Spirit Me Away

by Aaron Paul Lazar

  I found my voice. “It’s been good practice for the baby, anyway.”

  Elsbeth laughed and patted her abdomen. “I know. I can’t stand the suspense. I just wish I could know this little person now. Waiting is so hard.”

  Lana yawned and stretched. I’d noticed that the Latino Temptress had mellowed out a lot on this trip.

  Wiley gawked at her with puppy dog eyes.

  She ruffled his hair and smiled. “Wiley, you old dog you, you look tired. What say we move back into the tent and get some shuteye, huh?”

  The sweet-but-sultry attention she’d lavished on Wiley had grounded him in the course of the past month. He’d come around slowly. His eyes were clearer now, and they drifted from side to side less often when he was with her. He seemed more connected to reality, and I knew it was due to the quiet attention of Lana.

  “Uh...okay. I am kinda tired, Lana.”

  Somehow the inside of the tent had lost its ominous feeling. We dragged our bags inside when it started to drizzle again. Byron zipped up the door and we began to settle down for sleep. Elsbeth and I snuggled together under the flannel sleeping bag, and she laid her head on my shoulder. I couldn’t help but start to think of home, school, and things undone.

  “When we get back, I have to write a musical to get credit for that class I failed in the spring.”

  “A musical? Really?”

  “Yeah, it’s a project my prof and I agreed on. I could have written an opera, or a musical, and somehow it just seemed like it would be fun to write songs and think about staging them, you know?”

  “Oh, I love the idea. What’ll it be about?”

  “I’ve been thinking about a story based on our summer. About all of us. Valerie. Lana. Porter. Byron. The whole gang.”

  Byron chuckled from his sleeping bag beside us. “You’d better make me handsome and give me a decent solo.”

  I laughed. “Okay, don’t worry.”

  Elsbeth ran her fingers in circles on my chest, making me drowsy. “What’ll you call it, babe?”

  “I’m thinking of ‘Spirit Me Away,’” I said.

  “You mean, like ‘get me the hell out of here?’ Or, ‘come save me from these mad monsters?’”

  “Yeah, that’s kind of what I meant. Or it could mean ‘take me in your arms and whisk me away to happiness,’ something like that.”

  “I like that even better,” she said, snuggling closer.

  “Well, I’ve got time. We can talk about the plot and characters while we’re waiting for the baby to come.” I reached over and rubbed her belly in soft circles. “What are we gonna call him?” I was nearly asleep and mumbled with my eyes closed.

  “Him? What is this obsession you have with my bearing a son, Gus? It could be a little girl. Don’t forget.”

  I yawned. “Yeah. I know. Either way’s fine. I’m just beat. Anyway, if she’s a girl, what’ll we name her?”

  She sighed and whispered, “I’ve got a list a mile long. But I’d really like to name her after Chopin.”

  I frowned. “Huh? You want to name her Chopin?” I chuckled. My eyes were still closed.

  She punched my arm and laughed. “No, silly. Frederica. We’d call her Freddie. My mother liked that name, too. She suggested it a long time ago. It has something to do with my family’s tradition.”

  “Freddie?” I said slowly, testing the name on my lips. “I like it. It’s different. And it’s cool. Yeah. Freddie’s good,” I drawled as my lips refused to work. I wasn’t sure if I’d really answered her or just formed the words in my head.

  “Okay. Sleep tight now, honey. Love you,” she said softly.

  “Love you back.” I started to drift off to sleep in our tent under the rising sun shining on Woodstock, with rock music ringing in my ears, and my wife nuzzled comfortably beside me.

  No. I’ll never forget this summer.

  A tune crept into my head, and repeating over and over again. Words began to fit the notes, and I fell asleep to the music that wouldn’t stop ringing in my head.

  “There ain’t no establishment in Woodstock*.”

  - The End -

  * Listen to the songs Gus “wrote” which are performed in the audio book of Upstaged: A Gus LeGarde Mystery, and on the CD Spirit Me Away actually written and recorded by Aaron’s daughter, the talented songwriter and singer, Melanie (Lazar) Carbonneau. You can find links to both on my website at http://www.lazarbooks.com.

  Here is a link to the Spirit Me Away CD: http://guslegardemysteries.bandcamp.com

  You can read more about this in UPSTAGED: A Gus LeGarde Mystery.

  What’s Next?

  If you enjoyed this story, you might like the other books in the LeGarde Mystery series, many of which set in the same locale with the same characters. (see complete book list following this).

  If you specifically enjoyed this glimpse into Gus’s youth, you might like to read Tremolo: cry of the loon, and Don’t Let the Wind Catch You. And if you enjoy the style of these books, check out The Green Marble Mystery series or the author’s romantic suspense stories at http://www.lazarbooks.com.

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  - Aaron Paul Lazar

  Following is an excerpt from Under the Ice, available on Amazon in eBook, print, and audiobook.

  Chapter 1

  Camille threw back the comforter and peered at the alarm clock. “Isn’t she home yet?” My wife had been dozing off and on for the past few hours, and her words were slurred from sleep.

  Lying beside her, wide awake, I answered in a tight, angry voice. “No, she’s not.”

  She flopped back on her pillow with a loud sigh. “Geez, Gus. It’s almost twelve-thirty.”

  I’d been worrying about my teenage daughter for two hours now, imagining the worst possible scenarios. An accident. Rape. Kidnapping. Dead in a ditch.

  Curfew was ten-thirty, and Shelby was way past late. This wasn’t the first time she’d been in trouble over the past few months. She’d been pushing her limits since she got her license.

  The full moon shone on the floorboards and rays of light bounced off the walls. Max—our half Dachshund/half Husky mutt—snuffled in his sleep, stretched his legs, and thumped his tail against the bedspread. Boris, our longhaired mini-dachshund, snored contentedly; his hot-water-bottle-body warmed my feet.

  “Should we call her?” Camille mumbled.

  “I’ve left four messages already. But I can’t sleep until I know she’s safe.” I reached over to the nightstand to grab my phone. I scrolled down to Shelby’s name and tapped it. It rang. And rang. And rang.

  “Hi! This is Shelby. I’m busy now, but I’ll call ya back. You know the drill.”

  I grumbled into the phone. “Shelby. It’s Dad. You’re over two hours late and we’re worried. Call me.” Scowling, I thumbed it off. “She’s killing me, Camille. I don’t think I can take much more.”

  “Huh?” Camille mumbled. She’d almost fallen asleep again. She flopped an arm over my chest and said, “Didden she pick up?”

  I wiggled my legs in a futile attempt to get comfortable. “No. She’s not answering.”

  Camille finally sat up, yawning. “Wait. Are you sure she’s not already home? Maybe she sneaked in while you were sleeping.”

  I hadn’t been sleeping, but I heaved another sigh, threw back the covers, and stomped to the window. My bare feet froze on the wooden floorboards. I peered out into the dark night through elegant, frosty designs on the cold glass. The familiar shape of Camille’s VW Beetle was conspicuously absent from the snow-covered parking area stretching between the house and the barn.

  “The bug’s still gone.” I let out an exasperated sigh. “Where the hell is she?”

  “Try Alicia’s cell. They went to the movies together.”

  “Okay. But if she doesn’t pick up, I’m going out to look for her.”

  I got back in bed, reached for my cell again, and found Shelby’s best friend�
�s number. We’d entered dozens of her friends’ numbers since Shelby got her license several months ago.

  “Hello?” Alicia sounded groggy.

  “Hi, Alicia. It’s Mr. LeGarde. I’m looking for Shelby.”

  She hesitated one second too long. “Uh... she’s not here, Mr. L.”

  “When did she drop you off?”

  The bedsprings squeaked in the background, and I imagined the girl rubbing sleep from her eyes and sitting up in bed. There was another pause.

  “Er…I’m sorry, but our plans changed at the last minute. Work needed me to stay late, so I didn’t get out ‘til after the movie started. I’m not sure where she went.”

  Anger and fear vibrated in my chest. I wasn’t sure which was the stronger emotion. “Alicia,” I said with forced calm. “Do you have any idea where she might be? We’re really worried.”

  “I guess she might have gone to the Meyers’ party.”

  “Stan and Lucy Meyers?” I said.

  “Yeah. Steve threw a big party tonight. His parents are—”

  I interrupted. “Out of town?”

  She was silent.

  “Alicia?”

  “Yeah. I think they’re in Florida or someplace like that. I’m sorry, Mr. L. But I’m sure she’s fine. She probably just lost track of time.”

  I thanked her and hung up. I’d already pulled on my jeans and a shirt when tires crunched against snow in the driveway.

  Chapter 2

  I stomped downstairs and waited in the doorway between the kitchen and the great room, arms crossed and brow furrowed.

  Shelby breezed into the kitchen, pulled open the refrigerator, and grabbed a carton of orange juice. “Hi, Dad.”

  “‘Hi, Dad?” I mimicked, frowning. “Are you kidding me?” I stormed into the kitchen after her. “Where were you? You’re two hours late.”

  She avoided my eyes and poured a glass of juice. “Uh. At the movies. Remember? With Alicia.”

  “Seriously? You’re going to lie about this?”

  She turned an innocent face to me. “What? Why—”

  I took a step toward her. “I just talked to Alicia.”

  Her expression tightened. “What’d she say?”

  “She spilled the beans, Shelby. You’re in big trouble.”

  “Why?” she said, too casually.

  “A party, Shelby? For crying out loud. When the parents aren’t home?”

  “Nothing happened.” Shelby casually leaned against the refrigerator. She took another slug of juice and rolled her eyes. “Curfews are dumb. It’s Friday night. I don’t have school tomorrow.”

  I wanted to give her my standard lecture about privileges and rules and loss of freedom if the rules were broken. But this was the second time in a month she’d flagrantly ignored her curfew, and worse, she seemed unconcerned about the consequences.

  “The rules don’t change for the weekend, you know that. Your mother and I were worried sick.”

  “I don’t know why.” She flounced to the cupboard and reached for a pack of Oreos.

  “You’re grounded.”

  Her eyes flashed in anger, and her lips compressed. She tore open the package of cookies and ate one.

  “This time it’s not just for one day, it’s for a whole week. No car, no phone, no computer, no television, no anything,” I said, just getting warmed up.

  “You can’t do that!”

  “I’m not done,” I said. “The grounding is for breaking curfew. I haven’t punished you for lying to me yet. That translates to a weekend of chores.”

  “What?” She spat the word at me.

  “I’m sorry. I don’t know how else to get through to you. You’re using your mother’s car every night. Your attitude is disrespectful. You’re hanging out with kids we don’t even know, who are probably drinking alcohol. God knows what went on at that party tonight. You promised to stick to a schedule, to be home by ten-thirty every night.”

  She rolled her eyes again and took two steps toward me. “You can’t tell me what to do. You’re not my real father.”

  She’d stuck me with a proverbial knife and twisted it in my heart. I felt it, as authentic as steel, and staggered from the blow.

  Camille padded down the stairs. “Shelby! What’s wrong with you? Gus is the only father you have now. He adopted you, for God’s sake. He’s my husband, and I won’t have you talk to him like that.”

  “But, Mom! He said I can’t—”

  “Whatever Gus said, goes.” She paused for a moment and her voice hardened. “Unless you’d rather go live with your ‘real’ father, in prison?”

  Another low blow.

  Shelby fumed. I walked past her to pick up the glass and put it in the sink. The scent of smoke wafted from her hair. It wasn’t cigarettes. Suddenly, I was transported back to Woodstock. The sickeningly sweet stench of marijuana rose from my sixteen-year-old daughter.

  “You smoked pot?” I yelled.

  Camille leaned over and sniffed Shelby’s hair. Her eyes widened. “My God, is this how you answer our trust? Is this how it’s going to be?”

  Shelby looked wounded. “I can’t believe you’d think I would— Arggghhh! You never trust me. Neither one of you.” She screamed and ran up the stairs. Seconds later, a baby began to wail.

  The sounds of my twin granddaughters’ cries were distinctively different, and I recognized Celeste immediately. I bounded toward the stairs.

  Camille turned off the kitchen light, followed me upstairs, and continued down the hall to our room. Shelby’s door slammed at the far end of the house. I snorted in frustration and then peeked into Freddie’s bedroom. My daughter lay sound asleep on her queen-sized bed. Her wispy gold hair covered her face. The poor thing had worked extra long hours this week at her veterinary clinic and was exhausted. I pulled her door closed and hurried to the twins’ bedroom.

  Celeste sat up in her crib, her copper-colored hair curled in tight ringlets and her peaches and cream cheeks damp with tears. “Opa. Binky.” She pointed to the blue pacifier she’d thrown on the floor.

  It landed nub up, so I grabbed it and handed it back to her.

  She tossed it aside and lifted both arms to me. “Uppy.”

  I picked her up. She snuggled into my neck, collapsing against me. I grabbed the pacifier, one more time. This time, she accepted it. I settled in the rocking chair with her, rubbing her back. The wooden slats creaked as we rocked on the hardwood floor. Back and forth. Back and forth. I hummed “Rock-a-bye Baby,” feeling her warm breath on my neck.

  Marion, Celeste’s dark-haired twin, slept quietly in her crib, sucking on her pacifier as it moved in and out of her rosebud mouth. Her cherubic face was lit by the glow of the tiny night-light.

  Ten minutes later, Celeste’s breathing slowed and she relaxed in my arms. I kissed her soft cheeks and lowered her into the crib. She squirmed, lifted her head for a moment, and flopped back on the mattress. I held my breath and said a little prayer, then crept backwards out of the room.

  If only they didn’t have to grow up.

  I wearily shuffled down the hall and leaned into my grandson Johnny’s room. I watched his chest rise and fall several times. He lay on his back, with both arms and legs spread-eagled. A soft snore escaped him. The purple balloons from his birthday party last Thursday bobbed on the bedpost. They’d lost air and were wrinkled. I couldn’t believe he was already five.

  When I finally crawled into bed beside Camille, I collapsed onto my pillow. After a few minutes of tossing and turning, I finally drifted off to sleep, fretting about the teenage condition and worrying about what lay in store for us tomorrow.

  Chapter 3

  I woke at six o’clock, wondering how the rest of the night had passed so quickly. Had I even slept?

  I must have, because I started to recall a weird dream where Shelby fired me as her father. I’d been crushed. And then I’d floated out to Sig’s carriage house and we’d played Scrabble, where all my letters were x’s, y’s, and z’s
.

  Max jumped off the bed and trotted to the door. He wagged his tail and whined.

  “Okay, okay. I’m getting up.”

  Except for the sound of my pal’s toenails clicking on the pine floorboards, the house was silent; everyone upstairs was still sleeping. Boris raised his nose in the air and thumped his tail on the comforter. He wanted to go out, too, but his legs were too short to jump down.

  “Coming, buddy,” I whispered, lowering him gently to the floor.

  He shook and stretched, then followed Max to the top of the stairs, wagging his red plume tail.

  I pulled on some socks and slid quietly past the rest of the bedrooms, hoping not to disturb the sleeping brood.

  After I let the dogs out onto the snow-covered porch, I started a pot of coffee. While I waited for it to drip into the carafe, Siegfried ducked into the kitchen.

  He’d just crossed the snowy driveway from the carriage house. “Guten Morgen, Professor.”

  He brushed the snow from his coat and stomped his boots on the mat. Siegfried, devoted great-uncle to the children and twin brother to my deceased wife, Elsbeth, works in Freddie's veterinary clinic. In spite of his diminished mental capacities resulting from a boating accident when he was twelve, he is my best friend and a staunch family guardian.

  He unbuttoned his canvas coat, removed his hat, and placed a basket of eggs on the table.

  I did a double take, for his usual healthy complexion seemed flushed. “Morning, Sig. Nice eggs. How many did we get today?” I studied him carefully. Something was definitely off.

  “Ten,” he said, in an uncharacteristically flat tone.

  “You okay, buddy?”

  He flopped onto a chair, wiped a drop of perspiration from his forehead, and rested his cheek on his hand. “I fed the animals, but I did not clean the stalls. I am sorry.”

  I laid the back of my hand against Siegfried’s forehead. “My God. You’re burning up.”