Butler, Vermont Series Boxed Set, Books 1-3

by Marie Force

  “Mary,” he whispered, moved to his soul by her sweetness. “Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve you.”

  “Don’t say that.” Her hand on his face compelled him to look at her. “You deserve me and you deserve to be happy, just like everyone else.” Then she kissed him, and all thoughts of whether he deserved her were replaced with the burning need she inspired in him every time she was close to him.

  “You know… I’d go to church with you if you wanted me to.”

  “You would? Really?”

  He nodded.

  Smiling, she kissed him. “That’d be nice.” She kissed him again. “Are you hungry?”

  “Mmm,” he said against her lips. “Starving.”

  “For food?”

  “Among other things.”

  “Which do you want first?”

  “You,” he said. “Always you.”

  Without another word, she got up from his lap, took his hand and led him back to bed.

  “I have to go soon,” Patrick said later that afternoon. They were still in her bed, where they’d been all day except for a trip to the kitchen to make sandwiches that they ate in bed.

  Mary held on tighter to him as he ran his fingers through her hair. “Not yet.”

  “I’ll be back on Friday for the wedding.”

  “That’s five whole days from now.”

  “It’ll go by quickly. And we’ll have almost two weeks together.”

  “I can’t wait. Did you decide where we’re going?”

  “How does Martinique sound?”

  “To someone who hasn’t been anywhere, it sounds divine.”

  “It’s beautiful. You’ll love it. A friend of mine has a house with a pool right on the beach. He was happy to lend it to me in exchange for a weekend at my place in Vail next winter.”

  “You have a place in Vail?”

  “A condo. I like to ski.”

  “Do you have other homes?”

  “Nope, that’s it. I don’t feel the need to collect houses, although I can stay at any of my hotels whenever I want, so it’s like I have homes all over the world.”

  “Why aren’t we staying at one of your hotels on our trip?”

  He dragged his finger down her arm. “Because I want to be completely alone with you, and if we’re at one of my properties, it’ll turn into business for me. I don’t want that. This trip is all pleasure and no work.”

  Filled with anticipation for the trip, Mary rested her head on his chest and sighed with contentment. The only thing that stood in the way of her complete contentment was the fact that he had to leave—again. It was becoming harder all the time to let him go, to miss him between visits, to rely on daily phone calls that were no substitute for the real thing.

  “What’re you thinking about, sweetheart?” His hand continued to slide up and down her arm, sending waves of sensation rippling through her.

  “That I miss you and you haven’t even left yet.”

  “That’s my line.”

  “It’s our line.”

  Patrick rolled them so he was on top looking down at her. He studied her for a long, charged moment before he joined his lips with hers, giving her sweetness and nearly unbearable tenderness as he loved her one last time before they had to say good-bye for now.

  Afterward, he held her close to him while their hearts pounded in unison. “I love you so much, and I hate to leave you.”

  “I love you, too, and I hate to let you go.”

  “Five days, and then I’ll be back.” With one last kiss, he got up to take a shower. Thirty minutes later, he was dressed and ready to go.

  Mary got up, pulled on a robe and walked him to the door. “Thank you for the best surprise ever.”

  Resting his hands on her shoulders, he looked down at her. “I loved every minute of it.”

  “Call me when you get home?”

  “I’ll probably want to call you long before then.”

  “I’ll be here.” She hadn’t done any of her usual Sunday chores, but what did she care when she’d gotten an entire day with Patrick? If she had to go to the diner for lunch tomorrow, then so be it.

  “I’m going to tell Cameron about us the next time I see her. If that’s okay with you.”

  “That’s more than fine with me.”

  His sexy half smile made his gorgeous eyes twinkle. “I feel guilty for being here and not seeing her.”

  “You’ll see her next weekend. She’s excited to have you here for the wedding—and Christmas.”

  “I told her I’m going to stay at the Butler Inn so I’m not crowding her and Will, but I hope it’s okay if I stay here with you.”

  “I’d be disappointed if you didn’t. I’ll wait to decorate my tree until you get here.”

  “That’ll be fun. I haven’t decorated a Christmas tree in… Well… ever.”

  Mary laughed. “Let me guess, someone does that for you, too?”

  “Maybe. Maybe not.” He rested his forehead against hers. “Tell me I have to go.”

  “Patrick, you have to go.”

  “I don’t want to.”

  She slid her arms around his waist and held him close.

  “That’s not making it easier for me to leave.”

  “I’ll let go in a minute.”

  He wrapped his arms around her and held her as close to him as he could get her.

  “You’ll drive carefully, won’t you?”

  “I will. Don’t worry.”

  “I’ll worry until I hear you’re safely home.”

  “When I call you, Sweet Mary, I’ll be safely back in the city, but these days, home seems to be wherever you are.” He kissed her like it was the first time all over again, and she returned his kiss with the desperation that came over her every time he had to leave. “Mmm. If I don’t stop now, I won’t be able to.” He kissed her quickly, one last time, then hoisted his bag onto his shoulder and dashed off into the encroaching darkness that arrived early this time of year.

  Mary watched him get into a black Lexus SUV with New York plates. She watched him pull out of the driveway and drive off toward town on his way to the interstate that would take him away from her. After she closed the door, she leaned against it for a long time, thinking about the offer he’d made her and realizing that with every good-bye, it became harder to remember all the reasons why she’d hesitated to jump at his offer of a life together.

  Yes, everything would change, but hadn’t it already? She barely remembered what life was like pre-Patrick. It was a whole lot less exciting than post-Patrick had been, that was for sure.

  The phone rang, and expecting it to be Patrick, she answered on the first ring.

  “Who’re you waiting to hear from, honey?” her mom asked.

  “I happened to be standing right next to the phone when it rang. How’re you?”

  “We’re good. The weather is great, and Daddy is playing golf with Mr. Wilson and some other friends. I had some time to myself, so I figured I’d give you a call. I’m not catching you at a bad time, am I?”

  Mary curled up on the sofa and pulled a blanket over her lap. “No, this is a good time. I had a friend here, but he just left.”

  “A friend or a friend?”

  Mary took a deep breath and said, “The latter.”

  “Mary! Since when? Who is he? What’s his name?”

  Mary laughed at the barrage of questions. “Since October, and does the name Patrick Murphy ring any bells?”

  A gasp preceded a sputter. “As in the billionaire?”

  “The one and only.”

  “Start talking, young lady, and don’t leave anything out.”

  Since Mary had been dying to tell the people that mattered to her about Patrick, she told her mom about meeting him at Will and Cam’s wedding, how they’d danced and connected in a way she hadn’t with anyone else in years. She mentioned the flowers he’d sent, the phone calls and her trip to New York. “We went to the World Trade Center memorial and the Empire Stat
e Building. We saw Hamilton and ate at the Rainbow Room.”

  “Oh, Mary, it sounds wonderful.”

  “It has been. He’s amazing.”

  “You sound like a woman in love.”

  “I am.”

  “Mary… Now you’re going to make me cry! I never expected to hear all this when I called to check in.”

  “I haven’t meant to keep it from you. It’s just that it’s still sort of new, and I haven’t really told anyone.”

  “You don’t have to apologize to me, honey. You’re a grown woman with your own life. It sounds like you’ve been experiencing a bit of a fairy tale.”

  “I have been.”

  “So if he lives in New York and you live in Vermont, how will that work long-term?”

  “Patrick has asked me to come live with him in New York. He wants me to travel with him and be with him all the time.”

  “Oh,” her mom said on an exhale. “Wow. What did you say?”

  “I told him I’d think about it, and I am. I’m thinking about it.” Pretty much all the time, not that she told her mother that.

  “I’m afraid I’ll sound terribly old-fashioned if I express concern about you giving up your life and your home and job for a man without a real commitment.”

  “He’s very committed to me, Mom. He drove twelve hours round trip to see me for one day when the weather was too bad to fly. When he went to China and Japan last month, he sent me something every day so I wouldn’t forget about him while he was gone. He told me he loves me weeks ago, and he tells me every chance he gets how much he wants me in his life.”

  “Does he make you happy, sweetheart?”

  “Happier than I’ve ever been—until I start thinking about where this is heading or how he’s going to change my entire life. Then I start to feel nervous and a bit panicky.”

  “Daddy and I would love to meet him.”

  “We’re going to the Caribbean on vacation after Christmas. I could ask him if we could stop in Sarasota on the way to see you.” As she said the words, she hoped that Patrick wouldn’t mind the extra stop.

  “It’d be terribly expensive to fly out of your way like that.”

  “He has his own plane, Mom,” Mary said with a laugh.

  Her mother laughed, too. “Yes, I suppose he does. This is all a lot to take in. I’m sorry if I’m not saying the right things. You took me by surprise with this big news.”

  “Trust me, it’s a lot for me to take in, too.” Mary almost choked on the double meaning behind her statement. Patrick was a lot, in more ways than one, but she loved him anyway. “For what it’s worth, I really think you guys will like him.”

  “We’ll look forward to your visit. Just let me know when so we can make sure we don’t make any other plans.”

  “I’ll talk to him tonight and email you.”

  “Do you mind if I tell Daddy your news?”

  “I don’t mind.”

  “I hope you know how happy I am to hear that you’ve met someone who is so good to you. You deserve it.”

  “Thanks, Mom. Love to you and Dad.”

  “Love you, too. I’ll look for that email.”

  They said their good-byes, and Mary had a moment of panic, wondering what Patrick would think about stopping to see her parents on their way to the Caribbean. She decided she couldn’t wait until later to ask him if it was all right, so she called his cell phone.

  “Hi, sweetheart. Miss me already?”

  “You know I do. Where are you?”

  “Almost to Rutland. What’re you up to?”

  “My mom called, and I told her about you.”

  He was quiet for a moment, and then he said, “Did you now?”

  “Uh-huh. She said they’d like to meet you, so I told her maybe we could stop to see them in Sarasota on our way south? If that’s okay with you. If it’s not—”

  “Mary, sweetheart, of course it’s fine with me. I’d love to meet your parents.”

  “Oh, okay,” she said, exhaling a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding.

  “Please don’t ever hesitate to ask me for whatever you want.”

  “I’m still getting used to this.”

  “This meaning me?”

  “This meaning all of it—you, me, us.”

  “You can have all the time you need to get used to the fact that I’m crazy in love with you and fighting the urge with every passing mile to turn around and come back to you.”

  When he said things like that, her heart beat so hard and so fast that she felt like she was hyperventilating. “When we go on our trip,” she said, “do you think we could talk some more about what you asked me, about coming to live and travel with you?”

  “Yes, Mary,” he said softly. “We can definitely talk about that. In fact, there’s nothing I’d rather talk about.”

  “Will you call me when you get home so I know you got there safely?”

  “It’s apt to be late.”

  “I don’t mind.”

  “Okay, honey. I’ll call you when I get home.”

  “Patrick?”

  “Yes?”

  “Please drive carefully.”

  “I will. I promise.”

  Mary put down the phone but kept it close by until he called around midnight to tell her he was home. “I wish you were still here with me,” she said.

  “You have no idea how much I wish that, too.”

  “I really do love you, Patrick.”

  “That makes me so happy, because I really love you, too. Get some sleep, and I’ll talk to you in the morning.”

  Mary fell asleep with a smile on her face, hugging the phone to her chest.

  Chapter 14

  “Life was always a matter of waiting

  for the right moment to act.”

  —Paulo Coelho

  The five days between his departure on Sunday and his return trip for Hunter’s wedding helped to clarify a few things for Mary. First and foremost, she wanted to be with Patrick, even if that meant upending her entire life to make it happen. She had always played it safe, and that had gotten her a satisfying if not overly exciting life. Patrick had changed everything, and there was no going back to who she’d been before him.

  This week had dragged, every minute feeling like another hour she had to get through before she could be with him again. So when she heard the roar of his helicopter on Friday afternoon, her eyes filled with tears and her heart began to pound with excitement and anticipation.

  She wanted to feel that way every day for the rest of her life, and she wanted to spend that life with Patrick. After the wedding and the holidays, she would tell him she wanted to move to New York to live with him, as long as he would agree to let her work so she could continue to support herself. That was important to her, and she hoped he understood that she couldn’t allow him to support her, no matter how wealthy he might be.

  With the office emptying out for the wedding weekend, Mary and Linc were the last ones left. She gathered her belongings and went to tell Linc she’d see him later at Hunter and Megan’s rehearsal dinner at a place called The Pig’s Belly, of all things.

  “I’m going to head out,” Mary said. “I’ll see you tonight.”

  “I’ll walk you out.” He got up and shut off the lights and followed her to the stairs.

  “You ready for another wedding?”

  “I suppose I have to be,” he said with a smile. “Hunter is so in love with that girl, and she’s a doll. I’m thrilled for them, but my kids grew up way too fast.”

  “Remember when you thought your barn would always be full of kids?”

  Nodding, he said, “And now Molly and I rattle around the empty place.” Glancing over at her as they reached the bottom of the stairs, he said, “Everything okay with you, Mary? You’ve been quiet lately.”

  “Everything is fine,” she said, patting his arm. Though she was tempted to tell him about Patrick, she couldn’t do that until Patrick came clean with Cameron. Lincoln woul
d hear the news soon enough. “But thank you for asking.”

  “Glad to hear it. I’ll see you in a couple of hours. Molly tells me The Pig’s Belly is an experience we won’t want to miss.”

  “I’m looking forward to it.”

  They parted company in the parking lot, and Mary drove home wondering when she would see Patrick. Would he go to Cameron’s or come to her first? She got her answer when she pulled up to her house and found him sitting on her front steps like it was July rather than late December. His suitcase and suit bag were on the porch behind him.

  He stood to greet her, smiling widely.

  She couldn’t get out of the car fast enough and didn't give a single thought to nosy neighbors when she rushed into his outstretched arms and kissed him. “I thought today would never get here.”

  “Same. The days without you drag endlessly.”

  After a long hug, he let her go and followed her inside, bringing his bags with him. “I told Cam I’m staying at the Butler Inn, and I’d catch up to her at dinner. I’m going to talk to her about us after the wedding.”

  She took his coat and hung it next to hers. “Our little secret won’t be a secret for much longer.”

  “That’s fine with me. I want the whole world to know how much I love you.” His arms came around her waist, and he buried his face in her hair, drawing her close. They stayed that way for a long time, holding on tight to what they’d found in each other. “I’m so excited to have the next couple of weeks with you. I told Maggie to only call me if the building was on fire.”

  “I still have to work until Christmas Eve,” she reminded him. “The store is crazy busy this week.”

  “I’m sure I’ll find something to keep me busy while you’re working.”

  She turned to face him, resting her hands on his chest. “After Christmas Eve, I’m all yours.”

  “Best Christmas present I’ve ever gotten.”

  “Tomorrow, before the wedding, we can go get a tree.”

  “Whatever you want to do.”

  “We’ve got a couple of hours before we have to be anywhere,” she said, smiling up at him.

  “Whatever shall we do with all that time?”