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by Les Murray


  the swerving muskets, death in a bag of flour.

  The ancient poetry totters – but new laughs get learned,

  jobs tried, worlds pictured, and brave ambitious women

  come to borrow seed at the edge of spaceship tents,

  things better known on the low horse than the high horse.

  Few horses come into the great hall of the Chlorine:

  better not to bring them.

  Nothing in the water feeds Race. A little of the sun

  pouring in through wiped walls may be kin to it,

  but that family the Race dog followed in has merged

  in the swimming noise of this mall, handling blue and yellow

  floats that mark the lapping lanes. They plunge under ropes

  and separate into their ages, over by the wheelchair hoist.

  If I met them, we might become good friends

  if we could cross that land, proxy-farmed for indignation,

  that lies between us.

  A DOG’S ELEGY

  The civil white-pawed dog who’d strain

  to make speech-like sounds to his humans

  lies buried in the soil of a slope

  that he’d tear down on his barking runs.

  He hated thunder and gunshot

  and would charge off to restrain them.

  A city dog too alive for backyards,

  we took him from the pound’s Green Dream

  but now his human name melts off him;

  he’ll rise to chase fruit bats and bees;

  the coral tree and the African tulip

  will take him up, and the prickly tea trees.

  Our longhaired cat who mistook him

  for an Alsatian flew up there full tilt

  and teetered in top twigs for eight days

  as a cloud, distilling water with its pelt.

  The cattle suspect the Dog lives

  but three kangaroos stood in our pasture

  this daybreak, for the first time in memory,

  eared gazing wigwams of fur.

  LÁSZLÓ

  One crepe-myrtle tree’s already mirrored

  in the grass by bloom it has shed,

  tissue flowerets the exact mauve of gloves

  that adjust the coffined dead.

  Now it’s evening. Cuisine on television:

  artful pinches in Republic-flag liquid

  on vast plates. I thought I would find

  thistles in Scotland, too, but I never did.

  Last night I met Lesley Murray.

  She was my junior. Logically so.

  Male Leslies crashed with Leslie Howard

  in ’43. And he was a László.

  My friend’s mother, seeing a woman shot,

  split, and knew detachment from then on.

  I marvelled She remembers when hers started! –

  I watch myself writing this down.

  BIG SHAME

  When Dad and I first drove to Sydney

  we shared billy tea by the kerb

  brewed with water a housewife boiled for us.

  Too flash for him, a cafe in a suburb,

  though he could charm them dewy when he tried.

  Same with all Up Home advice, where to eat

  or stay, in the Big Smoke: it’s always

  cheap holes where slurs die of defeat.

  One dictionary awards rural-poor speech

  entire to the Black folk who share it:

  box up, walk off, bad friends, Poor, growl,

  cheeky, hollow, in with, hunt, quiet –

  Define me all those, or spare the Proletariat.

  It’s called Big Shame, my poison-brother* fellow

  says, this feeling abashed by proper people.

  Before Racist and Beaut Authentic, we were Low

  for which you get sentenced to the past

  – you never see the court –

  to smokes, to single beds in plywood rooms,

  to union legends, to sashcord round your port.

  * poison-brother – (Aboriginal English) brother-in-law.

  An avoidance relationship in the Aboriginal kinship system.

  THE SUNRAYSIA POEMS

  Asparagus Bones

  Thirstland talc light

  haunted the bush horizons

  all day. As it softened

  into blusher we drove out

  through gardens that are farms

  past steeped sultana frames

  to a red-earth dune

  flicked all over with water

  to keep it tightly knitted

  in orange and avocado trees

  black-green and silver green

  above trickling dust. My friend

  fetched a box of fossil bones

  from the unlocked half-million

  of the coolroom there: asparagus

  for his banquet kitchen,

  no-one around, no dog,

  then we drove where biceps

  of river water swelled

  through a culvert, and bulges

  of turbulence hunted swirls

  just under their moon skin,

  and we mentioned again

  unsecured farm doors, open

  verandahs, separate houses,

  emblems of a good society.

  Oasis City

  Rose-red city in the angles of a cut-up

  green anthology: grape stanzas, citrus strophes,

  I like your dirt cliffs and chimney-broom palm trees,

  your pipe dream under dust, in its heads of pressure.

  I enjoy your landscape blown from the Pleistocene

  and roofed in stick forests of tarmacadam blue.

  Your river waltzed round thousands of loops to you

  and never guessed. Now it’s locked in a Grand Canal,

  aerated with paddlewheels, feeder of kicking sprays,

  its willows placid as geese outspread over young

  or banner-streamed under flood. Hey, rose-red city

  of the tragic fountain, of the expensive brink,

  of crescent clubs, of flags basil-white-and-tomato,

  I love how you were invented and turned on:

  the city as equipment, unpacking its intersections.

  City dreamed wrongly true in Puglia and Antakya

  with your unemployed orange-trunks globalised out of the ground,

  I delight in the mountains your flat scrub calls to mind

  and how you’d stack up if decanted over steep relief.

  I praise your camel-train skies and tanglefoot red-gums

  and how you mine water, speed it to chrome lace and slow it

  to culture’s ingredients. How you learn your tolerance

  on hideous pans far out, by the crystals of land sweat.

  Along high-speed vistas, action breaks out of you,

  but sweeter are its arrivals back inside

  dust-walls of evergreen, air watered with raisins and weddings,

  the beer of day pickers, the crash wine of night pickers.

  Closer Links with Sunraysia

  Hoofed beasts are year-round fires

  devouring as high as they can reach,

  hopeless to put out. Pink smoke

  lifts off their terra cotta

  but all fences have been torn out

  and flocks, herds and horses banished

  from this apricot country. Here

  they’ve finished with the pastoral.

  Downstream of this sprinkled terrain

  merged desert rivers stop-go to Ocean

  but the real Australian river,

  the one made of hard labour and launched

  with a tilt of a Chinese pole-bucket,

  that one sets out for the human mouth

  down a thousand asphalt beds

  in squeaky crates and marshalled vintages.

  The Bulb of the Darling Lily

  Sitting round in the Grand Hotel

  at Festival time. Another year

  that Phili
p Hodgins can’t be here.

  Naming the festival after him

  almost confirms that. But like his fine

  drypoint poems, it lets him be somewhere.

  Sitting around in the Grand

  with the stained glass in the gaming room

  an upwelling pattern of vivid cards

  and the T-shaped lolly-coloured logo

  of the TAB everywhere, the Tabaret.

  All Victoria’s become one casino.

  Sitting around the Grand Hotel

  adding antipasto to the impasto

  of my mortal likeness, writing postcards

  instead of going on the guided

  Lake Mungo tour. Too reverential,

  too sacred. No grinners out there laugh.

  So, sitting around in the Grand

  yarning with Mario, with Donna and Stefano

  and descending to the lower kitchen

  to meet Leopardo Leopardi, who isn’t

  posing in languor on a thorn-tree limb

  though he has the build, but making gnocchi.

  Sitting around the Grand Hotel, yarning

  about river cod as big as seals

  and the de-snagged inland waters

  being re-snagged to let them breed,

  shovel-mouthed, with the beady gape

  and rejecting clamp of a critic.

  THE NEWLY TRAGIC DODO

  It’s French for sleeping,

  it’s English for dead,

  the first extinction

  the regretful regretted.

  Trustful island bird, flightless,

  too long on its pat:

  survivors-of-the-fittest

  used to point to all that,

  but approving any die-out’s

  now a thing you don’t do;

  evolution is racist

  if you think it right through.

  When we were tough

  the dodo was grotesque,

  fat, silly, comical –

  now it’s proud and brisk.

  As any being becomes fashionable

  its weight loses weight,

  like the sea-supported whale

  or the Carolina parrot.

  THE MOWED HOLLOW

  When yellow leaves the sky

  they pipe it to the houses

  to go on making red

  and warm and floral and brown

  but gradually people tire of it,

  return it inside metal, and go

  to be dark and breathe water colours.

  Some yellow hangs on outside

  forlornly tethered to posts.

  Cars chase their own supply.

  When we went down the hollow

  under the stormcloud nations

  the light was generalised there

  from vague glass places in the trees

  and the colours were moist and zinc,

  submerged and weathered and lichen

  with black aisles and white poplar blues.

  The only yellow at all

  was tight curls of fresh butter

  as served on stainless steel

  in a postwar cafe: cassia flowers,

  soft crystal with caraway-dipped tongues,

  butter mountains of cassia flowers

  on green, still dewed with water.

  TOWARDS 2000

  As that monster the Twentieth Century

  sheds its leathers and chains, it will cry

  Automatic weapons! I shot at

  millions and they died. I kept doing it,

  but most not ruled by uniforms ate well

  in the end. And cool replaced noble.

  Nearly every black-and-white Historic figure

  will look compromised by their haircut and cigar-

  ette. And the dead will grow remoter

  among words like pillow-sham and boater.

  You’ll admit, the old century will plead,

  I developed ways to see and hear the dead.

  Only briefly will TV restrain Hitler

  and Napoleon from having an affair.

  I changed my mind about the retarded:

  I ended great for those not the full quid.

  You breathers, in your rhythmic inner blush,

  you dismiss me, now I’m a busted flush,

  but I brought cures, mass adventures – no one’s fooled.

  A line called Last Century will be ruled

  across all our lives, lightly at first,

  even as unwiring bottles cough

  their corks out, and posh aerosols burst

  and glasses fill and ding, and people quaff.

  YOU FIND YOU CAN LEAVE IT ALL

  Like a charging man, hit

  and settling face down in the ringing,

  his cause and panic obsolete,

  you find you can leave it all:

  your loved people, pain, achievement

  dwindling upstream of this raft-fall,

  back with the dishes that translated

  beasts and croplands into the ongoing

  self portrait your genes had mandated.

  Ribbed fluorescent-panels flow

  over you down urgent corridors,

  dismissing midday outside. Slow,

  they’d resemble wet spade-widths in a pit;

  you’ve left grief behind you, for others;

  your funeral: who’ll know you’d re-planned it?

  God, at the end of prose,

  somehow be our poem –

  When forebrainy consciousness goes

  wordless selves it’d barely met,

  inertias of rhythm, the life habit

  continue the battle for you.

  If enough of those hold

  you may wake up in this world,

  ache-boned, tear-sponged, dripped into:

  Do you know your name? ‘Yes’ won’t do.

  It’s Before again, with shadow. No tunnels.

  You are a trunk of prickling cells.

  It’s the evening of some day. But it’s also

  afterlife from here on, by that consent

  you found in you, to going where you went.

  THE DERELICT MILKY WAY

  FOR TAREE CITY MILLENNIUM COMMITTEE

  Those estuaries of the east coast

  with burnish over their olives and tans

  from a sun that reads its days from right

  to left, the Arab and Hebrew way;

  each river’s a trumpet with a sand mute,

  its valves are lift bridges at upstream towns;

  receding outbreaks of violent hessian

  map a long industry called The Highway

  and little crosses turbaned in wreath

  along its verges mark traffic death,

  all because trumpets are no longer blown,

  some reckon. Because there’s no agreed tune.

  This coast was a cheek the Millennium

  kissed early, on both of its dawns

  as the Black Armband tightened and loosened

  round throats, on our moral proscenium.

  Such stuff was all Town, though, way back

  when milk-lorries stacked can on can

  bringing us in to learn from Shakespeare’s

  fifteen acts against one fat man.

  For pelicans over bottle-coloured lakes

  time doesn’t count to a climax

  then re-start, from no egg, in mid air.

  Eels scuttering on creek crossings don’t care,

  but a dog’s nose snuggled to your bum

  is a form of walking hand in hand

  and all through the bricked enormous Hospital

  cousins jink in wheeled beds from room to room.

  I wish us all more truthful cousinship

  of more races, in the centuries to come –

  that’s my boost. Beached lovers caress

  like singing to each other in Braille

  and Wrong wrong! the cattle grids shout

  on sphinx-knee hills to the h
igh plateau

  and guitar-shaped helicopters peer, strumming,

  for a pot crop in forests’ cloud-shadow

  but the big legal crop here is wilderness,

  closing, in its solitudes and myriads,

  on a Milky Way still settled by Australians

  now portrayed kindly only in ads.

  LITERARY EDITOR

  He sits rejecting poems,

  saying too much no,

  a black pen in his hand

  to score their lack of lo!

  but then a magic word stands up

  off the page: candelaborough –

  it throws him out of kilter.

  I’ve been too fine a filter.

  Now see: the name of my true home.

  It calls me! My native rococo!

  Snug in his stamped envelope,

  folds grimed like those in verses,

  he rejects himself, bites a wet lip

  and steering with his paperclip

  lifts off for their rendezvous:

  You edit me! You are my due!

  Above the cirrus he traverses

  we hear his fading blip.

  THE RELATIVE GOLD

  Most white people had no relations,

  some had things to live up or live down;

  in the days of Black Tommy McPherson

  the country was more like the town.

  Black Tom was a sport in New England

  with his red Spanish boots and his sash

  but among those who have no relations

  respect is called credit. Bare cash

  will get you supplies and survival

  depending what stories are told –

  so Black Tommy reached into New England

  and drew out alluvial gold.

  Places lightning had shattered in water

  and still winked among pebbles were the source

  of his drinking with duffers and teamsters;

  all this drew the blue Police Force

  who badgered him under suspicion

  and questioned him where his claim lay

  but the claims he half made and grinned off

  truly tangled their snarling assay.

  No trackers, no vertical riding

  in gorges traced the washed vein of worth

  with which he was buying up dignity.

  Next thing, blacks’d be sharing the earth!

  Tom’s one of the Tableland’s richest men,

  smiled gold expert Henry Grob.

  Who’d begrudge a McPherson up here? laughed Tommy,

 

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