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by Les Murray


  treat me right; I could give you a job.

  But someone who sought other favour

  or had their own notions of class

  sidled round in the Bald Nob barroom

  and got their hand near Tommy’s glass.

  The spiked drink that sent Tommy reeling

  across the dray road to fall down

  gave him visions of two troopers gloating

  You look a real black now, you clown!

  Tom McPherson was never seen working;

  he rode a high horse like a lord,

  so the police who never worked either

  had arranged, and now shared, a reward.

  One put a bullet through a lung:

  That’s for the times you got off! –

  This is for Yugilbar sports day!

  Tom’s wit drowned in his agonised cough.

  As half of New England bewailed him,

  diggers, carriers and Cobb and Co men

  with relations and none declared Bald Nob Hotel

  black, in the new jargon of then.

  It broke and killed licensee McCormick,

  it half starved his children and wife.

  The tribal spouse Tommy had fought for

  had more backup in her widowed life.

  I was thinking about New England,

  of the Buggs, the Wards and the Wrights,

  how they’d all conjured gold from that country

  by their different methods and lights.

  I was thinking this when my credit cards

  came up empty, and I was eyed

  with that narrowed no-human-kin look

  that would discount anything I tried.

  All the gold I’d spun out of country

  was imagery, remotely extolled,

  but Tommy McPherson sported his with an air,

  a black cousin with literal gold.

  THE ICE INDIGENE

  Prone on its wrists, beige Bear

  chins the ice, its shoulders a roll bar.

  Its grand wheel-arch hindquarters

  are flexed to propel this fur car

  at you in a gallop

  or bouncing in a lope

  after oil seals who die for you.

  Snow-mortared intelligent loner,

  dope-eyed, with hair in his fur.

  Abhor his sleeves upraised in preaching!

  Arctos can drive on water

  or canter the tilting platforms

  amassed on the dome of ocean.

  On the whitening blue-white, where landmarks

  aren’t made of land, and vanish,

  she can live without help.

  She wakes to motherhood. Gaffs

  tip her gloves. Her diet is

  all meat, with guts for vegetables.

  She can wrest a red whale off Inuit,

  appal their harpoons,

  leave them Nunuvut.

  Berg drifted to a grass shore, she’d

  raven on Norsemen, those poetic terse men.

  Caught flatfooted, the snowdrift garbageman

  may totter cavern-voiced,

  tall as tractor cabins

  in the aurora’s scope light,

  then hibernate between divorcing

  continents, in a helicopter sling.

  He can be simple anywhere he’s going.

  THE DAY I SLEPT LIKE A DOLPHIN

  The day I slept like a dolphin

  I’d flown the Atlantic twice over

  and come down in snow-rimmed Denver.

  There I filled in both entry papers

  and got called back: Hey! You, Buddy!

  You didn’t fill these out right!

  It was true. Only the right hand

  side of the Immigration form

  and of the Customs form had writing.

  I could explain that to you, I marvelled,

  as he impatiently did not,

  he of La Migra.* But I’d bore you,

  I added, and filled in the left questions.

  Under an Atlantic of fatigue

  one half of my brain had been sleeping

  as the other kept watch and rose to breathe.

  Next time, I’ll peep, and get

  a second, waking view of my dreams.

  * La Migra: Mexican slang for the US Immigration Service.

  THE ROTTERDAM FLIGHT CAGE

  Unexpected among Rotterdam’s

  steel-decked architectural cargo:

  a flight cage three storeys high

  built inside a theatre complex

  and glazed on its snow-weather side.

  It held a confetti of parrots

  when I was there. Not burly

  captains’-shoulder models, but small

  taut pastel and nibble-mouthed Australians,

  momentary foliage to polished stick boughs,

  corellas, leeks, rosellas, budgerigars

  which rose and jinked and showered

  down again like crystalline themes

  of badinage taken up and dropped

  inside their day-and-night cylinder.

  Well fed and I imagine all

  European born, they were hardly

  more imprisoned than most

  little seed birds in the wild,

  those whose aviary moves about

  because it is the flock,

  or ones whose whole life-territory

  ranges from the verandah edge out

  to the gloss-cardboard loquat tree,

  or is two marsh fields a planet apart.

  Safe from being frittered, in the powder

  light of their deep tower they composed

  in kinks, wing-leaves and creamy streaks

  impressions of their inherent country,

  like the stylised African moves

  most humans now consciously do,

  we being an African species.

  SMALL FLAG ABOVE THE SLAUGHTER

  Perhaps a tribal kinship,

  some indigenous skinship

  is equivalent to the term our neighbour saw

  fit to award his amiable then-fit successor,

  now sick, whom he nurses:

  He is my husband-in-law.

  DOWNHILL ON BORROWED SKIS

  White mongrel I hate snow

  wadded numbing mousse

  grog face in a fur noose

  the odd miraculous view

  through glass or killing you

  the only time I skied

  I followed no skilled lead

  but on parallel lent boards

  fell straight down a hill

  fell standing up by clenched will

  very fast on toe-point swords

  over logshapes and schist

  outcrips crops it was no piste

  nor had I had any drinks

  wishing my ankles steel links

  winging it hammer and Shazam

  no stocks in afternoon mirk

  every cloud-gap royally flash

  like heading into a car crash

  ayyy the pain! the paperwork!

  my hands I didn’t flail them

  though neither left nor right

  neither schuss nor slalom

  my splitting splay twinned sled

  pumping straining to spread

  to a biplane wreck of snapped ligaments

  all hell played with locked joints

  but still I skidded down erect

  in my long spill of grist

  blinded hawk on a wrist

  entirely unschooled unchecked

  the worst going on not and not

  happening no sprawl no bone-shot

  till I stood on the flat

  being unlatched and exclaimed at.

  THE HOLY SHOW

  I was a toddler, wet-combed

  with my pants buttoned to my shirt

  and there were pink and green lights, pretty

  in the day, a Christmas-tree party

  up the back of the village store.


  I ran towards it, but big sad people

  stepped out. They said over me It’s just, like,

  for local kiddies and but let him join in;

  the kiddies looked frightened

  and my parents, caught off guard

  one beat behind me, grabbed me up

  in the great shame of our poverty

  that they talked about to upset themselves.

  They were blushing and smiling, cursing me

  in low voices Little bugger bad boy!

  for thinking happy Christmas undivided,

  whereas it’s all owned, to buy in parcels

  and have at home; for still not knowing

  you don’t make a holy show of your family;

  outside it, there’s only parry and front.

  Once away, they angrily softened to

  me squalling, because I was their kiddie

  and had been right about the holy show

  that models how the world should be

  and could be, shared, glittering in near focus

  right out to the Sex frontier.

  THE GOOD PLATES

  On the day of babyhood

  the Christmas guest would come,

  a soldier back from the war,

  someone single, or far from home.

  After new toys and ice cream,

  midmorning those hot Decembers,

  the family would turn ideal,

  polite even to its members.

  Still home, but genial, drought-free,

  as the good plates came out;

  angry topics winked as if forgiven

  over cordials and Sheaf stout.

  When all the Good Luck toasts failed

  we in turn played guest

  to old people in dark parlours

  serving up their calm best,

  then photos often show this person

  among family, and loyal,

  but chatting with some visible stranger

  to mitigate the festival.

  Passover night, Jews set a place

  for Elijah the prophet.

  If more than a twosome, perhaps,

  no human circle is complete,

  and one more’s a way out of too many.

  Come spirit, come witness:

  family love’s the point, or childhood,

  but the guest is Christmas.

  A VERB AGREEMENT

  After a windstorm, the first man

  aloft in our broad silky-oak tree

  was Andrew Lansdown the poet,

  bearded and supple, nimbly

  disinvolving wrecked branches

  up where I couldn’t clamber.

  He asked for our chainsaw, but I

  couldn’t let him hazard an iamb or

  a dactyl, nor far worse his

  perched body of value and verses;

  showering rubies were an image to terrify

  even about an imagist so spry.

  So, above my scattered choppings, he

  hawked with a handsaw west-and-southerly

  and went home to Susan with our thanks,

  God-spared from caesuras or endstoppings.

  The tree has twice since become

  a Scala of ginger balconies, a palladium

  as it does every October.

  Birds with skin heads like the thumb

  on a black hand interrogate its bloom

  with dulcet commentary till it’s sober

  but, bat-nipped gold or greening out blue,

  it glories like the kingdom within Andrew.

  AT THE SWAMPING OF CATEGORIES

  WITH THANKS AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS TO IRIS CHANG

  When the flag of the pool of blood

  came up the Yangtze Valley

  its soldiers were licensed to flow

  into a great space of cruelty.

  They filled canals with working men;

  they transmitted their own DNA

  then slaughtered the women who got it;

  they widened the littlest girls

  and halved them after with swords.

  When the flag of the clot of blood

  came up the Yangtze Valley

  it flew above a tsunami

  God waited for inertia or humans

  to arrest, as with a wave of ocean.

  When the red-dyed rice ball of the poor

  fluttered below the walls of Nanjing

  seven hundred thousand people

  cowered, reassuring one another

  as their own collapsed army changed clothes.

  The Purple Mountain was burning

  and the Emperor’s troops entered the city

  behind tracked one-eyed steel cars

  that busted all bodies they reached

  and the many more being made running.

  This was old atomic war: humans as the atoms.

  Of twenty seven Westerners in the city

  most were missionaries. Of YH God.

  To head-severing contests, to mass shootings,

  to screaming flagrante with impalements

  these opposed a refusal of awe.

  With nonbelievers and mild Christmas-keepers,

  armed only with prestige and shouts

  they patrolled the two-square-mile bounds

  of the Safety Zone Wilson Mills devised.

  They ran between machine guns and ranked men;

  their eyes were the Vietnam TV

  of thirty years later, to Christmas bayonets.

  Pure bluff, scorned at first, the Zone grew real:

  some pronounced the reason faith, some face,

  but John Rabe’s swastika arm

  day and night shielded a multitude.

  Among Nazis, Oskar Schindler saved his thousand

  and the Rabes their scores of thousands.

  When the flag of the soldier’s slapped face

  sanctioned gut-pulling military dogs

  Minnie Vautrin whose battery torch

  was a light-sword to hack rapes apart,

  James McCallum of the ambulance ploy,

  Lewis Smythe, John Wilson the one surgeon,

  these fought in the Iliad of peace,

  Ernest Forster, John Magee who filmed it:

  they were jostled, shot near, pitched down

  HQ stairs, but their fiction held

  the half of Nanjing that would survive

  its slashed frosted-earth weeks of delirium.

  Though all of Nanjing’s twenty seven

  were prosperous, in ways snobbish, and white,

  they kept alive three hundred thousand

  people seen then as not their colour,

  got them mouthfuls, and their plight to the world.

  Trade, ideological war, and the A-bomb

  have buried the International Committee

  but, each against armed lewd thousands,

  by such very odds,

  they turned a glamorous rage back into water.

  A RIDDLE

  The tall Wood twins

  grip each other everywhere:

  ‘It’s all right, we’re only

  standing in for Lady Stair.’ *

  * Answer: a ladder

  SOUND BITES

  Attended by thousands, the Sun is opening

  o

  it’s a body-prayer, a shower: you’re

  in touch all over, renewing, enfolded in a wing –

  o

  My sorrow, only ninety-five thousand

  welcomes left in Scots Gaeldom now.

  o

  Poor cultures can afford poetry, wealthy cultures can’t.

  o

  Sex is the ever-appeased class

  system that defeats Utopias …

  o

  but I bask in the pink that you’re in (Repeat)

  o

  one day, as two continents are dividing

  the whole length of a river turns salt.

  o

  What’s sketched at light speed

  th
under must track, bumbling, for miles

  o

  If love shows you its terrible face

  before its beautiful face, you’ll be punished.

  o

  People watching with their mouths

  an increasing sky-birth of meteors

  o

  Y chromosomes of history, apologise to your Xes!

  o

  YOUNG GENERAL MACARTHUR IN A COONSKIN COAT

  Douglas MacArthur in a raccoon coat,

  the Boy Brigadier with slackened cap-seam,

  the Fighting Dude, his thin trench whip

  and ten-foot scarf strike an English note:

  he’s the folksiest prince on this troopship.

  Nothing here is irony. No returning to the grind

  and camping up the glory one last drag time.

  His eyes on the camera, his lips twinkle for them.

  He’ll always be a portrait disguised as a figure;

  here he sails to the Jazz Age as the doughboys snigger.

  He’ll drive them from DC when their need scares him,

  ‘It’s the orders you disobey that make your reputation!’

  yet be sparing with their sons in his bigger war.

  As a remake of the Sun God he’ll remake Japan,

  demand another victory and get made an old man.

  You can’t see MacArthur past his MacArthur life.

  We look from the future. It makes him monochrome

  but he’s just seen the Elephant, without reversal

  and it’s confirmed his genius: total rehearsal.

  With himself on each arm he is Hero and Wife.

  IN THE COSTUME OF ANDALUSIA

  Traditional costume puts you

  anywhere in its span:

  was it in the eighteenth

  or the twentieth century

  you were photographed, in colour,

  at noonday in Seville?

  Strolling with your sister

  or your schoolfellow, perhaps,

  and wearing for your paseo

  the sash of a horsewoman,

  the cropped black coatee

  and the levelled flat hat.

  That day was your perfection,

  your tan face unwrinkled

  as the rain-coloured skin

  of the tiny pearls that buttoned

  your ears and white collar.

  You were photographed by a man,

  a personable foreigner.

  The total attention

  in your olive eyes,

  the stilled line of your mouth

  all equally reveal it.

  The windows of your perfectly

 

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