Queen of First Dates
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“I don’t know,” I whispered as I stared up at him, my heart racing as I gazed into his warm eyes. He gave me a huge smile and then grabbed me around the waist and pulled me toward him.
“Well, it’s a good thing I do then,” he said as his lips crushed down on mine. It only took three seconds for me to kiss him back passionately and my arms went around his neck and my fingers went into his hair. His hands reached under my top and his fingers lightly traced up my back before he pulled my top off. My bra soon followed and his lips were on my nipple, sucking and tugging gently. I moaned out loud and he looked up at me and grinned. I took the opportunity to pull his shirt off and before I knew it he was unbuckling my jeans and pulling them off, so that I was standing there in just a black thong. He stepped back and stared at my body for a few seconds and said, “Beautiful” under his breath before I reached over and unbuckled his belt. I pulled his jeans down and it was my turn to stare at him. He was wearing a pair of black briefs that clung to him and I could see his cock hard and protruding. I touched it lightly and then ran my fingers into the top of his boxer shorts. His breath caught, and he growled as he waited to see what I was going to do next. I didn’t wait to see what he was going to do next and reached into his briefs and touched his bare cock with my fingers. It seemed to grow at my touch and my fingers stroked down the length of him to his tip. He growled again and pressed his lips against mine, his tongue invading my mouth roughly as my breasts crushed against his chest. His hands flew to my ass and his fingers slipped between my legs pressing up against my wetness and he rubbed gently. I could feel my legs buckling at his touch and he pulled me closer to him.
“Come.” He grunted and he pulled me into his bedroom. He pushed me down on the bed and pulled his briefs down. I swallowed as his huge cock sprung forward and my breath caught as he leaned forward and started pulling my thong down with his teeth. “I’m still hungry after that pizza,” he said as he kissed back up my thigh and I screamed slightly as I felt his lips closing in on my clit and sucking. My body bucked as his tongue entered me swiftly, moving in and out as confidently as any cock could. My fingers gripped his sheets as my eyes closed succumbing to the need to just focus on the pleasure coursing through my body. I could feel my orgasm building quickly. It had been so long since I’d been with a man and never had I been with one as skilled as Nolan. He paused for a second and before I knew what I was doing, I was gripping his head and pushing him back down. I needed to feel him against me, needed this release. He chuckled slightly as his tongue entered me again and I could feel his fingers playing with my nipples. My first orgasm came quickly after that and he licked my juices up as I came.
“You taste so sweet.” He grunted as he sat up. He lifted me up and placed me on all fours. “Now it’s my turn.” He reached over to his nightstand, grabbed a condom wrapper, ripped it open, and slid it on his hardness, all within five seconds. He positioned himself behind me and I could feel the tip of his cock at my opening, teasing my clit and making me wet again. He grabbed my hair and pulled my head back as he slid into me. I cried out as his cock filled me. “Oh my,” I cried out as he filled me, deep and hard, moving swiftly in and out of me so that I could feel every inch of him. How I compared his tongue to his cock, I had no idea. His tongue had felt magical but his cock felt surreal. His cock was taking me to places I had never been before. He slowed down his pace a bit and I felt his hands squeezing my breasts into his palms as he slid in and out of me, allowing me to feel and savor every single inch of him.
“Your pussy feels so good.” He grunted in my ear and his right hand slid down my belly between my legs and rubbed my clit as he increased his speed again. I fell slightly forward as he thrust into me over and over again and my body shuddered and collapsed as I orgasmed once again. I felt Nolan’s body stiffen behind me about a minute after I came and he held me tight as his cock lay inside of me for a few minutes before he pulled out and took the condom off. We lay back on the bed together and just stared at each other.
“Well, that was good,” he said with a small smile as he kissed me on the lips and I just stared back at him feeling dazed and confused. He pulled me into his arms and we crawled under the sheets. “Was it good for you?”
“You know it was good for me,” I said as I stroked his chest. “It was pretty amazing,” I admitted as he started playing with my breasts again. “Aren’t you tired?” I giggled as his finger slid between my legs again and I could feel his hardness growing on my hip.
“Nope,” he said as he nibbled on my shoulder. “I’m ready to go again if you are, Elizabeth.”
“Huh?” I blinked at him. “I’m Jules.”
“I know.” He laughed and kissed my forehead. “Trust me, I know.”
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I could feel every muscle in my body was achy and tired as I walked to the bar to meet up with Lucas. I had told Nolan that I was still going on this date and he hadn’t said anything. If he had asked me not to go, I wouldn’t have gone. I knew that in my bones. Even if Lucas was Fitz and had loved me for years. I couldn’t see myself with him now, no matter how handsome he was. It just didn’t matter. He just wasn’t Nolan, and I knew after having had sex with Nolan that it had always been him and would always be him.
Even if he didn’t know what he wanted. Even if I wasn’t the one for him. Maybe I could convince him and maybe one day he would fall for me. I sighed as I walked into the bar and saw Lucas sitting there waiting for me with a hopeful smile on his face. I felt absolutely nothing for him as I walked toward him and wished that I was still in Nolan’s bed. Sex with him had been everything I’d imagined it would be and so much more. I already missed feeling his cock inside of me. We’d showered together before I’d gone to work this morning and he’d been so gentle with me. I couldn’t believe that we’d waited this long to finally sleep together and it seemed to me that I had rocked his world as well.
“Jules, you made it.” Lucas stood up and came over and planted a kiss on my lips. “So glad to see you.”
“And you,” I lied as I sat down. “How’s it going?”
“You know…” He shrugged. “Want a drink?”
“Sure. I’ll have a glass of red wine please, a pinot noir.”
“All right, coming up,” he said and then called the waitress over. “So my dumb bitch of an ex-wife contacted me today.”
“Oh?” I was taken aback at his words and choice of conversation. Was this really how he was going to start the date?
“She wants more alimony, but that bitch isn’t getting shit.”
“Oh, I’m sorry,” I said because I didn’t know what else to say.
“She claims I gave her herpes.” He took a swig of his beer and then just started chugging.
“Oh no, that’s not good.” I looked around the bar wondering if anyone could hear us.
“No, it’s not.” He shook his head. “But it’s all good. Here we are back together. The two English nerds.”
“Here we are,” I said with a weak smile.
“I was surprised to see that you were into non-monogamous relationships as well.” He grinned at me. “Surprised, but happy. I’d love to bang you and another chick at the same time.”
“Um, sorry what?” I frowned, my heart racing. What the hell was he talking about?
“My profile. I was surprised you messaged me back after we connected, but figured well, you never know who the kinky ones are.”
“Your profile?” I blinked at him.
“On the dating app.” He laughed. “There are not many women that agree to meet a guy who’s into non-monogamy and looking for a threesome.”
“Say what?” I said and I could feel myself sweating. I realized then that I’d never actually read Lucas’s profile. I’d been so excited that he’d matched with me after getting the letters that I hadn’t felt that I’d needed to. “Threesome?”
“You’re down right?” He leaned forward eagerly. “I know we didn’t clarify if you prefer another man or anoth
er woman. To be fair, I don’t do other cocks, but I don’t mind double-teaming if you’re cool with some girl on girl as well.”
“Oh my.” My face reddened. “I think there’s been a mistake…” I stammered. “Um, you never said anything like this in your letters.”
“What letters?” He frowned and it was then that my phone started ringing. I grabbed it from my pocket and saw that it was Betsy. Perfect timing.
“Excuse me, I have to take this,” I said quickly, jumping up. “Betsy, oh my God, you will not believe where I am and with who,” I burst out before she could speak. “And where have you been, I’ve been texting and calling you,” I said.
“Oh Jules,” she said, her voice teary. “I’ve messed up big time. I need your help.”
“What?” I said confused. “What happened?”
“I can’t talk about it right now, but can I come over tomorrow?”
“Uh yeah. What’s going on?”
“I messed up big time.”
“What did you do?”
“So, you know Jeff and…” Her voice trailed off and she cleared her voice. “Coming, Grandma Elsie. Look, Jules, I will explain it all tomorrow, but it’s a big mess and I need for you to keep a secret.”
“Betsy, you’ve got me so confused,” I whined. “Can’t you tell me now?”
“No,” she said quickly. “I love you. See you tomorrow.” And with that, she hung up. I looked at the blank screen and blinked, trying to figure out what she’d been talking about. It had to do with Jeff, that much was evident. But what could she have done that could have been so bad? Did she sleep with him? I froze as the thought hit me. Did she sleep with him and not tell me? I immediately felt guilty because I wasn’t sure how I was going to tell her I slept with Nolan. In fact, I didn’t even know if I should. I mean, I didn’t know if that was going anywhere and was it fair to say anything if it wasn’t? I walked back to the table, and I saw Lucas was swiping on the app as he’d been waiting for me. I knew then and there I was over it and him. I didn’t care if he was Fitz. Maybe he’d been a sweet and romantic guy in high school and college but he had clearly changed.
“Hey, emergency, I have to go,” I said before he could say a word. I turned around quickly and hurried out of the bar and headed home. As I walked in the door, I saw a text message from Nolan and I smiled. “Hey, can I come over after your date? I have a feeling that he won’t compare to me.” His text read and I laughed. I quickly texted him, “Sure, come over in an hour,” before I could overthink it and change my mind. I wanted to see him again and if I was honest, I wanted to have sex with him again. I didn’t care what this was right now. I could worry about all the small details later. I then walked into the garage and started going through all my old boxes trying to locate the present Nolan had given me that weekend. He had never mentioned it to me until recently but it seemed like it had been a big deal, if even Grandma Elsie had known about it. I was close to crying when I got through the last box and still couldn’t find it, but then I remembered that I had a box of kitchen stuff in a cupboard that I’d never opened and hurried inside again. It was a long shot, but it was worth a chance. I ran into the kitchen and pulled the box out of the cupboard and almost screamed in happiness when I saw the small neatly wrapped packaging that held the gift Nolan had given me. The wrapping was faded now, but I didn’t care as I ripped it open to see a vintage copy of Pride and Prejudice sitting in my hands. I smiled to myself as I looked over the book and held it to my heart. It had been such a thoughtful gift. I opened the book to read the first page, and that was when I noticed that there was an inscription inside of it.
To my Dearest Jules,
I have loved you since I can remember. And I can remember a long time. When I gave you your first kiss as Juliet, I thought my heart would explode but I knew that it would be selfish of me to try and date you then. Plus, you were too young. So I started to write you letters whenever I noticed you were down. And then in high school, when you came to my room that night, I fought against myself to not take your virginity. You see, I loved you even more then, but I wanted for you to go to college and see what else was out there. Well, now you’re about to graduate and I cannot hold my love in anymore. I want to make you mine. I want to kiss you, make love to you, and have you be my girlfriend. And I hope that you will still continue to enjoy my letters (I hear you talking about them to Betsy and it makes my heart soar).
Yours forever,
Fitz (aka Fitzwilliam Darcy)
P.S. I thought that you would appreciate the “Fitz” alias as you love Jane Austen books. And isn’t Pride and Prejudice her best-known book? Anyway, I know that Darcy was bewitched by Elizabeth Bennett and I thought you would appreciate the reference as you have completely bewitched me forever.
P.P.S Just in case you’re still unsure, it’s me Nolan Montgomery.
My jaw dropped as I read the inscription and I could feel my face burning. Nolan had been Fitz? All this time. It had been him. It had been him. He loved me! It all made sense now. Why he’d been so adamant that it couldn’t have been Lucas? Why I’d seen him in the post office.
Why he’d kept mentioning Jane Austen. Why he’d called me Elizabeth in bed. I laughed in giddy happiness as I realized that Nolan had loved me along. As I’d loved him. And while I was willing to accept his reasons for staying away, they made me mad. He’d wasted so much of our time! I was totally upset with him, but loved him even more for it. He’d loved me enough to walk away and wait for me. He’d been completely unselfish. He’d loved me all those years. My heart felt full and when the doorbell rang, I ran to it and jumped into his arms and kissed him.
“Why this is a welcome surprise.” He grinned as he walked into the living room behind me. “I take it the date didn’t go well?” he said, his expression more somber as he surveyed my face and I realized that he was jealous. I considered playing around for a few seconds but decided against it. We’d been playing games for far too long as it was.
“No, the date didn’t go well, but that’s not why I kissed you,” I said as I grabbed his hand and pulled him toward me. “You’re a doofus, you know that, right?”
“I am?” His expression was confused, and I leaned forward and gave him a quick kiss.
“I love you, Mr. Darcy,” I said as I ran my hands through his hair and his expression changed to one of delight.
“You found the book.”
“Yes, I found the book, Fitz.” I giggled as he kissed me on the neck. “Why didn’t you ever tell me?”
“I was going to tell you that weekend when I visited you in college, but you were so devastated over that guy Mark that I realized you would never love me the same way and I was just wasting my time and then you never said anything about the book…” His voice trailed off and he shrugged.
“One, I wasn’t devastated over Mark. I’d been crying from happiness because you gave me the first orgasm of my life and when you went all funny, I thought you regretted being there with me, and so I pretended I was sad over Mark and well, you know why I never mentioned the book, I didn’t know until five minutes ago.”
“Oh, my darling, Jules.” He groaned as he pulled my dress up and off of my body. “What a silly mess.”
“Yes.” I laughed and then pouted. “But…”
“But what?” He frowned as he kissed along my collarbone and pulled my bra off.
“You haven’t said it,” I said, my words soft and slightly nervous.
“Said what?” He frowned as his fingers caressed my breasts.
“You know?” I made a face at him as he pulled his shirt off. “Nolan, is this all about sex to you?”
“What?” He stopped what he was doing and looked at me with a boyish expression. “You know this isn’t about sex. I love you, Julia Gilbert. I’ve loved you since you were a little girl. I’ve loved you with all of my heart and soul. I’ve waited all of my life for you. It’s always been you. It will always be you. You have to know that, right?”
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sp; “Okay.” My voice was full of bliss. “You can continue to devour me now.”
“Is that what you were waiting for?” He gave me a cocky grin. “You wanted to hear how much I loved you?”
“Yes.” I smiled at him, my heart full of love.
“Well, I love you more than life itself,” he said as he pulled my panties down. “I love you so much that I’m going to show you just how much.” He growled as he unzipped his pants and pulled them down. He bent me forward over the couch and positioned his hardness between my legs. “I’m going to show you…” His voice trailed off as I reached behind and grabbed his cock and started stroking.
“Stop talking and just do it,” I said and he growled and slid into me. I could feel his heart beating in sequence to mine as he fucked me and I’d never been so happy in my life.
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“So you’re going to keep going on dates?” Nolan looked pissed off as we lay in my bed in each other’s arms.
“Yes, Nolan.”
“But we’re together now. I want to tell the world,” he said as he kissed my shoulder.
“I still need to go on the dates for my job and to help the paper.”
“Fine.” He growled. “I’ll be at all of them anyway, so they better not try any funny business.”
“Oh Nolan.” I laughed as he stroked my hair.
“What?” He grinned as he kissed the top of my head. “And make sure that there are no second dates, only first dates. I’m not having any of those guys feel like they’re in with a chance.”
“Okay, my love,” I said as I kissed him softly. “I’ll be the Queen of First Dates.”
“Yes, you will,” he said as he kissed me back. “As well as the queen of my heart.”
The End
Thank you for reading Queen of First Dates, the first book in the Canyon Beach series. I really hope you enjoyed it. If you did please leave a review. I’m excited to announce that I am writing Betsy’s story next and it is called, “The Kissing Bet.” To make sure you don’t miss the release, please join my mailing list here! And yes, Jules and Nolan will make an appearance in the next book as well.