Collected Works of Frances Trollope

by Frances Milton Trollope

  “Works! works! — Oh, Charles, let me go from you! Your voice is like the voice of a serpent: It creeps dreadfully near my heart, and I shall perish, everlastingly perish, if I listen to you. IF: — is there yet an IF for me now? Let me go, Charles: let me seek him; — if you love me, let me seek my salvation.”

  “Do you mean that you would seek Mr. Cartwright, Fanny? You do not mean to go to his house, do you?”

  “His house? How little you know him, Charles! Think you that he would leave me and my poor mother to perish! Poor, poor Charles, you do not even know that this shepherd and guardian of our souls prays with us daily?”

  “Prays with you? Where does he pray with you?”

  “In mamma’s dressing-room.”

  “And who are present at these prayers?”

  “Mamma, and I, and Curtis, and Jem.”

  “Jem? Who is Jem, Fanny?”

  “The new stable-boy that our minister recommended, Charles, when that poor deluded Dick Bragg was found walking in the fields with his sister Patty on the Sabbath.”

  “You don’t mean that Dick Bragg is turned away? He was, without exception, the steadiest lad in the parish.”

  “Works! works!” exclaimed Fanny, wringing her hands. “Oh, Charles! how your poor soul clings to the perdition of works!”

  “Gracious Heaven!” exclaimed Mowbray with great emotion, “where will all this end? What an existence for Helen, for Rosalind? Is there no cure for this folly, — this madness on one side, and this infernal craft and hypocrisy on the other?”

  On hearing these words, Fanny uttered a cry which very nearly amounted to a scream, and running off towards the house with the fleetness of a startled fawn, left her brother in a state of irritation and misery such as he had never suffered before.

  The idea of seeing Sir Gilbert Harrington immediately had perhaps more comfort and consolation in it than any other which could have suggested itself, and the lanes and the fields which divided Oakley from Mowbray were traversed at a pace that soon brought the agitated young man to the baronet’s door.

  “Is Sir Gilbert at home, John?” he demanded of an old servant who had known him from childhood; but instead of the widely-opened door, and ready smile which used to greet him, he received a grave and hesitating “I don’t know sir,” from the changed domestic.

  “Is Lady Harrington at home?” said Charles, vexed and colouring.

  “It is likely she may be, Mr. Mowbray,” said the old man relentingly. “Will you please to wait one moment, Master Charles? I think my lady can’t refuse—”

  Charles’s heart was full; but he did wait, and John speedily returned, saying almost in a whisper, “Please to walk in, sir; but you must go into my lady’s closet, — that’s the only safe place, she says.”

  “Safe?” repeated Charles; but he made no objection to the taking refuge in my lady’s closet, and in another moment he found himself not only in the closet, but in the arms of the good old lady.

  “Oh! — if Sir Gilbert could see me!” she exclaimed after very heartily hugging the young man. “He’s a greater tiger than ever, Charles, and I really don’t know which of us would be torn to pieces first; — but only tell me one thing before I abuse him any more: — how long have you been at home?”

  “The coach broke down at Newberry,” replied Charles, “and I did not get to Mowbray till nine o’clock last night.”

  “Thank Heaven!” ejaculated Lady Harrington very fervently. “Then there’s hope at least for you. — But what on earth can you say to me of my beautiful Helen? Three months, Charles, three whole months since she has been near me — and she knows I dote upon her, and that Sir Gilbert himself, untameable hyena as he is, has always been loving and gentle to her, as far as his nature would permit. Then why has she treated us thus? You can’t wonder, can you, that he swears lustily every morning that ingratitude is worse than all the mortal sins put together?”

  “I dare not throw the charge back upon you, my dear lady; and yet it is being ungrateful for poor Helen’s true affection to believe it possible that she should so long have remained absent from you by her own free will. You know not, dearest Lady Harrington, what my poor Helen has to endure.”

  “Endure? What do you mean, Charles? Surely there is nobody living who dares to be unkind to her? My poor boy, — I am almost ashamed to ask the question, but you will forgive an old friend: is there any truth, Charles, in that abominable report? that horrid report, you know, about your mother?”

  “What report, Lady Harrington?” said Mowbray, colouring like scarlet. “I have heard no report, excepting that which is indeed too sure and certain to be called a report; — namely, that she has become a violent Calvinistic Methodist.”

  “That’s bad enough, my dear Charles, — bad enough of all conscience; and yet I have heard of what would be worse still: I have heard, Charles, that she is going to be weak and wicked enough to marry that odious hypocritical Tartuffe, the Vicar of Wrexhill.”

  Mowbray put his hand before his eyes, as if he had been blasted by lightning, and then replied, as steadily as he could, “I have never heard this, Lady Harrington.”

  “Then I trust — I trust it is not true, Charles. Helen, surely, and that bright-eyed creature Miss Torrington, who have both, I believe, (for, Heaven help me, I don’t know!) — both, I believe, been staying all the time at Mowbray; — and surely — and surely, if this most atrocious deed were contemplated, they must have some knowledge of it.”

  “And that they certainly have not,” returned Charles with recovered courage; “for I sat with them both for two or three hours last night, listening to their miserable account of this man’s detestable influence over my mother and Fanny; and certainly they would not have concealed from me such a suspicion as this, had any such existed in the breast of either.”

  “Quite true, my dear boy, and I can hardly tell you how welcome this assurance is to me — not for your mother’s sake, Charles; if you cannot bear the truth, you must not come to me, — and on this point the truth is, that I don’t care one single straw about your mother. I never shall forgive her for not answering Sir Gilbert’s note. I know what the writing it cost him — dear, proud, generous-hearted old fellow! And not to answer it! not to tell her children of it! No, I never shall forgive her, and I should not care the value of a rat’s tail if she were to marry every tub preacher throughout England, and all their clerks in succession — that is, not for her own sake. I dare say she’ll preach in a tub herself before she has done with it; but for your sakes, my dear souls, I do rejoice that it is not true.”

  “That would indeed complete our misery; and it is already quite bad enough, I assure you. The house, Helen says, is a perfect conventicle. The girls are ordered to sing nothing but psalms and hymns; some of the latter so offensively ludicrous, too, as to be perfectly indecent and profane. A long extempore sermon, or lecture as he calls it, is delivered to the whole family in the great drawing-room every night; missionary boxes are not only hung up beside every door, but actually carried round by the butler whenever any one calls; and a hundred and fifty other absurdities, at which we should laugh were we in a gayer mood: but this farce has produced the saddest tragedy I ever witnessed, in the effect it has had upon our poor Fanny. I have had some conversation with her this morning, and I do assure you that I greatly fear her reason is unsettled, or like to be so.”

  “Heaven forbid, Charles! Pretty innocent young thing! that would be too horrible to think of.”

  The old lady’s eyes were full of tears, a circumstance very unusual with her, but the idea suggested struck her to the heart; and she had not yet removed the traces of this most unwonted proof of sensibility, when a heavy thump was heard at the door of the closet.

  “Who’s there?” said her ladyship in a voice rather raised than lowered by the emotion which dimmed her eyes.

  “Let me in, my lady!” responded the voice of Sir Gilbert.

  “What do you want, Sir Gilbert? I am busy.”


  “So I understand, my lady, and I’m come to help you.”

  “Will you promise, if I let you in, not to hinder me, instead?”

  “I’ll promise nothing, except to quarrel with you if you do not.”

  “Was there ever such a tyrant! Come in then; see, hear, and understand.”

  The door was opened, and Sir Gilbert Harrington and Charles Mowbray stood face to face. Charles smiled, and held out his hand. The baronet knit his brows, but the expression of his mouth told her experienced ladyship plainly enough that he was well enough pleased at the sight of his unexpected guest.

  “He only got to Mowbray at nine o’clock last night,” said Lady Harrington.

  Sir Gilbert held out his hand. “Charles, I am glad to see you,” said he. “Thank Heaven!” ejaculated the old lady.

  “My dear Sir Gilbert,” said Charles, “I have learnt your kind and friendly anger at the prolonged absence of my poor sister. The fault is not hers, Sir Gilbert; she has been most strictly forbidden to visit you.”

  “By her mother?”

  “By her mother, Sir Gilbert.”

  “And pray, Charles, do you think it her duty to obey?”

  “I really know not how to answer you. For a girl just nineteen to act in declared defiance of the commands of her mother, and that mother her sole surviving parent, is a line of conduct almost too bold to advise. And yet, such is the lamentable state of infatuation to which my mother’s mind appears to be reduced by the pernicious influence of this Cartwright, that I think it would be more dangerous still to recommend obedience.”

  “Upon my life I think so,” replied Sir Gilbert, in an accent that showed he thought the proposition too self-evident to be discussed. “I have been devilish angry with the girls, — with Helen, I mean, — for I understand that little idiot, Fanny, is just as mad as her mother; but that Helen, and that fine girl, Rosalind Torrington, should shut themselves up with an hypocritical fanatic and a canting mad woman, is enough to put any man out of patience.”

  “The situation has been almost enough to put Helen in her grave; she looks wretchedly; and Miss Torrington is no longer the same creature. It would wring your heart to see these poor girls, Sir Gilbert; and what are they to do?”

  “Come to us, Charles. Let them both come here instantly, and remain here till your mother’s mad fit is over. If it lasts, I shall advise you to take out a commission of lunacy.”

  “The madness is not such as a physician would recognise, Sir Gilbert; and yet I give you my honour that, from many things which my sister and Miss Torrington told me last night, I really do think my mother’s reason must be in some degree deranged. And for my poor little Fanny, six months ago the pride and darling of us all, she is, I am quite persuaded, on the verge of insanity.”

  “And you mean to leave her in the power of that distracted driveller, her mother, that the work may be finished?”

  “What can I do, Sir Gilbert?”

  “Remove them all. Take them instantly away from her, I tell you.”

  The blood rushed painfully to poor Mowbray’s face. “You forget, Sir Gilbert,” he said, “that I have not the means: you forget my father’s will.”

  “No, sir; I do not forget it. Nor do I forget either that, had I not in a fit of contemptible passion refused to act as executor, I might, I think it possible, — I might have plagued her heart out, and so done some good. I shall never forgive myself!”

  “But you could have given us no power over the property, Sir Gilbert. We are beggars.”

  “I know it, I know it!” replied the old gentleman, clenching his fists. “I told you so from the first: and now mark my words, — she’ll marry her saint before she’s six months older.”

  “I trust that in this you are mistaken. The girls have certainly no suspicions of the sort.”

  “The girls are fools, as girls always are. But let them come here, I tell you, and we may save their lives at any rate.”

  “Tell them both from me, Charles, that they shall find a home, and a happy one, here; but don’t let them chill that old man’s heart again by taking no notice of this, and keeping out of his sight for another three months. He’ll have the gout in his stomach as sure as they’re born; just tell Helen that from me.”

  Mowbray warmly expressed his gratitude for their kindness; and though he would not undertake to promise that either Helen or Miss Torrington would immediately decide upon leaving his mother’s house, in open defiance of her commands, he promised that they should both come over on the morrow, to be cheered and supported by the assurance of their continued friendship. He was then preparing to take his leave when Lady Harrington laid her hand upon his arm, saying, “Listen to me, Charles, for a moment. Those dear girls, and you too, my dear boy, you are all surrounded with great difficulties, and some consideration is necessary as to how you shall meet them best. It won’t do, Sir Gilbert; it will be neither right nor proper in any way for Helen to set off at once in utter and open defiance of Mrs. Mowbray. What I advise is, that Charles should go home, take his mother apart, and, like Hamlet in the closet scene, ‘speak daggers, but use none.’ It does not appear, from all we have yet heard, that any one has hitherto attempted to point out to her the deplorable folly, ay, and wickedness too, which she is committing. I do not believe she would admit Sir Gilbert; and, to say the truth, I don’t think it would be very safe to trust him with the job.”

  “D — n it! I wish you would,” interrupted Sir Gilbert. “I should like to have the talking to her only just for an hour, and I’d consent to have the gout for a month afterwards; I would, upon my soul!”

  “Do be tame for a moment, you wild man of the woods,” said her ladyship, laying her hand upon his mouth, “and let me finish what I was saying. No, no, Sir Gilbert is not the proper person; but you are, Charles. Speak to her with gentleness, with kindness, but tell her the truth. If you find her contrite and yielding, use your victory with moderation; and let her down easily from her giddy elevation of saintship to the sober, quiet, even path of rational religion, and domestic duty. But if she be restive — if she still persist in forbidding Helen to visit her father’s oldest friends, while making her own once happy home a prison, and a wretched one, — then, Charles Mowbray, I would tell her roundly that she must choose between her children and her Tartuffe, and that if she keeps him she must lose you.”

  “Bravo! capital! old lady; if Charles will just say all that, we shall be able to guess by the result as to how things are between them, and we must act accordingly. You have your allowance paid regularly, Charles? I think she doubled it, did’nt she, after your father died?”

  Charles looked embarrassed, but answered “Yes, Sir Gilbert, my allowance was doubled.”

  “Come boy, don’t answer like a Jesuit. — Is it regularly paid? — That was my question, my main question.”

  “The first quarter was paid, Sir Gilbert; but before I left the University, instead of the remittance, I received a letter from my mother, desiring me to transmit a statement of all my debts to Stephen Corbold, Esq. solicitor, Wrexhill; and that they should be attended to; which would, she added, be more satisfactory to her than sending my allowance without knowing how I stood with my tradesmen.”

  “And have you done this, my fine sir?” said Sir Gilbert, becoming almost purple with anger. “No, Sir Gilbert, I have not.”

  The baronet threw his arms round him, and gave him a tremendous hug.

  “I see you are worth caring for, my boy; I should never have forgiven you if you had. Audacious rascal! Why, Charles, that Corbold has been poking his snuffling, hypocritical nose, into every house, not only in your parish but in mine, and in at least a dozen others, and has positively beat poor old Gaspar Brown out of the field. The old man called to take leave of me not a week ago, and told me that one after another very nearly every client he had in this part of the world had come or sent to him for their papers, in order to deposit them with this canting Corbold; and, as I hear, all the little farmer
s for miles round, are diligently going to law in the name of the Lord. But what did you do, my dear boy, for money?”

  “Oh! I have managed pretty well. It was a disappointment certainly, and at first I felt a little awkward, for the letter did not reach me till I had ordered my farewell supper; and as in truth I had no tradesmen’s bills to pay, I gave my orders pretty liberally, and of course have been obliged to leave the account unpaid, — an arrangement which to many others would have had nothing awkward in it at all; but as my allowance has been always too liberal to permit my being in debt during any part of the time I have been at college, the not paying my last bill there was disagreeable. However the people were abundantly civil, and I flatter myself that, without the assistance of Mr. Corbold, I shall be able to settle this matter before long.”

  “What is the sum you have left unpaid, Charles?” inquired the baronet bluntly. “Seventy-five pounds, Sir Gilbert.”

  “Then just sit down for half a moment, and write a line enclosing the money; you may cut the notes in half if you think there is any danger.”

  And as he spoke he laid bank-notes to the amount of seventy-five pounds on her ladyship’s botanical dresser.

  Young Mowbray, who had not the slightest doubt of receiving his allowance from his mother as soon as he should ask her for it, would rather not have been under a pecuniary obligation even for a day; but he caught the eye of Lady Harrington, who was standing behind her impetuous husband, and received thence a perfectly intelligible hint that he must not refuse the offer. Most anxious to avoid renewing the coldness so recently removed, he readily and graciously accepted the offered loan, and thereby most perfectly re-established the harmony which had existed throughout his life between himself and the warm-hearted but impetuous Sir Gilbert.