Despite my disgust, a wave of aching need washed over me. He picked up my wrist—the one holding the dagger—and slammed it into the wall. Even as I knew he was hurting me, waves of pleasure washed through me at the force.
He was hiking up my dress, pressing me against the cold wood as I scrambled to remember what I was doing here, what my name was … anything at all. I dropped whatever was in my hand.
“Tell me where you come from,” said Maddan. He ripped the lumen crystal from my neck, shoving it into his pocket.
As I stared into the calculating eyes of the fae prince, clarity came slamming back into me. Since the bastard had stolen my lumen crystal, I could no longer simply jump away.
I brought my knee up hard into his groin, and he doubled over. Then, I gripped his hair, bringing his head down hard onto my knee. Sea Monster lunged for me, and I smashed my elbow into his jaw with the full force of my strength.
So much for moving in the shadows. Any second now, the incubi were about to realize there were a bunch of fae brawling in one of their corridors, and that bodies littered their fuck den. But I was being attacked, three on one, and I had to neutralize these arseholes before I could get out of here.
The barguest growled, and I kicked him hard in the chest. He stumbled back into Sea Monster.
Crush your enemies completely.
At this point, I wanted them all dead. Savus had never instructed us not to kill the other novices, and I suspected he encouraged it.
Bloodlust surged—dark and hungry. I wanted the bodies of fallen fae lying at my feet once more, just like that day in the arena….
When Sea Monster swung for me, I ducked, then punched him in the crotch. He doubled over. As he did, I slammed my elbow into his kidney.
Lightning-fast, I clamped my hands hard on his head, and I twisted. The sharp crack of bone told me I’d snapped his neck, though only iron would kill him for good. A dark smile curled my lips. Death—this was what I was born for.
I whirled to take out Maddan. I hammered him with blows, one after another, bloodying his face, cracking his nose.
I was just starting to gain control of the fight when something pierced my ribs, cold as a glacier. The barguest had stabbed me.
A wave of dread pulled me under.
I looked down with horror at the reaping dagger jutting from my ribs. Emptiness pooled in my chest, a gnawing, glacial magic. I started shaking violently, my veins filling with ice.
And yet … I hadn’t been sent to the shadow hell, yet. Why not? What in the seven hells was happening?
The two remaining shadow fae stared at me. I could no longer control my body, couldn’t lift my fist to punch them. Shivering convulsed me, and I hugged myself.
The two fae males gaped at me as my skin frosted over. I needed my lumen stone back.
The barguest bared his canines. “Why is she still here?”
“She should be in the shadow hell,” Maddan spat, purple magic still flickering at his fingertips. “I told you there was something very wrong with her. Even the void is rejecting her.”
I mastered enough control over my shaking hand to bring it to the dagger’s hilt, and I pulled the blade out of me. But my teeth wouldn’t stop chattering, and the coldness was spreading.
When I’d been with Ruadan in the park, he’d counteracted the iciness of the shadow magic with incubus lust.
What I needed was another hit of incubus magic to warm me up before I froze to death. Through chattering teeth, I managed, “You were so convinced you could seduce my secrets out of me. And yet even with incubus magic at your fingertips, you revolt me.”
Rage flashed across Maddan’s features, and he threw the ball of magic at me. It slammed into my chest. Now, warmth spread through my ribs and deep into my core, melting the intense chill of the shadow magic. Even as I shivered, desire started to blossom in my mind, and I thought of Ruadan kissing me.
As the barguest took a step closer, I felt my back arching, my eyes going dazed. I was trembling with need—but I was no longer freezing to death. For just a moment, I leaned back against a door, closing my eyes. The combination of shadow magic and desire dizzied me.
One of the fae males was yanking off my skirt, and I felt the cold whisper of air slipping over my skin.
I lifted my hands to push him away, mustering up just enough strength to punch him in the throat. It wasn’t a hard punch, but I landed it squarely on his Adam’s apple. He staggered back, snarling.
Then, a blur of black behind him, and the scent of pine….
I stared as Ruadan clamped his hands on the barguest’s head. A glacial fury burned in Ruadan’s dark eyes, his lip curled to expose his canines.
He didn’t simply snap the barguest’s neck. No, Ruadan clamped one arm around Dog Boy’s jaw, the other around his shoulders, and he tore. He ripped the barguest’s head right off. Blood sprayed all over the floor. Not the most discreet way to kill a man, but it looked like wrath had consumed him.
With a burst of shadows, Maddan shadow-jumped away.
Ruadan pulled an iron sword from his sheath, and he brought it down into the barguest’s body. Then, he severed Sea Monster’s head.
Both dead.
Tremors wracked me, a combination of the dagger’s freezing magic and the distilled lust that still pulsed through my core.
I was trying desperately to focus while completely distracted by the feel of my silk shirt sliding against my bare breasts. My fingertips trailed down the front of my chest, and Ruadan’s eyes watched the movement.
Ruadan rushed over to me, grabbing me around the waist so I didn’t fall. I breathed in his masculine scent, and heat radiated from his body. Some part of me wanted to show him how much I ached for him, and my fingertips were inching their way into my knickers.
He lifted my chin to look into my eyes, demanding answers, and I blinked to clear my mind.
“Right.” I leaned into his powerful chest, whispering, “The dagger. Maddan stabbed me with the reaping dagger. And they hit me with distilled incubus magic. They took my lumen crystal.” I clutched at the fabric of Ruadan’s shirt, trying to remain upright as my knees buckled. “Can you shadow-jump with me in your arms?”
He shook his head.
Shit. We’d have to get out here the old-fashioned way. Walking. Except, I couldn’t walk.
Ruadan gripped my waist, and the feel of his hands on me sent molten heat racing through my blood. Since he was an incubus, my desire was distracting him, too. His violet eyes were darkening to black, his animal side taking over. He snarled, his fingers gripping me harder, and he pushed me against the wood of the door behind me. I cupped his face, looking up into his eyes.
Then, a woman’s scream ripped through the nightclub, and fear raked its claws into my chest.
We’d been discovered.
Chapter 25
A powerful force impacted Ruadan from behind—once, twice. My gaze flicked over his shoulder, and my heart sputtered. The incubi really were masters of shadow-leaping, and one of them was looming over Ruadan right now, leathery wings spread. His form had shifted, and talons now sprouted with his hands should be.
When Ruadan turned to face him, I caught a glimpse of the deep gashes carved into his shoulder.
“Eight fallen friends,” hissed the incubus. “The work of the spell-slayers. You’re one of us. Are you so disloyal to your kind?”
Ruadan drew his sword. In a blur of motion, he carved it through the incubus’s shoulder, severing his body from collarbone to waist.
That’s a hell of a sword.
But after the blow, Ruadan’s body slumped. The wound gaped in his back, blood pouring out at an alarming rate.
Ruadan whirled, and his fae ears twitched. He sniffed the air. The scent of incubi hung heavily around us. Depending on how many we’d left alive, we could be just a few minutes from death.
Dizzying shadow and lust magic curled around my ribs, making my knees weak, and I slumped to the floor. Neither Ruadan or
I were in great fighting form, now.
With a grunt, Ruadan scooped me up, and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He pulled open one of the doors, rushing me inside.
It wasn’t even a full room—little more than a narrow booth. Thin chinks of light streamed inside flecking a wooden bench with the golden candlelight from outside. Ruadan sat, cradling me in his arms.
Despite the lust blazing from my body, the incubi probably had no idea how to pinpoint where I was, considering the entire joint was full of naked females writhing in ecstasy.
Ruadan frowned, lifting the hem of my shirt a little, and the brush of his fingertips sent a rush of hot tingles. It took me a moment to realize he was looking for the place where I’d been stabbed. Blood streamed from my wound, but it was a thin puncture, and it apparently hadn’t pierced anything crucial. His forehead wrinkled.
“I know what you’re thinking,” I whispered, trying to fight my body’s shuddering. “How does someone get stabbed with a reaping dagger and survive?”
His eyes met mine, and he nodded once.
“I have no idea.” Ruadan’s powerful energy rushed over my bare legs. “And I’m a little distracted right now.”
He traced his fingertips over the wound, and his magic curled around it. Shadowy tendrils sank into my flesh, and I stared as the wound began healing over right before my eyes. The magic curled over my abdomen, smoothing my skin.
He met my gaze expectantly.
Right now, I felt acutely aware of every point of contact between our bodies, of his fingers on my upper thigh, of how close my mouth was to his neck. His primal magic charged the air. I could imagine him slipping his hands into my knickers, cupping between my legs while I writhed against him. I realized my own hand had crept into the hem of my knickers, and I flushed, yanking it out again.
Ruadan’s posture was rigid, the unflinching gaze of a true soldier. And yet his eyes held that animal darkness.
I leaned in closer to Ruadan, whispering in his ear. “Is the plan to wait it out until the incubi are gone from this corridor?” I felt compelled to give his ear a nip, and his body tensed.
He nodded, still staring straight ahead.
It was a stupid plan. Incubi like Ruadan healed through sexual contact. I could be healing him right now. His body instinctively knew that, and he was practically glowing with pale, violet magic, already feeding off my desire. Even as he stared straight ahead, his arms tightened around me. One fingertip found its way to the hollow of my hip, stroking in lazy circles.
Then, he met my gaze, and the intensity of his dark eyes took me apart. Those slow, lazy circles on my hip made my breath hitch.
In his arms, breathing in the scent of his magic, a deep ache built within me—a wild, unfulfilled need, so powerful I wanted to beg him to ease it.
His attention was completely locked on me as he teased my hipbone, stirring my lust. A slow, pleasurable torture that left me panting. More.
I hooked my leg over him, sliding over his body so that I straddled him, and he stared into my eyes. Just minutes ago, I’d been freezing to death. Now, I felt as if warm honey were pooling in my body.
Seeming to lose control of himself, he snarled and clenched hard on my waist with one hand. His other slid up my back, the intense pressure making my spine arch against his palm. When his hand reached the shoulder of my silk shirt, he pulled it down, exposing my peaked breast. He leaned in to kiss me, his tongue flicking against mine. As his thumb brushed over my nipple, I moved my hips over him. Our kiss intensified, and I lost all sense of time and place.
Then, with a swift and rough movement, he lifted me up, pressing me hard against the wooden wall. My bare legs wrapped tightly around his waist. He pinned me to the wall, his gaze penetrating me.
I raked my fingernails down his back, wild animal need overtaking me. I couldn’t remember how words worked anymore.
Already, I’d fed him more than enough lust to heal. But I wasn’t done. I needed him to soothe my own ache. An electrical current was passing between us, and I was drawing strength from it, filling the empty void of the shadow magic. He leaned in, kissing me hungrily. He crushed his mouth against mine with all the wild desperation of a last kiss.
I groaned into his mouth, threading my fingers into his hair.
His hand slipped into my knickers. I tilted back my head, writhing against him, moaning louder.
Then, he clamped a hand over my mouth, and I caught my breath. My mind snapped back into place.
Right. The incubi. I was getting too loud.
He pulled his hand from my mouth, then gave one last, heated kiss to my neck. But his muscles had tensed completely as he remembered the threat outside.
Slowly, his eyes shifted back to violet.
He lowered me to the ground and put a finger over his lips. My body slid against his, unfulfilled need ripping my mind apart. But even through my fog of desire I could understand that perhaps, in the middle of a battle with incubi, we had more important things to do than banging in a closet. Like, surviving.
Ruadan pulled a piece of paper out of his pocket and began writing.
Can you walk?
I could. In fact, Ruadan had filled me with so much of his magic that I felt ready to tear into a whole horde of incubi.
I pulled him close to whisper, “I just need my weapon back.”
He pushed the door open an inch, peering out. Then, he grabbed me by the hand, and we slipped into the dark corridor. I snatched my dagger from the floor where I’d dropped it.
Shadows lashed the air around Ruadan, billowing until they ensconced us in darkness. His magic would help disguise us as we crept out of the nightclub.
At the end of the corridor, Ruadan pushed through an oak door into a dark stairwell, and we crept down the creaking stairs.
When we reached the bottom floor, the electrical smell of the incubi hit me like a wave. We’d emerged into a smoky room, one filled with glowing violet lights, ornate rugs, and silky pillows. It wasn’t empty, but it seemed to be mostly naked women, who didn’t notice us. They were too busy tending to themselves.
At least—until a ginger woman with extremely perky breasts pointed at Ruadan, a smile curling her lips. “This one is different. This one looks like a god. I want him.”
An inexplicable sense of possessiveness snapped through me, and I nearly punched her. But Ruadan gripped my hand harder, pulling me toward the door.
Just before we reached it, a hissing noise turned my head. From behind, six incubi were closing in on us, brandishing swords and talons.
I needed to get one of their swords to even out the odds.
Already, Ruadan’s sword was clashing with an incubus’s. I locked my sights on one of the incubi—a blond demon closest to me—and hurled the blood-soaked reaping dagger. It landed in his chest. When he collapsed, I darted, snatching his sword from his limp hand.
I whirled, and my new sword clashed against a demon’s.
Ruadan’s magic filled me, imbuing me with strength. Now, I moved like a night wind: fast, silent, and cold. Ruadan cut his sword through another incubus, slicing him at the waist.
Two down, four to go.
I fought desperately, whirling and ducking as I parried the attacks of the incubi around me. Ruadan hacked through another demon. I grunted, just barely managing to fend them off as the fight wore on.
As I fought, blocking blow after blow, Ruadan’s magic began to wear off. The reaping dagger hadn’t sent me to hell, and yet I could feel the shadow hell living within me, blooming like a disease. My veins were icing over. I swung more wildly, just barely catching an incubus in the side.
From behind, pain sliced through my arm as an incubus ripped into it. Another lash of his talons ripped through my shoulder, tearing my flesh.
Ruadan pivoted, slicing his sword in a sharp arc through the incubus’s neck. He picked up speed, a whirl of motion now.
I staggered back as iciness ripped through my bones. Shivering wildly, I collapsed
onto the rug. Pain splintered my torso.
I hated being weak, but I couldn’t fight the rising void within me. At least I wasn’t in hell.
Yet.
I stared at Ruadan—a tornado of steel and dark magic, cutting into the incubi.
Glaciers were moving within my blood, and I couldn’t keep my eyes open any longer. Arctic darkness enveloped me.
Chapter 26
I woke to something completely unfamiliar, so startling I nearly screamed. Pillows, a mattress, a blanket.
Late afternoon light slanted into the room through diamond-paned windows.
When I breathed in, scenting pine, I knew I was in Ruadan’s bed. I was still freezing, shaking hard, and my teeth chattered violently.
For the first time, I noticed another scent on him. Not pine, and not shadow magic. Apples. I loved that smell.
A powerful arm hooked around me, pulling me close to bare skin. A strand of white-blonde hair draped over my shoulder. I glanced behind me.
Ruadan was trying to warm me, and heat radiated from his body into mine. I was pretty sure he was also using a low dose of that incubus magic to counteract the shadows. I nestled into him.
I ran my hand over my shoulder where the incubus had attacked me with his talons. Already, the skin had smoothed over. Ruadan had healed me. Now, his magic skimmed over my skin, caressing me. He was using just enough incubus magic to keep the void from consuming me from the inside out. Warm honey swept through my core as his magic pulsed around me, and I had to restrain myself from rolling over and kissing him.
I closed my eyes, drifting off to sleep, and I dreamt I was back at the incubi’s nest, back in that booth with Ruadan. His hand was fisted into my hair, tilting my head back, and his body pressed against mine. The night air and lust magic whispered over my bare legs, raising goosebumps.
He reached for my knickers, pulling them down. He spun me around so I faced the wall—
I woke to the sound of Ruadan groaning. Apparently, in my sleep, I’d pulled off my clothes. Even worse, I’d hooked my leg over him, and I may have been slightly rubbing against him. His own body was completely rigid, jaw clenched, with that “good soldier” look on his face like he was enduring something appalling.
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