The young man waited, his expression hinting at only a little of his nervousness. Tranis gave him a nod. “Excellent. Give the order, Simdow. The task is yours to command.”
Simdow relaxed and even smiled a little to have impressed his captain. As he began the preparations to abandon the spyship, Tranis used his private channel to call Lidon.
“Captain Tranis to Weapons Commander Lidon.”
“Lidon here, Captain. It’s good to hear your voice.”
They spoke in Kalquorian, but Cassidy looked at Tranis when Lidon’s voice emerged from his personal com unit. A slight smile warmed her expression. Tranis was beginning to entertain real hope that they might win the Earther’s bruised heart.
“Our ship is dead, Lidon. We’re transferring operations to the transport, along with all personnel and prisoners on Europa. Coordinate security for the transfer and assign a detail to take charge of the Earther general.”
“I’ll take care of him myself.” Lidon’s voice lifted, a sure sign of good feeling. “I have news for you.”
“Let’s have it.”
“I’ve broken a few more codes. I know where the entrance to the Bermuda Triangle portal is. It’s only two days’ journey from here on the other side of the security grid.”
Tranis’ heart leapt. “Excellent job, Lidon. I’m glad to know I won’t have to take the information from our Matara.”
“How is she?”
Tranis thought of Cassidy’s nightmare, of her continued pain. Since he was within earshot of other crewmembers, he decided to keep such personal revelations to himself for now. He simply said, “She’s as good as one can hope for a woman in her situation. I’ll see you soon. Tranis out.”
Cassidy and Degorsk joined him. “Those Tragooms sure made a mess out of your ship,” she observed. “It’s almost as bad as what they did to you.”
“Worse, actually,” Tranis answered, taking her hand despite being on duty and surrounded by a large number of his crew. To hell with protocol. “The ship is dead. We’re going to use the Earther transport instead.”
“I’d better get to Medical and pack up,” Degorsk said. “Then we’ll work on our quarters.”
“Can I help?” Cassidy asked.
“Thank you.” Degorsk eyed Tranis. “No lifting, Captain. Doctor’s orders.”
“Matara’s orders too.” Cassidy squeezed his hand, making Tranis smile. He bowed his head in assent.
“As you command.”
* * * *
Cassidy found she wasn’t much help to the Kalquorians when it came to packing up sick bay. They were too fast and too organized for her to keep up. In the end, she sat to one side, staying out of everyone’s way.
When Degorsk had finished directing his staff and finalizing how they would set up on board the Earther transport, she went with him back to the clan’s quarters. Her heart leapt to see Lidon was there with Tranis. The Nobek smiled and interrupted what he was doing to place a gentle kiss on her forehead. Then he got back to work, readying the clan’s belongings for transfer.
For a wonder Tranis behaved himself, not helping to store things away. He sat on the bed while Lidon carefully packed objects from his altar in a container. Cassidy sat down next to the captain, who also greeted her with a kiss. She felt relief that his color had returned. The bruising had already begun to fade. She’d heard Kalquorian medicine was far advanced of Earth’s, and Tranis was proof of it.
Lidon lifted his altar, exposing a plaster mold of – Cassidy gaped – someone’s buttocks?
The Nobek snickered and showed it to Degorsk. “I suppose you want this back.”
“My ass!”
Tranis laughed, grabbing his stomach as if the hilarity hurt. “I knew you wanted to keep his ass all to yourself. Greedy Nobek.”
Lidon’s back was to Cassidy, but his shoulders shook, letting her know he was laughing too. “As you said, it’s a very nice one.”
Cassidy couldn’t contain her shock. She stared at the sculpture, disbelieving her eyes. “Why do you have that?”
Tranis answered, still chuckling. “One of his jokes. Degorsk thinks it irritates us to have it hanging on the wall.”
Degorsk grinned. “Our clanmates are so serious all the time, precious girl. Haven’t you noticed? A little humor is needed to combat the rampant somberness around here.”
Tranis couldn’t wipe the smile off his face. “You might not laugh if you saw the attention Lidon gives it when you’re not around.”
Lidon caressed the mold to underscore the Dramok’s words, his expression lascivious. Degorsk snatched it from him.
“Get your hands off my butt.”
That prompted more laughter from Tranis. He winced at the effect on his battered insides.
Cassidy looked at the three men, trying to wrap her mind around what they intimated. It had to be a joke. But then Lidon patted Degorsk’s real backside with affection. In return, the medic shot a warm smile at him before putting the sculpture in a padded container.
Suspicion grew, and she said,“You’re not serious. I mean you three don’t – don’t –”
Cassidy couldn’t finish the question. The three men looked at her, bland patience removing the hilarity. Her stomach squirmed as she saw the truth in their eyes. “But it’s a sin for men to lie together! The worst possible!”
Tranis moved so his body touched hers. “Cassidy, we’re aware of your Church’s stance on the matter. I know the idea may be abhorrent to you. However, our situation is very different from what you’re used to on Earth.”
She stared at him, dumbfounded. What was there to say?
Tranis sighed and kept trying to explain. “There are only a very few women of our species left on Kalquor. I can count on my hands the number of Kalquorian women I’ve met, and three of those were our mothers.” He brushed a lock of hair from Cassidy’s cheek. “Kalquorian males’ needs are great, and we can’t always deny ourselves the warmth of another body. For us it’s unnatural, even impossible to deny our urges.”
Degorsk sat on the other side of her, taking up her hand to press to his lips. “There are those who prefer to be with their own sex. I say prefer, but choice doesn’t enter into it. Science has found that sexual preference is encoded in our genes. For the rest of us who favor females, we still have the need for intimate pleasures. We must accept what we can find.”
Lidon added, “We clanned Kalquorian men count ourselves fortunate that our bonds are so strong. We see no shame or ugliness in our unions.”
Cassidy struggled with that. “Are you in love with each other?”
“We are clan,” Tranis said, as if that explained all. When she stared at him, he said, “Ours is not an arranged clanning. We three are together by choice.”
“It’s a family unit with extra advantages,” Degorsk supplied. “There is the respect, concern, and yes, the love one shares with spouses.”
Cassidy sat quiet for a little while, absorbing the startling information. As Lidon had said, there was no shame whatsoever in their attitudes. They accepted the arrangement as if it was the most natural thing in the universe.
Without women, it probably is. Some of the illegal books claim that homosexuality and bisexuality were once accepted on parts of Earth, before the Word became law. In some of the societies, men we
re allowed to marry men; women married women.
She thought hard about it. There was no doubt in her mind the men of her clan truly cared for one another. Cassidy had the idea that their feelings for each other went even deeper than they let on. She thought perhaps they were being careful with her, trying not to upset her sensibilities with their intimate relationship.
Was their apparent devotion to each other such a terrible thing when it was forged from real love? Did her difficulty with such ideas mindlessly stem from the dictates of the Church?
Cassidy spoke with deliberation to let them know she was working hard to understand. “You have to realize, this is complicated for me to wrap my mind around. My people have long had problems with the morality of same sex liaisons. The current religion was formed from three earlier ones: Judaism, Islam, and Christianity. All of those beliefs spoke out against such relationships. They were an abomination to God, Yahweh, and Allah.”
“‘Better to clan the beloved who is hateful to others than to clan the hateful, though he be beloved of others’,” Lidon intoned.
Degorsk nodded. “Even under the threat of torture and execution, your people still pursue their natural urges. Even when those urges mean sex with their own gender.”
“I’ve never known any of those people.”
The three men exchanged looks. Cassidy could feel them weighing something of importance, trying to determine if they should speak.
“What? Did you discover something about the nuns or aspirants?” None of her spying had ever hinted that anything untoward went on at the convent.
Degorsk’s voice was so quiet she strained to hear. “Cassidy, your grandfather is no stranger to this supposed sin of lying with men.”
She stared at him. “That’s not possible.”
He squeezed her hand. None of his usual humor was in evidence. Degorsk’s demeanor was as gentle as if he delivered news of a loved one’s death. “I examined General Hamilton myself to determine his ability to be questioned. My examination was extremely thorough to be sure his health was not compromised in any way before he was subjected to our interrogation methods. The signs were there. He’d recently engaged in sexual intercourse with another man, probably the very day we captured him.”
A sense of unreality washed over Cassidy. Her grandfather was homosexual? The man who’d admonished her every waking minute they were together to fight impure thoughts and desires? General Patrick Hamilton, who prayed louder and went to Church services more often than anyone else she knew? He’d turned to men when there were so many women on Earth who would gladly accept his proposal if offered?
At least the Kalquorians, so close to extinction, had an excuse for their same sex encounters.
That thought prompted another terrible idea, and Cassidy stared at Tranis. “Did you—?”
His cat’s eyes widened. “Absolutely not. Your grandfather has not been touched by us in that way.” The disgust in his voice rang true.
“I can’t believe he would do such a thing. He’s so devout, so determined to punish sinners.”
“‘The greater the transgression, the louder the distraction.’” Lidon tapped his holy book before carefully packing it away.
“I’m sorry you had to learn the truth like this.” Degorsk held Cassidy close, and she let him. She felt she might fly apart without his arms around her.
“It’s as if everything I’ve been told is a lie,” she whispered.
Lidon drew close. “What can we do to make you feel better, my pet?”
Cassidy’s world was crumbling, and she didn’t think she could bear it. The shaky foundations that had made her feel so unworthy were all she knew, and they had fallen, taking her with them. What was right, and what was wrong? She no longer knew and couldn’t even begin to find her way in the encroaching darkness.
Her lips pressed grimly together, she said, “Make me not care. Even if it’s temporary, I don’t want to care for a little while.”
Lidon’s bite came with such swiftness that Cassidy never felt his fangs pierce her skin. She dove into the euphoria of intoxication, drowning in it until there was only lust’s sweet craving.
Cassidy clutched at each man, begging with hands and mouth to be taken all at once, as if daring the heavens to strike her down for her sin. The three men were eager to give her what she wanted. They filled every sweet passage with their need. Lidon was in front of her, moving like silk within her sex. Tranis crouched behind, stretching her tightest sheath. Degorsk stood over the kneeling trio, his hand cupped over the top of her head as she tasted him with erotic cannibalism.
They moved as one heaving beast within her, and Cassidy immersed herself in the sensation of being possessed completely. Right or wrong no longer mattered; only the joy of enclosing them in her body made sense. Beyond judgment she closed her eyes, concentrating on Lidon’s chest pressing her breasts flat, the strength of his manhood as it stabbed deep into her womb, their combined wetness making soft, moist sounds as he slipped back and forth.
Tranis moved slow and careful but with assured thrusts into her rear entry. The pleasure of him there was of a thick, rich quality, adding to the intense passion sweeping her body. Cassidy’s hips rocked, now taking Lidon deeper, now moving back to immerse Tranis in her warmth. Meanwhile, Degorsk slipped in and out of her mouth. She rubbed her tongue against the pounding vein on the underside of his length. His groans were a sweet melody to her ears.
I wish Grandfather could see me now, the hateful old hypocrite!
There was no anger in Cassidy’s thought, only delight in the knowledge he had no right to judge her anymore. In her inebriated state, she felt true freedom for the first time. There was no need to fear his condemnation, not when he was condemned himself.
Cassidy held nothing back in her enjoyment of the men. She worked to please herself as much as them. With great abandon, she sucked and licked Degorsk’s cinnamon-y sweet larger staff while her hand worked the smaller. She ground her hips in tight circles, sparking thrills of elation in her loins as Lidon and Tranis touched every sensitive nerve of her inner anatomy. Feeling as if heaven itself was in her reach, she rose and fell on the tide of their passionate momentum, glorying in wanton abandon. Cassidy shamelessly pursued rapturous bliss, and when she captured its starlight burst, she stretched to grasp it again. Greedily claiming all she could, all she’d been denied in the name of righteousness, she carried the men with her, absorbing their expulsions like a sponge.
Later, as their breathing returned to normal and the intoxication faded, Cassidy locked eyes with Tranis. “Do you remember what you told me last time we were together?” she asked.
He didn’t pause. “I remember.”
“Did you mean it?”
“Yes, Cassidy. I love you, my Matara.”
“As do I.”
“And I.”
The affirmations came without hesitation from all three men. She believed they spoke the truth. Cassidy bowed her head against Tranis’ chest and wept.
Chapter 14
Walking ahead of her clan, Cassidy boarded the shuttle taking them from the crippled spyship to the Earther transport. No sooner had she entered the passenger cabin when she stopped short. Her grandfather sat the back row, naked and strapped to a tan seat built for a much larg
er body. His hands were cuffed in front of him, and he cupped his genitals to hide them from view. The once-terrifying Patrick Hamilton looked strangely dwarfish sitting there, perhaps because of the seat. Or maybe it was the two huge Nobeks on either side of him that made him appear almost childishly small. They held stun prods at the ready.
The intoxicant from Lidon’s bite had long faded, and Cassidy trembled with rage at the sight of the general. His eyes widened to see her. He raked her with his gaze, reminding her that she was clad only in the thin, clinging fabric of her underdress. His lips curled in disgust.
“Are you still pure?” he shouted. He strained against the thick black straps, as if he wanted to spring up and confront Cassidy.
She had no chance to reply as Lidon moved past her with breathtaking speed. Her Nobek clanmate loomed over Hamilton.
“You will be silent,” he said over the chorus of growls from the guarding Nobeks. Then he whispered something Cassidy couldn’t hear. She was shocked to see her grandfather cringe in response. She’d never seen him afraid of anything. His often proclaimed assertion, “True believers in the word of God have nothing to fear” rang in her memory.
Lidon turned and stalked back to the clan. Hamilton lifted his gaze once more to Cassidy. Tranis chose that moment to snake his arm around her, pulling her close to himself. He sent a nasty grin to the general.
“Let’s sit down, Cassidy. You too, Captain,” Degorsk urged, pushing them both towards seats where they could sit with their backs to Hamilton.
Tranis sat on one side of her, and Degorsk on the other. Cassidy could still feel her grandfather’s eyes on her, burning her like the flames of Hell. As if he had the right to judge her!
Taking her anger out on Tranis, she whispered to him, “Did you have to use me like that to get what you want from my grandfather?”
The Dramok blanched. In a contrite tone he whispered back, “I’m sorry I upset you. I didn’t embrace you in front of him in an effort to antagonize information from the general.”
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