Claiming his Secret Baby & Blackmailed by The Spaniard

by Connelly, Clare

  For a second, Chloe almost dropped her mask of unconcern. “Not at all,” she lied.

  “You’re inexperienced.”

  Chloe lifted a brow. “Employing euphemisms? For your comfort or mine?”

  His eyes narrowed. “You’re a virgin,” he said simply.

  Chloe refused to be intimidated. “I’ve never even been kissed,” she confirmed with apparent disregard. “Is that what you want to hear?”

  Something like speculation grew in his eyes as he closed the distance between them, reaching for the glass in her hands.

  He stared at her and despite her intentions to maintain her cool, his proximity and the promise of what was about to happen was over-charging her nerve endings. “You were twenty one when we married. You hadn’t dated?”

  “No.” She tilted her head away, not wanting to be interrogated about her resolute commitment to being single.

  “I find that hard to believe.”

  That drew her attention back to his handsome face. “Believe it or not. That’s your choice.”

  A muscle throbbed low in his jaw. “I know I should be gentle with you, and then you say things like that and I have to fight the urge to lift you over my shoulder and smack that delightful rear of yours.”

  She drew in a gasp of surprise and stepped backwards, so that her hips jammed against the kitchen counter.

  “You’d regret it,” she drawled, but the words were husky, the desire his words had sparked obvious in every syllable.

  “Perhaps.” He closed the gap once more and she refused to be cowered, meeting his look without fear. “Did you marry me and believe we wouldn’t need to have an heir?”

  “No. I always knew that one day we’d have to…” she couldn’t finish the sentence.

  “I don’t want you to fear this, nor do I want you to feel forced.” A muscle jerked in his jaw. “You have choices here, Chloe.”

  Her eyes met his, and a spark travelled from her to him, flaming the air. “I know that.”

  His expression flashed with something like relief, for her words were the permission he sought.

  “I will be gentle with you,” he promised, placing his hands on either side of her body, bracing his palms against the counter top and imprisoning her easily.

  Chloe’s mouth was dry, her throat hoarse. She parted her lips to say something, but slammed them shut again when she realized she had been about to beg him, “Don’t be gentle.”

  2

  HIS LIPS CAME CRUSHING down on hers, as though with his mouth he could brand her and possess her, as though fearing that she might escape. That she might push him away and demand he never touch her again. That she might demand her freedom in the form of divorce.

  Chloe could have done any of those things. She had married Raffa by choice, because she’d wanted to please her father, but she’d gone into it with her eyes wide open. And now, with eyes shut, she was still staring down the barrel of her choices, knowing that it went beyond duty to their families.

  She wanted this. She wanted him.

  A low, keening groan tipped from her mouth to his and he returned it, a thick curse charging the air as he lifted a hand to her hair and tangled his fingers in its length, drawing her head backwards to give him better access to her lips. His tongue warred with hers and his body pressed hard against her, so she felt the strength of his attraction, she felt the powerful firmness of his body and her own went weak in response.

  Temptation was dragging her under, pulling her into a tide of responsiveness and need. But it was madness, and a madness of his making. With a super-human effort, she broke apart from him, shoving at his chest and spinning herself around, so she had some space. Only space was an illusion – he was everywhere! In the air she breathed deep into her lungs, in the black recesses of her eyes, in her mouth, right down to her toes.

  “Don’t kiss me,” she said warningly, lifting a hand to her mouth and touching her lips as though she could wipe away what they’d just shared.

  “We can do it without kissing,” he said with a lift of his shoulders, his tone mocking. “But it’s a lot less personal.”

  She glared at him. “We aren’t doing it at all,” she denied hotly. “I’m not going to simply sleep with you because you’ve decided it’s time! That’s not how things work. We’re husband and wife. How and when we have children is our decision, not yours alone. I appreciate you’re used to ruling with supreme autonomy but I’m not your subject to command.”

  “Actually, that’s exactly what you are,” he said with a hint of steel in his voice.

  “So you’re going to order me into your bed even when it’s the last place on earth I want to be?”

  He laughed softly. “I don’t think I’ll need to order you there.” He raked his gaze down her body, his attention lingering on the way her breasts were straining at her dress, two firm peaks of desire, echoed by her parted lips, flushed cheeks and huge pupils.

  The room was filled with the sound of her breathing, hoarse and rushed. “Having children is not something I can just rush into.”

  “You must see the importance of acting now.”

  She turned away from him, so he wouldn’t recognize the acquiescence in her eyes. The truth was, she did want children. Desperately. She’d had a lonely upbringing – her only sibling was ten years her senior and they weren’t close. Her father and she had been basically estranged and her mother had been miserable and cold. Chloe yearned for someone to love, someone to fill the void in her heart. But a baby? Would she know what to do? How to love one? How to care for one?

  “My father is dying.” The words were torn from Raffa and they sledged right into Chloe’s solar plexus. “And I want to give him this. I am begging you, Chloe, to help me. You are the only person; this is the only way. Will you help me?”

  Her stomach twisted as the grief and desperation in his words ran through her. “You’re not just asking me to lend you my car for the weekend,” she said through gritted teeth. “This is a big deal.”

  “I’m aware of that.”

  “You’ve done this before. Had children, I mean,” she said, her skin heating at the unintentional double entendre, when she hadn’t been referring to his sexual experience at all.

  Slowly, she turned back to face him, and her skin was pale, her eyes uncertain. “You want me to do this for you?”

  He swept his eyes shut and his strong, handsome face, wore visible signs of strain. “Yes.”

  “I want something from you in return.”

  That got his attention. His eyes flew wide open, and he lanced her with the intensity of his gaze. “Go on.”

  “We both know why we married,” she spoke stiltedly, frowning a little, for once her mask of unflappability dropping to show her true feelings. “Our fathers were determined that we would and neither of us wanted to upset them. It’s one of the main reasons I knew this marriage would work – that we both put such a high value on loyalty to our families.”

  He tipped his head forward in silent agreement.

  “Plus, Apollo considers you one of his closest friends, and despite the fact he and I aren’t particularly close, I do respect his judgement.”

  He continued to be silent at the reference to her older half-brother.

  “But I don’t know you, Raffa.” She took a step towards him, her frown captivating. “I don’t know what foods you like to eat, nor what music you listen to. I don’t know what books you read – or if you read at all, for that matter. I don’t know what makes you laugh, I don’t know anything about the man I married.”

  “And whose fault is that?” He queried smoothly. “You took yourself to Qadim just as soon as the ink was dry on our contracts.”

  “You gave me the house in the city,” she was spurred to defend. “Did you think I wouldn’t go there?”

  “I thought you would go there occasionally,” he said with a gentle rebuke in the words. “Instead, you’ve used it as a hide-out, spending every bit of time you could away fro
m me.”

  She shook her head. “It’s not like that. I wasn’t hiding. I just… like the city,” she finished lamely.

  “Be that as it may, if you had wanted to get to know me then you could have.”

  “Fine,” she conceded with a sharp jerk of her head. “You’re right. But I can’t make love to a stranger. I’m just not wired that way.”

  “How little you know of your body,” he said, almost regretfully. “You were quivering in my arms just now, and I guarantee that your insides were churning with wants. That your knees were weak and your belly tight, your breasts tender, your mind spinning with ways in which to find pleasure…”

  “Stop it,” she pleaded, heat suffusing her cheeks. “A physical response to that kind of stimulus is normal.”

  He didn’t respond and she was glad – glad that he resisted the temptation to point out that she knew nothing of such things.

  “My father doesn’t have long,” he said heavily. “We cannot delay.”

  “So what? You want me to strip naked? Go to your room? My God, Raffa. I’m a woman, not an automaton.”

  “You are a woman,” he said, his eyes narrowed. “A woman with needs that I will take very good care of.”

  “You are even more arrogant than I’d imagined!” She stamped her foot. “You can’t just dictate something like this to me.”

  “You want to negotiate? You want me to agree to spend time with you? To get to know you? Fine. Move to the palace and we will do both.”

  She stared at him with a feeling that she’d been backed tightly into a corner.

  “Surely I can just come to the palace every few weeks. Stay in the capital, in my own home. Or you can come to me…”

  “No.” He slashed his hand through the air. “This is not a game, Chloe. I need an heir and you are the only woman who can provide me with one.”

  “So what I want doesn’t matter?”

  “You wanted to marry me, and you have done so. You want children – your brother has told me as much.”

  Anger slashed inside of her – directed at her husband Raffa and her brother Apollo. Birds of the same feather, flocking together, as always. Of course Apollo had divulged the stupid drunken conversation they’d had on the night of her twenty first birthday.

  But she hadn’t known then what lay in store. She hadn’t known that only weeks later her father would be dead, that the marriage contract he’d negotiated would be the only way to honour and love the man she’d never had a chance to know in real life. That marrying Raffa had been her only way to claim a loss she couldn’t put into words.

  “Apollo doesn’t know what he’s talking about,” Chloe muttered, lifting fingertips to her temples and rubbing wearily. “He’s misinformed.”

  “So you don’t want children?”

  “No. Yes.” She expelled a plaintive breath. “One day, yes, I do. Very much. But …”

  “It has to be now.” He crossed his arms over his broad chest. “If you cannot do this, if you want to leave, it must be now.”

  “My God, Raffa! You’re not serious? You think a divorce would be good for your father? Why can’t we leave things as they are?”

  “If I divorce you, I will remarry within a month. It is a slight delay, but considerably better than no prospect of an heir whatsoever.”

  “You’re giving me an ultimatum,” she said, her shock genuine. It was a shock that filtered down to her core. “You’re threatening to throw me out if I don’t accede to this plan?”

  His eyes held hers for a long moment and she could have sworn a glimmer of anguish ran across his handsome face before he was pure, arrogant Sheikh once more.

  “Yes.”

  And for no reason she could pinpoint, she felt remorse in that statement. She felt apology.

  How absurd! This man apologized to no one, least of all his wife.

  “I would never do that to your father,” she said after a beat had passed. “And you know that.”

  Raffa expelled a breath and nodded. “Yes.”

  At least he didn’t lie about his manipulations. “He’s on his death bed. The shock of our divorce could kill him. Give me a better ultimatum. One that holds two options that might appeal to me.”

  He let out a short sound of frustration. “You rather misunderstand the point of an ultimatum.”

  “No, I don’t.” She turned away from him again, pacing towards the waterfall. How long had it stood there, washing over ancient rocks, washing over ancient feuds? “I just didn’t think you’d be capable of behaving like this.”

  She wrapped her arms around her torso, inadvertently drawing his attention to her slender fragility so that he wanted to join her in heaping abuse at his feet. What he was doing was beneath him, and he knew it. It was despicable and unreasonable. But desperate times called for desperate measures and only the deepest love and affection for his father, the deepest respect for their family’s long tradition of keeping the peace in Ras El Kida, kept him to his course.

  Goran represented a very real threat, and though Raffa knew he would triumph over it, there would be damage and loss in the interim. An heir was the only way to ensure the kingdom’s safety.

  “Well, Chloe? I don’t have all night. What’s it to be?”

  She didn’t move. Not even a little, so that Raffa was left wondering if she’d heard him. But finally, her head shifted just a fraction.

  “I’ll move to the palace,” she said with a grim determination he understood. “But you will make time for me in your life. I’m not going to be ignored by you as well.”

  Raffa was too relieved by her acquiescence to notice the bitter rejoinder that followed immediately afterwards.

  “I’m pleased you are being reasonable.” Now that she’d agreed, he moved forward with plans. “I’ll have your servants bring your things, though much of your bridal trousseau has been installed in my dressing room already --,”

  “Your dressing room?” She interrupted, whirling around. “I’ll have my own suite of rooms, though?”

  “No.” His eyes glittered. “You are my wife and we are about to take a step forward – this marriage is about to become truth, not just a construct of our fathers’. So you will come to my apartment, my bed, my life.”

  “But you surely don’t want that any more than I do?”

  He shrugged. “I want an heir. And you being here gives us the best chances.”

  “At your beck and call?” She snapped tartly, a shiver of anticipation and pleasure dancing up her spine. “You’re serious?”

  “You either want this or you do not. You’ve just agreed to be my wife, to carry my child, so why are we arguing over semantics?”

  “I don’t consider this semantics! I consider the question of my space and privacy to be an incredibly important one. I will have my own suite of rooms, Raffa, and you won’t bully me into anything else. You will come to me, but by prior appointment, at a time that suits us both.” She said stiffly, her tone loaded with an impressive degree of hauteur.

  “There is no material difference between your plan and mine,” Chloe continued. “Making me move into your suite is unnecessarily cruel, and I hope I’m not wrong about you. I hope you’re not capable of that.”

  The tension in the air could have been sliced with a knife.

  “Fine.” It was an agreement given through gritted teeth. “Seeing as you’re being so reasonable. Use the suite that was given over to you for the wedding.” He stalked towards the door and pulled it inwards. The guards were still at their posts, as though nothing had changed. As though the whole universe hadn’t fallen into disarray in the last twenty minutes.

  He spoke to one of the guards in his native tongue, fast and low, and despite being fluent in the language, Chloe couldn’t engage her brain to properly digest his words. Something about ‘her highness’ and ‘unwell’.

  “I will see you tomorrow night, Chloe,” Raffa said as she moved through the door to his room. “Consider that a prior appointment.”<
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  She opened her mouth to issue a harsh rejoinder but he slammed the door shut, stranding her between two guards, neither of whom would meet her angry blue eyes.

  * * *

  Chloe woke early after a restless night’s sleep, and battled a heavy fog of disorientation with each blink of her eyes. Her room was different – larger – with enormous windows that opened onto a balcony to one side. Different, but familiar.

  And it hit her like a freight train, memories of the night before, the summons she’d received to attend the palace, her husband’s coldly delivered missive that she must bear his child, her refusal, his ultimatum, and finally, her agreement.

  She planted her feet onto the marbled floor and wiggled her toes, staring at the pale pink polish that had been applied only a day earlier, when life had made so much more sense. She stood, frowning as she moved towards the windows that looked towards the desert.

  How majestic this country was! Hot, yes, but in a way that had sparked life and enthusiasm back into Chloe’s blood. Without realizing it, she’d fallen asleep sometime during her teenage years, or perhaps she’d intentionally taught herself to be numb, to hold her heart tight, to avoid the pain that her father’s rejection inevitably inflicted.

  Perhaps she’d taught herself to be numb to the pain that was endemic to the sight of her father with her half-brother – with whom he was always welcoming, warm and proud. To see them together was to see an example of what a healthy parental relationship should have been.

  Yet with Chloe, the old man had barely acknowledged her. And when he had, it had been to commodify her in some way or other, to try to stick her into one of the pigeon holes he thought right. Was she excelling at school in any way? Was she smart enough for him to be proud of her? Was her wit as quick as Apollo’s? Might she be an asset to the business in the way Apollo had been?

  No. Chloe was intelligent, but not given to academics, and mild dyslexia that had gone undiagnosed until her teenage years had meant she was almost too far behind to start trying in high school.

  Was she beautiful, then? Beautiful enough to be sought after by men who her father might at least admire?