12 Months of Temptation: MFM Menage Romance

by Bailey James

  "Damn it, I’m sorry, I needed to do that, you okay? Carrie hurt you this morning! You were gone by the time I saw her off," he says still holding me and looking into my eyes.

  Cooper walks in behind him and jumps in before I have time to speak. I’m still feeling a bit shell-shocked from what has just happened with Logan, and to be honest, wanting him to do it again. I didn't pull away, and now I feel awful.

  "Becks hurt?” Cooper laughs. "I think Becks kicked her arse, and she deserves it," Cooper says grinning.

  Logan smiles. "I know, sorry you had to, sweetheart. Never want you involved in our problems."

  "It's okay," I say. Pulling away and sitting down because I need space as I’m feeling hot and bothered by Logan’s hot body pressing against me. My cheeks must have been beetroot colour. Logan and Cooper sit either side of me at the table, and I sip tea trying to calm myself down.

  "Becks, tell us what happened," says Logan.

  I explain what she had said and about the phone. Pulling it out of my pocket handing it to Logan. He watches a video, and only then I realise what I have done.

  "Shit, Becks, this is making me hard watching these," Logan says adjusting himself.

  I grab the phone off him. "Yeah, why am I letting you watch them," I say blushing again. "Shall I delete them? Do you think she has them stored anywhere else?" I say to Logan.

  "Let’s wait for Landen, he's on his way back from a delivery, then we will," says Logan smiling. “I'm sure he'll want to see these,” he says adjusting himself again.

  I smile, realising I might just be affecting him as much as he is affecting me right now.

  "Right, I have got to go,” says Cooper. “Hope you’re okay, Becks?” he kisses me on the cheek as I nod.

  "I’ll be back in a few days. On an overnighter, to Germany with Hunter," says Cooper walking out.

  "Sorry, Becks, we are giving you a lot of shit to deal with at the moment, aren't we?” says Logan.

  “So, tell me about Carrie, from what she was saying you were sharing her?” I look at him.

  Logan nods. "Yes, we were in a three-way relationship with her for about two years."

  Whoa, so not expecting that answer, okay. "So, this is the woman Landen broke up with, and you?" I ask.

  He nods again, concern crossing his face.

  "Were you living together then?" I say intrigued by this relationship. Trying my hardest not to sound or act shocked.

  "Oh no, she wanted to,” Logan says looking into his mug of coffee looking sad. "She wanted the house, marriage and babies, but only one of us, she never wanted us both. So, she was trying to manipulate each of us draining us and tried turning us against one another. Plus, a whole lot of other shit. She wanted one of us to leave basically. Hunter and Cooper helped us see what she was up to. We broke up with her soon after, she couldn't accept that we come as a package deal, it is both or nothing. I don't know if I ever truly loved her, to be honest. I think I was just grateful that someone would accept us for us and go along with our kinky shit."

  He stops and suddenly turns to look at me and gasps, he turns bright red. "Shit, shit, Becks. Look, it's different now. Shit, I've said too much. Fuck, Landen’s going to kill me.”

  I laugh at him panicking. "Logan, it’s fine. Stop panicking."

  He looks at me, and I could read the panic on his face. "Shit, look, I've done it again."

  But he gets cut off as Landen flies in the door.

  "Hey." He scoops me up and sits me on his lap.

  "Baby, you alright? I’ve been worrying," says Landen looking concerned placing kisses on my cheeks and lips.

  "I'm okay." I smile.

  "Tell me what happened?” says Landen burying his nose in my hair, squeezing me tight.

  Logan is wide-eyed staring at me with shock, then some other emotion sweeps across him. I'm not sure what it is, want, lust, he adjusted himself again. No! Did he want me too? Shit. Did they want a three-way with me, but they never said anything, maybe they have decided they didn't want that anymore after Carrie.

  "Becks," says Landen looking up. "You sure you’re okay?"

  I look into his eyes and smile. “I'm okay, just tired, it's been a long fucking day."

  I go on to explain what Carrie had said and show him the videos. Logan and Landen look at each other and some twin message is passed, but I'm not sure what. Then Landen watches every video on Carrie’s mobile. "These are hot, Becks," he says smiling. "Shame we have to delete them, maybe I can…."

  "No, delete them." I laugh.

  "Look, Becks, we've both spoke to her, there is no way we're going there again," says Landen.

  "She seems to think I am fucking both of you. I haven't fucked you, have I, Logan?" I say suddenly worried.

  Landen looks at him.

  "Honestly, I haven't touched you, she just jumped to assumptions and can't tell us apart, unlike you, Becks."

  "Can you tell us apart Becks?" says Landen looking excited.

  "No, I don't think so,” I say looking confused.

  "Yes, you can, when I grabbed Carrie, she fell into my arms and said, Landen, all dramatically. Becks said that's Logan and walked off." The twins laugh. “And when I flew in here earlier and kissed you, you knew it was me, didn't you?”

  "You kissed her?" says Landen sounding more excited, then annoyed.

  I look away embarrassed, shit why did he tell him that.

  "I was worried about her," says Logan, “and I wanted to know if she could tell us apart, she can.”

  Landen just nods, whoa these two were weird.

  "I haven't thought about it," I say, I have been studying them and trying to find slight differences but didn’t think I would be able to tell them apart. "Don't start testing me because I think it might have been lucky guesses, to be honest."

  "You know," says Logan smirking. “Well, your subconscious does anyway."

  I shrug, I’m not so sure then a massive yawn rips through my body, and I suddenly feel so tired.

  "I think we all need some sleep,” says Logan.

  “Tomorrow I'm going to fuck you senseless, you know that,” says Landen leaning in and whispering the last bit in my ear.

  I smile. "Promises, promises."

  Logan goes to find Ed, as Landen and I walk out to the cars.

  “Make sure you delete those videos, you can give her the phone back or bin it, whatever." Landen nods and kisses me. Logan comes running up from behind and quickly kisses my cheek and squeezes my butt.

  Hey, what is going on with these two, Landen doesn't seem to notice or care. I get into the car and sigh, these men were seriously turning my life upside down, and I must admit, I don't want it any other way. But I’m probably just easy pussy to them, so I need to be careful with my emotions and try not to fall too deep. I tell myself it's going to hurt like shit at the end. See, now I'm thinking of them and not just Landen, oh dear, what have I just done. Why’s my brain connecting them instead of just Landen? Logan is only flirting, it really didn’t mean anything. Like I could handle two of them, I've barely got one of them. That fantasy does excite me, but fantasies are always fantasies and never as good in real life. I begin to imagine us in all sorts of three-way positions on the journey home. I don't think they are doing that anymore, Carrie probably put them off for life, or Logan just doesn't want me like that. I mean, those twins are seriously hot, and then there’s me. I need to switch off, I know my brain is to fried to think straight tonight.

  Landen Johnson

  February

  We both jump in my car, Logan sighs and shakes his head.

  “I thought we had got rid of that little bitch but apparently not, she’s obviously been stalking us, Landen, crazy fucker. I made it quite clear she needs to stop, and we would never take her back,” says Logan talking about Carrie.

  I begin to drive home, and I have concerns about Carrie too. “She could wreck everything if she finds out too much,” I say thinking out loud.

  “I know, we
really need to keep a tight ship, till this deal is in the bag. Don’t even give Hunter and Cooper details,” Logan says.

  “I agree, in case she’s tapped our phones or something, she could cause issues if she finds out what we are up to,” I say. Logan agrees.

  “So, you kissed her. How did she take it?” I ask.

  Logan laughs. “Fuck, Landen, I’m hard thinking about it, it was hot, I was hoping I would get away with her thinking it was you. But she knew. There’s no doubt that she wants me, but I think that worries her.”

  “We need to make it clear somehow without freaking her out, that it’s okay to want both of us,” I say.

  Logan nods and smirks. “Oh, I also might have dropped my foot in it, but I know what I’m going to do to fix it, but you might not like it.”

  I look at him. “What did you say?”

  “Well, she was asking about Carrie and asking if we shared, she looked a bit shocked when I said we were in a two-year relationship with her. So, I covered it by saying we would never have that again. But then I kept talking, and I forgot what I just said and mentioned we came as a package deal. Sorry, Landen. But I have a plan, and it’s perfect timing, I’ll sort it all out, I promise.”

  “Okay, I don’t like the sound of this?” I say unsure of what he is planning.

  “As I said, you’re not going to like it. Especially as you won’t be getting sex for a few days,” says Logan grinning.

  “What, why?”

  “Ed’s got a rush job come in for tomorrow, I’ve convinced him to put me and Becks on it,” says Logan looking mighty smug with himself.

  “Where and for how long?” I ask.

  “Denmark for a few days, just a normal load to drop off, nothing dangerous, but she’ll have to spend a couple of days with me alone,” he continues grinning.

  I sigh, I like it, but I hate it all at once. I won’t get to see her for a couple of days, and my brother, who I love, will be spending every minute with her. I understand why he has done it. But I’m jealous. I know he will probably say something to worry or upset her.

  He laughs, knowing what I’m thinking. “Landen, how can you be jealous when you have been fucking her for a month, and I’ve done nothing but sit and watch. Oh, how the tide has turned. I will be careful with my words and watch what I say, I promise.”

  “You’ll understand once you fuck her, if you get to,” I say hoping she would deny him. Fuck, I’m not normally like this.

  “Hey Landen, you have it bad, don’t you?”

  “Fuck off.”

  He laughs again. “Landen, I’m not doing this to fuck her.”

  I looked at him surprised. “You’re not! Then why?” I’m confused I thought it was the entire reason he was doing this.

  He shakes his head. “Landen, that wouldn’t be fair to any of us, and Becks would probably freak and hate us both if she allowed herself to have me. Which I’m not so sure she would.”

  “Oh, okay then why the trip?”

  He looks at me. “Landen, you can deny it all you want, and we can pretend all we like, but you have it bad for this girl, and to be honest, I’m not far behind you. I know we shouldn’t want her, I know what we agreed, the contract and the rules. But I’m with you, she is far too much of a temptation, and I just want to get to know her more, see what she’s like. Get to know her like you know her and see if she would ever entertain the idea of having us both, if only just once. Then we can decide where this goes, where we go in the future, if she is worth breaking every fucking rule we set out to avoid this. Because here we are again not five months after the last fucked up relationship. Which is what we said we would avoid for a year, at least.”

  “What do you mean? It’s just sex, it’s just fun,” I say.

  He gives me a look as if he doesn’t believe my bullshit, and I’m not sure I believe my bullshit either. But bullshit feels safe, and real feelings feel scary as shit, and I refuse to be hurt again. So, I’m sticking with the bullshit for now.

  He seems to read my thoughts.

  “Okay, just sex, just fun, I want in on it. I’m going to see how she feels about that idea, seduce her into it.”

  “You’re going to charm her pants off,” I say.

  “Fucking too right, but as I said, I won’t touch her, well much.” He smirks. “Just enough to get her frustrated and thinking about it, you know!”

  We walk into the house. “Just watch what you say to her,” I say. “I’m not ready to finish it all yet. I like fucking her far too much.”

  He nods. “I will. But tonight,” he says pulling Carrie’s phone out of my back pocket, “I’m going to watch this and wank over her.”

  I shake my head at him as he wanders up the stairs. I’m concerned about this plan, I have a feeling he plans to get me out of all the questions she would have asked about Carrie and our lifestyle. He is trying to help me out, and at the same time get in on it. He isn’t doing this for purely unselfish reasons. But I have a horrible feeling, he’s going to say too much, make her ask more questions and fuck the whole thing up. Logan has a very big mouth.

  “Seven months, Landen, seven months,” he says from the top of the stairs.

  I nod, I couldn’t wait, no more bloody early or late shifts.

  I wake up to my alarm and see Carrie’s mobile next to my bed. Logan must have left it there before he left for work this morning. I pick it up and go through each video, Becks is sexy, I’ll give her that. I stroke my cock thinking about all the places we’d fucked. I am addicted to her and can’t stop fucking her even if I want to.

  I then delete everything and throw the phone in the bin. At least Carrie can’t contact us for a few days, it is a small welcome.

  My thoughts turn to Becks and Logan, and I wonder if his plan has worked. With that, I decide to ring her. I am a bit concerned about what she is thinking about Carrie. Especially after what Logan has told her. Having accidentally let slip we come as a package and want a three-way relationship, I am also concerned he’ll say too much, over egg it and completely freak her out. I worry I will lose her before anything has even happened between us all. I’m happy at the moment, and I want it to last as long as possible.

  Becks Winter

  Next morning, I enter the office, and Logan is standing talking to Ed.

  “Hey, Logan, Ed.” I smile.

  Logan smiles back. "See you can tell?"

  I shrug and pass it off as nothing, but maybe I can, I wonder.

  Ed comes towards me. "Becks, I've been waiting for you, I have a rush job come in. Now, I don't normally ask this of you, Becks. But now you know the boys more, I’m hoping you won't mind. I’m desperate as I have no one else who can do this, everyone else is out."

  I nod. "Sure go on."

  "You and Logan need to take a big shipment truck over to Denmark. It will be a few days trip. But I need you leaving like now.”

  "Now, but I have no stuff." Shit, now.

  "You can buy stuff on your way, Becks, plus there is an extra uniform in the back. Keep all your receipts, and I'll give you the money back, please," Ed says with hope in his eyes.

  "Okay, can you handle me for a few days, Logan?" I ask.

  "Of course, look forward to handling you." He laughs.

  I grab anything I might need from my car. Then get first dibs at driving as we set out. Landen rings my mobile which I have connected to the trucks hands-free.

  "Landen, I'm driving so you’re on hands-free, I’m with Logan before you start talking dirty," I say quickly.

  "Think that'll stop him," Logan says chuckling quietly beside me.

  "Hey, I hear you have a job with Logan for a few days, no forgetting it’s not me, baby, yeah."

  I look over at Logan and smile. Sexy fucker, I think before I catch myself.

  "Of course I won't. I am going to find out all your dirty secrets mind," I say jokingly.

  "Fuck!” says Landen sounding concerned.

  "Ooh, that many, hey, this will be fun." I gigg
le, winding him up.

  "Becks, whatever he says, will you just talk to me first. Logan tends to say too much."

  I have already discovered this. This would be fun, I’m joking, but by Landen’s reaction, there are some dirty little secrets in the closet I need to know about I sense.

  "Ooh, interesting, definitely going to be probing him now, anything you want to tell me first?" I say laughing.

  "No, just… sorry," Landen says in a sad voice.

  "For what?" I say.

  "For whatever it is Logan tells you."

  I laugh. "Really, that bad? What is it, a dirty kink? Do you have an odd toe fetish?”

  "I think you’re the one putting your foot in it, Landen," says Logan cutting in and chuckling.

  "Yes, shit, I know. Okay, I'm going before I say anything else. Becks, I will be thinking of you, and your tight pussy. Can't wait to be inside you again, baby, I'll see you later, okay."

  "Landen! See you later," I gasp, shaking my head and blushing red. Logan just laughs.

  "Told you it wouldn't stop him."

  We drive in silence, a comfortable silence. Well, who am I kidding, my mind is running through the events of yesterday and what was said. I have so many questions for Landen, and I will be away for a few days, so I can't even ask him, I don’t want to do it on the phone. Should I ask Logan? Can I? Will Landen be pissed? I don't even know where I stand with Landen, it’s still just sex, isn't it?

  "Stop thinking and just ask, Becks," Logan says after an hour, he looks amused.

  I smile. "How do you even know what I’m thinking?"

  "Go on, what do you want to know?"

  "Mmmh, everything, about Carrie, but I feel I should ask Landen."

  Logan smirks. “It's fine, Landen thought you might have some questions, that's why he was so worried on the phone, he’s surprised you didn't ask him last night, especially when I told him what I had said. Ask away, I'll be honest with you, I promise."