Out of the Shadows

by Kay Hooper

  “And if they're not as good?” He got up too, moving stiffly and frowning. “I've already had a dozen calls tonight, Randy. Panic is spreading quickly.”

  “Then we'll do what we can to calm everybody down, John. We'll recommend reasonable precautions, and we'll make certain the town knows that every resource we can muster is focused on finding this killer.”

  “And we should make sure those FBI people are visible. Very visible.”

  Miranda knew that MacBride was prepared to publicly cast the entire responsibility of capturing the killer onto the broader shoulders of the FBI. That didn't bother Miranda so much for her own sake, but she'd be damned if her own people didn't get the credit they deserved. They had already put in long hours of painstaking work.

  But all she said was, “I imagine they'll be visible enough, John. Aside from everything else, we only have one motel in town, and since it's on Main Street and seldom has more than a couple of overnight guests in any given week …”

  He grunted. “Yeah, you're right about that. But look, Randy, I'd appreciate daily reports.”

  “I'll be sure to keep you informed,” she said non-committally.

  He sighed, but didn't insist. Instead, he said, “Why don't you let me give you a ride home? You must be exhausted, and I'm parked out front—”

  “So am I,” she told him. “Besides, I want to get an early start in the morning, so I'd rather drive home tonight. But thanks, John.”

  He sighed again. “One of these days, you're going to say yes, Randy.”

  “Good night, John.”

  The Bluebird Lodge sucked.

  That was Bishop's considered opinion, and not even the “major renovations” in the works, according to the owner/manager, could make the place any better. It boasted two floors but no interior hallways, cramped rooms furnished in decent quality but questionable taste, and unless one chose to visit a restaurant down the street (which closed promptly at 9:00 P.M.), the only options for dining were a couple of vending machines.

  Still, at least the place was clean.

  It was nearly midnight. Bishop and his team planned to make an early start the following day, and he knew he should sleep. But he was too keyed up.

  He unpacked and set his laptop up on the ridiculously small desk near the window. After connecting with Quantico, he downloaded a few potentially useful data files. It was something he usually did long before he was actually on the scene, but in this case …

  He sat back in the none-too-comfortable chair and stared at an uninspired print on the wall. But he was seeing something else.

  She had changed in eight years. Still strikingly lovely, of course, but he'd expected that, had braced himself for it. Or thought he had. But the girl he remembered, dazzling though she had been then, had grown in the years since into a woman of uncommon beauty and rare strength.

  Her vivid blue eyes didn't gleam with laughter as readily as before, and they had a depth that hid thoughts and secrets. Her beautiful face revealed only what she chose to reveal, and her splendid body moved with fluid grace. Her voice was measured, controlled, a voice one could hardly imagine spitting out shaking curses in grief and rage and pain.

  “You ruthless, coldhearted bastard! You'll use anything and anyone you have to, won't you? As long as you get what you want, as long as you win, you don't give a shit what happens to anyone else!”

  He wondered if now, under the same circumstances, Miranda would simply shoot him.

  Not that the circumstances would ever be the same.

  He never made the same mistake twice.

  No, this Miranda, this woman he had faced today across a gulf of eight years and too much pain and loss, was not the girl he remembered. She had perfected her previously erratic control and learned not only to shield herself but to extend that bubble of protection outside herself to enclose others.

  He knew why, of course. Because of Bonnie.

  The human mind was a remarkable instrument, the human will even more so. Miranda had needed to protect Bonnie, and that intense, desperate need had driven her to hone her extraordinary ability.

  He wondered if she had any idea just how extraordinary.

  It was … an unanticipated complication. He was confident of getting through her shields by touch; after all, his spider-sense had, as she had noted, functioned normally despite them. And he did have an advantage over most other people when it came to her. But her strength had surprised him. It told him Miranda would give up nothing against her will.

  If he forced his way past her shields, he doubted either of them would emerge from the battle without untold damage.

  Bishop allowed himself a moment of grimly amused self-mockery. For eight years, he had focused on the simple need to find her, deluding himself that the wounds he had inflicted could be healed quickly once he was able to face her again, to talk to her. He had imagined that her pain and bitterness had faded with time, making it even easier for him.

  But it was not going to be easy to earn Miranda's forgiveness. If it would even be possible.

  “Hurting me was the least of it.”

  She was wrong about that, as far as he was concerned. What he had done could not be undone; the dead could not be brought back to life. For that, he expected no forgiveness, because he would never forgive himself. But he meant to make things right between him and Miranda.

  Whatever it cost him.

  Miranda broke the news to her sister and Mrs. Task when she got home, but she kept it brief. Lynet Grainger's body had been found, that's all they needed to know. For now, at least.

  Bonnie wasn't surprised; Miranda had told her before she'd gone to the lake that she was certain they would find another body.

  The housekeeper was horrified; she'd been saying over and over “that Grainger girl” had just run away, most likely, and would probably come home any day now.

  Whistling in the graveyard.

  Like everyone in town, she didn't want to believe that a monster lurked nearby. A monster that looked human.

  “Poor Teresa,” Mrs. Task murmured as she put on her coat. “You told her?”

  “Yes, before I came home,” Miranda said. “And called her sister to come stay with her.”

  “She wasn't drinking?”

  “Not as far as I could tell. In fact, I think she's been cold sober since she woke up to find Lynet gone. It's just a pity she didn't wake up sooner.”

  “I'll take something over tomorrow.” Like many of her generation, Mrs. Task believed life's hurts and death's shocks could be eased with food.

  “I'm sure she'd appreciate that,” Miranda murmured, sure only that lots of neighbors would bring lots of food to try to fill the terrible void left by the death of a child.

  Mrs. Task shook her head as she picked up her purse. “Poor thing. To lose a child …”

  Bonnie waited until after the housekeeper had left, then said, “One of Mrs. Task's friends called and told her the FBI agents had come. Had they?”

  Miranda nodded.

  “Well? Is it him?”

  “Three agents. Naturally, he's the one in charge.”

  Bonnie looked at her anxiously. “Did you talk to him?”

  “About the investigation.” Miranda shrugged. “He was entirely professional. So was I.”

  “But he remembered you.”

  “Oh, yes. He remembered.” Too damned well.

  “Did he ask why you'd changed your name?”

  “He didn't have to ask.”

  “Did you tell him what you saw?”

  “No. No, of course not. He doesn't need to know about that. Not now. Not yet.”

  After a moment, Bonnie said, “Why don't you shower and get ready for bed while I heat up supper?”

  “I'm not very hungry.”

  “You have to eat, Randy.”

  Miranda was too tired to argue. She went upstairs and took a long, hot shower, trying to soothe weary muscles and wash away tension and the stink of death. She did feel better
afterward, at least physically. When she returned to the kitchen in robe and slippers she felt a twinge of appetite as she smelled stew.

  Automatically, Miranda reached for a coffee cup, but found herself holding a glass of milk instead.

  “The last thing you need tonight,” Bonnie said, “is more caffeine.”

  Again, Miranda didn't argue. She drank her milk and ate the stew without tasting it, wondering how long she could delay the conversation her sister undoubtedly wanted to have.

  “Has Bishop changed much?”

  Not long at all.

  “He's older. We're all older.”

  “Does he look different?”

  “Not that I noticed.”

  “Is he married?”

  The question startled Miranda. “No,” she said quickly, then added, “I don't know. He isn't wearing a ring.”

  “And you didn't talk about personal things.”

  I never meant to hurt you.

  “No,” Miranda said steadily. “We didn't talk about personal things.”

  “Because you're all closed up?”

  “Because there's no reason for us to discuss personal things, Bonnie. He's here to do a job, and that's all.”

  “Can he still…”

  “What?”

  “Can he still get in even when you're all closed up?”

  Miranda stared down at her empty milk glass. “I don't know.”

  “But—”

  “We didn't touch.”

  “Not at all?”

  “No.”

  Bonnie frowned. “You have to find out, Randy. If he can't get in, he won't be able to help you when the time comes.”

  “I know.”

  Bonnie hesitated, then said gently, “If he can't get in, you'll have to let him in.”

  “I know that too.”

  “Can you do it?”

  “You said it. I'll have to.”

  Bonnie bit her lip. “I know you said leaving wouldn't change anything, but—”

  “Even if we could, it's too late.” Because Bishop was here now. Because events had been set in motion and there was no stopping them, not until they reached their inevitable conclusion.

  Not until it was finally over.

  FOUR

  Sunday, January 9

  The Cox County Sheriff's Department was housed in a building less than twenty years old. And back when it was designed, the city fathers had envisioned continued economic growth along the happy lines of what the town had then been experiencing. Unfortunately, they'd been wrong, but at least their optimism had led to a building with numerous offices and a spacious conference room, which was used mostly for storage.

  Miranda had left orders, and by the time she and two of the three FBI agents met there early the following morning, the conference room had been cleared of boxes of old files and supplies, and provided a decent base of operations for the task force. Extra phone lines were already in place, as were fixed blackboards and bulletin boards, and the three large partner desks contained all the usual supplies. There was a conference table big enough to seat six, several pieces of antiquated audiovisual equipment, and one five-year-old desktop computer hastily shifted from one of the outer offices.

  The coffeemaker, at least, was new.

  Miranda didn't bother to apologize for the inadequacies of her department; since Dr. Edwards had brought her own equipment along, and both Bishop and Harte arrived this morning with the latest thing in laptop computers, she figured they'd expected small-town deficiencies from the get-go.

  And if they didn't like it, tough.

  She got them settled in the room with all the files on the investigation, assigned a regrettably awed and nervous young deputy to fetch and carry for them, and retreated to her office to handle the morning's duties.

  She called the morgue first and was told by Dr. Edwards that the postmortem on Lynet Grainger was well under way.

  “By the way, I've studied Dr. Shepherd's report on the post he performed on Kerry Ingram, and I don't believe there'll be any need to exhume the body.”

  Kerry was the only victim whose body had been released to the family for burial, and Miranda was intensely grateful that she probably wouldn't have to return to those grieving relatives and ask to dig up their little girl for another session on the autopsy table.

  “Dr. Shepherd was quite thorough,” Edwards said cheerfully, “and careful in preserving the slides and tissue samples, so there should be no trouble in verifying his findings.”

  In the background, Peter Shepherd could be heard to say that he appreciated that.

  Miranda was relieved yet again by that little aside. Not that she'd expected trouble from him since calling in a more experienced forensics expert had been his suggestion—but you just never knew about professionals, especially doctors. So jealous of their authority.

  “Thank you, Doctor,” she said to Edwards. “If there's anything you need, please call me here at the office.”

  “I will, Sheriff, thanks. I should have a written report for you by the end of the day.”

  Miranda hung up, then turned to the stack of messages that had come in already this morning. She spent considerable time returning calls and soothing, as best she could, the fears and worries of the people who had voted her into office.

  Not that there was much she could really say to reassure anyone.

  She did try, though, listening patiently to suggestions ranging from a dusk-to-dawn curfew of everyone in town under the age of eighteen to the calling in of the National Guard, and offering her own brand of calm confidence.

  They would catch the killer, she was certain of it.

  She told no one what else she was certain of—that more teenagers would have to die first. Unless she found a way to frustrate fate.

  That was possible. She had done it once before, after all.

  By eleven o'clock, Miranda couldn't listen to one more anxious voice, so she went back to the conference room to escape the ceaseless ringing of her telephone.

  At least, that's what she told herself.

  Bishop and Harte had been busy. Files were lying open or stacked neatly on the conference table, alongside legal pads covered with notes. Their laptops and the old desktop were humming, and an even older printer was laboring in the corner to produce a hard copy of somebody's request.

  The big bulletin board on the wall had been divided into three sections, one for each victim, and all the photos of the bodies at the crime scenes were tacked up, along with autopsy reports. Agent Harte was writing a time line on the blackboard, printing in block letters the names and ages of the victims, when and where they'd disappeared, and when and where the bodies had been found.

  Bishop, who was half sitting on one end of the conference table and watching Harte, greeted Miranda by saying, “You saw the time pattern, of course.”

  Miranda wasn't especially flattered that he expected her to see the obvious. “You mean that the disappearances were almost exactly two months apart? Of course. Any ideas as to why that particular amount of time?”

  “I wouldn't want to hazard an opinion until we find all the commonalities between the victims and start developing a reasonable profile of the killer.”

  That made sense and was what Miranda had expected. Still, she had to make a comment. “He does seem to be killing them quicker each time.”

  Bishop consulted the legal pad beside him. “Your M.E. estimates the Ramsay boy was killed as much as six weeks after he disappeared, the Ingram girl less than four weeks. And since Lynet Grainger disappeared only a few days ago, we know she was killed in a matter of hours.”

  Tony Harte stepped back to view his work. “So we have several possibilities. He might have drastically stepped up his timetable for some reason important to him and his ritual. He might have discovered soon after he grabbed her that the Grainger girl didn't fit his requirements as he'd expected, and therefore killed her in rage. Killing her quickly might have been part of his ritual, a new step. Or
there was something different about Grainger, something that made him treat her unlike the other victims.”

  Miranda thought those were pretty good possibilities.

  “So we don't know if we have two months before he grabs another kid.”

  Harte shook his head soberly. “Ask me, he could grab another one today or tomorrow. Then again, he could also wait two months or six—or move to a new hunting ground. We don't know enough yet.”

  Since she was alone with the agents, she said pointblank, “Did any of you pick up anything last night after I left?” She looked at Harte but it was Bishop who answered.

  “Tony thinks the killer knew the girl, probably quite well. He got a strong sense of regret, even sadness.”

  Miranda regarded the agent with genuine interest. “So that's your other specialty, huh? You pick up emotional vibes?”

  He laughed softly. “That's as good a definition as any, I guess.”

  Miranda sat in a chair at the opposite end of the conference table from Bishop. “What about Dr. Edwards? What's her nonmedical specialty?”

  “Similar to mine. Only she picks up bits of information rather than feelings, hard facts. Tunes in to the physical vibes, I guess you'd say. We lump both abilities under the heading of ‘adept.’ ”

  “I see. And did she pick up any physical vibes out at the well last night?”

  “None to speak of. She thinks he lingered only long enough to dump the body. I agree.” It was his turn to look at her with interest. “And I must say, it's a nice change to deal with local law enforcement without having to find alternate explanations for how we gather some of our information.”

  “If you use unconventional methods,” Miranda said, “you've got to expect that sort of suspicion and disbelief.”

  “But not from you.”

  “No. Not from me.” She smiled faintly. “And don't try to tell me you don't know why.”

  “Because you're pretty good at picking up vibes yourself?”

  “Picking up vibes isn't really my strong suit. It's what Bishop used to call an ancillary ability,” she said, keeping her gaze fixed on Harte. “Like his spider-sense, only not nearly so focused.”