by Kenna Bardot
I took a deep breath as Alec Gaius pushed the door open, and walked in ahead of me. I stepped inside and was completely prepared for Ronan to yell at me as soon as he saw me. I was not prepared, however, for the way his tall body bolted off his bed and how he bent down to sweep me into his arms in one long, fluid movement. I froze for a moment, shocked. Then I broke free of Alec Gaius who still held my hand tightly and wrapped arms around Ronan’s strong neck. My face burrowed into his neck as my legs did their best to wrap around his hips.
I heard Alec Gaius close the door behind us as Ronan carefully rested me on my back on the bed. He didn’t move to separate us, holding me there in a way that should have left me feeling crushed by his weight but comforted me with the warm, almost overwhelming presence.
“I’m sorry,” he grunted at me, and I couldn’t help but chuckle. Leave it to Ronan to turn an apology into a grunt.
I didn’t really mind. I always thought his grunts were sexy. They were just something that was Ronan to the core. My broody caveman, more action than words.
“I’m sorry too,” I whispered, even though it went against my instinct. I wanted to move on, and I was sorry that by not speaking to him I had caused him distress.
“Do not ever do that again, woman,” he warned, but his voice was soft even in its command. “We work out our problems. You don’t run from me.” He pulled back to look at me, grey eyes probing mine seriously.
“Yes, Ronan, sir,” I murmured, and his dimples showed while he grinned at me.
“Good girl.” His lips hit mine, soft and tender. The bed dipped as Alec joined us, cuddling into our sides to just enjoy being back together after what seemed like a separation that had stretched on forever.
I laid there for a few minutes, enjoying the warmth of being surrounded by my men until someone knocked on the boys’ door. Alec Gaius separated himself to open it. Bless his heart - not only had he forcibly arranged things so Ronan and I would patch things up but he was considerate enough to know that no way was Ronan going to extricate himself from me anytime soon.
“Hey, Emers. Everyone, Emers,” Alec announced, and I grinned at the newcomer strolling into the room nonchalantly, like me having a massive brute lying on top of me was the norm.
“I take it you two patched things up,” he laughed.
“Safe to say, I think.” I gave Ronan’s hard back a rub as I did so. He moaned softly in my ear.
“What do you want, Hawkins? No offense, man, but I really want to get inside my woman,” Ronan grunted, shifting his hips to rub against me.
“Ronan!” I protested, slapping the back of his head.
“I want to join in,” Emerson said, surprising me with his assertiveness. He stood up a little taller, staring at the back of Ronan’s head.
“What?” Ronan asked, his head swiveling around to stare at the younger man.
“I thought we agreed I would talk to them first,” I hissed at him. The timing was such shit since I’d only just made up with Ronan and the last thing I needed was to justify my desire to fuck another man.
“You were taking too long. Also, I saw you were headed here and figured it for the perfect time.” He smirked, too much like Ronan and Alec Gaius. Lottie was right, these three spent too much time together.
Ronan removed my arms from around his neck, leaning back to stare down at me. “You two talked about this?” His voice was blank, so carefully blank I couldn’t get a read on him. It was easier when he was spewing mad.
“The other day, after the fight. Or, to be more succinct, after you hit Emers instead because you were too distracted and too busy trying to punch Vali. Emerson expressed an interest, I reciprocated but told him of our agreement. I just haven’t had a chance to talk to you both.” I explained but didn’t apologize for my actions - I had done the right thing.
“Because you weren’t speaking to me,” he corrected. “It wasn’t for lack of time or opportunity.”
“Ronan Asher. It’s a little besides the point, is it not?” Alec asked, interrupting.
He sighed. “Point taken. So you’re interested in saying yes?”
I nodded, one eyebrow winging up.
“You want him?” Ronan always pushed me out of my comfort zone. No hesitations, no evasion, no half-assing.
“Yes, Ronan,” I admitted. “And I want to watch the two of you with him.” Ronan’s dimples came out to play as he turned a dark smile toward Alec Gaius. He pushed up off the bed to climb off of me. Taking my hand in his, he pulled me from the bed, guiding me to the center of the room.
“What do you think?” he asked Alec Gaius, slipping the clasp on my tunic so it parted to reveal my bra. My skin twitched under Ronan’s rough fingers as they skated across my sensitive flesh to slide under the waistband of my pants. Zeevar, I had missed them.
“Do you want him too?”
“Fuck yes,” Alec Gaius groaned out. “I like getting fucked, and I like fucking Kaia, but I need to fuck a man too and you won’t let me anywhere near your ass.” Ronan snorted out a laugh and turned his attention back to Emerson. “You understand that we’re a package deal? If you want to fuck Kaia, that means you fuck us too?”
Ronan came up behind me, running his fingers through my hair gently until he reached the back of my head and gave a little tug. I gasped, arching into the pressure. I watched Emerson for a reaction, his eyes fell to my parted lips.
“I like dick as much as I like pussy.” Emerson was serious - the smile gone from his face. He was all focused intent as Ronan ran his hands over my stomach.
“You understand we’re committed to each other? There’s no fucking other people when you’re with us.” Ronan smiled into my neck.
“I understand.” Emerson nodded, his eyes barely flashing to Ronan’s before they went back to where Ronan’s hand toyed with the fastening of my pants.
“One more thing, baby.” Alec Gaius drew my eyes to his, his thumb touching my bottom lip softly. “That means you have three men to please. It means you’re going to finally let me have that ass of yours.”
Ronan groaned behind me, thrusting his hips against my back. I bit my lip, hesitating even still. I’d avoided it every time, having never taken a man that way before.
“We can make it feel good,” Ronan whispered in my ear, and I found myself nodding. Alec Gaius grinned at me, and I gulped nervously.
Zeevar, I was fucked.
Alec Gaius stepped over to Emerson, but kept his eyes on me. “You said you wanted to watch him with us?” I nodded even as Ronan divested me of my tunic, running whisper soft kisses on my skin as he did so.
Emerson let his eyes glide away from me to look at Alec Gaius, who took advantage to kiss him in that slow, masterful way he had. Ronan pinched my nipples through my bra, and I drew in a sharp breath. Emerson’s eyes came back to me, pupils dilated, but Alec Gaius grabbed a fistful of Titian curls to demand his attention.
My stomach tightened with need as I watched the two men together. Alec Gaius was all about that graceful beauty that so few could possess, but Emerson submitted so beautifully - nothing but adorable in Alec’s grasp.
Working my neck with his mouth, alternating between kisses and bites, Ronan finally undid my pants, but slid them down my legs so slowly it was torturous. I kicked them off when they hit my feet, desperate to be free of them as I watched Alec Gaius and Emerson make out.
My bra went next, sending my hair flying in a cloud around me. I hadn’t even shaken it out of my face before Ronan was kneeling behind me to pull my panties down my legs. He bit the flesh of my ass lightly, humming against my skin. I fought the urge to sit on his face. I couldn’t have him thinking I was overly desperate. Even though I was.
“I can’t wait to fuck you here, woman.” His finger slid between my legs to stoke the heat of my pussy. He dipped inside in a shallow exploration, before drawing back and dragging his finger through the cheeks of my ass to drift over that unclaimed space. A shudder rolled through me.
I mo
aned out, a needy sound I wouldn’t have previously expected at the promise of taking Ronan there - taking anyone there. I wasn’t even sure how it was possible for any of my men to fit there, but I knew it was possible since I’d watched him with Alec Gaius several times.
Shivering a bit, I realized I was the only person naked in a room with three men.
It was a glorious feeling - I wanted them to worship me and my body. Like I’d seen with Emerson at that party months ago, there was power to be had in willful submission and owning of sexuality. I took a moment to appreciate it, feeling free in a way I’d never felt in my life before InkHaven. Having never taken risks before, it seemed beyond all possibility that I would be in a situation like this so quickly.
I owned my body, welcomed those who saw the value in it, because I saw the value in it and in me finally.
“I want to watch you fuck him,” Ronan whispered in my ear, and though it seemed impossible, Alec Gaius drew back like he’d heard him.
“Take off his clothes.” That command was for Alec Gaius, who didn’t hesitate to do what he was told. He tore off the salmon shirt Emerson wore over his head. His slight thin muscles struck me as being what I would have looked like had I been a man, and I couldn’t help but grin at him as Alec Gaius undid his pants, and he eagerly jumped to shimmy out of the skinny legs that stuck to his body like a second skin.
We were naked together, and though we had both been stripped, we’d yet to touch. I hadn’t even so much as touched my lips to his. Ronan gave me a little shove Emerson’s way, and I stumbled into him with a laugh.
“She’s got the tightest little pussy.” I could hear the smirk in Ronan’s voice, and he just flashed me his dimples when I turned to glare at him. “Just giving him a warning, woman. I wish Alec had warned me before I got in there.”
“I kind of had a mouthful at the time, lest we forget,” Alec Gaius interjected with a smooth smile.
“Sure. And you’re about to have another one,” Ronan growled, tugging Alec Gaius to him towards the head of the bed. They both started to strip and I was so tempted to watch, but Emerson ran a hand over my hair. His adorable smile returned, the Emerson I knew, which was so comforting.
I wondered how it would feel being with him. Alec Gaius and Ronan were both very dominant personalities and exerted their power and control over me so I was never in charge. While Alec Gaius was willing to be submissive to Ronan, he was never submissive for me under any circumstances. Emerson was submissive; that I knew. What would it be like to be with someone like me?
He cupped my cheek, tilting my face up slightly so he could finally meet my mouth. Soft but not like Alec’s were soft. With Alec, it was a masterful dance to make sure I was mindless enough to bend to his will. That was always the endgame. With Emerson, it was slow because he wanted to draw it out and get as much pleasure for as long as possible.
I smiled against his lips, letting him open his mouth to mine and make love to me in that way. Backing me up to the bed, he released me with a playful shove. I giggled, letting my back fall to the bed and pulling myself up onto it completely. The position put my head near the top of the bed where the other men were both naked, Alec Gaius stroking Ronan’s cock. It captured my attention for a brief moment, and Ronan’s darkened silver eyes were pure command. I opened my mouth, letting him thrust in. Alec Gaius kept his hand around Ronan’s base, squeezing him there as the thrusting continued. Emerson groaned from the foot of the bed, spreading my legs and settling himself between them to kiss my neck.
I groaned, feeling my skin bloom under Emerson’s attention as he kissed his way down my chest. He flicked one nipple with his tongue, spreading me open to toy with me between my legs. Arching my back, I whimpered and gasped from shock, letting Ronan slip from my mouth. Through slitted eyes, I saw that Alec Gaius was quick to pick up my slack, leaning forward to wrap his lips around his length. Ronan buried his hand in Alec’s hair, letting his head drop back to make guttural sounds in his throat. From his angle, Alec Gaius was better able to work him deeper than I had, so I turned my head and lifted up enough to drag my tongue over his balls. Emerson switched to my other nipple, sucking at it hard enough to make me moan, eyes closing in ecstasy, while he circled my clit.
“Fuck,” Alec Gaius hissed and I opened my eyes a slit to see him staring at me. He reached down and pinched the nipple Emerson had vacated. It was cool in the air, until his hot flesh touched it and gave me the pleasure of those dueling sensations on my flesh. I ran my fingers down the arm he touched me with before reaching out to grab his length. I could hear him moan around Ronan as I stroked his cock.
“Gods,” Emerson whispered, reverently. I turned my gaze when I felt him pull back to see him staring at the flesh between my legs. Gently pushing my legs open wider, he shot me a playful grin, before diving down and putting his lips to the wet heat that burned.
“Shit!” I cried out and my free hand trembled as it found its way to his head, my fingers burying deep into the red cloud, loving the way the curls felt in my hands as he slowly worked me into a frenzy with slow, steady, torturous sweeps of his tongue. Entrance to clit, circle, back. His tongue slid inside me.
I was going to shatter into a million pieces of delirious pleasure.
He added a finger, curling it around to press on and off against the back wall of my pussy while his tongue made shallow thrusts inside me.
Light flooded through me as I came, screaming out his name. He took my clit between his lips, sucking until I finished my orgasm with a twitch.
“Well, I think it’s safe to say she likes him.” Alec Gaius laughed, and I looked up to find him watching me along with Ronan. I flushed under their gazes.
“Fuck you, Alec.” I mock glared at him.
“Can’t wait, baby. But since we’ve just welcomed him to our little group, we’re happy enough to have Emerson go first,” he said with a nod to Emerson who stood to shuck off his boxers. Turning my eyes to him, he gave me a playful, but cocky smile. He crawled up the bed, falling between my spread legs again and sliding inside me in a smooth glide. I clutched him to me, feeling him moan into my neck.
“Precious Kai,” he murmured, taking my mouth with his as he slid in and out of me with smooth, deep glides.
“Gods, Emerson,” I moaned, pulling back when Alec Gaius turned his attention back to Ronan. The shift in position put his cock next to my face, and I moved to take him in hand again. Emerson’s mouth beat me to it. His pouty lips wrapped around Alec looked so perfect so I thrust my hips to make up for his shallow thrusts - he was distracted, after all.
I felt myself contract around him, and he released Alec Gaius with a moan. His mouth near mine, he spoke, “You feel so good, Kai.”
I smiled at him even as I felt him go in and out of me, faster and deeper. He kissed me, and I could still taste myself, intermingled with the salty taste of Alec Gaius, on his lips. It was a naughty little taste of our dirty sex.
I never wanted to be clean again.
I reached up to wrap my arms around his neck and pushed our bodies closer, locking my ankles behind him. It brought new sensations to what we were doing - he was the first and only one of the guys I could actually achieve that with - and his strokes grew even more rapid.
In the background I heard Ronan groan and having been with him often enough, I knew he was close. Emerson pulled his mouth from mine, glancing down our bodies to watch himself disappear inside me.
I unlocked my arms from Emerson’s neck and bent back to take Alec in my mouth. I let him thrust in and out at his own pace, my throat allowing him to catch up to the rest of us. Emerson ran his hands down my sides as he leaned back to his knees to fuck me harder. He rubbed my clit, drawing pleasure from me even as I felt like I might wilt from it.
Ronan grunted, and I felt a shift. Looking up towards him, I saw that he’d left Alec’s mouth to stroke himself. He came on my chest, and I gasped in shock. Alec took the opportunity to thrust even deeper, hitting the back of my t
hroat, and I worked to suppress my gag reflex. Emerson circled my clit perfectly, and I followed Ronan over the edge, trembling as my eyes rolled back.
When I came down, I was limp like a rag doll, two of my holes being used by two of my beautiful men so thoroughly. Emerson gave a few more sharp thrusts before flooding my insides with heat and collapsing on top of me. Alec Gaius took advantage and hooking his arms under mine, shifted my body to be able to use me better. In a few more minutes, his thrusting became harder and not long after, he came in my throat. I swallowed and licked my lips, smiling up at Alec Gaius as he grinned down at me.
I glanced over at Ronan to find him with one leg planted on the floor where he’d collapsed. “I think we need a bigger bed,” he laughed with an arm over his face.
✽✽✽
Emerson joined us for my session with Gaylord the next day. It was hard enough for all of us to separate for classes since we just wanted to spend time together. The addition to our group was new, exciting, and it gave us a whole new dynamic.
But besides just enjoying the pleasure of sex, I loved the intimacy and emotion that we had and so I was excited to show my guys what I’d learned after starting the process of training with my whip at my last session. My sword was good, for the most part, and I’d already become attached to it but from the moment I’d touched that whip it had become a part of me. It was like an extension of my arm that connected to me on the deepest level. It felt much like my men did - I enjoyed the way they fucked me, but I really felt, appreciated and loved how much they cared deeply for me.
Gaylord grinned at us as we entered the room, something akin to excitement on his face. His eyes landed on Ronan first and then mine, but his smile dimmed just slightly when he noticed me tugging Emerson into his classroom. Those incredible dark eyes of his slid down to take in our clasped hands and the smile faded from his angular face. Somehow, I felt like I’d lost something that I didn’t quite understand yet. Lost something I didn’t really have in the first place.