In Their Footsteps / Thief of Hearts

by Tess Gerritsen

  Nine

  A few taps of a rock and the window shattered.

  Jordan broke away the jagged edges and climbed in. A moment later he reappeared at the cottage’s front door and motioned for Clea to enter.

  She stepped inside and found herself standing in a quaint room furnished with rough-hewn antiques and pewter lamps. Massive ceiling beams, centuries old, ran the length of the room, and all around her, burnished wainscoting gleamed against the whitewashed walls. It would have been a cozy room were it not so cold and drafty. The English, thought Clea, must have thermally insulated hides.

  Jordan, soaked as he was, looked scarcely discomfited as he moved about the room, closing shutters. “I’ll have to make it up to old Monty, that broken window. He’ll understand. Doesn’t much use this cottage except in the summer. In fact, I believe he’s in Moritz at the moment. Trying to land the next Mrs. Montgomery Dearborn.”

  How many Mrs. Dearborns are there? Clea wanted to ask, but she couldn’t get out the question; her teeth were chattering too hard. What feeling she had left in her limbs was quickly fading to numbness. She knew she should strip off her wet clothes, should try to start a fire in the hearth, but she couldn’t seem to make her body move. She could only stand there, water dripping from her clothes onto the wood floor.

  Jordan turned on a lamp. By the light’s glow he caught his first real look at her. “Good Lord,” he said, touching her face. “You’re like an ice cube.”

  “Fire,” she whispered. “Please, start a fire.”

  “That’ll take too long. You need to get warmed up now.” He pulled her down a hall and into the bathroom. Quickly he turned on the shower spigot. As water hissed out in a sputtering stream he began to peel off her sopping wool jacket.

  “Electric coil heater,” said Jordan. “It’ll warm up in a minute.” He tossed her jacket aside and unzipped her skirt. She was too cold to care about anything so trivial as modesty; she let him pull her skirt off, let the fabric drop in a pile on the floor. The water was steaming now; he tested the temperature, then thrust her, underwear and all, into the shower.

  Even with hot water streaming over her body, it seemed to take forever for her to stop shaking. She huddled, dazed, under the spigot. Slowly the heat penetrated her numbness and she could feel her blood start to circulate again, could feel the flush of warmth at last seeping toward her core.

  “Clea?” she heard Jordan say.

  She didn’t answer. She was too caught up in the pleasure of being warm again. Sighing, she shifted around to let the stream roll down her back. Vaguely, through the rattle of water, she heard Jordan call.

  “Are you all right?”

  Before she could answer, the shower curtain was abruptly pushed aside. She found herself gazing up at Jordan’s face.

  As he was gazing at hers.

  For a moment they said nothing. The only sound was the pounding of the shower. And the pulsing of her heartbeat in her ears. Though she was barely clothed, though her transparent undergarments clung to her skin, Jordan’s gaze never wavered from her face. He seemed mesmerized by what he saw there. Drawn by the longing he surely recognized in her eyes.

  She reached out and touched his face. His cheek felt rough and chilled under her hot fingertips. Just that one contact, that brush of her skin against his, seemed to melt all the barriers between them. She felt another kind of heat ignite within her. She pulled his face down to hers and met his lips in a kiss.

  At once they were both clinging to each other. Whimpering. Hot water streamed across their shoulders, hers bare, his still clothed in the shirt. Through the curls of steam, she saw in his face the long-suppressed desire that had been throbbing between them since the night they’d met.

  She pressed even more eagerly against him and gave a soft sigh of pleasure, of triumph, at the burgeoning response of his body.

  “Your clothes,” she murmured, and reached up feverishly to pull off his shirt. He shrugged it off onto the bathroom floor, baring his chest, so recently bandaged. The golden hairs were damp and matted from the shower. They were both breathing in gasps now, both working frantically at his belt.

  Somehow they got the water shut off. Somehow they managed to find their way out of the shower, out of the bathroom with its obstacle course of wet clothes littering the tiles. They left a trail of still more wet clothes, lying where they’d dropped, his trousers near the bathroom door, her bra in the hallway, his undershorts at the threshold of the bedroom. By the time they reached the bed, there were no more clothes to shed. There was only damp flesh and murmurs and the yearning to be joined.

  The bedroom was cold and they slid, shivering, beneath the goose-down duvet. As they lay with limbs intertwined, mouths exploring, tasting, the heat of their bodies warmed the bed. Her shivering ceased. The room’s chill was forgotten in the rush of sensations now flooding through her, the sweet ache between her thighs, the sharp darts of pleasure as his mouth found her breasts, drawing her nipples to almost agonizing tautness.

  She rose above him and returned the torment with a vengeance. Her mouth traced down the plane of his chest, grazed his belly, seeking ever more sensitive flesh. Groaning, he gripped her shoulders, and his body twisted off the mattress, rolling her onto the pillow. Suddenly she was lying beneath him, his body hard atop hers, his hands cupping her face.

  Their gazes met, held. They never stopped looking at each other, even as he slid inside her, filled her. Even as she cried out with the pleasure of his penetration.

  He moved slowly, gently. Their gazes held.

  His breaths came faster, his hands clutching more tightly at her face. Still they looked at each other, joined in a bond that went deeper than flesh.

  Only when she felt that exquisite ache build to the first ripples of release did she close her eyes and surrender to the sensations flooding through her. A soft cry floated from her throat, a sound both foreign and wonderful. It was matched, seconds later, by his groan. Through the ebbing waves of her own pleasure she felt his last frantic thrusts, and then he pulsed deep within her. With a shuddering sigh his spent body came to rest and fell still.

  She cradled his head against her shoulder. As she pressed a kiss to his damp hair, she felt a wave of tenderness so overpowering it frightened her.

  We made love. What does it mean?

  They’d enjoyed each other’s bodies. They’d given each other satisfaction and, for a few moments, even happiness.

  But what does it mean?

  She pressed another kiss to the damp tendrils and felt again that twinge of affection, so intense this time it brought tears to her eyes. Blinking them away, she turned her face from him, only to feel his hand cradle her cheek and nudge her gaze back to his.

  “You are the most surprising woman I’ve ever met,” he said.

  She swallowed. And laughed. “That’s me. Full of surprises.”

  “And delights. I never know what to expect from you. And it’s starting to drive me quite mad.” He lowered his mouth and tenderly brushed his lips against hers, tasting, nibbling. Enjoying. Already she could feel the rekindling of his arousal, could feel his heaviness stirring against her thigh.

  She slid her hand between their hips and with a few silken strokes she had him hard and throbbing again. “You’re full of surprises yourself,” she murmured.

  “No, I’m quite…” he gave a sigh of delight “—conventional.”

  “Are you?” She lowered her mouth to his nipple and traced a circle of wetness with her tongue.

  “Some would even call me—” he dropped his head back and groaned “—damned predictable.”

  “Sometimes,” she whispered, “predictable is good.”

  With her tongue she began to trace a wet line across his chest to his other nipple. He was breathing hard, struggling to check his rising tide of passion.

  “Wait. Clea…” He caught her face. Gently he tilted it up toward him and looked at her. “I have to know. Why were you crying?”

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�I wasn’t.”

  “You were. A moment ago.”

  She studied him, hungrily devouring every detail. The way the light played on his ruffled hair. The crescent shadows cast by his eyelashes. The way he looked at her, so quietly, intently. As though she was some strange, unknowable creature.

  “I was thinking,” she said, “how different you are from any man I’ve known.”

  “Ah. No wonder you were crying.”

  She laughed and gave him a playful slap. “No, silly. What I meant was, the men I’ve known were always…after something. Wanting something. Planning the next take.”

  “You mean, like your uncle Walter?”

  “Yes. Like my uncle Walter.”

  The mention of her past, her flawed childhood, suddenly dampened her desire. She pulled away from him. Sitting up, she hugged her knees. If only she could make that part of her life drop away. If only she could be born anew. Without shame.

  “I’m embarrassed to admit he’s my relative,” she said.

  He laughed. “I’m embarrassed by my relatives all the time.”

  “But none of yours are in prison…are they?”

  “Not as of this moment, no.”

  “Uncle Walter is. So was my cousin Tony.” She paused and added softly, “So was I.”

  He reached for her hand. He didn’t say anything. He just watched her, and listened.

  “It was so ironic, really. For eight years I went perfectly straight. And suddenly Uncle Walter pops up outside my apartment. Bleeding all over my front porch. I couldn’t turn him in. And he wouldn’t let me take him to the hospital. So there I was, stuck with him. I burned his clothes. Tossed his lock picks in a Dumpster across town. And then the police showed up.” She gave a shrug, as though that last detail was scarcely worth mentioning. “The funny thing is,” she said, “I don’t hate him for it. Not a bit. You can’t hate Uncle Walter. He’s so damn…” She gave a sheepish shrug. “Lovable.”

  Laughing, he pressed her palm to his lips. “You have a most unique take on life. Like no other woman I’ve known.”

  “How many ex-cons have you slept with?”

  “You, I must admit, are my first.”

  “Yes, I imagine you’d normally prefer a proper lady.”

  He frowned at her. “What’s this rubbish about proper ladies, anyway?”

  “Well, I don’t exactly qualify.”

  “Proper is dull. And you, my dear Miss Rice, are not dull.”

  She tossed her head back and laughed. “Thank you, Mr. Tavistock, for the compliment.”

  He tugged her toward him. “And as for your notorious uncle Walter,” he whispered, pulling her down on top of him, “if he’s related to you, he must have some redeeming features.”

  She smiled down at him. “He is charming.”

  He cupped her face and kissed her. “I’m sure.”

  “And clever.”

  “I can imagine.”

  “And the ladies say he’s quite irresistible….”

  Again Jordan’s mouth found hers. His kiss, deeper, harder, swept all thoughts of Uncle Walter from her mind.

  “Quite irresistible,” murmured Jordan, and he slid his hand between her thighs.

  At once she was lost, needing him, crying out for him. She bared her warmth and he took it tenderly. And when it was over, when exhaustion finally claimed him, he fell asleep with his head on her breast.

  She smiled down at his tousled hair. “You will remember me fondly some day, won’t you, Jordan?” she whispered.

  And she knew it was the best she could hope for.

  It was all she dared hope for.

  He awakened to the subtle perfume of a woman’s scent, to the tickle of hair against his face. He opened his eyes and by the gray light slanting in through the shutters he saw Clea asleep beside him. Without a trace of makeup, and her hair lushly tangled across the pillow, she looked like some fairy princess over whom a spell of deathless repose had been cast. Unarousable, untouchable. Not altogether real.

  How real she’d felt to him last night! Not a princess at all, but a temptress, full of sweet mischief and even sweeter fire.

  Even now he couldn’t resist her. He reached for her and kissed her on the mouth.

  Her reaction was abrupt and startling. She gave a shudder of alarm and jerked up from the pillow.

  “It’s all right,” he soothed. “It’s only me.”

  She stared for a moment, as though not recognizing him. Then she gave a soft gasp and shook her head. “I—I haven’t been sleeping very well. Needless to say.”

  He watched her huddle beneath the duvet and wondered how she had maintained her sanity through these weeks of running and hiding. He couldn’t help but feel a rush of pity for her. It was mingled with admiration for her strength. Her will to live.

  She glanced at the window and saw daylight gleaming through the closed shutters. “They’ll be searching for us. We can’t stay here much longer.”

  “We can’t exactly stroll away, either. Not without help.”

  “Oh, no. No more calling on friends and family. I’m sure that’s how they found us last night. Your Richard Wolf must have told someone.”

  “He’d never do that.”

  “Then they followed him. Or they’ve tapped your phone. Something.” Abruptly she climbed out of bed and snatched up her underwear. Finding it still damp, she tossed it in disgust onto a chair. “I’m going to have to leave naked.”

  “Then you’ll most certainly catch someone’s eye.”

  “You’re not much help. Can’t you get out of bed, at least?”

  “I’m thinking. I think best in bed.”

  “Bed is where most men don’t think at all.” She picked up her bra. It, too, was damp. She looped it over the doorknob and glanced around the room in frustration. “You say the man who owns this place is a bachelor?”

  “In between states of wedded bliss.”

  “Does he have any women’s clothes?”

  “I’ve never thought to ask Monty such a personal question.”

  “You know what I mean.”

  He rose from the bed and went to open the wardrobe door. Inside hung two summer suits, a raincoat and a few neatly pressed shirts. On Jordan they’d all fit nicely. On Clea they’d look ridiculous. He took out a bathrobe and tossed it to her.

  “Unless we can turn you into a six-foot man,” he said, “this wardrobe won’t work. And even if we did find women’s clothes in here, there’s still the matter of your hair. That flaming red isn’t the most subtle color.”

  She snatched a lock of her hair and frowned at it. “I hate it, anyway. Let’s cut it off.”

  He eyed those lustrous waves and was forced to give a regretful nod. “Monty always keeps a bottle of hair dye around to touch up his graying temples. We could darken what’s left of your hair.”

  “I’ll find some scissors.”

  “Wait. Clea,” he said. “We have to talk.”

  She turned to him, her jaw set with the determination of what had to be done. “About what?”

  “Even if we do change your appearance, running may not be your best option.”

  “I think it’s my only option.”

  “There’s still the authorities.”

  “They didn’t believe me before. Why should they believe me now? My word’s nothing against Van Weldon’s.”

  “The Eye of Kashmir would change that.”

  “I don’t have it.”

  “Delancey does.”

  She shook her head. “By now, Van Weldon must have realized what a mistake it was to sell the Eye so soon. His people will be trying to get it back.”

  “What if they haven’t? It may still be in Delancey’s house, waiting to be snatched. By us.”

  She went very still. “Us?” she asked quietly.

  “Yes, us.” He smiled at her, a smile that did not seem to inspire much confidence, judging by her expression. “Congratulations. Meet your new partner in crime,” he said.

>   “That’s supposed to make me feel better?”

  “Doesn’t it?”

  “I’m just thinking about your last burglary attempt. And how close you came to getting us both handcuffed.”

  “That was inexperience. I’m now fully seasoned.”

  “Right. And ready for the frying pan.”

  “What is this, a crisis of confidence? You told me you used to burglarize houses just for the challenge of it.”

  “I didn’t know better then. I was a kid.”

  “And now you’re experienced. Better at the art.”

  Letting out a breath, she began to pace a line back and forth in the carpet. “I know I could break in again. I’m sure I could. But I don’t know where to look. The dagger could be anywhere upstairs. The bedroom, the guest rooms. I’d need time.”

  “Together, we could do it in half the time.”

  “Or get caught twice as fast,” she muttered. And she left the room.

  He followed her into the kitchen, where he found her rummaging through drawers for the scissors. “There’s always the other option,” he said. “The logical one. The reasonable one. We go to the police.”

  “Where they’ll laugh in my face, the way they did before. And Van Weldon will know exactly where to find me.”

  “You’ll be under protection. I promise.”

  “The safest place for me, Jordan, is out where I can run. A moving target’s not so easy to hit.” She found the scissors and handed them to him. “Especially when the target keeps changing its appearance. Go ahead, do it.”

  He looked down at the scissors, then looked at that beautiful mane of hair. The task was almost too painful, but he had no choice. Regretfully he took a handful of cinnamon red hair. Just the scent of those silky strands was enough to reawaken all the memories of last night. The way her body had fitted against his. The way she’d moved beneath him, not a docile release but the joyous shudders of a wild creature.

  That’s what she was. A wild thing. Sensuous. Unpredictable. In time she would drive him crazy.

  Already he was losing his long-practiced sense of self-control. All it took was a few whiffs of her hair, the touch of silk in his palm, and he was ready to drag her back to bed.