Stone of Tears

by Terry Goodkind

"Please don't touch it," Warren said. "It is very old and fragile. Of late, it his been getting more use than usual. Let me turn the pages."

  "Who's been using it?" Richard asked.

  "The Prelate." A smile twitched across Warren's lips. "Whenever she is to come down here, her two big guards come first and make everyone leave. They clear the vaults, so the Prelate can have the place to herself, and people won't know what she reads."

  "Her big guards?" Pasha asked. "You mean the two Sisters in her outer office?"

  "Yes," Warren said. "Sister Ulicia, and Sister Finella."

  "We saw them today," Richard said. "They didn't look that big to me."

  Warren lowered his voice meaningfully. "If you ever cross them, you will think otherwise. They will seem very big, indeed."

  Richard took pause at Warren's expression. "If the place is cleared out, how do you know she has been reading this book?"

  "I know." He turned to the book on the table. "I know. She has been doing most of her reading in this room, of late. I live with these books. When someone touches them, I can tell. You see this smudge in the dust? It is not mine. It is the Prelate's."

  Warren carefully lifted open the cover and with both hands giving support, turned the yellowed pages. Richard didn't recognize any of the words, or some of the letters for that matter. On one of the pages that Warren flipped, Richard thought he recognized something: a drawing. It sparked a deep memory. Warren flipped over more pages, finally stopping. He leaned over Richard's shoulder, pointing.

  "This is the prophecy you spoke of." Warren moved around to the right side of the table. "This is the original, in the prophet's own hand. Few have ever see it. Do you understand High D'Haran?"

  "No. It just looks like scribbling to me." Richard glanced over the meaningless writing. "You said there was argument over its meaning."

  Warren's eyes had an intense gleam. "There is. You see, this is a very old prophecy, perhaps as old as the Palace, maybe older. This is the original prophecy. It's in High D'Haran, as is everything in this room. Very few people understand High D'Haran."

  Richard nodded. "So people have only read the translations, and there is reason to believe that those translations may not be accurate."

  "You understand," Warren whispered. His movements became more lively. "Yes, yes, you see the problem. Most don't. Most think one thing in one language must mean a certain thing in another. In order to complete the translation, they settle on an interpretation that fits their view of the meaning, but in so doing, they create a conspectus, that may or may not be the meaning of the prophecy."

  "But that doesn't take into account possible different meanings," Richard said. "So when they translate it, they give it only one version. They can't translate its ambiguity."

  Warren thrust himself forward in excitement. "Yes! You have it! That's what they can't understand, and so they argue over the various translations, as if there is a right way and a wrong way to do it. But this is High D'Haran, and High D'Haran..."

  Warren's words trailed off. Richard was staring at the page. The images there were drawing him in. It was almost as if they were murmuring to him. He had never seen such words before, but somehow they resonated with something deep within him.

  His hand slowly reached out, drawn to one of the words. His finger came to rest on it.

  "This one," Richard whispered, as if from a trance. The strokes of the letters seemed to lift from the page, as if alive, and coil around his finger, the dark lines caressing, fondling, with intimate familiarity. Before his eyes, too, floated the image of the Sword of Truth.

  Warren's white face came up from the book. "Drauka," he whispered. "That is the word that is the center of the controversy. Fuer grissa ost drauka—the bringer of death."

  Pasha leaned over. "So what's the controversy? You mean those words can be translated differently?"Warren made a vague gesture with his hand. "Well, yes, and no. That is the literal translation of the words. It is their meaning that is in dispute."

  Richard pulled his hand back. He banished the image of the sword. "Death. It has different meanings."

  Warren practically laid on the table as he leaned over. "Yes! You understand!"

  "Death is plain as pie," Pasha said.

  Warren straightened and rubbed his hands together. "No, Pasha. Not in High D'Haran. The weapon the Sisters carry, the dacra, its name comes from this word. Drauka means death, as in dead, like if I were to say 'the mriswith Richard killed is dead.' Drauka. Dead. But it has other meanings, too. Drauka also is a word that represents the souls of the dead."

  Pasha leaned forward with a frown. "Are you saying that Drauka, in that sense, can make it mean 'The Bringer of Souls?"

  "No." Richard said. He whispered the second meaning of the word. "Spirits. The Bringer of Spirits."

  "Yes," Warren said in a quiet voice. "That is the second interpretation."

  "How many of these different meanings to drauka are there?" Pasha asked.

  Three, Richard thought.

  "Three," Warren said.

  Richard knew the third. "The underworld," he whispered as he stared at the word Drauka on the page. "The place of the dead. That is the third meaning of Drauka."

  Pale as a spirit, Warren leaned toward him. "But you don't understand D'Haran?" Richard slowly shook his head, his eyes fixed on the page. Warren's tongue darted out to wet his lips. "Please tell me you don't have D'Haran blood."

  "My father was Darken Rahl," Richard said softly. "He was the wizard who ruled D'Hara, and before him, my grandfather, Panis."

  "Dear Creator," Warren whispered.

  Pasha put a hand to Richard's arm as she leaned toward them both. "Underworld? How could it mean underworld?"

  "Because," Warren said, "the underworld is the world of the dead."

  Her brow knit tighter. "But how could it mean 'The Bringer of The Underworld'? How can you bring the underworld?"

  Richard stared blankly ahead. "You tear the veil."

  The silence echoed around the stone room. Pasha looked from one face to the other. She finally broke the silence.

  "But I was taught that for a foreign word in a prophecy that had different shades of meaning, you had only to interpret it in context. It should be a simple matter of seeing how it is used to decipher its meaning."

  Warren lifted an eyebrow. "That is what the argument is about. You see, in this prophecy, it speaks of things that could pertain to each of the three possible meanings of the word Drauka. Depending on which meaning was intended, it changes the meaning of the prophecy. That is why it cannot be interpreted with surety. It's like a dog chasing his tail. You more you try, the more you just end up going round and round.

  "This is why I am so anxious to know the intended meaning of the word drauka. If I could know that, then I might be able to decipher the rest of the prophecy accurately for the first time. I would be the first in three thousand years to understand it."

  Richard pushed his chair away from the table. "Well, as I said, I'm not very good with riddles." He forced himself to smile. "But I promise to think on it."

  Warren brightened. "Would you? I would be so appreciative if you would be able to help me."

  Richard squeezed Warren's shoulder. "You have my word."

  Pasha rose. "Well, I guess we better get to Richard's lesson. It's getting late."

  "Thank you both for coming. I rarely have visitors."

  Pasha leading, the three of them went toward the door.

  As she passed through the doorway, Richard slapped his hand to the metal plate on the wall.

  The door grated closed. Pasha beat her fists to the stone as the slit had become too small for her to come back through. She shouted out for them to open the door. As the stone sealed closed, her words were cut off, leaving Richard and Warren in silence.

  Warren stared at the metal plate. "How did you do that? You are just a beginning wizard. You should not be able to affect a shield with your Han for a very long time yet."

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nbsp; Richard didn't have an answer for the question, and so he ignored it. "Tell me what you meant about knowing what the Sisters would do to you if they caught you telling that kind of lie."

  Warren's hand went to his collar. "Well, they would hurt me."

  "You mean they would use the collar's magic to give you pain?"

  Warren nodded as he took a knot of his robes in his fists.

  "Do they do that often? Give us pain with the collar?"

  Warren twisted the knot of robe. "No, not often. But to be a wizard, you must pass a test of pain. They come from time to time and give you pain with the Rada'Han, to see if you have learned enough to pass the test of pain."

  "And how do you pass the test?"

  "Well, I can only imagine that when you can endure the pain without begging them to stop, you pass. They never tell me what must be done to pass." His face had gone ashen. "I've never been able to keep from begging them to stop. Once you learn to endure what they give, they give more."

  "I though it might be something like that. Thanks for telling me." Richard stroked his beard. "Warren, I need your help."

  Warren lifted the sleeve of his robes and wiped it at his wet eyes. "What help can I give?"

  "You said there are prophecies about me. I want you to study everything about me you can find. And about the Towers of Perdition, the Valley of the Lost. I also need to know everything I can about the veil." Richard pointed at the book on the table. "There was a drawing a few pages before you stopped on the prophecy. It was a teardrop shape. Do you know what it is?"

  Warren went to the book and turned the pages back. "This?"

  "Yes. That's it." He remembered seeing it around Rachel's neck, in his vision of her and Chase in the Valley of the Lost. An image of Zedd came into Richard's mind. His heart thumped faster. "That looks like the thing I saw. What is it?"

  Warren gave him a puzzled look. "The Stone of Tears. What do you mean you saw it?"

  "What is the Stone of Tears?"

  "Well, I'm not sure. I'd have to study about it, but I think it might have something to do with the veil, if Drauka could be interpreted to have something to do with the underworld. What do you mean you saw it?"

  Richard ignored the question for a second time. "Warren, I also need to know about the Stone of Tears, and everything you can find about the people who used to live in the Valley of the Lost. The Baka Ban Mana. Their name means 'Those Without Masters.' And about one they call the Caharin."

  Warren stared dumbly at him. "This is all a lot of work."

  "Will you help me, Warren?"

  Warren looked down, picking at his robes. "On a condition. I never get out of this place. Not that I don't like working with the prophecies, you understand, but people think that I have no interest in anything else. I'd like to see the country around the Palace—the woods, the hills."

  He twisted his fingers together. "I'm afraid of big places. The sky is so big. That's the other reason I stay down here, because it feels safe to me. But I'm sick of living like a mole. I would like to try going outside and seeing it. Would you, well, show me the countryside? You look to me like someone familiar with the out-of-doors. I think I would feel safe if you went with me."

  Richard smiled warmly. "You have come to the right person, Warren. I was a woods guide, before all this started. I don't know all the country around the Palace yet, but I surely intend to. I'd really enjoy guiding you around. It would be just like old times."

  Warren's expression brightened. "Thank you Richard. I look forward to seeing open places. I need some adventure in my life. I'll start right away on the things you want, but the Sisters give me work, so I must search when I can find the time. And I'm afraid that I must be honest; it will take a long time. There are thousands of volumes here. It will take months, just to get a good start."

  "Warren, this may be the most important thing you ever studied. You may be able to save time if you start by reading everything the Prelate has been reading."

  A sly smile came to Warren's lips. "I thought you said you weren't good with riddles. That is what I was thinking." His smile turned to a concerned frown. "Why do you want to know these things?"

  Richard studied the other's blue eyes for a long moment. "I am Fuer grissa ost drauka. Warren, I know what it means."

  Warren clutched his fingers to the sleeve of Richard's red coat. "You know? You know which is the correct translation?" His fingers trembled. "Would you tell me?"

  "If you promise not to tell anyone else, for now." Warren nodded eagerly. "No one has been able to figure out which one of the three is the true translation because in trying to justify one, they invalidate the whole." Warren frowned. Richard leaned toward him. "They are all true, Warren."

  "What?" he whispered. "How can that be?"

  "I have killed people with this sword. I am the bringer of death in that sense. That is the first meaning of drauka.

  "In order to prevail against otherwise impossible odds, such as defeating the mriswith, I use the sword's magic to bring forth the spirits of those who have used it before me. I have called the dead forth, called the past into the present. In that way, I am the bringer of spirits. That is the second meaning of drauka.

  "As for the third meaning, bringing forth the underworld, I have reason to believe that I may have somehow torn the veil. That is the third meaning of drauka."

  Warren gasped. "It is very important that you find out the information I asked you about. I don't think I have a lot of time."

  Warren nodded. "I'll try. But I think you put too much faith in me."

  Richard lifted an eyebrow. "I have faith in a man able to break Jedidiah's leg."

  "I did nothing to Jedidiah. Jedidiah is a powerful wizard. I would never dare to oppose one of his powers."

  "Oh come on Warren. There are ashes of the burned carpet on the shoulder of your robe."

  Warren brushed frantically at his shoulder. "There is no ash there. I see no ash."

  Richard waited for Warren's eyes to come up. "Then why are you brushing at your robes?"

  "Well, I... I was... I just..."

  Richard put a reassuring hand on Warren's back. "It's all right, Warren. I am a believer in justice. I think Jedidiah got what he deserved. I won't tell anyone. And you must not tell anyone about any of this."

  "I must warn you, Richard, you did a very dangerous thing yesterday when you told all the Sisters that you were the the bringer of death. That is a well known, and hotly debated prophecy. There are Sisters who believe it means you are one who kills. They will try to comfort you. There are others who think it means you will bring forth the dead, call the spirits. They will want to study you." He leaned a little closer. "There are others who think it means you will tear the veil, and bring the Nameless One to swallow us all. They might try to kill you."

  "I know, Warren."

  "Then why would you let them know you are the one in the prophecy?"

  "Because I am Fuer grissa ost drauka. When the time comes, I will kill any of them I must in order to get this collar off. I had to give them fair warning first, give them the chance to live."

  Warren touched his fingers to his lower lip. "But you wouldn't hurt Pasha. Not Pasha."

  "I hope to hurt no one, Warren. Maybe with the information you help me with, I won't have to hurt anyone. I hate being Fuer grissa ost drauka, but that is who I am."

  Warren's eyes teared. "Please, you wouldn't hurt Pasha."

  "Warren, I like her. I think she is a lovely person, inside, like you said. I only kill to protect my life, or the lives of innocent people. I don't believe Pasha would ever give me cause, but you must understand that if I am right, and the veil is torn, then more is at stake than any one person's life. Mine, yours, or Pasha's."

  Warren nodded. "I have read the prophecies. I understand. I will search for the things you need."

  Richard tried to reassure him a warm smile. "It will be all right, Warren. I am the Seeker; I'll do my best. I don't want to harm anyone."
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  "Seeker? What is the Seeker?"

  Richard slapped his hand to the metal plate. "I'll tell you about it later."

  Warren glanced down at the plate as the door slid opened. "How are you able to do you do that?"

  Pasha was standing calmly, waiting, her face making a good effort at not showing her anger.

  "And just what was that all about?"

  Richard stepped through the doorway. "Boy talk."

  Pasha stopped him with a hand to his arm. "What do you mean, boy talk?"

  Richard looked into her warm brown eyes. "I was twisting Warren's arm, making him tell me about the test of pain. You failed to mention it, so I had to ask him about it. Or were you planning on waiting until you came to do it, before you told me?"

  Pasha rubbed her bare arms, as if to warm them. "I do not do that, Richard. I am only a novice. Full Sisters must do it."

  "Why didn't you tell me about it?"

  Tears welled up in her eyes. "I don't like to see people hurt. I didn't want to frighten you about what may not come for a long time. Sometimes the waiting can be worse than the actual experience. I didn't want you to have to wait in fear."

  "Oh." Richard let out a long breath. "Well, I guess that's a good reason. I apologize, Pasha, for what I was thinking of you."

  She forced a smile. "Shall we go start your lessons?"

  Above ground again, they passed down halls and through several buildings until they finally reached Gillaume Hall, where his room was. The fabric of Pasha's dress made a swishing sound as they climbed the wide marble stairway. The walls and columns were a matching tan, variegated marble.

  It was a beautiful place with elegant rooms, but it was not as impressive as the Peoples Palace, in D'Hara. Before he had seen that magnificent edifice, he would have been astonished by the opulence of this place. Now, he simply noted its layout in reference to everything else. Upstairs, as they went down another wide, carpeted hall, he saw several other young men wearing Rada'Han. At last they reached his room.

  Richard caught her wrist as she reached for the door handle. She looked up in puzzlement.

  "There's someone inside," he said.

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