by Hamel, B. B.
River stares at Dad for a second before looking over at me. I must look insane because his expression softens. “I guess you told him,” River says softly.
“I’m sorry,” I say, sobbing now.
“Get out,” Dad roars. “Get out, you fucking piece of shit. You lowlife scum. Get out of here.”
River frowns at my dad but just nods once. He gathers himself then walks into the hall. Dad lunges, but the trainers restrain him, looking utterly aghast and pale.
I stare at my dad. “You’re such an asshole,” I whisper before following River down the hall.
“Don’t you follow him!” Dad roars. “You follow him and you’re done too!”
I don’t look back. I catch up with River and match his stride as we head to the exit.
“Are you okay?” I ask him.
We make it outside before he turns to me.
I expect him to be mad. He told me this would happen. I should’ve listened.
Instead, he pulls me into his arms and he hugs me tight.
“I’m fine,” he says. “Better question is, are you okay?”
I start sobbing finally. All the tears I’ve been holding back come bursting out of me. I sob hard and he holds me tight, just holding me, shushing me, stroking my hair. I cry against his chest and I let all my anger and frustration out.
“I didn’t expect that,” I say finally. “I didn’t expect that at all.”
“Are you okay?” he asks.
I shake my head. I wipe my tears. “I must look insane.”
“You look perfect.” He sighs. “I guess that didn’t go well.”
“He flipped,” I say softly. “I knew he’d be mad but when he found out it was you…”
“Ah, yeah,” River says. “I’m not surprised. He hates me.”
“Why?”
River shrugs a little. “Same reason most people in this league hate me. Same reason you don’t trust me.”
“I do, I trust—”
“Come on,” he says softly. “You don’t have to pretend. This isn’t about me though. I’m just saying, he hates me for the same reason everyone else does.”
“But you don’t want that anymore,” I say softly. “Do you? You’re trying to change.”
“Trying to,” he says and just shrugs. “Failing, I guess. I mean, I got the coach’s daughter pregnant. That’s pretty classic me, as far as fucking up goes.”
I laugh softly. “Okay, yeah, when you put it that way.”
He takes my hands and looks at me. “You did nothing wrong, Nicole. Your dad, he’s mad now, but he’ll come around. I promise.”
“I’m not sure he will.”
“He will.”
I look into his eyes and for a second, I think I believe him. I think I actually believe that my dad will accept this… or at least move past it.
He smiles at me. “Come on.”
“Where are we going?”
“Back to my place.”
He leads me by the hand through the parking lot and I don’t argue. I let him take me to his car and drive me back to his place. I can’t think of anywhere else I’d rather be at this moment than with River in his apartment because right now it’s the only place I feel like I belong.
16
River
I should be drinking coffee. It’s nearly eight in the morning. But instead, I’m having whiskey.
Well, just a little whiskey. And I did mix it with coffee. So I guess it’s the best of both worlds.
I can hear the shower running. Nicole’s been back there for nearly an hour now. I don’t blame her though. I think she just had the worst morning of her life.
I hoped she would wait before she told her dad. Maybe that’s selfish, I’m not sure. I hoped she’d wait until after the season, until after things were more established. He’d be equally angry but he wouldn’t be able to just… throw us away.
Now I’m afraid that’s what he’ll do. Not just to me, but to her as well.
I touch my nose gingerly and sigh. Probably not broken. I haven’t been punched in the nose in a while… well, at least six months. The damn guy had a really good jab.
I wanted to fight back, but I knew I couldn’t. As soon as I saw him come charging at me, I knew what she did. I knew he just found out that his little girl got pregnant by his asshole scumbag quarterback.
Hard to blame him for being mad.
Anybody would’ve been mad in his position.
Personally, I don’t think I would’ve flipped so publicly, but whatever. That’s his choice. That little fight’s gonna leak to the media sooner or later and we’ll have to explain it away somehow.
Assuming he doesn’t just cut me and fire her.
The shower stops suddenly. I sip my whiskey and coffee before carrying my mug back into my room. I sit at the edge of the bed as the door creaks open.
Nicole steps out wrapped in a towel.
“Hey,” she says.
I look at her body, eyes grazing over her barely covered form. Fuck, I should probably be able to keep myself under control right now, but she’s so damn sexy. Even after this morning, I can’t help myself.
“Hey,” I say back. “You okay?”
“I’m okay.”
She walks over and sits next to me. We’re quiet for a long beat. I think she’s cried all her tears away and now she’s just feeling numb.
“What am I going to do?” she asks, her voice a whisper.
“You’re going to take that towel off.”
I don’t want her to be numb.
She looks at me, surprised. “What?”
“You’re going to take that towel off.” I stand up and face her.
“River—”
“Take that towel off, you filthy fucking girl.”
I watch the emotions play out on her face. Anger, shock, sadness, lust.
Anger wins out, but only barely.
She stands up and lets the towel drop. “Is this what you want, asshole?” she whispers.
I stare at her. Perfect, perky breasts, pink nipples, beautiful hips. I step forward and reach one hand around behind her, down the small of her back. I cup her ass and squeeze it.
“I can’t take away what happened,” I whisper in her ear. “But I can make you feel good.”
“You think so?” she whispers back.
“I know so. You do what I tell you to do and you’ll forget, at least for a little bit.”
She meets my gaze. I squeeze her ass harder.
“You’re what got me in trouble to begin with, you know,” she says. “This right here. This is what got us in trouble.”
“And if you didn’t want me so badly, you’d walk away,” I say. “If you weren’t already dripping wet, you’d get far away from here. But you can’t.”
She takes a breath and I reach behind her with my other hand. I squeeze her ass and pull her tight against me. She stares up and I slowly kiss her.
She kisses me back. Slowly at first, but soon her tongue is in my mouth.
“Shit,” she whispers. “Why can’t I just control myself?”
“Because you want it too badly, little Nicole,” I growl. I move one hand around to slip up between her legs. She gasps softly as my fingers tease her pussy, spreading her wet lips. I run a finger along her, top to bottom. “It doesn’t matter what you do. You can’t help it. As soon as I touch your body, you’re all mine.”
She shivers as I turn her around. I push her forward, bending her over the bed. I spank her ass hard and she gasps before I slide my fingers between her legs again to tease her pussy.
“Dripping wet like honey,” I say. “Goddamn, girl. I know how badly you want it. You can’t pretend.”
“River,” she moans. “Oh, god.”
I tease her pussy, sliding my fingers nice and deep. “It doesn’t matter what happens. I’ll always make you feel good, my Nicole.”
She groans and I pull back to spank her ass again. She gasps when I grab her hair and slide two fingers deep inside her pussy. I l
ove the way her back arches and her mouth hangs open in pure bliss. It drives me wild, my cock pulsing with need, the tingle of sweet temptation running down my spine.
She looks over her shoulder as my fingers slide in and out. I kiss her, tongue tasting her lips, before I pull back. She gasps in pure need as I step away and slowly take off my pants.
I love the way she watches me, eyes hungry. I take it all off and let her stare. When I’m done, I slowly stroke my hard cock in one hand while she sits back on my bed and looks at it.
I step up and grab her hair again, teasing her breasts. She slides down onto the floor and looks up at me with these beautiful wide eyes. Slowly she takes my cock between her lips and I growl with pleasure as her tongue rolls around my tip.
Pleasure shivers down my spine. “God damn,” I whisper as I grab her hair and push her down my shaft. She takes me deeper into her mouth. She groans as she sucks me harder, lips tightening around my cock. She can barely fit me in her mouth and it drives me wild but I push her deeper, making her gag.
She doesn’t stop. She takes every inch of my cock, moaning as she does it. She sucks me faster, lips rolling up and down my shaft, her hands stroking after her lips. She sucks me fast, breasts shaking, and I grasp her hair tight. I pull her back and kiss her before she sucks me harder again.
I love watching her bob up and down on my hard cock. Fucking hell, I want to see it slide into her pretty throat and make her gag before I come. I groan and let her work, sliding up and down, spit rolling along my shaft. She’s so sexy and wild and free, not a single hint of anything self-conscious in her at all. It’s like the only thing in this world is this moment and she doesn’t care about anything but pleasure.
That’s all I care about right now. Pleasure, feeling right, feeling good. This girl sucking my cock like she loves it.
I growl and pull her back. I kiss her again and this time drag her to her feet, bending her over the bed. I slap her ass hard before I sink my cock deep inside her pussy from behind.
She gasps, back arching, hair thrown over her shoulder. “Oh, god, River,” she moans.
I push deeper, take every inch of her pussy. “You feel fucking perfect,” I growl. “Soaking wet. I slide so easy, nice and deep, you dirty fucking girl.”
She moans as I spank her again. I grab that hair and fuck her, stroking deep and hard, letting my body slap against her firm ass. I tease her firm breasts and roll my fingers along her hard clit as I fuck her from behind.
I love this round ass. I grab her hips and rip into her. I’m not holding back or being gentle. I want to fuck, I want to taste her pussy. I need to leave the world behind and lose myself in her sweet body, at least for a little while.
She gasps and rolls her hips, pushing back. I think she feels the same way. She takes my fat cock nice and deep and I growl in response, slapping her ass nice and hard. I want to leave it red, marked with my print.
I feel primal and I love it. I rip into her pussy and grab her hair tighter. I pull her back against me, making her gasp and moan in sharp breaths. “Tell me how badly you love this cock,” I whisper.
“I love it,” she moans. “I dream about you fucking me, River. I want you to pin me down and hold me there while you fuck me, make me come so hard I can barely breathe. Oh my god, I need it.”
I groan and slide back before turning her. I shove her back onto the bed and lift her legs up into the air. Her beautiful slit is soaking wet, dripping down onto the covers, as I press my cock against her. I slide myself nice and deep and she takes my hard cock inside her tight little cunt.
“Oh, shit,” she gasps, hands teasing her own breasts, pushing them together and holding as I start to stroke in and out. I watch her face turn into bliss as I fuck her.
I hold her legs up and fuck her hard. Her breasts shake and she gasps in sharp pants as I take her, plunging my cock deeper and harder. She rolls her hips, hands grabbing the sheets, and her slick juice rolls down my shaft as I take her.
“Perfect slick cunt,” I croon. “Look at your beautiful fucking pussy. You were born to take this cock, you know that, Nicole? Every inch of your body was born to take my thick, fat cock until you come screaming my fucking name.”
“Oh, fuck yes, River,” she gasps. “I need it. Make me take it, please.”
I slide her back up onto the bed and climb up. I pin her wrists above her head, holding her there, dominating her with my body. I slide my cock inside her again and she struggles a little bit as I fuck her hard.
She moans and I keep her pinned there. “That’s right,” I groan. “You’re all mine. Every fucking inch.”
“Yes,” she gasps. “Oh, god, yes.”
I fuck her hard and bite her lip. She gasps and I keep her held there, our bodies writhing. Sweat drips down her skin in delicious drops and I lick them up before fucking her harder. She gasps, eyes wide.
“You taste like honey,” I groan in her ear. “You taste like fucking heaven, every inch of you.”
I thrust harder, hitting her spot. She’s rolling her hips and gasping, panting, loving it.
I pull back and grab her hips. I roll onto my back and pull her on top. “ I want to see you ride that dick,” I order.
She bites her lip and slowly lowers herself down on my cock. She works her hips, faster and faster, riding my cock. I take every inch of her, growling and moaning. I tease her breasts, sitting up on an elbow to lick her nipple as my other hand spanks her ass.
I pull her aside and turn her around. I let her straddle me again, this time her ass facing toward me. She lowers herself down my shaft and groans as she starts to ride.
I watch that round, beautiful ass work up and down my cock. I spank her and tease her ass with my fingers while she rides faster and faster, hips working. Her back arches in that perfect way as she takes me, leaning back and balancing on her knees. I take her wrists and pull them back, holding her there as I fuck her, thrusting up into her tight pussy.
She gasps, groaning, taking every inch. Her tight body works harder, sliding along my thick shaft, and I’m in total heaven.
Her ass is beautiful, her body is gorgeous, her hair is perfect. Her tight pussy wrapped around my hard cock drives me wild with every hard thrust. I need it all, every inch, and I can feel myself growling with pleasure as she takes my cock. She rides faster, faster, sweating and groaning.
I can’t take it anymore. I grab her thick ass and push her forward. I get up on my knees, get her on all fours, and get that perfect ass up in the air.
I slide myself in deep from behind and fuck her hard. I rip into her pussy, pushing her down against the comforter. I release myself, let go of anything, and concentrate on taking her body. I dominate her, grab her wrists and pin her there, control her body completely.
My cock takes her from behind as I growl, completely animal now, completely feral. I keep pushing, fucking, and her hips push back against mine. She’s working her back, sliding along my cock, her moans making that staccato gasp as she gets closer and closer.
I know she’s not holding out much longer.
“Go ahead, girl,” I growl at her. “Go ahead and come for your big fucking man. Come on my fat cock.”
“Keep going,” she gasps. “Keep going. Don’t stop.”
I tear into her, fucking her rough, as her moans get higher and louder. I know she’s coming, I can feel her pussy tighten, her body contracts and tenses.
She comes on my big cock and I growl my pleasure. God damn, there’s nothing better than watching her come like this. It’s pure bliss, nothing short of it. She comes hard and ends up gasping on my bed, moaning and writhing and slowly coming down.
I lean back and watch her while slowly stroking myself. She moans and turns her head to stare at me. “Shit,” she manages to say.
I smirk and gesture at her. “Come here. I’m not done.”
She bites her lip and gets up. She crawls over to me and I sit up on my knees. She stays on all fours and leans forward, taking my cock
in her mouth.
I lean over her as my cock slides into her throat. I spank her ass and tease her as she sucks me, pleasure blossoming again.
“I want to come in that pretty mouth,” I groan. “Come on. Suck me faster, you dirty girl. You filthy girl. I want you to taste it.”
She sucks me like I want it. She knows what I need, what I want. She doesn’t slow down, doesn’t stop. She sucks my cock faster, lips spread, head bobbing. I grab her hair as my pleasure mounts and I know I can’t take much more.
I come in her mouth, just like I wanted. I come hard and deep and she swallows it, every single drop. I come into her pretty little throat and she doesn’t slow down.
I growl and gasp, pushing her down. She takes my cock and when I’m done, she cleans it with her tongue.
I pull her up and kiss her. I hold her tight against me and we end up collapsed on the bed together, covered in a thin sheen of sweat and just breathing in and out.
I feel her breath against me and I know that’s all I need right now in this moment. I kiss her softly and wrap my arms around her warm body, pulling her tight.
“You okay?” I whisper.
She just nods. She doesn’t have to say anything right now.
We just went through something together. I don’t think a lot of people experience anything like that in their lives… but we just did, we just faced it.
We’re coming out the other side stronger. I know that for sure.
“It’ll be okay,” I whisper to her softly. “I promise. I’ll take care of you. I promise I will.”
She nods against me again. I can feel her starting to cry, so I hold her tighter.
Tomorrow might be a bad day, but that’s okay. We’ll face it together. I won’t let her hurt if I can help it.
17
Nicole
I fall asleep in River’s arms. Somehow, we get through that day.
Mostly we do it by fucking over and over, barely ever leaving his bed. I almost forget what it’s like to have clothes on.
But early the next morning, I know what I have to do.
“I want to just hide here,” I whisper to him. He groans softly, only half awake. “But I have to go into work.”