Marathon Man

by William Goldman

  "Come closer," she said softly. "Rest."

  He moved toward her, put his head on the shoulder of her black raincoat. "I am tired," Babe said.

  "Soon it doesn't matter any more, because we're going to be so happy, I know."

  "I could sure use a dose of that along about now."

  "Do you like the car? I had to sell practically my body for it, I hope you like it."

  "It's very nice," Babe said, eyes half closing.

  "There is a man above me in my building who finds me most attractive--at least he used to, I don't know what his opinion is now, since after you called I could only think to wake him and say I needed his car, could he do me that favor."

  "What favor did he want?"

  "The obvious. I believe he did, I'm not quite sure, since we were both very tactful and neither very awake. You see, the reason I could only think to bother this man was because you said over the telephone that you wanted a quiet place, a place to think, and the same man who owns this car, he also has such a place, and I thought we might go there, it's by a lake."

  "Lake?"

  "Yes, he owns a little house about an hour out.

  There are a few other houses and docks, and it is very beautiful. He invited me there one weekend, and it was like living in a subway car, with all the motorboats and water skiers, but that was summer. Once September begins, it becomes, almost overnight, deserted. On the weekends a few people still come, but in the middle of the week, like now, there is no one. Why don't we try it?"

  "'Kay," Babe muttered, eyes fluttering.

  "Rest," Elsa whispered.

  His head against her shoulder, Babe closed his eyes, and for just a moment he really thought he was going to be able to obey her soft command, "Rest," but then there began the knotting in his stomach, tension and sadness intertwining, and even before it happened, he knew that although he might have chosen a better moment, a lonelier place, still, when your mourning time came you took it, and suddenly his body went into spasm and the tears literally burst from his weary eyes, splattering his raincoat, hers, and for a while he was blinded.

  Then, as suddenly as it had come, it left him, with just the sharp intake of breath as a memory that it once had been. But it had been. He had mourned. Unsatisfactorily. God knows insufficiently. Elsa was looking at him, almost, Babe thought, with fear.

  "You are all right?"

  He made a nod.

  "Yes?"

  He nodded again.

  "Nothing is wrong then?"

  "Tired."

  "Yes."

  She brought an arm around him, drew him close. "Comes soon the lake. And all will be lovely..."

  It really was lovely. They reached it not much after seven, and the sun was already hitting the water at a strong angle; as they took the road around, Babe could tell how quiet the place was. He saw no activity. Nothing but the dust rising behind them as they drove along. He rolled down his window. The air brought nature sounds into the car, the kind of thing he hadn't really heard since he'd hit Manhattan months ago.

  Elsa drove into a run-down driveway and stopped the car. "I think this is his house," she said, getting out. "I hope it is. I know where he keeps his key." She went up the porch steps and around to a drainpipe and bent down. "I think half the lake keeps their keys in their drainpipes," she said, laughing, and Babe smiled back at her. She opened the front door with little difficulty and stepped inside, then quickly out. "Musty," she said.

  Babe got out of the car. "Leave it open, let it air a little," he said, "let's walk down to the water."

  She nodded, came down the steps, held out her hand to him, and together they headed for the lake. The sun was growing brighter now. The breeze had died, and the nature sounds were louder. Elsa smiled, and glanced off in the direction they'd come from. They stepped out onto the small dock. Babe pointed back to the house. "Szell's?" he asked.

  "Zells?" she said, her head tilted, as if she had not heard the name.

  "Oh, come on," Babe said. "You're in on it. I don't understand what you do exactly, what service you perform, but you're in on it."

  Elsa shook her head, smiled again.

  "I don't really know you're in on it, I just know you're in on it, if you understand me--you didn't do anything wrong, no mistake or like that--it's kind of like Janeway said once: After a while you get a feel of the way the other guy operates, you get a sense of his mind."

  Now she said, "Janeway?" She had not heard that name either.

  "I'm talking," Babe shouted, "about two very famous people, George Szell and Elizabeth Janeway, and nobody who hopes to win my heart can be a functional illiterate, so quit acting like one."

  "I'm sorry," she said, and she held his hand very tightly and looked at him adoringly with her eyes. "You're very tired and very funny and I care for you."

  "My brother loved me," Babe said.

  "I know. You've been through a terrible time."

  "He really did, he loved me plenty, no more than me him, y'understand. We fucking cared for each other, and after you tore out of Lutece, you know what he said? He said I should forget you because you didn't love me, you were just using me, and I said bullshit, how can you tell, and his answer to that, his answer--and remember, we would have died for each other--his answer was that you were gorgeous so you must have been using me because why else would someone love me?--

  "--Can you imagine how that hurt? I mean, I knew I wasn't in Tyrone Power's league, but can you conceive what it's like when someone that loves you says a thing like that to you? It just racked me so bad until I realized I was wrong, he didn't love me, because no one who loved anyone would say such a crippler, anything that cruel... and then when he died--when he bled away in my arms--I knew I'd been right the first time, that he did care, and when he said why else would someone love me, he knew you were using me, somehow he knew, and that was a shorthand, a code kind of, and I thought back to all the things, like your lying about being German and Szell being German and the funny way you stood up in the park just before the mugging and how you happened to find a guy with a car and a deserted place on short notice, and none of it means anything, no court would call it evidence, but you're in on it, I know it and Doc knew it, so I'm asking you again, is this Szell's house or not?"

  "George Szell? I don't think so. Someone would have mentioned it, don't you think?"

  "What did you do for Szell?"

  Elsa sighed. "It isn't charming any more, Tom; stop it."

  "Where's Janeway?"

  She just shook her ttead.

  "Was this Szell's house?"

  "Tom, I can't tell you things I don't know, believe me, please."

  "When are they getting here?"

  Elsa only shook her head.

  "What did you do for Szell?"

  "Nothing."

  "When are they due?"

  She must have known then that he wasn't going to stop, because softly she said, "Soon."

  "Oh," Babe said. "Good. Right." And they stood there, alone, close together on the tiny dock with the sun getting warm, the truths at last spoken, not all of them by any means, but enough, the crucial ones, and Babe could only think of Gatsby, Gatsby at last at Daisy's house, just before they all took off for their deadly trip into and out of the city, when she looked at him in front of Tom her husband and said, "Ah, you look so cool, you always look so cool," and Tom knew then and they all knew then that she loved him, Daisy loved Gatsby, his tortured trip from Shafter's to the blue lawn had not been so in vain.

  They started walking slowly up to the deserted house with the door open, a Wyeth place, ghosts abounding. "It was the sister's," Elsa said, gesturing toward the house. "Then, when she died, Szell's father kept the house himself; he would come here weekends. For whatever reasons, it reminded him of home, the lake." She glanced off toward the distance again.

  "What's keeping them, do you suppose?"

  Elsa shrugged. "Just making sure there were no police following after you."

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sp; Babe had to smile. No one understood that what he wanted was just one thing: the final class reunion. He wanted his very own try at that, and afterward, fail or not, it ended how it ended. "No police," he told her. They continued on up, approaching the house. "What did you do for him?"

  "Courier work, mostly. The diamonds went from the bank to the capital and then to Scotland, and a fat antiques man did the barter. I took the money down to Paraguay, made whatever currency changes were necessary, gave the money to Christian."

  "Kind of a glamor job, sounds like: easy hours, lots of travel."

  "It had to be done."

  "Did Szell kill my brother?"

  She shrugged.

  "Yes, you mean."

  She said nothing.

  They entered the house, walked into the living room, looked out. Far in the distance now, a car. "Them?" Babe asked.

  "I should think yes."

  Babe nodded.

  The car was coming steadily closer.

  Babe's teeth were hurting now. Sudden, severe pain. He reached his hands toward his raincoat pockets for reassurance. In the left, the box of bullets, in the right, his father's gun, loaded and ready, and he was a good shot--no, he was a great shot, he was a goddamn Daniel Boone with his father's pistol, and he damn well should have been, the hours he put in when he was old enough, firing it and firing it, all out of some neurotic hope for revenge.

  And now revenge was coming steadily closer down the road; all of his wishes were coming true; Christian Szell was coming toward him down the road, and in a little while Christian Szell was going to die, if Babe just had the guts to make it happen. He didn't care if he made it out himself, he didn't even think much about making it out himself, just so Szell didn't make it out too, that would make things more than even-steven, thank you, because Szell had killed them both, H.V. and Doc, no matter what anyone said; he had killed H.V. even though they were continents and quarter centuries apart, a Nazi was a Nazi, you couldn't ask for better if you needed a bad guy, and he had to have killed Doc, Babe wanted that so badly it just had to be true, it couldn't have been assholes like Karl or Erhard, Doc would have whipped them without breaking stride. Babe stood very still, watching the car's approach, realizing that at blessed last all his wishes were coming true, and on this perfect day, he could feel himself starting to fold.

  He couldn't help himself, he was crumbling.

  Babe could practically hear his wild heart because so what if he was deadly with the gun, so what if he could rip the bull's-eye out of any target you could hang, he had never fired at flesh before, and suddenly he knew that with Szell and Janeway and Erhard and Karl and Elsa standing around him, what he would do would be just what he always did under pressure, make an ass of himself, just like the coward he was--if he hadn't been a coward, if he'd only gone in with the goddamn wool paper, H.V. would still be breathing and--

  --dear dear God, this one time, please don't let me think too much, I'm going on an animal hunt, let me be an animal, I never asked it before, there's not gonna be a chance at asking it again, so this once, this one time, please...

  The tooth pain was horrid now, and he reached into his pocket and pulled out the oil of cloves and with all his strength hurled it smashing against the nearest wall.

  Elsa jumped, frightened by the sound, confused by the sight of broken glass and spreading liquid.

  "Painkiller," Babe started to explain, and then he thought, "Save your breath, let her think you're crazy," and then he thought, "Forget about her, just inhale, inhale," and he pulled the air in sharply, forcing it against the open nerves, his tight gasping the only sound in the room. Babe kept right on inhaling and oh, but it hurt, Christ it was terrible, but it was necessary. If he was ever going to do what he had to do, he needed all the pain he could get.

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  The car was in no hurry. It just moved along at sightseeing speed. Elsa watched Babe but said nothing, just stared into his frightened face.

  Then the car stopped, parked behind Elsa's car in the run-down driveway. For a moment there was nothing inside. No movement. Then the doors opened. And Karl got out and Erhard got out and Janeway and Babe whirled on Elsa, grabbing her hard, saying "Where's Szell?--there's only the three of them, where is he?" Elsa shrugged.

  Babe stared at the car, waiting, praying for Szell to move into the sunshine, but the car was empty now and it was all going to be for nothing, because Szell hadn't come, but where could he be, he couldn't be getting the diamonds yet, because no bank was open, and anyway, he'd never get the goddamn diamonds, because once there was a death, safe deposit boxes were sealed until after the law had its chance for examination; they'd gone through all that when H.V. died and they couldn't get into his safe deposit box, nobody was allowed to touch anything for a long time, not that there was anything there much worth touching. "Is Szell waiting at the bank, what bank?"

  "I know nothing," she was about to finish, but Babe took his gun out then, and that stopped her. "I'm not afraid," she said.

  "You will be," Babe told her, and he gestured her out toward the porch. She moved quickly, and he followed her, his gun hand already damp.

  "Morning," Janeway called. He stood between Karl and Erhard, and his smile had rarely been more dazzling.

  Babe just watched him.

  "Perhaps we might come up and have a chat," Janeway said, and Babe could only think again of Gatsby, and the whole thing was a house party, fun and games and tea sandwiches when the time came.

  "He is armed," Elsa said. "He has a pistol."

  "Can't be too safe nowadays, I suppose," Janeway said, the smile still there.

  "Say, 'Old Sport,' why don't you?" Babe said.

  Janeway started toward the porch. Slowly, but his direction was absolutely clear. "My favorite novel, yours too?" he said. Karl and Erhard followed.

  Babe let them come. When they were close enough, he said, "Stop."

  Janeway obeyed immediately, the others too.

  Babe hesitated.

  "We're awaiting further instructions," Janeway told him. "Do we take three giant steps--what?" He did his smile again.

  Babe didn't know what to do; it wasn't his turf, he didn't understand the boundaries. He could try firing now, and perhaps get one, but that left two free to roam, with him trapped inside an unfamiliar place, and maybe that was the thing to do anyway, just fire like a madman, but he wasn't sure. He had a hostage, and that was probably good, but what for? Should he try a move that way, using the girl? Could he? Would they buy it if he tried?

  "Surely there must be more fruitful ways of passing time," Janeway said then.

  "I like waiting," Babe said, which was a lie--ordinarily he hated it--but there was something bothering Janeway, the standing around was getting to him, so that made it just fine as far as Babe was concerned.

  Karl muttered something; Janeway shook him off.

  "Tell Karl not to get upset," Babe said. "They'll be here inside five minutes." And before they could ask after the "they" he supplied an answer: "The cops." Babe was really very proud of himself for that. They all suspected the cops were coming, why not let them have their suspicions? Any pressure you could add to the enemy burden was a blessing--that had to be true, he wasn't his brother's brother for nothing.

  "He said there were no police," Elsa said.

  "And I was telling the truth too," Babe said. "Probably."

  Erhard began twisting his body around, staring along the road. Again Karl muttered something, moving straight to Janeway, but again Jane way shook him off.

  "I haven't got my watch, anybody know the exact time?" Babe asked.

  "I don't believe the police are coming," Janeway said.

  Babe nodded. "We agree on something, neither do I." He gave Janeway his smile, hoping it was dazzling.

  Then came the crucial pause. Because after it was over, Janeway said, "All right, how much? And can we please discuss terms inside?" He moved his hands away from his body, so that if he was armed, he would be
at a distinct disadvantage in getting to it quickly. The other two followed his gesture.

  "That supposed to imply trust?" Babe asked.

  "Along those lines."

  Babe gestured with the pistol, and backed into the living room, bringing Elsa with him. He continued on until he stood in a corner of the room, no windows close, nothing. Janeway came in first, arms still away from his body. Karl followed, Erhard shut the door.

  "You understand, of course," Janeway began, "that I'm only authorized to go to a certain limit; even if I want to go higher, it's entirely out of my control, only , Szell can give--"

  "Oh cut it, there are no terms," Babe said, "you only wanted to get inside so you could finish me easier."

  "Then why did you let us?" Janeway said.

  "Because you're all in my killing range now," Babe said, and he pushed Elsa away from him, his father's gun ready.

  Janeway examined him awhile. "I'm sorry," he said finally, "but you're just not good casting for the part, I rather have my doubts."

  "I'm a crack shot," Babe said, but he knew they weren't buying, and his gun hand was really sweating now, his heart going wild again, and he could almost begin to sense that he was paling, going lightheaded. "I am!" he said, too loud for belief, much too loud, and he knew it but he couldn't take the words back.

  "There are no police," Janeway said. "If there were, he wouldn't be panicking."

  "They're coming," Babe said, "and you're going to be one stunned son of a bitch when they take you, and then Szell goes, you're all going." He was panting from his speech.

  Janeway took a short step away. "We'll all just wait here," he said, very softly, "and we're none of us about to do anything, are we, Erhard, because we don't have to, isn't that right, Karl, we're just going to watch, and, Elsa, move away a bit please, I think the boy could use a bit of breathing room."

  Tall, skinny, Babe leaned into the corner. It was terrible, but he was losing it all; he had the gun, the weapon was his, but everything was drifting from him. He knew it, they knew it. There were few secrets in the room. "I'll tell you my terms," he said, making his voice loud but not too loud, he didn't want that mistake again.