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Mahabharata

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by Carole Satyamurti


  the Kauravas and the Pandavas? I’m sure

  you must have brought peace, powerful as you are.”

  “I tried,” said Krishna, “but Duryodhana

  refused to listen to advice—from me,

  or from the elders. Now the Kauravas

  are guests of Yama in the realm of death,

  together with countless thousands of brave men.

  Only the Pandavas remain. You know well,

  there is no way of evading destiny.”

  Uttanka’s eyes grew wide in shock and outrage.

  “But you are Krishna! You could have prevented

  such carnage, so much catastrophic waste.

  Many of those heroes were dear to you

  and yet you let it happen. I shall curse you!”

  “Uttanka, in your life of discipline

  you have acquired much spiritual merit.

  I should hate to see that merit canceled

  by an ill-judged curse—which, in any case,

  would be ineffective.”

  “Well,” said Uttanka,

  “tell me more about your part in this.

  Then I will decide whether to curse you.”

  “Know me, then,” said Krishna, “as the source

  of all that is, and of all that is not.

  I am sacrificer and sacrifice.

  I am the heart of every righteous act,

  the hymn of praise, and also the object

  of adoration. In all the three worlds

  I am known as Vishnu, Brahma, Shiva.

  I am the creator, the preserver

  and the destroyer. In every age

  I am the supporter of righteousness.

  In every realm I take birth differently,

  and I act in the manner of that realm.

  Among gandharvas, I am a gandharva.

  Among the Nagas, I take a Naga form.

  Born now in the realm of humankind,

  I take on fully human qualities.

  In that form, I appealed to Duryodhana.

  Finding him obdurate, I even revealed

  my divine nature. But being sunk in sin,

  he was not changed. War was the result.

  Time overtook him.”

  “Now I understand,”

  said Uttanka, and he begged to witness

  Krishna’s divine form, whereupon,

  the curse forgotten, he bent and worshiped him

  as the supreme Lord. Krishna gave him a boon:

  wherever Uttanka was, needing water,

  if he thought of Krishna, he would find it.

  Uttanka wandered on into the desert.

  Soon he became thirsty, and thought of Krishna.

  A naked chandala appeared, caked with dirt

  and followed by fierce dogs. A stream of urine

  was flowing from his penis. “Drink,” he said,

  “I can see you are thirsty.”

  “I am indeed,”

  said Uttanka, appalled, “but not that thirsty!”

  and he sent the chandala on his way.

  Presently, Krishna appeared before him.

  “That was a test,” he said. “It was to see

  if you could look beyond appearances.

  You failed.” Uttanka was bitterly ashamed.

  Krishna consoled him, “You shall still have your boon.

  When you are thirsty think of me, and clouds

  will instantly appear and drop sweet water.

  Those rain clouds will be known as Uttanka clouds.”

  And so they are, up to this very day.

  In Hastinapura, there was an air of waiting.

  Uttaraa was far gone in pregnancy

  but still deeply grieving for Abhimanyu

  and refusing food. “Please eat,” begged Kunti,

  “or you will harm your baby.” Wise Vyasa

  arrived to give reassurance: “This new child

  will be a great hero and rule the earth.

  It has been foretold. Meanwhile, O king,

  you should turn your mind to preparations

  for the horse sacrifice.”

  Yudhishthira,

  together with his brothers, started off

  on the journey north to the Himalaya

  in search of gold. They took along with them

  substantial forces—soldiers, retainers, priests

  and men possessing all the varied skills

  needed to sustain their enterprise.

  As the procession left, citizens gathered

  to wish them well. With his white parasol

  held over his head, the king was radiant.

  After much traveling, the party reached

  the lower mountain slopes. Vast dazzling peaks

  soared above them. “This is the place,” said Vyasa.

  Yudhishthira ordered that they should pitch camp,

  and the party settled for the night, fasting.

  Next morning, priests made offerings to Shiva—

  flowers, meat and various kinds of grain—

  and ghee was poured on the sacrificial fire.

  Kubera, god of wealth, was also worshiped.

  The ground was measured and marked out in squares

  and the great excavation was begun.

  After some time, glints of gold were seen.

  Stashes of gold coins, vessels and objects

  of various kinds, some small, some very large,

  all gold, were brought out of the ground. Digging

  took several weeks. Then the gold was hefted

  into large panniers, and onto the backs

  of thousands of pack animals. At last

  the caravan lumbered off toward home,

  traveling very slowly, so laden was it.

  Krishna’s kinsfolk welcomed his return

  with joy and celebration. As it happened,

  a festival was in full swing, with flags

  and floral garlands adorning every house,

  and singing in the streets. Of course, his father

  knew about the war, but not the details,

  and Krishna told him—though selectively,

  not wanting to break bad news all at once.

  “Tell him!” cried Subhadra. “Tell our father

  about Abhimanyu,” and she fell down

  in a faint. The king, too, lost consciousness

  when he heard of Abhimanyu’s death

  but, recovering, wanted to know more,

  longed to hear how his beloved grandson,

  beautiful as Krishna, brave as Arjuna,

  could have met his death. Krishna told him

  how courageously Abhimanyu fought,

  how sinfully he was surrounded. He spoke

  of the grief of all the women, of how Uttaraa

  was carrying his child. And the king,

  summoning his strength, and comforted

  by the certainty that Abhimanyu

  had reached the highest heaven, set in train

  elaborate funeral ceremonies.

  Krishna performed shraddha rites, and made

  rich gifts to the officiating brahmins.

  The weeks passed pleasantly. But Krishna knew

  that Uttaraa’s due time had nearly come.

  Subhadra had already made the journey

  back to Hastinapura, to be with her.

  Krishna thought of the lethal Brahma weapon

  and of Ashvatthaman’s curse. The whole future

  of the Bharatas now rested on him.

  After loving farewells to his parents,

  he set out in his wonderfully made chariot

  driven by Daruka, fast as the wind.

  When Krishna arrived at Hastinapura

  the Pandavas were still away from home

  in the Himalaya. He found the women

  tense with expectation; Uttaraa,

  scarcely emerged from childhood herself,

  was in labor. The whole city held its breath
r />   and then the cry went up, “A boy! It’s a son!”

  and there was cheering, drumming, serenade—

  until the bulletin that quickly followed,

  “The baby is born dead!” Catastrophe!

  Every face was slippery with tears,

  every house loud with lamentation,

  knowing that the dynasty’s last hope

  was now extinguished.

  Through the palace halls,

  through courtyards, corridors and colonnades

  strode Krishna, his yellow silk robe streaming

  behind him, his dark features purposeful.

  At the entrance to the women’s quarters

  Kunti met him. “Krishna! You must help us!

  Fulfill your promise now. Don’t let my sons

  die unmourned by heroes after them.”

  She collapsed in grief, and so did Draupadi,

  Subhadra and the other weeping women.

  Krishna entered the room where Uttaraa lay.

  Midwives and physicians were in attendance,

  silent and helpless. The room was orderly

  with rows of water pots, flowers and fragrant

  burning wood. Uttaraa was prostrate,

  convulsed with tears, crying, shrieking aloud

  like a madwoman, with all the other women

  weeping in sympathy. All her kin were dead;

  now her lifeless baby was in her arms.

  Then sitting up, trying to calm herself,

  she rocked her infant son, and murmured softly,

  the baby lying inert as a swaddled doll.

  “O my dear one, just wake for a moment

  to see the mother of your grandfather

  plunged in sorrow. Pity us, my son.

  But if you cannot live, go to your father,

  tell him how my life is pointless now;

  I should be dead myself!”

  Krishna listened,

  then he poured a few drops of fresh water

  into his right hand, and touched with it

  the infant’s lips, nostrils, both ears, both eyes,

  drawing out the toxic Brahma weapon.

  “I have never spoken an untruth;

  I have never turned away from battle;

  I have never failed to support brahmins.

  By the merit of those acts of mine,

  may this child live.” Silence in the room.

  Then, almost imperceptibly at first,

  the child began to stir.

  What thankfulness!

  What joy sprang up! It was a great explosion

  that burst from the women’s quarters into all

  corners of the palace, and out, out

  among the disbelieving citizens

  of Hastinapura. Then, tumultuous joy

  seized them like a fever, and all night long

  with celebration, feasting and loud music,

  the city was ablaze with noise and light.

  Next day, Krishna announced the infant’s name:

  Parikshit, born to save his failing line.

  He would go on to rule for many years,

  after the Pandavas had left the earth.

  About a month after the baby’s birth

  news came that the Pandavas were approaching,

  bringing with them unimaginable

  quantities of wealth. All the townsfolk,

  of every station, crammed the thoroughfares

  as the great caravan, groaning with gold,

  trundled slowly toward the treasury.

  Entering the city, the royal party

  was greeted by cheering crowds. Their success,

  and the horse sacrifice it made possible,

  would bring blessings to the entire kingdom.

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  THE HORSE SACRIFICE

  The birth of Parikshit changed everything.

  Despite the victory of the Pandavas,

  Ashvatthaman’s awful invocation

  of the Brahma weapon had cast dragging doubt

  on the future of the Bharatas, planting

  a seed of hopelessness in every heart.

  But now it seemed the dynasty was safe.

  One of King Yudhishthira’s first acts

  was to consult Vyasa. Touching his feet,

  formally he sought the seer’s permission

  to conduct the horse sacrifice. “Excellent!”

  said Vyasa, “I myself will play a part

  in the ceremony, according to your wishes.

  This great sacrifice will absolve all sin.

  See to it that you please the deities

  by making abundant gifts.”

  Yudhishthira

  also sought consent from Krishna, who

  rejoiced at the prospect of the great event.

  “Let your brothers, too, be sacrificers,”

  he said. Then Vyasa was asked to name

  the best time for the ceremony which must

  inaugurate the sacrificial process:

  the initiation of the Dharma King.

  He ordered that the ritual implements

  and other objects should be made of gold.

  Planning began for the great event.

  A superb stallion would be selected

  and then let loose to wander the land at will.

  The horse would be protected by the army

  led by a distinguished kshatriya,

  and in whatever kingdom it might roam

  that land would be claimed for King Yudhishthira.

  Any ruler who put up resistance

  would be subdued. Then he would be invited

  to Hastinapura, as a welcome guest

  at the splendid sacrifice, when the time came.

  After a year, the horse would find its way

  back to the kingdom of the Bharatas,

  and then the great ceremony would be held.

  On Vyasa’s advice, Yudhishthira

  designated strong-armed Arjuna

  to be protector of the horse, saying,

  “As you progress, when hostile kings come out

  to oppose you, and resist our rule,

  try to avoid battles, and above all

  avoid killing warriors whose kindred

  met with death on the plain of Kurukshetra.

  Be friendly. Invite them to the sacrifice.

  Consecrate the sons of fallen heroes

  —or daughters, if there are no surviving sons.”

  A most beautiful piebald horse was chosen

  and kept in readiness. From near and far,

  guests arrived for the initiation

  of King Yudhishthira, the first ritual step.

  He was resplendent in red silk, with gold

  accoutrements. Staff in hand, wearing

  a soft black deerskin for his upper garment,

  the king shone like a star in the firmament.

  Priests performed the rites; then it was time

  for the magnificent horse to be let loose.

  As it began to wander on its way

  from Hastinapura, an exuberant crowd

  pressed and jostled to get sight of it,

  shouting, “Farewell, Wealth-winner, return safely!”

  and Arjuna, accompanied by priests,

  soldiers and retainers, began his journey.

  Through the months that followed, Arjuna,

  riding a chariot drawn by fine white horses,

  followed the stallion as it made its way

  on a meandering route through many lands.

  Despite his brother’s hopes, there were fierce fights.

  Men who had lost most at Kurukshetra

  were often just the ones who wanted battle,

  thirsting for revenge. Thus it happened

  that the horse crossed into Trigarta country,

  the kingdom whose men had harried Arjuna

  so tenaciously on the battlefield.

  Now they came out in strength, intent on
capture.

  Mindful of the king’s request, the Pandava

  tried to make peace. “Do not attack, you villains.

  Life is precious, as you should know by now!”

  The Trigartas took no notice, but let fly

  a cloud of arrows which, flexing Gandiva,

  Arjuna deflected in mid-flight.

  Bitter conflict followed. Arjuna

  was wounded in the hand by a young warrior

  whose outstanding skill he much admired

  and whom, for that reason, he refrained from killing.

  Instead, he slew a host of his companions.

  Eventually the rest threw down their weapons

  and formally acknowledged Yudhishthira

  as their ruler. Arjuna invited them

  to be present at the horse sacrifice.

  This was the shape of many more encounters.

  The horse wandered up hills, into valleys,

  across desert terrain. Sometimes the rulers

  of these lands met Arjuna’s conditions,

  sometimes they resisted. A great engagement

  took place between Arjuna and the Sindhus.

  Jayadratha (husband of Duhshala,

  sole sister of the hundred Kauravas)

  had been their king, and they were full of wrath

  at the way Arjuna had slaughtered him.

  They launched a blistering attack against

  the sacrificial horse and its protector.

  In the savage fighting, Arjuna

  was badly wounded, and lost consciousness.

  Celestial rishis revived him with their prayers,

  and he fought on. Remembering Yudhishthira,

  he called to his enemies, “We are intent

  on your surrender rather than on slaughter.”

  But, unpersuaded, the Sindhu forces hurled

  their spears and arrow showers ever more fiercely.

  They were losing ground when Duhshala,

  their interim ruler, approached, carrying

  her infant grandson in her arms. Weeping,

  she told the Pandava the baby’s father,

  Jayadratha’s son, had been in mourning

  for his father when he heard that Arjuna

  had arrived to subjugate the kingdom—

  at which he died of grief and fear. She begged

  her cousin to take pity on the baby,

  and sued for peace, ordering her warriors

  to lay down their weapons. Arjuna,

  seeing that the Sindhus posed no threat,

  embraced her warmly, and expressed the hope

  that she would come to the horse sacrifice.

  The horse came to the kingdom of Manipura

  ruled by Arjuna’s son by Chitrangadaa,

  Babhruvahana. The stalwart youth

  rode out to meet Arjuna, carrying gifts,

 

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