Everfound

by Neal Shusterman

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  “Of course he did,” said Mary, seeming a little less confident than she did a moment ago. “Anyone unstable enough to use a scar wraith to do his dirty work would lie about anything. ”

  Once again, there came more pounding from behind the vault door.

  “And who is in there?” Mary asked.

  Milos offered her the slightest of smiles. “I’ve been reaping for you,” he told her. “You wanted more Afterlights . . . so I have been creating accidents, forced crossings. ”

  Mary put her hand against the vault door, perhaps to feel the vibrations of those pounding on the far side. “How many?”

  “A hundred and eighty-three,” Moose told her. “I’ve been keeping count. ”

  “You did want me to gather new souls, yes?” Milos asked.

  She took a long moment to consider it, looking at the closed vault door almost as if she could see through it and into the hearts of every Afterlight within. Then she turned to Milos and at last she smiled. Then she gently took him into her arms, and whispered into his ear.

  “You’ve done a wonderful thing,” she said. “I can forgive you for all the rest now, because I know your heart is in the right place. ”

  Milos felt a wave of relief wash over him. He never realized just how much he needed her forgiveness.

  “A hundred and eighty-three . . . ,” said Mary, still pondering the vault door. “Well, it’s a beginning, but I think we’ll need to start thinking on a grander scale. ”

  “Grander scale?” asked Milos.

  She gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek but said no more about it. “Open the door, then close it behind me, Milos. I’ll need some time to quell their fears. Do you have any of my books handy that I might give them?” But Milos sadly shook his head. “Just as well,” she said. “Things have most certainly changed in Everlost. Perhaps it’s time for me to write something new. ” Then she went into the vault, determined to make these new children her own.

  Jix waited with Jill just outside the bank with the Neons and their Greensouls. They had no idea what was going on inside, and Mary took an uncomfortably long time.

  “What if Mary doesn’t come out?” the Bopper asked. “What then?”

  Neither Jix nor Jill had an answer for him.

  When Mary finally did come out, she was not alone, but came with Milos, Moose, and a huge vapor of Afterlights—more Greensouls, who looked uncertain, but clearly had already put their trust in Miss Mary Hightower.

  Jill would not even look at Milos, and he had nothing to say to her either.

  “Let us hold no animosity toward Milos,” Mary told Jix and Jill. “He has worked hard to create crossing opportunities, and to save as many souls as he could from the living world. Whatever bitterness is between you, it must now end. ”

  Jix agreed, and Jill nodded a bit more reluctantly.

  “Good,” said Mary. “Now, Milos has given me some grave news. He has informed me that a scar wraith has come to San Antonio. ”

  The Afterlights close enough to hear gasped, and word of the scar wraith spread, blending with the rumors of the tentacled beast.

  “A scar wraith,” said Jix. “Interesting. Such a creature would be a living vortex between worlds. It could explain many things. ”

  “And,” Mary continued, “it poses mortal danger to every Afterlight. ” The next part seemed a bit harder for her to say. “Therefore . . . this might not be the best place for us to be. ”

  Jix sensed an unspoken request in her voice. There was something she needed from him. Jix knew what it was, and only now was he willing to give it. He bowed his head respectfully, and said, “I am at your service, Miss Hightower. Whatever you want to do now, I will make sure that it is done. ” Then he added, “All these Afterlights are yours to command. ”

  “Thank you,” she said, “but I do not command, I protect. ”

  Jix bowed his head again. “My mistake. ”

  Mary looked out at the Afterlights all waiting for guidance, then she turned back to Jix, offering him a smile that seemed to him both warm and cunning. Very catlike.

  “I want you to tell me about this king of yours,” she said, “and the City of Souls. ”

  CHAPTER 30

  Something About a Chicken

  They’re going to find your son soon,” a voice said loudly inside the woman’s head. “I want to prepare you for the worst. . . . ”

  The woman was taken by surprise. When her son was not among the kids who had been rescued from the playground, she feared the worst, but hoped that perhaps he wasn’t on the playground at all. Perhaps he was in the nurse’s office or the bathroom. But no one had seen him in those places—and now there was this strange voice in her head.

  “I can’t imagine your pain, but you’re not alone. I’m here to comfort you. ”

  “Who is this?” the woman said to the voice in her mind.

  “I’m a spirit sent to tell you that your son has reached his destination. ”

  “What do you mean ‘his destination’? Who is this? How are you inside my thoughts?”

  “I’m here to comfort you in your time of sorrow. You can mourn your loss, and cry that you’ll never see him again in this life, but don’t mourn for his spirit—because I saw him go into the light with my own eyes, and there was a smile on his face brighter than I’ve ever seen! He got where he was going . . . and he’s happy. ”

  A few moments later, a police officer approached the woman with a pale look of such sorrow, she knew the news was very, very bad. He took off his hat and she looked away from him even before he began speaking. Yet in that horrible, horrible moment the strange visitation had given her something that freed her spirit to soar beyond the here and now. Even as her body was racked with sobs from the news of her son’s death, her spirit soared with an absolute knowledge that he was now home in the truest sense of the word, and that there was something more than this.

  When Allie pulled out of the poor woman, Mikey could only stare at her in amazement. “That was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. ”

  Allie looked at him strangely. “You could hear?”

  Mikey shook his head. “I didn’t need to. The look on her face told me everything. Look at her now. ” They turned back to see the woman still standing just outside the police line. She still cried, but beneath it there was a smile on her face, a tiny ounce of peace and contentment behind her tremendous loss.

  Mikey and Allie were alone in Everlost now. Clarence had fled the scene. The moment he realized what he had done to Squirrel, he ran. Although all the living were clamoring about a scar-covered hero who rescued everyone, Clarence clearly did not feel like a hero.

  “Go after him, Nick,” Mikey had said. “Don’t let him out of your sight. ”

  Nick was more than happy to do it. Mikey would have done it himself—he should have done it himself, but at that moment, he was being selfish. He had not yet had his true reunion with Allie, and the last thing he wanted to do was to leave her before even saying hello. It was only after Nick was gone that Mikey realized his mistake. Nick was the only one who knew Milos’s hiding place. Now they couldn’t go after him until Nick returned.

  The strange scene before them was now a blend of triumph and misery. The many who were saved, the one child who was not. As much as he and Allie wanted to leave, they couldn’t because this was where Nick would rendezvous with them, hopefully with Clarence. So they climbed to the top of the freshly crossed jungle gym, for its highest platform gave them the best view of anyone approaching in either world. Since the whole playground was now a deadspot, they could rest from their troubling adventure and not have to worry about sinking.

  Living-world commotion surrounded the disaster site around them. But as Mary herself once said, Afterlights can tune out the living world if they truly want to—and at that moment, Mikey and Allie saw and heard nothing but each other.

  They held each other tightly, saying comforting
things.

  “Everything’s going to be okay, now that you’re here. ”

  “We’ll make everything all right, together. ”

  And when Allie leaned her head gently against Mikey’s chest, he focused as intensely as he could on the memory of his heart to make it beat gently in her ear. Now their afterglows had combined into a uniform lavender glow, proving they were connected, proving they were one. It was almost like being alive.

  Allie knew that time was elastic in Everlost. It moved as quickly or as slowly as the thoughts in one’s mind. But in this moment, she wished it could stop completely and leave them both there in an eternal embrace. It was perhaps the closest Allie had ever come to Mary’s way of thinking, for being here with Mikey, whispering gentle things and listening to his heartbeat, would be her perfect eternity.

  Nick was terrified of forgetting again, for this time if he forgot, he would lose Mikey and Allie and never find them again. Yet this time, he knew things were different. He didn’t have someone like Milos telling him lies, confounding the few things he thought he knew.

  He followed Clarence to a dimly lit bar that smelled of stale cigarettes and old varnish. It was the kind of saloon that was open before noon on a Friday. A place for career alcoholics, people who thrived in dimly lit places, hiding from illumination of any sort.

  There were only a few customers sitting at the bar, each in their own personal clouds of woe. An old flickering TV reported on an earthquake in Africa.

  Nick tried to sit on the barstool next to Clarence, but kept sinking through it, so he stood there, constantly shifting his feet to keep from sinking. The floorboards here were thin and staying aboveground was a challenge. Clarence didn’t look at him, but he knew Nick was there.

  “Go on. Sink down to hell for all I care. ” Ice clinked in his amber drink as he took a long gulp.

  “Hell’s not down there,” Nick told him. “Just the center of the earth. ”

  “Well, then,” Clarence said. “Pleasant journey. If you meet Jules Verne, give him my regards. ” From the end of the bar, the bartender gave Clarence a sideways glance, so Clarence pulled out a broken Bluetooth headset, and fixed it to his ear. “I learned this trick while traveling with Mikey,” Clarence told Nick. “Makes my brand of crazy seem the same as everyone else’s. ”

  The fact that Clarence put on his ear prop was a good sign. It meant he was willing to talk, so there was hope of bringing him back from whatever dark place he was now in.

  “Your friend Mikey knew what my touch could do, but he didn’t tell me. He turned me into a murderer. Worse than a murderer. ”

  “I think,” said Nick, “they call that manslaughter or wrongful death, don’t they? I mean, when it’s an accident or out of ignorance, or something. ”

  Clarence turned to Nick, studying him with his Everlost eye. “You’re a lot smarter than you were back in the cage,” Clarence said. “You look better too. Back then you were a thing, now you’re almost a person. ”

  “Thanks . . . but ‘almost’ is still ‘almost. ’”