United

by A. Aubry

  For the love of God, I should have told them and not their husbands not to say anything. Now Julianna was going to think I just kept some big secret.

  I carefully took Julianna’s hand in mine and laced our fingers together, “You guys weren’t supposed to tell her. I was going to take her to get pampered and ready for it tomorrow then surprise her at the party.”

  Especially because the day was now about us and not just me. Julianna hated to be the center of attention, especially around people that she didn’t really know. She squeezed my hand, reassuring me that she appreciated my gesture.

  “Who says you still can’t take her to get pampered?” Amelia questioned, getting up from her seat.

  “Julianna doesn’t like to frivolously spend money and I figured I’d get her talked into it once we were actually there.”

  Julianna quietly giggled as if to say, ‘yeah right’.

  “Well maybe you should have told us that you didn’t want her to know,” Violet said.

  I rolled my eyes, “I told your damn husband thinking he’d be the one to blab first. It was important for me to tell her, not you guys.”

  Cooper narrowed his eyes at me, “We can’t change it now. Julianna knows and it’s not a big deal. Do you see her running for the hills?”

  My attention turned over to Julianna who was watching me with a wide smile on her face, “No, she’s still right here.”

  “Exactly. Now, it’s getting close to Sofie’s bedtime, so we have to head out,” Cooper said as he signaled for Sofie to come give me a hug.

  I gave her a tight squeeze, telling her to have sweet dreams before she moved on to Julianna who hugged her just as tight as I did. Julianna said her goodbyes a little quicker than normal, her cellphone ringing as her mom was calling her. As she went upstairs to take her phone call, I walked everyone outside as mom went to go make her nightly bedtime tea. Once both of my siblings and their families were gone, I took a seat on the porch swing.

  My mind ran over the evening between Julianna and my family. Cooper, Amelia, Ashton, and Violet all loved her. Watching them all talk at dinner, you could just see that Julianna fit in perfectly. Sofie adored her which was amazing and even Esme took right to her. Sofie and Esme…wow, seeing Julianna with kids was something else entirely.

  It made me think about having children with her. We’d definitely need a house before that would happen, my townhouse was a bit small for a family. Marriage would also have to happen in order for us to start a family. Mom would murder me if she got pregnant before we got married and I would feel as though I broke the promise I made to myself.

  “Would you like some company?” Julianna stepped out on the porch, bringing me out of my thoughts.

  I smiled shyly and tapped the empty spot next to me, “I always want your company.”

  She happily took the seat next to me as I put an arm around her shoulders.

  Julianna raised her head to look at me, “Your mom says this is your thinking spot.”

  Way to give away my secrets, mom. I had only spent most of my days here thinking about my future in soccer, school, girls…everything.

  “She’s right. This was always the place I’d go when I needed to think.”

  “What are you thinking about now?”

  “Our future.”

  I saw a smile take over her lips, “What about it?”

  “You know, getting a home together, getting married, starting a family?”

  “Already got kids on the brain?” She giggled and placed a soft kiss on my cheek.

  I nodded, ready to be completely honest with her about this now, “Before we got here, I was thinking about the first two more than the last one. Seeing you with Esme and Sofie today, damn, it made me want to start a family with you right now.”

  “I think your mother would have a heart attack if I got pregnant right now because we would have broken her golden rule.”

  “Fuck, we all broke that rule back in high school. And you and I break that rule every night…sometimes several times a night.”

  Julianna smiled and moved on the swing to change positions, “Look at us, a couple of rule breakers.”

  I turned towards her slightly as she reclined back against me, her head laid against my collarbone as she extended her legs to lay across the open space of the bench. I took her into my arms and kissed her head. Using my feet, I pushed the seat backwards and let go so that we could swing slowly.

  “I’ve been thinking about a family with you too, if that makes you feel better about the situation,” Julianna quietly admitted.

  She had been? This was news to me after our last conversation about it, I thought the topic was dropped from her mind.

  “Oh really? When?”

  “The day you proposed. We were walking around the zoo and there were so many families. I could just picture our kids watching the animals in awe, or a child on your shoulders as you helped them see over the crowd. It still gives me happy goosebumps just thinking about it.”

  She rubbed her hands up and down her arms dramatically and I laughed softly. I hadn’t really even been paying attention to the multitude of families that were at the zoo the day that I proposed. My head was wrapped around the proposal, but now I could see what she meant.

  I too could see us taking our children to the zoo, their faces pressed up against the glass as they watched the animals in their exhibit. From what my mother told me growing up, Cooper would put me on his shoulders when I was a toddler after my father left. He was only seven, but he took on the role of dad really fucking quick.

  Mom came out to tell us she was going to bed, so we should too. I only knew she was saying that so that she could think we were behaving ourselves. Little did she know, Julianna was set to sneak to my bedroom and I couldn’t wait. I walked Julianna to the door of the room she would be staying in. Mom not-so-nonchalantly kept her door open to ‘keep an eye’ on us.

  I wrapped my arms around her waist as I pulled her in close, “Sleep tight, Julianna. I’ll be right down the hall if you need me.”

  The volume of my voice was a little louder than normal to appease my mother. I gave Julianna a wink when we were in the all clear of my mother coming to interrupt us.

  “What about the monsters under my bed?” Her soft giggle told me she was playing a game as her arms came around my neck.

  “I’ll chase those assholes away,” I smiled, keeping my voice hushed because of the swear word.

  “And in the closet?”

  I moved my mouth closer to hers, “They’ll be gone too.”

  “And what about the dampness between my thighs?” She asked breathily.

  “My tongue will do the trick,” I kissed her deeply, not even needing to ask for permission to let my tongue slip into her mouth to meet hers.

  Just as the kiss was getting good, mom decided to interrupt. She gave me a pointed look before she turned around and went back into her room.

  “I love you, Julianna.”

  “I love you more, Finn,” she smiled wide, giving me one last quick chaste kiss.

  I could feel myself blush at her words. To hide the fact that I was blushing, I released her and went down to my room. As we closed our respective doors, our eyes met until they were completely shut. I turned around and grabbed my phone, immediately sending Julianna a text.

  Me: Ten minutes, my room. Don’t wear any panties ;)

  Julianna: They’re coming off as we speak ;)

  Oh, shit. Just the thought of her slipping off her panties was enough to make me hard.

  Me: Shit, maybe we should make it five. I’m already hard.

  Julianna: Tsk, tsk baby. So impatient ;)

  Me: Get your sexy ass over here.

  When she didn’t reply, I quickly undressed down to my boxers. I tidied up the room a bit, making sure it didn’t look too embarrassing. Then the excitement hit me, I was going to have Julianna as the first girl in my room. This was going to be the most amazing night ever just because of that fa
ct.

  I was about ready to stride down the hallway and fetch Julianna myself when there was a soft knock on the door. Opening the door a little too quickly, I nearly forgot my own fucking name when I saw what she was wearing. It was a nightgown I’d never seen before, made up of all soft pink satin. Her nipples were beginning to strain through the fabric and it was just light enough that I could see she hadn’t worn any panties like I instructed. I wanted to rip that shit off of her. Julianna came up close to me and flashed me her innocent, disarming smile.

  “Let’s break some rules.”

  I grabbed her hand and pulled her into the room before making sure the door was shut and locked. When I turned back to face her, I covered her mouth with mine and ran my hands up and down her body through the satin fabric of her nightgown.

  “Oh, fuck. When did you get this?” I quietly asked.

  “I bought it this morning, you like?”

  Like? Try love, baby. But I’d love it better if it were off of you.

  “Was it expensive?” I took a small step back, finally deciding that it looked thin enough that I could physically rip it from her body. But only if it didn’t cost her a lot of money that she would be mad about it.

  “Um, not really…it was on sale?” She raised an eyebrow at me as her forehead scrunched in confusion.

  “Good, then I won’t feel bad about this,” I growled and put my hands between her breasts, pulling the fabric apart easily to make a large rip down the middle of her dress.

  “Holy shit, Finn,” Julianna moaned breathlessly.

  My eyes ate up her body as it was covered up around the back but her whole front was on display for me. Her hard nipples were little buds that I wanted to suck on and her pussy was just begging to be touched. I was only too happy to oblige as I slipped two fingers into my mouth to get them wet and moved them down to her sensitive clit before making small circles around it with more than enough pressure.

  Julianna opened her mouth and I knew she was going to moan, so I kissed her lips to help stifle it. We had been working on keeping her quiet at least once a day for the last few days but as soon as I went harder, there was no holding back her screams.

  Just as I was planning on slipping my fingers into her, needing to know just how wet she was for me, Julianna stepped back and ended our kiss. My eyebrows furrowed as she began to walk back towards my bed. My cock got harder as she seductively slipped the ripped satin material off and onto the floor. Damn, she was like my own personal fucking seductress.

  I moved my hand to my cock over my boxers as I watched her, it was beginning to need relief, “God, you’re making me so hard and you aren’t even touching me. It’s like I’m in high school about to lose my virginity all over again.”

  Fuck, I didn’t even get this hard with Celeste that night.

  Julianna smiled and moved her hand to reveal a condom in between her fingers, “Wanna lose your V-card?”

  Where the fuck did she get that? And if I was still a virgin, I would more than willingly give myself to this woman right here, right now. But, we wouldn’t be needing that piece of rubber tonight. I needed to feel her hot wet pussy wrap around my cock with nothing in between us.

  I walked over to her, gently taking the condom from her and brought her close against me so she could feel just how hard I was for her, “We won’t be needing this.”

  Flicking the condom somewhere on the floor behind me, I watched as Julianna’s eyes got wide. A flash of disappointment crossed her face momentarily. Did she really think that we weren’t going to have sex if there was no condom?

  “Why not?” She questioned with her turned on husky voice.

  I brought my lips to her ear and whispered, “Because I wanna feel you bare.”

  Her mouth dropped open slightly as she took in my words. I knew I had her right where I wanted her. Pushing my boxers down around my ankles, I kicked them away easily. Julianna’s eyes were fixed on my cock as it nearly pointed right at her because I was so hard. It caused flashbacks of the night that we first had sex, how her eyes were so transfixed on that appendage of my body. Celeste nearly cried just by seeing my cock and I couldn’t figure out why. Julianna just looked at it with lust, like it was her favorite thing in the whole world.

  “Lay down on the bed, we’re going to keep it simple tonight,” I quietly commanded before kissing her lips tenderly.

  I wanted to take control, but I knew that I also had to show Julianna that I loved her. Lately, we had been upping our bedroom game with some new positions. Especially last weekend as we celebrated our engagement. Tonight, in order to keep her quiet, we had to go back to where it all started. The first night we had sex with one another and the first time that either one of us had sex in general.

  Julianna turned around and pulled the blankets back on the bed. I took full advantage of watching her bent over my childhood bed. She slowly climbed into my bed and nestled herself into the pillows. Shit, now I wish I really was a virgin again because I knew that I was going to enjoy this sex more than any other sex I had before. I crawled on top of Julianna and moved the blankets to cover us. Normally we didn’t care about the blankets, but Julianna was shaking slightly. Was she cold?

  Her eyes locked with mine and I could tell that she was nervous as she let out a breath. There was nothing to be nervous about, she knew what it was like to have sex with me. Now rather than having any hard sex, I was going to give it to her nice and slow just to show her how much I loved her. Was that why she was shaking? Because she was nervous? I mean, I knew she had terrible sex with Michael for three years but was her first time terrible too?

  “Julianna, are you okay? You’re shaking a little,” I asked softly, taking my place between her legs.

  “Yeah, baby. I’m totally fine,” Julianna whispered and ran her fingers through my hair reassuringly.

  There was something on her mind. I just needed to know exactly what that was.

  “Are you thinking about your first time?”

  She sighed heavily and locked eyes with me, “I was thinking about how fucking terrible it was. It hurt so bad because he didn’t know what he was doing. He thought that it was supposed to be like a porno. But when I was crying out, it wasn’t in pleasure.”

  Why had this girl have so much bad luck when it came to sex? No wonder she was so nervous, this must have brought back some memories for her. Okay, I was definitely going to take it nice and slow for her this time. In fact, let’s make this her losing her virginity…part two.

  I pressed a soft kiss to her lips, wishing I could really take all those painful memories away from her, “Well then. I’ll just have to show you how it’s done. Close your eyes, imagine that we somehow met in high school, and let me make that memory better for you.”

  She swallowed hard and her breathing changed slightly, “You want to take my fake virginity?”

  Was that so hard to believe? She was a fucking goddess.

  “I want to take all of you,” I opened her legs a little more and readied my cock to push into her, “Now close your eyes, Jules.”

  Her eyes complied, and I slowly pushed my cock into her. A soft moan escaped from her lips and I leaned down to kiss her. The feeling of her arms wrapping around my neck never felt so innocent as I did exactly what I intended to do, make soft, sweet love to the beautiful woman who stole my heart.

  Chapter Eleven

  “Oh, Finn. Fuck!” Julianna softly called out, her arms holding onto me almost as tightly as her pussy clutched my cock.

  The feeling was something that was so intense that I couldn’t hold back my orgasm anymore and poured every ounce of my cum into her as her pussy milked me for more. Her head leaned back against the pillows as her mouth fell agape, her lungs sucking in deep breaths of air. It was so hot to watch her orgasm, better than any other girl I’d watched come for me. This sex was so much better than my first time, even if we really weren’t virgins. I would’ve given anything for my first time to be like this. As soon as her pu
ssy released me from its clutches, I pulled out and fell down beside her on the bed, barely able to breathe.

  “Holy shit,” I started, “That was so much better than my first time.”

  Julianna was silent, and it momentarily worried me until I looked over and she was nodding slowly. I could hear her breathing hard and I knew her orgasm was as intense for her as it was for me. I rolled over onto my side and put my arm around her.

  “Did I do a good job at taking your virginity a second time?” I asked nervously.

  Her eyes finally met mine and they were bright, my ego was a little puffed up at that look, “You did way better than good. I don’t think the dots in my vision are ever going to go away after that orgasm.”

  Thank god. I mean, she didn’t cry through the entire thing like Celeste did, but I still couldn’t gauge at how much she was enjoying it until she started moaning for me. Julianna was probably used to the hard and fast sex that we’d been having, but it was time that we slowed it down for us to worship one another.

  I pressed my lips against her forehead and laughed quietly, “I’m glad that I made you feel good. Because I feel pretty damn good myself.”

  Julianna bit her lip, “You never told me about your first time.”

  It was terrible, I barely even had an orgasm. It was probably a big mistake at the time because it all ended up going to shit. She started talking about getting married and having a family right out of high school. The only thing that really kept me going were the big tits that she had and her round ass because I was a walking hard on when I was in high school.

  “She was nothing like you. We were sixteen and had been dating since freshman year. I was on the soccer team; a so-called jock and she was fresh onto the cheerleading squad, so everyone kind of pushed us to be together. At the time, I thought we had a lot in common. We liked the same restaurants, watched some of the same tv shows. You know, naïve teenage boy stuff. She was pretty so that kind of fed into the angsty hormones.”

  I dragged the back of my fingers along her cheek and her eyes softly closed like they always did. A small smile crossed her lips and I begged to know what she was thinking at that exact moment. Especially because it always happened whenever I did this for her.