Nate

by Tijan

  “Oh my God,” someone whispered from the crowd.

  My heart picked up, starting to speed in my chest.

  “Wha—”

  He said into the microphone, cutting me off, “There’s things not-child appropriate I want to say to you, but I’ll wait until we’re alone. Thoughts that I had when I first met you.”

  “Oh!” I laughed, remembering that day. “I think I shared some of those thoughts.”

  He laughed into the mic. “Maybe, but as everyone here knows, life completely turned everything upside down for me after that day, and it’s made me not only a better man but also a better everything. Better person. Better father.” He winked. “I fell in love with you, and I just became a better man. Happier man. You and I have been through so much, and I know we’ll have ups and downs. That’s just a part of life, but the night I told you that I loved you, I asked you to unofficially marry me. There was no dating between us, no deciding if we wanted to be in each other’s lives or not. We just were, and thank God for that. Thank God for a lot of things. But I knew that night… well, I knew long before that night, but I was still learning this science called communication, and that night I told you that I wanted you to be my partner for the rest of our lives.”

  I was crying.

  I couldn’t stop the tears.

  My heart was trying to beat its way out of my chest.

  All the nerves Nate had before were now in me. My stomach was doing butterfly flips and pirouettes over and over again. It wasn’t stopping.

  “I told you I’d ask you officially later, and well, today’s that day. I hope that’s all right?” He didn’t wait before going to one knee. He looked up at me, pulling out a ring and holding it toward me. “Will you, Quincey Royas, be my wife and become Quincey Monson?”

  There was a roar from the crowd, but they ceased to exist for me.

  I couldn’t move.

  I opened my mouth, my tears cascading down my face, and then I whispered, “Yes. Oh my God, yes.”

  “Yeah?”

  I nodded, my emotion fully choking me.

  I’d been content with Nate, with Nova, with my family. But now, I was elated.

  “Oh, thank God.” The mic caught that last bit as Nate stood, sliding the ring onto my finger, and then picking me up and spinning me around. There were laughter and more cheers after that, but it was all a blur to me.

  It was compounded by everything and everyone, and I had no words for a moment.

  Finally, I just wrapped my arms around Nate and said, “Thank you for loving me.”

  He pulled back, searching my eyes, and a deeper look came over him. “Thank you for loving me.”

  I smiled, and his eyes darkened again before his mouth found mine.

  Nova didn’t want to leave the cow, so we went to her. The crowd went with us, which Nova was annoyed because she literally only wanted to be with the cow. We didn’t care.

  There were hugs, kisses, congratulations.

  A line formed, coming up to us, and there were more hugs. So many hugs. I was hugged out by the end of the night. When we shared what happened with Nova later that night, she nodded, a very serious look coming over her. Then she stood, hugged both of us one by one, and asked, perched on our laps. “Milly told me that she’d like us to rescue her.”

  It took a second before the dots connected.

  Milly was the cow, and Milly seemed happy, but Mason and Sam rescued their dog, so Nova thought every animal needed rescuing.

  Nate said, “We’re going to have to move to a farm.”

  Nova’s eyes got big. “REALLY?!”

  I gave him a look. “Now she thinks us getting married means we’re moving to a farm.”

  He grinned at me. “Maybe we could get married on a farm?”

  I laughed because maybe we could.

  * * *

  Six months later, we got married on a farm.

  Nova put in a request to “rescue” some ducks, too.

  * * *

  One year later, Valerie Stephanie Monson was born.

  A year after that, Lilac Aspen Monson was born.

  * * *

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  Acknowledgments

  Oh man! I have so many to thank. My editors, proofreaders! You guys are all so amazing and flexible, very very flexible and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. To Crystal and Amy — holy goodness thank you to both! You both drop what you’re doing and help me out, and not with simple things. It’s heavy time investments, but you guys do it. You guys are all my team, and yesss. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

  Thank you to Debra Anastasia, Helena Hunting, and Ilsa Madden-Mills. You three are like my cheerleaders when I need to vent or need to get picked up. Without a doubt, all three of you will Skype or call or whatever I need.

  Thank you to Kimberly because damn, woman. You’re a rockstar in getting these books out to the rest of the world.

  Thank you to ALL OF THE FALLEN CREST READERS! Nate did not talk to me. Like, ever. He was very hard to crack, and I honestly felt like I needed to write Aspen’s book first before his because I didn’t understand myself.

  Then I wrote Aspen. And I understood.

  I’m an author who really listens to the characters. I let them show me who they are and I’m just as surprised when I peel back their layers as readers are. There’s been a lot of mystery and curiosity about Nate, and once I wrote him, I was like —OH! Now I understand.

  Nate and Quincey AND Nova!

  Gosh. I hope you guys loved them as much as I did and do.

  Thank you to everyone who has helped me in creating this book, and for everyone who keeps the Fallen Crest world alive!

  Also by Tijan

  Related books:

  Fallen Crest/Roussou Universe

  Fallen Crest Series

  Crew Series

  The Boy I Grew Up With (standalone)

  Rich Prick (standalone)

  Frisco

  Other series:

  Broken and Screwed Series (YA/NA)

  Jaded Series (YA/NA suspense)

  Davy Harwood Series (paranormal)

  Carter Reed Series (mafia)

  The Insiders

  Mafia Standalones:

  Cole

  Bennett Mafia

  Jonah Bennett

  Canary

  Sports Romance Standalones:

  Enemies

  Teardrop Shot

  Hate To Love You

  The Not-Outcast

  Young Adult Standalones:

  Ryan’s Bed

  A Whole New Crowd

  Brady Remington Landed Me in Jail

  College Standalones:

  Antistepbrother

  Kian

  Contemporary Romances:

  Bad Boy Brody

  Home Tears

  Fighter

  Rockstar Romance Standalone:

  Sustain

  Paranormal Standalone:

  Evil

  Micaela’s Big Bad

  More books to come!

  Bennett Mafia

  Chapter One

  “Die, you fly!”

  I locked eyes with a black fly, or maybe our eyes weren’t locked, but he was perched on the rock next to me. He was going down. He had been harassing me for the last hour. I was outside, trying to clean up the yard, but I was going nuts with this damn thing buzzing all around me.

  He was teasing me, taunting me. He flew out of the way every time I swung at him. He was too fast, and as he paused on my shoulder, I swung at the same time the screen door opened. I heard its creak across the yard right before a numbing pain exploded in my shoulder.

  “Ry—did you just clock yourself?”

  Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

  I groaned, my knees buckling.

  I had.

  I’d swun
g with the rock in my hands, and now I felt blood trickling down my shoulder and arm. My shirtsleeve was rapidly turning red.

  The fly fucker was trying to kill me, by outsmarting me.

  “Shit.”

  The door slammed shut, and I heard Blade’s feet scuffling down the stairs as he ran to me. The gravel crunched under his weight, and then he slid in behind me. His pants would be ripped up, but knowing Blade, he wouldn’t care.

  He rarely cared about clothes. We were just happy he wore them, most of the time.

  “Fuck.” He swore under his breath, his very tanned and slightly oily fingers gentle as he looked at my wound. His dark eyes seemed to penetrate my shoulder before he sat back on his heels, raking a hand through his dreadlocks. “What were you doing?”

  I wasn’t going to admit a fly had outwitted me.

  When I was doing yard work, Blade made himself scarce. For the years he’d been living with us, he’d been content to clean the inside. He did most of the cooking, cleaning, and dishes, and it wasn’t uncommon for us to come home from shopping and find him wearing a maid’s apron and duster—and nothing else.

  So for him to come looking for me outside like this wasn’t normal.

  “What is it?” I jerked my head toward the house, hearing the television blaring.

  His concerned eyes lifted to mine, and a whole different look slid over him.

  My alarm level went up three notches.

  Of the three of us living in this little cabin outside of Calgary, or Cowtown as we called it sometimes, Blade wasn’t the one who got concerned about things. He enjoyed indulging in marijuana, kept his hair in tight dreadlocks, and dressed like a child from the sixties in a brown vest, no shirt, and a tie-dyed bandana over his hair. Only instead of bell-bottoms, he wore tight, frayed jeans over regular runners. He handled all our computer stuff, and when we walked inside, I wasn’t surprised to find he had switched over the news he’d caught on his computer to the main television screen.

  I also wasn’t surprised to be watching a report from New York City.

  “—ennett mafia princess has been missing for forty-nine hours now.”

  Ice lined my insides.

  A picture of my old boarding school roommate, Brooke Bennett, flashed on the screen, along with numbers to call if she was found.

  Found…

  As in, she was lost?

  I felt punched in the chest.

  Brooke was missing.

  Dazed, I reached out for a chair to sit in. Blade moved to my side.

  “That’s your old roommate, right?” The chair protested. Blade’s hand left my arm, and his voice came from my side. “The one you had at that rich school.”

  I almost snorted at his wording, but I was still in a daze. I nodded instead.

  Brooke. Man.

  The news was showing pictures from her social media accounts, and she was gorgeous. Fourteen years. I don’t know why that number popped into my head, but it felt right. It’d been so long since I last saw her, or was it fourteen years since we first met? One of those.

  “She was always so girly,” I murmured, almost to myself. She’d been so full of life.

  Not me. I’d been a numbed-down, post-traumatized zombie when I walked into that room.

  “Oh my gosh! You must be my roommate!” She had launched herself at me from behind the moment I entered the room, wrapping her arms around me. Her face had pressed into my shoulder.

  Janine had squawked. “Oh my.”

  I’d ignored my dad’s secretary and had taken one second before the girl let me go and hurried around in front of me. Her hands went to my arms, just underneath my shoulders and she’d looked me up and down.

  I did the same: black oval eyes, stunning jet-black hair, a pert nose, small mouth—but lips formed just like the ones that had been a stamp on my last Valentine’s Day party invitation, full and plump.

  I was slightly envious, or as envious as I could get since I wasn’t usually the jealous type. She had a small chin to end her perfect heart-shaped face, and her eyes were glittering and alive.

  That had been the one moment when I truly was jealous of her. Life. She had what I didn’t. I wasn’t jealous of her looks, though if I’d had a different upbringing maybe I might’ve been? In a way, that was something I was thankful for. Life meant more to me than looks or things. It meant yearning for safety, smiles, the feeling of being loved.

  The other girls had been jealous of her money. For a “rich kids” school, everyone seemed to be pissed about how much money they had. They always wanted more, and they seemed to know who had the most. I was toward the lower end of the wealthy crowd, but Brooke—as it had been whispered around school—was at the top.

  There’d been other whispers, other looks, but we were twelve in our first year there. I didn’t understand what the word mafia actually meant. But it was used often as a taunt by our second semester at Hillcrest. The first semester there hadn’t been that kind of bullying. Some girls liked us. Some girls didn’t. A few hung out with us, and our room became known as the “hot guy” room. Not because we had guys there. Far from it. I would’ve died if a cute guy even looked my way. No, no. Our room had the name because of all the posters and photographs Brooke plastered all over our room. All gorgeous males.

  It never made sense that some of her pictures didn’t look professionally taken, but the posters were real, and who wouldn’t drool over a full-length shot of Aaron Jonahson, the best football player in the United States—or the celebrity actor from everyone’s favorite television show, or the so-hot model that’d been a convict first. Brooke seemed to have all the guys covered, but some pictures seemed more like snapshots. Which was the truth.

  I found out around the holidays: they were her family.

  They weren’t celebrities—not in the sense that I understood back then—they were her brothers, all four of them.

  Cord was the oldest at eighteen.

  Kai was fifteen.

  Tanner was fourteen.

  Brooke was twelve.

  And Jonah brought up the rear at nine years old.

  Brooke was quiet about her family, really quiet. But when I found out those boys were her brothers, and their names, I was fascinated. I couldn’t lie about that. I just hadn’t known who I was becoming obsessed about.

  Cord kept his hair short, almost a crew cut above his more angular face. Brooke told me he was usually the reserved one, and artsy. She almost hissed when she used that word, as if it was a curse, but then she shrugged. “It’s the truth. He wants to be a painter one day.”

  Next in line hadn’t been Kai. She’d skipped over him and chewed on her lip, pausing before pointing to Tanner. As she did, her eyes lit up and a bright smile took over her face.

  “Tanner has this shaggy hair that he bleaches blond, and sometimes it’s dark when I see him. He’s funny, Ry. He’s so funny, but he also has an attitude. All the girls here would die over him, literally just die.”

  I still remembered all the emails she got from a tannerinyourmama—almost her entire inbox was emails from him.

  When she’d gotten to Jonah’s picture, she’d quieted, but a fondness had shone through her. She’d spoken almost as if he were in the room and words could break him.

  “Jonah’s the baby,” she said gently. “He worships Kai…” She’d paused and scratched at her forehead before continuing. “But he doesn’t look like the rest of us.” That’s all she’d said about him.

  I’d inspected the picture of her and him together. She had pulled Jonah onto her lap, her arms around him, and his still-baby cheek pressed against hers as he smiled. His skin had a darker tone than the others, but they all had the most luscious facial features. All dark eyes.

  Cord and Kai had black hair in their pictures. Tanner’s was lighter, and Brooke’s a lovely shade of dark copper. Jonah’s hair matched hers, with a twinge of curl in it too. Tanner’s was long and shaggy, sticking up all over. Kai’s was short, where a hand could run thro
ugh it easily and it’d fall back in place—just a touch longer than Cord’s barely-there hair.

  I returned my attention to the television now, coming back to the present.

  In the photos on the screen, Brooke’s hair was still the length it’d been in school. She’d kept it trimmed just above her waist and had been adamant that no one would cut it. She’d whispered one night about a fight with her dad, that her father went after her with a pair of scissors. But her hair was still long when she told me, so whatever the fight, he hadn’t been successful. And like all the other times she talked about her family, she didn’t go into detail. She always said just enough so I knew what she was talking about, and then she would close up. Her shoulders would shudder before a wall slammed down, and that night had been the same.

  A soft sigh left me as I continued to watch the images on the news.

  Brooke had her chin up, proud, as her braided hair curved around her neck. In another she struck a sultry pose in a bikini. She could’ve been a model, except maybe she didn’t have the height—not like me. She’d been an inch shorter than me in school, though now I had shot up even taller to five ten.

  They teased us about being sisters at school.

  I had loved it, though I never said a word. I didn’t know if Brooke enjoyed it. She never spoke for or against it, but I could see now why people thought that way. We both had dark black hair. Okay. Maybe I couldn’t see why now. That was the end of our similarities. Brooke had a rounder face. I was fairer in skin. My eyes were more narrow. My face a little longer. And taller. I was always taller.

  Brooke used to sigh that I could be a model, but she was wrong. She was the future model. I saw the proof now.

  She looked like she’d gotten a tad bit taller too, maybe another inch, but that was it. It didn’t matter. Brooke could’ve been a model just because she had turned into a celebrity—which was also why the story about her being missing had been picked up by a news channel from New York City, where I didn’t think she lived.