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"Cotton Ball, why my magic always can't be improved?"
"To speak about your body, your body is occupied by other forms of energy, you don't have more rooms to develop magic this form of energy." Cotton Ball explained to me, "But to concern about your consciousness, that's because your trace of the former life is too heavy, you are not completely dissolving into your reborn environment."
"The other forms of energy?"
"Yes, your so-called internal strength and the free energy you absorbed when you were floating in the universe are all the forms of energy. They just have the difference in the form of expression."
"Then I... Can use the magic form to display these forms of energy?"
"You can go back there to try it later." Cotton Candy said, "but you'd better to do it step by step."
"Step by step?"
"Yes, let's take a look at this."
Series pictures appeared without any warning, it's the combat process of me and Tario.
"Ah..." I didn't know that Cotton Candy even had this hand.
"Frankly, the energy this life can send out is really weak, but you have no way to deal with him."
Weak? That's compared with you!
"You have objection? Good! You take a look at this, little guy." along with Cotton Candy's words, the picture had changed, "how do you feel now?"
"It can be like this! Can I really do it?" I saw that I split Tario into two halves in the picture, I was very surprised.
"With your heart, you can do it absolutely."
"With... Heart, with heart!" I am power and prestige in the picture, extremely arrogant.
"This is only one kind of energy form in the many kinds you have owned, how to use other kinds of energy, it's up to yourself."
"Then what about you said that I didn't dissolve into the reborn environment?
"It means after you woke up, the language, behavior, and thought all still follow your former life's models.”
"What's wrong with it?" I asked.
"The environment you are living in right now is not the same with the original's."
"Yes."
"But you're still the same original you."
"......"
"You don't think there's anything wrong with that? Whether you adapt to the environment simpler, or the environment adapts to you simpler?"
"......" I still indulged in the thinking.
I didn't know how long it had been, Cotton Candy woke me up from the thinking. She told me, my vacation stopped here thus far.
"But I still have some problems that I didn't think them well..." I said.
"Two choices!" Cotton Candy didn't have any bull crap with me, "or you go back to your body to keep thinking; or you just stay over here to think, and your body is buried into earth to get rotted."
"I go back!"
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"Little guy, you remember," Cotton Candy said to me with the most kind tone in this meeting, "there will be many different experiences in the life course, don't be discouraged, don't be depressed, stand up to them."
"I know."
"If you can do it," Cotton Candy said, "I will give some rewards when the time is right."
"Re… Reward?"
"Yes." She said, "in order to inspire you this lazy worm."
"Got it! I will try hard!"
"I'm glad that you are in high spirit," it seemed that Cotton Candy was very happy, "go! Use the experiences of your former life, the effort of the rebirth, to change this world!"
"To change... This world?" I still didn't understand.
"If you do try hard," very obviously, Cotton Candy was in gloat, "how will the violent lives over there let you go ?"
"Cotton Ball, You... You..." I was tricked by Cotton Candy.
"You don't make a cheer? I remember that you shouted and wrangled the last time I sent you out." I could tell! She was in good feather!
"Cotton Candy... You remember this for me!" in order to show my resistance is very powerful, I shouted hysterically, "I will not change myself! I will not!"
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