The Vampire Sextette
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his wife, nor she at him. They kept themselves intact, Jeanjacques thought, during
proximity, only by such a method. The clerk wondered, if he were to find
Antoinelle alone, and stand over her, murmuring Vonderjan's name, over and over,
whether she would fall back, unable to resist, and come, without further
provocation and in front of him. And at the thought, the hard rod tapped again
impatiently on his thigh.)
"From the sea, you say. What?"
"I don't know, sir. But they were whispering it. Perhaps Mademoiselle knows?"
He indicated Nanetta graciously, as if giving her a wanted opening.
She was silent.
"I don't think," said Vonderjan, "that she does."
"No, monsieur," she said. She seemed cool. Her eyes were kept down.
Oddly—Jeanjacques thought—it was Antoinelle who suddenly sprang up,
pushing back her chair, so it scraped on the tiles.
"It's so hot," she said.
And then she stood there, as if incapable of doing anything else, of refining any
desire or solution from her own words.
Vonderjan did not look at her, but he went slowly back and undid the doors.
"Walk with me on the terrace, Anna."
And he extended his arm.
The white woman glided across the salon as if on runners. She seemed
weightless— blown. And the white snake of her little narrow hand crawled round
his arm and out on to the sleeve, to rest there. Husband and wife stepped out into
the rumbling night.
Jeanjacques sat back and stared across the table at Nanetta.
"They're most devoted," he said. "One doesn't often see it, after the first
months. Especially where the ages are so different. What is he, thirty, thirty-two
years her senior?"
Nanetta raised her eyes and now gazed at him impenetrably, with the tiniest,
most fleeting smile.
He would get nothing out of her. She was a lady's maid, and he a jumped-up
clerk, but both of them had remained slaves. They were calcined, ruined,
defensive, and armoured.
Along the terrace he could see that Vonderjan and the woman were pressed
close by the house, where a lush flowering vine only partly might hide them. Her
skirts were already pushed askew, her head thrown sideways, mouth open, and
eyes shut. He was taking her against the wall, thrusting and heaving into her.
Jeanjacques looked quickly away, and began to whistle, afraid of hearing her
cries of climax.
But now the black girl exclaimed, "Don't whistle, don't do that, monsieur!"
"Why? Why not?"
She only shook her head, but again her eyes—the black centres were silverringed. So Jeanjacques got up and walked out of the salon into Vonderjan's library
across the passage, where now the mundane papers, concerning things to be sold,
lay on a table.
But it has come, it has come through the sea, before star rise and dawn,
through the rifts and fans of the transparent water, sliding and swimming like a
crab.
It has crawled onto the sand, crouching low, like a beast, and perhaps mistaken
for some animal.
A moon (is it a different moon each night? Who would know?) sinking, and
Venus in the east.
Crawling into the tangle of the trees, with the palms and parrot trees reflecting
in the dulled mirror of its lid, its carapace. Dragging the hind limb like a tail, pulling
itself by the front legs, like a wounded boar.
Through the forest, with only the crystal of Venus to shatter through the heavy
leaves of sweating bronze.
Bleumaneer, La Vue Bleu, Blue Fashion, Blue View, seeing through a blue eye
to a black shape, which moves from shadow to shadow, place to place. But
always nearer.
Something is in the forest.
Nothing dangerous. How can it hurt you?
5
Yse is buying food in the open-air market at Bley. Lucius had seen her, and
now stands watching her, not going over.
She has filled her first bag with vegetables and fruit, and in the second she puts
a fish and some cheese, olive oil and bread.
Lucius crosses through the crowd, by the place where the black girl called
Rosalba is cooking red snapper on her skillet, and the old poet paints his words in
coloured sand.
As Yse walks into a liquor store, Lucius follows.
"You're looking good, Yse."
She turns, gazing at him—not startled, more as if she doesn't remember him.
Then she does. "Thank you. I feel good today."
"And strong. But not this strong. Give me the vegetables to carry, Yse."
"Okay. That's kind."
"What have you done to your hair?"
Yse thinks about this one. "Oh. Someone put in some extra hair for me. You
know how they do, they hot-wax the strands on to your own."
"It looks fine."
She buys a box of wine bottles.
"You're having a party?" Lucius says.
"No, Lucius. I don't throw parties. You know that."
"I know that."
"Just getting in my stores. I'm working. Then I needn't go out again for a while,
just stay put and write."
"You've lost some weight," Lucius says, "looks like about twenty -five
pounds."
Now she laughs. " No. I wish. But you know I do sometimes, when I work.
Adrenaline."
He totes the wine and the vegetables, and they stroll over to the bar on the
quay, to which fresh fish are being brought in from the Sound. (The bar is at the
top of what was, once, the Aquatic Museum. There are still old cases of bulletand-robber-proof glass, with fossils in them, little ancient dragons of the deeps,
only three feet long, and coelacanths with needle teeth.)
Lucius orders coffee and rum, but Yse only wants a mineral water. Is she
dieting? He has never known her to do this. She has said dieting became useless
after her forty-third year.
Her hair hangs long, to her waist, blonde, with whiter blonde and silver in it. He
can't see any of the wax-ends of the extensions, or any grey either. Slimmer, her
face, hands, and shoulders have fined right down. Her skin is excellent, luminous
and pale. Her eyes are crystalline, and outlined by soft black pencil he has never
seen her use before.
She says sharply, "For a man who likes men, you surely know how to look a
woman over, Lucius."
"None better."
"Well, don't."
"I'm admiring you, Yse."
"Well, still don't. You're embarrassing me. I'm not used to it any more. If I
ever was."
There is, he saw an hour ago—all across the market—a small white surgical
dressing on the left side of her neck. Now she absently touches it, and pulls her
finger away like her own mother would do. They say you can always tell a
woman's age from her hands. Yse's hands look today like those of a woman of
thirty-five.
"Something bite you, Yse?"
"An insect. It itches."
"I came by in the boat," he says, drinking his coffee, leaving the rum to stand
in the glass. "I heard you playing that piano."
"You must have heard someone else somewhere. I can't play. I used to
improvise, years ago. But then I had to sell my piano back then. This one… I
haven't been able to get the damn lid up. I'm frigh
tened to force it in case
everything breaks."
"Do you want me to try?"
"Thanks—but maybe not. You know, I don't think the keys can be intact. How
can they be? And there might be rats in it."
"Does it smell of rats?"
"Oddly, it smells of flowers. Jasmine, or something. Mostly at night, really. A
wonderful smell. Perhaps something's growing inside it."
"In the dark."
"Night-blooming Passia," Yse says, as if quoting.
"And you write about that piano," says Lucius.
"Did I tell you? Good guess then. But it's not about a piano. Not really. About
an Island."
"Where is this island?"
"Here." Yse sets her finger on a large notebook that she has already put on the
table. (Often she will carry her work about with her, like a talisman. This isn't
new.)
But Lucius examines the blank cover of the book as if scanning a map. "Where
else?" he says.
Now Yse taps her forehead.
(In my mind.) But somehow he has the
impression she has also tapped her left ear, directly above the bite—as if the island
was in there, too. Heard inside her ear. Or else, heard, felt—inside the bite.
"Let me read it," he says, not opening the notebook.
"You can't."
"Why not?"
"My awful handwriting. No one can, until I type it through the machine and
there's a disc."
"You write so bad to hide it," he says.
"Probably."
"What's your story really about?"
"I told you. An Island. And a vampire."
"And it bit you in the neck."
Again, she laughs. " You're the one a vampire bit, Lucius. Or has it gone back
to being a shark that bit you?"
"All kinds have bit me. I bite them, too."
She's finished her water. The exciting odour of cooking spiced fish drifts into
the bar, and Lucius is hungry. But Yse is getting up.
"I'll carry your bag to the boat stop."
"Thanks, Lucius."
"I can bring them to your loft."
"No, that's fine."
"What did you say about a vampire," he asks her as they wait above the
sparkling water for the water bus, "not what they are, what they do to you—what
they make you feel?"
"I've known you over five years, Lucius—"
"Six and a half years."
"Six and a half then. I've never known you to be very interested in my books."
The breeze blows off the Sound, flattening Yse's shirt to her body. Her waist is
about five inches smaller, her breasts formed, and her whole shape has changed
from that of a small barrel to a curvy egg timer. Woman-shape. Young womanshape.
He thinks, uneasily, will she begin to menstruate again, the hormones flowing
back like the flood of the Sound tides through the towers and lofts of the island?
Can he scent, through her cleanly showered, soap and shampoo smell, the hint of
fresh blood?
"Not interested, Yse. Just being nosy."
"All right. The book is about, among others, a girl, who is called Antoinelle.
She's empty, or been made empty, because what she wants is refused her—so
she's like a soft, flaccid, open bag, and she wants and wants. And the soft wanting
emptiness pulls him—the man—inside. She drains him of volition, and of his good
luck. But he doesn't care. He also wants this. Went out looking for it. He explains
that in the next section, I think…"
"So she's your vampire."
"No. But she makes a vampire possible. She's like a blueprint—like compost,
for the plant to grow in. And the heat there, and the decline, that lovely word
desuetude. And empty spaces that need to be continually filled. Nature abhors a
vacuum. Darkness abhors it, too, and rushes in. Why else do you think it gets
dark when the sun goes down?"
"Night," he says flatly.
"Of course not," she smiles, "nothing so ordinary. It's the black of outer space
rushing to fill the empty gap the daylight filled. Why else do they call it space?"
She's clever. Playing with her words, with quotations and vocal things like that.
Lucius can see the tired old rusty boat chugging across the water.
(Yse starts to talk about the planet Vulcan, which was discovered once, twice,
a hundred or a hundred and fifty years ago, and both times found to be a hoax.)
The bus boat is at the quay. Lucius helps Yse get her food and wine into the
boat. He watches as it goes off around this drowned isle we have here, but she
forgets to wave.
In fact, Yse has been distracted by another thought. She had found a seashell
lying on her terrace yesterday. This will sometimes happen, if an especially high
tide has flowed in.
She's thinking about the seashell, and the idea has come to her that, if she put it
to her left ear, instead of hearing the sound of the sea (which is the rhythm of her
own blood, moving), she might hear a piano playing.
Which is how she might put this into the story.
By the time the bus boat reaches West Ridge, sunset is approaching. When
she has hauled the bags and wine to the doors of her loft, she stands a moment,
looking. The snake-willow seems carved from vitreous. The alley of water is
molten. But that's by now commonplace.
Even out here, before she opens her doors, she can catch the faint overture of
perfume from the plant which may—must—be growing in the piano.
She dreamed last night she followed Per Laszd for miles, trudging till her feet
ached, through endless lanes of shopping mall, on the mainland. He would not
stop, or turn, and periodically he disappeared. For some hours, too, she saw him
in conversation with a slender, dark-haired woman. When he vanished yet again,
Yse approached her. "Is he your lover?"
" No," chuckled the incredulous woman. " Mine? No."
In the end Yse had gone on again, seen him ahead of her, and at last given up,
turned her back, walked away briskly, not wanting him to know she had pursued
him such a distance. Then only did she feel his hands thrill lightly on her
shoulders—
At the shiver of memory, Yse shakes herself.
She's pleased to have lost weight, but not so surprised. She hasn't been eating
much, and change is always feasible. The extensions cost a lot of money.
Washing her hair is now a nuisance, and probably she will have them taken out
before too long.
However, seeing her face in the mirror above the wash basin, she paused this
morning, recognizing herself, if only for a moment.
A red gauze cloud drifts from the mainland.
Yse undoes her glass doors, and in the shadow, there that other shadow stands
on its three legs. It might be anything but what it is, as might we all.
6. Her Piano
On the terrace below the gallery of orange trees, above the dry fountain,
Gregers Vonderjan stood checking his gun.
Jeanjacques halted. He felt for a moment irrationally afraid—as opposed to the
other fears he had felt here.
But the gun, plainly, was not for him.
It was just after six in the morning. Dawn had happened not long ago, the light
was transparent as a windowpane.
"Another," said Vonderjan enigmatically. (Jeanjacques had noticed bef
ore, the
powerful and self-absorbed were often obscure, thinking everyone must already
know their business, which of course shook the world.)
"… Your horses."
"My horses. Only two now, and one on its last legs. Come with me if you like,
if you're not squeamish."
I am, extremely, Jeanjacques thought, but he went with Vonderjan nevertheless,
slavishly.
Vonderjan strode down steps, around corners, through a grove of trees. They
reached the stables. It was vacant, no one about but for a single man, some
groom.
Inside the stall, two horses were together, one lying down. The other, strangely
uninvolved, stood aloof. This upright one was white as some strange pearly fish
animal, its eyes almost blue, Jeanjacques thought, but perhaps that was a trick of
the pure light The other horse, the prone one, half lifted its head, heavily.
Vonderjan went to this horse. The groom did not speak. Vonderjan kneeled
down.
"Ah, poor soldier—" then he spoke in another tongue, his birth-language,
probably. As he murmured, he stroked the streaked mane away from the horse's
eyes, tenderly, like a father, caressed it till the weary eyes shut, then shot it, quickly
through the skull. The legs kicked once, strengthlessly, a reflex. It had been almost
gone already.
Jeanjacques went out and leaned on the mounting block. He expected he would
vomit, but did not.
Vonderjan presently also came out, wiping his hands, like Pilate.
"Damn this thing, death," he said. The anger was wholesome, whole. For a
moment a real man, a human being, stood solidly by Jeanjacques, and Jeanjacques
wanted to turn and fling his arms about this creature, to keep it with him. But then
it vanished, as before.
The strong handsome face was bland—or was it blind?
"None of us escape death."
That cliche once more, masking the horror—but what was the horror? And
was the use of the cliche, only acceptance of the harsh world, precisely what
Vonderjan must have set himself to learn?
"Come to the house. Have a brandy," said Vonderjan.
They went back, not the way they had come, but using another flight of stairs.
Behind mem the groom was clearing the beautiful dead horse like debris or
garbage. Jeanjacques refused to look over his shoulder.
Vonderjan's study had no light until great storm shutters were undone. It must