Collected Works of Frances Trollope

by Frances Milton Trollope

  Mrs. Simpson was accompanied by her pretty little girl, flowered and furbelowed into as near a resemblance to a bantam chicken as it was possible for a pretty little girl to take.

  The distance from the village to the Park was almost too great for so young a child to walk, and the poor little thing looked heated, cross, and weary; but her mamma declared that a ramble through those delicious fields was the greatest treat in the world. “I trust in Heaven,” she continued, using her near-sighted eye-glass to look at a drawing which lay on the table, “that Mimima” (her abbreviation of Jemima) “will have my taste for sketching — I like to take her out with me, dear pet, she enjoys it so! but at this lovely season it is the most difficult thing in the world not to sketch as one goes. Indeed, when the mind is pre-occupied” — (a sigh)— “every object, however” — (a pause)— “I beg your pardon, but it is so difficult—”

  “Come to me, Jemima,” said Helen, holding out her hand, “and let me take your bonnet off.”

  The child put up her shoulder, and pressed with distressing closeness upon the delicate lilac of her mother’s new silk dress.

  “It is such a shy puss!” said Mrs. Simpson; “I often think what would become of her” — (a sigh). “I beg your pardon — but sad thoughts will press—”

  “Little girl, do you love eau de Cologne?” said Rosalind, taking a bottle from the table and holding it towards her.

  Either the look, the accent, or the action of Rosalind had attraction sufficient to draw the child towards her; when she good-humouredly relieved the glowing cheeks from the stifling encumbrance of a very close pink bonnet and thick green veil, and then copiously bedewed the pretty head with the fragrant and refreshing water.

  “Do you like it, dear?”

  “Yes, very much; do it again! again!” said the child, laughing aloud.

  “Mimima! — what did I tell you, dear! Alas! — young heads — I beg your pardon—” (a sigh). “You are too good! — I fear you will spoil her, Miss Torrington.”

  “I am only trying to cool her a little, ma’am; she looks quite in a fever.”

  “She has sported along before me like a little fawn! I brought my maid and the man servant, as I thought they might carry her between them if she was tired; but she would not hear of it — the step of childhood is so elastic! — Alas! — I beg your pardon!—”

  “Don’t you like to ride a-cushion, Miss Jemima?” said Rosalind, struck by the idea of the maid and the man carrying the young lady between them.

  “What is that?” inquired the child.

  Rosalind laughed a little, and coloured a little, at being obliged to explain herself; but making the best of it, she took Mimima’s little hands and interlaced them with her own, after the most approved manner of preparing to treat somebody with riding a-cushion.

  No persons resent ridicule so much as those who are perpetually exposing themselves to it. Mrs. Simpson out-glowed her rouge as she said, “I did not mean, Miss Torrington, that my servants were to carry the child together, — I really wonder such a very droll idea. — I beg your pardon — but at such a time—”

  Miss Torrington looked at her for a moment, and then rose and left the room.

  Mrs. Simpson saw that she had offended the heiress, and from that moment conceived towards her one of those little feminine antipathies, which if they do not as often lead to daggers and bowls in the higher ranks of society as to black eyes and broken noses in the lower, are nevertheless seldom quite innoxious.

  The conversation now began to languish, for the principal person in Wrexhill was decidedly out of humour, and Helen was painfully seeking for what she was to say next, when the door was thrown open, and Mr. and Miss Cartwright, and Mr. Jacob Cartwright, were announced.

  No sudden and unexpected burst of sunshine ever produced a greater change in the aspect of a watery landscape, than the entrance of this party on the countenance of the handsome widow. Had Rosalind been present, she would have found some amusement, or at least some occupation, in seeking to discover whether it were the father or son who possessed this vivifying power. To the pale, hollow-eyed daughter she would certainly have attributed no such influence. But as we have not her help to decide the doubt, we must leave the matter to the slower hand of time.

  Mr. Jacob Cartwright was a tall, straight, young man, but as yet a little inclining to that line of contour, which can only be described by the expressive word lanky. Neither was his hair handsome, for, designated as “light” by his particular friends and admirers, it was called “sandy” by the rest of the world. But the young gentleman had a finely-formed mouth, with a very beautiful set of teeth, and a large clear light blue eye, which many persons declared to be beautiful.

  This young man was said to resemble greatly the mother he had lost: to his father he was certainly as unlike as possible. Mr. Cartwright, though somewhat above the middle height, was shorter than his son, and his person incomparably better built; his features were very regularly handsome, and the habitual expression of his countenance gentle and attractive. His eyes were large, dark, and very beautifully formed, and his hair and beard as black as those of a Spaniard, save here and there a silver line which about the temples began to mix itself with the sable. His mouth and teeth perhaps might have been said to resemble those of his son, had not the expression been so different. In the son these constituted merely a well-formed feature; to the father they seemed to give a power when he spoke that might work wonders either for good or evil.

  Henrietta Cartwright resembled neither of them: of the two, she would have been said to be most like her father, because her hair and eyes were dark; but the form of the head and face, and above all, the cynic expression of the mouth, were in perfect contrast to his. Like her brother she was extremely thin; but she was not proportionably tall, and in her this ascetic form seemed rather the result of ill health than of make. She was moreover deadly pale, and seldom spoke in general society if she could possibly avoid it.

  Mrs. Mowbray received all the party with cordial kindness. In Helen’s manner there was a shade of coldness, especially to the father, whose offered hand she did not appear to see; but the whole trio shared the affectionate greetings of Mrs. Simpson.

  “How very lucky I am to meet you! Such a dismal long walk, all alone! — but now we can return together. How are you, my dear Miss Henrietta? has your headache left you? — No? — Oh, how I grieve to see you suffer so! I need not inquire for you, Mr. Jacob — what a picture of youth and activity you are! Mimima, come here. Don’t you remember your friend? — don’t you remember Mr. Jacob Cartwright? — Ah! I thought you could not forget him! You would not be your mother’s child, dearest, if you could ever forget kindness.”

  In her address to the elder gentleman there seemed to be a little more caution in the expression of her affectionate feelings; but she looked at him, and she listened to him, and more than once repeated what he said, as if to impress the precious words on her memory. In short, from the moment the Vicar and his family entered the room, it was evident the ladies of the Park were completely put

  — — “In non cale;”

  and this, considering the undeviating respect which through life Mrs. Simpson had ever paid to wealth and station, was no trifling proof of the sincerity of that friendship which she professed for her new friends.

  “I hope your youngest daughter is well, and Miss Torrington also?” said Mr. Cartwright.

  “Quite well, thank you. Helen, do you know where your sister is?”

  “In the library, I believe, mamma.”

  “Miss Cartwright, would you not like some refreshment?... Do ring the bell, Helen. I am sure, Mrs. Simpson, you ought to take some wine-and-water after your long walk.”

  It was not difficult to see that this civility was the result of a strong and painful effort on the part of Mrs. Mowbray, and Helen was provoked with the whole party for not declining it; but no choice was left her — the bell was rung, and the tray arrived. One comfort she had, an
d that no trifling one: neither herself nor her mother had any further occasion to seek subjects of conversation; Mrs. Simpson took the whole of this troublesome business upon herself, and for the period that the luncheon lasted was so completely engaged in eating and talking, that she had not time for a single sigh.

  The two gentlemen and the little girl were very nearly as busily employed as herself; but Miss Cartwright sat silently apart, and a feeling as nearly allied perhaps to curiosity as politeness, induced Helen to change her place and seat herself near her.

  “Will you not take some refreshment, Miss Cartwright?... Let me get you some grapes.”

  “I thank you — none.”

  “Not even a little soda-water and wine? The morning seems unusually warm.”

  “Nothing, I thank you.”

  “Are you a great walker?”

  “Yes.”

  “This is a charming country for it — such a beautiful variety of lanes and fields.”

  “I seldom vary my walk.”

  “Indeed! And what is the favourite spot you have chosen?”

  “The ugliest and most gloomy I could find, that I might be sure of never meeting any one.”

  Helen was silenced — she had not courage for another word, and in order to cover her retreat, moved towards the table, and bestowed her attention on the little girl, who, totally forgotten by her mamma, was quaffing long draughts of wine from a tumbler which Mr. Jacob had been preparing for himself, but which he had willingly yielded to her, and now seemed waiting for the inevitable effect of such excess with a sort of sly and covert glee that made Helen very angry.

  “Your little girl will make herself ill, I am afraid, Mrs. Simpson, by the quantity of wine she is taking: I am afraid there is no water with it.”

  The lady, who was talking very earnestly in an under tone to Mr. Cartwright, started at this appeal, and with a glance of more anger than the age of the child could justify, drew her back from the table and made her stand at some distance from it.

  “I really think that it is Mr. Jacob Cartwright who should be punished,” said Helen: “for he knew a great deal more about the matter than the little girl herself.”

  “Oh no!... naughty little thing!” — said the mamma.

  “I am very sorry if I have been the occasion of the little girl’s doing what was wrong,” said Mr. Jacob slowly and in a very gentle tone. “I did not think she would have taken so much; and she looked very tired and warm.”

  Mrs. Simpson made some civil answer, and turned to renew her conversation with the Vicar; but he was gone. She positively started, and looked about her with great interest to discover what had become of him. The windows of the room opened upon the lawn, and though she had not seen his exit, she very naturally guessed that it must have been made in that direction. After rising from the table, and making one or two unmeaning movements about the room, taking up a book and laying it down again without looking at its title, examining a vase on the chimney-piece and a rose on the flower-stand, she gradually drew towards the open window, and after pausing for half a minute, walked through it upon the grass.

  The little girl trotted after her; Mr. Jacob followed, probably hoping to see her stagger about a little; and Helen, though sadly vexed at this new device to prolong the tedious visit, could do no less than walk after them.

  The conservatory, drawing-room, and library, formed this side of the house, the whole range of windows opening uniformly upon the lawn. As Helen stepped out, she perceived that the party who had preceded her were entering by the window of the library, and she quickly followed them, thinking it probable that Fanny might be startled and vexed at this unexpected interruption, when, as was very likely, she might be in the very act of invoking the “sacred nine.”

  Upon entering the room, however, she found her sister, to her great surprise, conversing earnestly with Mr. Cartwright, and appearing to be hardly yet conscious of the presence of the others.

  Mrs. Simpson gave a little, almost imperceptible toss of the head, at discovering how the gentleman was engaged.

  “We could not think whither you had vanished, Mr. Cartwright,” said she, in her sweetest voice; “but you really were very lucky to ramble in this direction. Miss Fanny ought to have her picture taken in this fine room, with all her books about her.”

  While she said this, Mr. Cartwright continued in a whisper to finish what he was addressing to Fanny; and having done so, he turned to the party which had followed him, saying, “The bright verdure of your beautiful lawn, Miss Mowbray, tempted me out; but I hope our intrusion has not disturbed your sister?”

  Fanny answered eagerly that she was very glad to see him. At that moment Helen chanced to turn her eyes towards the window by which they entered; when she perceived that Miss Cartwright had followed them. She was, however, more than half concealed by a large orange tree which stood in a high square box beside the window; but her head was bent forward to look into the room, and a sneer of such very singular expression rested on her lip and in her eye as she looked at her father and Fanny, who were still standing close together, that Helen remained perfectly still, staring at her. In another moment Miss Cartwright changed the direction of her eyes, and encountered those of Helen fixed upon her with a look of unconcealed astonishment; but her own did not sink before them, and she turned away with a smile quite as strange and unintelligible as the look she had bestowed on Fanny.

  At length this tedious visit was brought to its conclusion; the bonnet of the tipsy and now very pale little girl was replaced, a number of civil speeches spoken, and the whole party walked off together across the lawn to a gate which was to take them by a short cut through the Park.

  “I quite envy Mrs. Simpson her walk home!” said Fanny. “I see she has taken Mr. Cartwright’s arm: I really do think he is the very handsomest and most agreeable man I ever saw in my life!”

  CHAPTER VII.

  THE FIRST IMPRESSIONS MADE BY MR. CARTWRIGHT. — LETTER FROM LADY HARRINGTON.

  The three girls rallied round Mrs. Mowbray as soon as the guests had departed, all kindly anxious to see how she bore this first step back into a world so wholly changed for her.

  She looked pale, and there was an air of languor and weariness about her: nevertheless, to the great surprise of Helen, she expressed herself much pleased by the visit:

  “Mr. Cartwright,” said she, “appears to me to be one of the most amiable men I ever saw; every tone of his voice speaks kindness, and indeed, if he did not speak at all, one look of his has more feeling and pity in it than other people could express by a volume of words.”

  “Do you really think so, mamma?” said Helen eagerly, but suddenly stopped herself, aware that in truth she had no grounds whatever for the strong feeling of dislike towards him of which she was conscious. She remembered, too, that her father had expressed himself greatly pleased by the urbanity of his manners, and that the last act of the benign influence he was wont to exercise on those around him had been to conquer the prejudice against him, to which the exclusion of the Wallace family had unjustly given rise. Helen remembered all this in a moment; the colour mounted to her cheeks, and she was silent.

  Rosalind, too, was silent, at least from words; but her eyes could speak as many volumes at a glance as Mr. Cartwright’s, and she fixed them for an instant on Helen with a look that told her plainly her prejudices against their new neighbour, however unreasonable, were fully shared by her.

  Meanwhile Fanny had thrown her arms round her mother’s neck in a sort of rapture at hearing her own opinions confirmed by such authority. “Oh, how true that is, dearest mamma!” she exclaimed; “how exactly I feel the same when he speaks to me!... Such goodness, such gentleness, so much superiority, yet so much humility! Poor dear Mr. Wallace was an excellent good man, certainly, but no more to be compared to Mr. Cartwright than I to Hercules!”

  “How many times have you seen Mr. Cartwright, Fanny?” said Rosalind.

  “I have heard him preach three times,�
� she replied, “and they were all the most beautiful sermons in the world; and I have seen and spoken to him four times more.”

  “Poor Mr. Wallace!” said Rosalind. “It was he who christened you, Fanny; and from that time to the hour of his death, you seldom passed many days together, I believe, without seeing and receiving affectionate words and kind looks from him: and yet four times speaking to this gentle gentleman has driven the memory of the poor old man from your heart!”

  “No, it has not, Rosalind,” replied Fanny, deeply blushing: “I am sure I did not say that, did I, mamma? — But my loving and remembering Mr. Wallace all the days of my life need not make me dislike everybody else, I suppose?”

  “It would be a great misfortune to you if it did, Fanny,” said Mrs. Mowbray. “I am delighted to see, both in you and many others, that the violent and most unjustifiable prejudice which was conceived against Mr. Cartwright before he was seen and known, is giving way before his amiable and excellent qualities: I have no doubt that he will soon be quite as popular in the parish as Mr. Wallace was.”

  “And Miss Cartwright, mamma?” said Helen; “do you think we shall love her as well as we did Emma Wallace?”

  “I know nothing whatever of Miss Cartwright as yet, Helen; she appears very shy, but we must try to give her courage, my dear girls. I hope we shall be on terms of as great intimacy with our new Clergyman as with our former one: it was a sort of association that your dear father particularly approved, and that alone is a sufficient reason for our wishing to cultivate it.”