled. He was instantly contrite for being so demanding. The pleading in his voice softened her. “Let me look at you.”
Cassidy responded to the need in his purple eyes. Seeing how much the Dramok desired her made her sex wet. What was the harm in being naked with him anyway?
She sat up, pulling the underdress off over her head. She desired his warmth and the reassurance that Tranis indeed still drew breath. Before she could block the realization, she had the thought that nearly losing him was too much to bear. She needed the closeness he wanted.
“Lie next to me,” he whispered, and Cassidy drew close, feeling him solid against her.
She kissed him without being prodded, sliding her tongue into his mouth to caress its twin. His fingers found her core, slipping in and out. She arched, noting how well he knew her already. Tranis knew exactly where the pressure felt best. She moaned into his mouth as his thumb rubbed slow circles around her clitoris. The heaviness in her womb grew.
Cassidy wept as climax swept over her, making her sheath clutch Tranis’ fingers. It felt good to be with him. Realizing how close they’d come to not having this moment made it that much more poignant.
“Why are you crying?” he asked when the strongest spasms had diminished.
Because I love you and you nearly died.
Cassidy almost said it. The words wanted to fly off her tongue in neon-bright colors, leaving Tranis in no doubt of his mastery over her. Only her loyalty to Earth and to her own poor religion-crazed, sexually repressed people kept Cassidy’s true feelings dammed up. She couldn’t turn her back on her own flesh. She couldn’t forget that in the end, Tranis was the enemy.
Instead of proclaiming her love, she settled for another truth, one she could share. “I want to be with you. It’s wrong, and I feel ashamed.”
For once, Tranis didn’t try to convince her she was wrong to feel guilt for her desires. Instead he asked, “What can I do to make it better?”
“Would you bite me?” Cassidy wondered at her brazenness of making such a request. However, under the intoxication of a Kalquorian’s bite the questions went away. The guilt disappeared. Under the influence, she could truly rejoice that Tranis lived.
“Come here,” he said, the fangs already unhinging from his palate. She swept her heavy hair from her neck and stretched to expose the smooth column to his penetration.
The pain was an exquisite overture to the symphony of euphoria sweeping through her. Cassidy moved against the taut exclamation points of his sex. She managed to be careful not to provoke pain with her enthusiastic caresses over his injured frame.
“Better?” Tranis asked, his hands fondling her eagerly in turn. Despite his injuries, the man’s libido remained intact, unfazed by hurt.
“Yes, only now I really want you. Do you think Degorsk would be mad if I did all the work?”
“He’ll be furious if I have sex in my condition.” Tranis chuckled, but his expression told her he was more than willing to risk the medic’s censure. “We won’t tell him, unless you want him to punish you.”
“Mmmm.” Cassidy warmed to the idea, remembering the sweet heat of Lidon’s spanking. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
Tranis’ grin stretched. “I’ll be glad to discipline you myself, if you’d like. Once I’m on my feet again.”
“I hope you recover quickly.” She looked him over. Despite the intoxicant making her world a happy dream, she frowned at the marks masking the Dramok’s muscular torso. They’d have to be very careful.
Cassidy asked, “Do you promise to lie absolutely still? I couldn’t stand it if I did something to mess up your recovery.”
“I’ll do my best, my beautiful mate.”
Tranis shifted awkwardly to lay on his back. She straddled his groin, lowering herself to capture his livid sexes. She sighed, the empty ache of her sheath soothed as she filled herself with him.
Cassidy’s bliss was mirrored in Tranis’ expression. He stroked up and down her thighs, bringing gooseflesh to pebble her skin. She leaned over him, propping herself with her hands on either side of his shoulders, careful to not put any weight on his battered upper body. He was too broad for her to comfortably rest on her knees. Cassidy fixed that issue by drawing up her legs so that she crouched over him, her weight on her feet.
She rocked back and forth, her moves slow and sinuous. Recalling the instructions in The Kama Sutra, Cassidy added a slight circular motion with her hips. Tranis groaned in response, his eyelids fluttering. His hands captured her breasts, clutching and molding the malleable flesh as if sculpting clay. She echoed his groan, and clenched nether muscles around his shafts.r />
“I won’t last, sweetling,” he gasped.
“I had mine already, remember?” Besides, Cassidy was catching fire as she moved against Tranis, feeling him throbbing within the tight walls of her sheath. But it wasn’t just the physical joy of making love to this man that excited her. Giving herself to him, completely focused on his pleasure, making herself his willing servant … these things ignited her senses. Cassidy had never known such rapture as what surrender offered. It took down all barriers, allowing her to revel in the act of yielding completely to another’s desire.
Swollen huge with ecstasy, she burst into a thousand pieces when a thunderclap of pleasure resounded through her being. With a long, soft moan, Tranis pulsed deep within her, shattering the remains into even smaller fragments. She hung over him, feeling she had become suspended flecks of desire in the warm wash of aftershock.
Slowly the traces of Cassidy coalesced once more, drawn back together to reform the whole. Beneath her, Tranis lay still, his eyes closed and arms limp at his sides.
“Tranis?” Her breath caught to see him lie so dormant. “Tranis, are you okay?”
He drew a breath, his bruised chest rising to calm her. “You made it all better, lover.”
Cassidy kissed the exhausted smile, her lips soft on his. She loved him. God help her, she loved this man and the other two as well. “I wish we weren’t enemies,” she whispered.
“We aren’t.” His voice wavered, letting her know he floated on the edge of unconsciousness. “One day you’ll see that, and you’ll love me as I love you.”
Tranis drifted away. Sedated by her gentle lovemaking, he left Cassidy to stare at his handsome, dreaming face. He had said the words she didn’t dare to voice.
Tranis loved her.
Cassidy remained bent over him, absorbing the revelation. She wondered what it would change. She knew it altered something, not just between them but also inside her. She belonged to Tranis now. She belonged to Tranis, Lidon, and Degorsk. And what did that mean to her loyalty to Earth?
She wished she knew.
* * * *
Tranis woke to find Degorsk leaning over him. Next to him, Cassidy whimpered in her sleep.
“She seems to be having a nightmare,” Degorsk whispered as he scanned Tranis with a portable unit. He frowned. “You smell too strongly of her to have simply slept with her at your side. And I see you bit her again.”
“She did all the work. I lay very quietly. And it was all her idea.”
“Really?” Degorsk looked pleased. “Lidon said she agreed to be our Matara.”
“She did. Are you going to let me get to work now?”
The Imdiko snapped the scanner shut. “Yes. You’re healing well, cell regeneration is on schedule, and none of your vital organs is in danger of re-injury. You’re still going to feel weak,” he cautioned as Tranis sat up. “The blood replacer only does so much. I’ll be nagging you to sleep again in about ten hours.”
“You nag even when I’m not injured.” Tranis stood, pleased the pain had abated. He looked a mess and the bruising was still livid, but he felt worlds better.
Cassidy cried out, capturing both men’s interest immediately. Her brow creased, and Tranis worried to see her distressed, even in the throes of a simple dream. He got back on the bed to smooth his hand over her face. Degorsk also drew close to her, on the other side.
“Cassidy, it’s all right,” Degorsk soothed.
She thrashed, coming partly out of sleep but still locked in the dream. “No, please,” she begged piteously.
Tranis’ heart lurched to hear the fear in her voice. He shook her a little to pull her into wakefulness. “Wake up, my lovely.”
“No, no, don’t hurt her! Mommy!” Cassidy’s eyes opened wide, and Tranis saw clarity seep in as she recognized them.
Degorsk kissed her cheek, caressing her all over to calm her. “What’s wrong, precious girl? Who hurt your mother?”
A cold look unsuited to her sweet, delicate features slid over Cassidy’s face. “She got what she deserved,” she said in a flat voice. “She undressed for him, enticing him with wanton abandon. The evil temptress seduced him. She led him from the path of righteousness.” Cassidy suddenly covered her face with her hands. “God forgive me, I’m just like her. Even worse, having sex with aliens!”
Tranis looked hard into Degorsk’s eyes, angry realization dawning. The words that had poured from Cassidy’s lips hadn’t been hers. He’d worried about brainwashing his little Earther, but someone else had already done it.
In Kalquorian he said, “Do you hear who she sounds like?”
Degorsk looked horrified. “It makes me wonder. Perhaps her grandfather’s version of her mother’s crime supplanted the real events that took place.” He took a deep breath and concentrated on their weeping mate. “Cassidy, you’re a good, sweet girl. You couldn’t do wrong if you tried.”
She kept her face covered. “I want to be strong. I want to deny you as I should. Why am I so weak?”
Tranis tugged at her hands, forcing her to reveal her tearstained features. “Because deep in your heart, you know this is right for you.” He kissed her, eager to erase her pain. He knew he couldn’t, not really. He was helpless not to try anyway.
Cassidy stiffened in momentary resistance. It only made Tranis more insistent that she accept tenderness. She needed to know beyond all doubt he would keep her heart safe. He would see to it that she would know love as it was meant to be, not filled with conditions and restrictions.
As he swept his tongue into her mouth, she melted against him. He sensed Degorsk caressing her too, and her youthful desire warmed her to their embrace. Tranis felt gratitude for the still-maturing hormones that made arousal so quick and undeniable for Cassidy.
Once they had her writhing with need, he broke the kiss to say, “You belong with men who see not only your beauty and ability to breed. We appreciate your mind as well as your body. We want to hear you speak and share your thoughts with us. You were not meant to serve, but to be served.”
Degorsk had been kissing a slow, wet path down her body, and he looked up as he reached the soft swirls of her pubic hair. “Tranis is right. There is so much more to you than you’ve been given credit for.”
Cassidy moaned as he bent back to his work. Her hips lifted to greet Degorsk’s knowledgeable lips and tongue. While he pleasured her, Tranis kissed her lovely face and chest, suckling gently on the rose tips of her voluptuous breasts. He poured all his love into every caress, desperate to erase the pain his Matara lived with, pain inflicted on her by her own people.
Her moans came faster and faster. Their seduction carried her away from the agony of guilty conscience. They took her to the place where she could be the woman creation had intended. At last she could be, for a few seconds at least, free of the soul-stealing anguish men like her grandfather tortured her with.
We will find a way to make it right for you. I promise to obliterate every speck of sorrow you’ve ever known.
Tranis didn’t know how he’d keep such a promise, but he’d alter the universe itself to make it possible. The clan was the center of his existence, and Cassidy was now the heart of the clan. He’d find a way.
He watched her lovely face dissolve in rapture as climax took her to that place of sweet respite, his eyes stinging from unshed tears.
He would find a way.
Chapter 13
Tra�
�nis walked onto the darkened bridge, his eyes quickly adjusting to the dimmed lights running on backup power. The room was a shambles. Equipment lay in broken hunks and many of the workstations were blackened from torched systems. He’d been the worst injured of his crew. Viewing the destruction, he counted himself lucky that none had died. He sent a quick prayer of thanks to the ancestors that the young men under his command had not paid with their lives for his lapses.
Cassidy and Degorsk followed him. The medic kept close as their Matara wandered about to explore the room, curious about everything. Tranis had to control a prideful smile as his crew darted appreciative glances at her.
“Captain!” The relief on Simdow’s face was unmistakable. “Returning command to Captain Tranis,” he announced.
“Not so fast,” Degorsk growled.
Tranis ignored him. “What’s our situation, Commander?”
Simdow grimaced. “Give us a few months and we can get enough power to the engines to make it to a repair station. Maybe they can use our ship for spare parts.”
Tranis wasn’t surprised by the answer. “I can’t say I particularly like that idea, Simdow.”
“No Captain. I don’t either.”
Tranis treated himself to a glance at Cassidy before crossing his arms over his chest and challenging his first officer. “What’s your solution then?”
Simdow’s brow creased as he thought. Tranis had no doubt he’d already formed an opinion but was careful not to speak until he’d gone over it once more. Simdow was smart, with all the makings of an excellent future captain. Tranis was quite sure the young officer had come to the same conclusion he had.
With a swallow Simdow replied, “I believe we should transfer all personnel and the data banks to the Earther transport, destroy this ship to keep it out of enemy hands, and continue with our mission.”
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