Identical Death

by J. J. Cagney

  Sam clenched his jaw so tight, the muscles there popped under the strain.

  Gallagher cursed with creative abandon. “I knew Martins was the wrong guy for that case,” he growled.

  “It’s dried up. He sat on it for months, and the people we do know who were involved with the victim . . .” Sam hesitated, hating calling Anna Carmen a victim. He cleared his throat. “They’re hostile.”

  Gallagher thumped his fist against the paperwork he’d just set on the edge of the desk. “This is fresh—and needs your focus. Can you do that?”

  Sam nodded.

  “I won’t ask you to stop looking into Anna Carmen’s murder,” Gallagher said.

  “Good because I won’t,” Sam said.

  “But at this point, you have to admit to yourself it’s unlikely to find a new lead. Especially since the lead on the car—and the possibility of Evan doing the victim in out of jealousy—fizzled.”

  Sam glanced back down at the file. “I want to ring Martins’s neck,” Sam muttered.

  “Hard to do since he’s flown off to some place and didn’t leave a forwarding address.” Gallagher raised his hands and splayed them in a whatcha-gonna-do? gesture.

  Sam clenched his jaw once again. He bowed his head, the hot rush of shame and disappointment ripping up his neck.

  “How do I tell Cici I can’t collar her sister’s killer?”

  “You don’t,” Gallagher said. The older man laid an age-spotted hand on Sam’s shoulder and squeezed, trying to offer comfort where they both knew none was. Death, especially senseless death, was their life’s work. They’d seen too much to believe in such quaint ideas as justice and fairness.

  “I have to tell her something.”

  Gallagher shook his head. “No reason to hurt her more. Just don’t stop looking.”

  * * *

  THE END

  * * *

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  A SNEEK PEAK AT A PILGRIMAGE TO DEATH

  CHAPTER 1

  Suspicion always haunts the guilty mind. — Shakespeare

  Cecilia Gurule was a reverend for God’s sake. She dealt in souls—the broken, empty, seeking, and, yes, the dead.

  Bodies? Not her wheelhouse.

  At least they weren’t until that Tuesday afternoon when Domine Deus decided to test both her faith and her life.

  She came within a bullet of losing both.

  Cecilia, who much preferred Cici, met Sam in the parking lot of the Aspen Vista Trail. She was late. Not really her fault, but typical, thanks to her parishioners’ unwillingness to accept Tuesdays as her one day per week away from the church.

  Wide and rocky, the trail snaked over eleven miles up the side of the mountain following an old forest service road. While the incline was never scramble steep, it rose at a consistent pace, switching back with views toward the city or up to the ski basin. A few narrow runnels of water—not big enough to be considered creeks—dribbled from the remaining snowpack.

  Cici suggested it last week because both she and Sam had the weekday off, meaning fewer hikers on the bottom part of the trail, and they could spend the three-plus hours needed to reach the summit.

  Unfortunately, Cici suggested the trail before she made plans to breakfast with the widowed Mrs. Sanchez, whose son worked out at the state penitentiary on NM-14.

  “I don’t understand these kids.” Mrs. Sanchez wiped her mouth with her napkin, leaving a smear of bright red on the paper. Her lips were the same light bronze as her craggy skin, hints of the crimson lipstick settled into the faint lines bisecting her lower lip.

  “Juanito has one more year at that fancy private school. He has a pretty girlfriend. Yet he cannot be happy? He causes his father such heartache, Reverend.” She picked up her coffee mug and shoved it toward Cici. “You talk to the boy for his father. Set him straight.”

  “I’ll do what I can, Mrs. Sanchez.”

  “Humph.” The woman set her mug down with a crack, her dark, deep-set eyes glaring from between folds of skin. Without the bright lipstick, her mouth seemed hidden under the wrinkles.

  “I’m old, Reverend. I cannot control the boy. His father, Miguel, spent most of the last year picking up extra shifts for the tuition at St. Michaels. Juanito needs to respect the rules we set for him.”

  “Which are?” Cici asked.

  Mrs. Sanchez tossed her napkin onto her plate with the half-finished breakfast burrito. Cici picked up her own warm tortilla and bit into the wrap, enjoying the spicy flavors of green chile and sausage. One thing about Mrs. Sanchez: she was a fine cook.

  “No seeing that girl past ten p.m. Good grades—all A’s so that he’s ready to go to Tech in a year. That’s what he needs—a good education, more choices. Not this . . . this mess with girls.”

  “He did receive all A’s last year, and it’s summer break now. Shouldn’t Juan have the chance to focus on his job or maybe even spend time with Jaycee?”

  “No more time with the girlfriend,” Mrs. Sanchez said with a sharp motion of her hand. “That’s how I’ll end up a great-grandmother. The boy needs more school. He is not yet eighteen.” Her face crumpled. “He is the age we lost his brother, Marco, Reverend. You know this. Juan is all the family has left.”

  “Who was it this time?” Sam Chastain, Cici’s friend and hiking partner, asked. He pulled on a tattered ball cap—probably the one Cici’s twin sister, Anna Carmen, gave him years ago—and pulled on his backpack, settling it comfortably over his gray Red River T-shirt.

  His short, dark ponytail stuck through the hole in the back like a bristle-brush. He slid on a pair of Ray-Bans to protect his gunmetal-blue eyes.

  “Mrs. Sanchez. I got a great breakfast out of the deal.”

  “She want you to have the talk with Juan?” Sam asked.

  Sam was a detective with the Santa Fe Police department and fellow search-and-rescue teammate. The two had known each other for decades. Cici grabbed her water bottle and checked her sneakers.

  “Got a hat?” Sam asked. “You know you’re going to burn if you don’t wear one.”

  Sam studied her features, his gaze resting on her high cheekbones that always burned thanks to the pale skin Cici and her sister inherited from their mother, along with the oval shape of her face and the long-lashed hazel eyes.

  “Yep,” Cici said, settling the cap on her head and pulling her long, jet-black pony tail through the hole in the back.

  Sam offered her a radio, which she took, clipping it to her thick, brown leather belt.

  “Why are we carrying these?”

  Sam shrugged. “Boss man wants everyone on the trails wearing ’em. Maybe because of the helicopter extraction earlier this year?”

  They started up the trail, moving in tandem as if they’d been hiking together for years.

  “She’s recovered,” Cici said. “I called the woman who fell off Big Tesuque and talked to her. Her ankle’s out of the cast.”

  “Lot of ruckus for a broken ankle and some bruises,” Sam replied.

  “She slid four hundred feet into that ravine, Sam. Cut the woman some slack.”

  “Stupid to hike alone, and you know it. We wouldn’t have had to waste so many resources on her if she’d been smarter.”

  Cici did, but her job was to see others’ points of view, to help them grow, both in their humanity and spirituality. Refusing to get pulled further into an argument with Sam, she continued to hike.

  They matched pace for a while in companionable silence. Cici began to feel . . . not sad. She hadn’t been happy since Anna Carmen’s death. But in this moment, with the sun shining and the aspens whispering overhead, Cici’s lips lifted at the corners.

  The call came over the radio clipped to her belt. The same message squawked from Sam’s radio. He stopped, his chest expanding with each hard breath. They’d hiked the steepest part of the Aspen Trail. Sam wiped the sweat off
his brow and pulled in a deep breath. He unlatched his walkie-talkie and pressed the button on the side.

  “Repeat that, please.”

  “Missing hiker. Wife called it in when she got off the mountain.”

  “She left him out here by himself?” Cici asked, already wrinkling her nose in disgust. People continued to disappoint her.

  Sam shook his head. “Not now, Cici. What’s the trail?”

  “Aspen Vista,” the voice said over the bits of static.

  “We’re on it. Name, age, any other stats?”

  “I know.” The voice crackled but the exasperation was clear even through the bad connection. “Donald . . . fifty . . . complain . . . heart.”

  “Uh oh,” Cici murmured.

  “Last known whereabouts?” Sam asked.

  “The summit.”

  “Why’d the wife leave him there?” Cici muttered. “If he was in distress when she left him, he might not have survived while she strolled down the mountain.”

  “Later,” Sam replied. He pressed the “Talk” button. “We’re a quarter mile from that location. Cici and I will start the sweep.”

  “Roger . . . full crew coming in.”

  “Great. From what you said, we’ll probably need it. Over and out.” Sam clipped the thick black radio to his belt again. He turned back to look at Cici, who’d crossed her arms and scowled down into the valley below.

  “None of that, Cee. Not all people are your parents.”

  “No, shit, detective,” she grunted.

  “Hey,” Sam said, bumping her shoulder with his in a gentle gesture she’d come to expect from him over the last few years.

  While they’d spent time together before her twin’s death, Cici made a point to seek him out more often after Anna Carmen’s funeral—especially once she’d made the decision to quit as the associate reverend from the large, wealthy church outside Boston—and move back home. He’d reciprocated by always being available, even during the difficult transition when he left the promising position on a joint task force in Denver. He’d been so excited to participate in that work because only the best people from the region were chosen, and Sam was one of the youngest. But, after explaining the situation to his boss, Agent Klein helped Sam move back in the detective bureau in Santa Fe.

  “Priests aren’t supposed to use that kind of language,” he said.

  Cici bumped him back, harder. Five male cousins within three years of her own age taught her a few important details—like how to fight dirty. “I’m not a priest. And not just because of my reproductive organs. I’m a reverend.”

  “With a predilection for curse words and a willingness to abuse your fellow man,” Sam said over his shoulder as he moved back into point position on the trail. He made a tsking sound. “C’mon, Rev. Let’s go rescue our guy. Maybe you’ll make the front page of the paper. Again.” He turned to wink, his lips lifting when Cici rolled his eyes.

  “Ugh. One time, Sam.”

  “That’s all it took for me to be able to tease you about it for the rest of your life.” He started to chuckle. “Whatever happened to the chicken?”

  Cici glared while Sam struggled to keep a straight face.

  “I don’t know.” She huffed. “Hopefully, it’s living a long, chicken-y life.”

  She rolled her eyes again and began to climb; Sam fell into step to the left and a half-foot in front of her.

  Sam’s foot shifted as loose slag slid out from under his thick-soled hiking boot. He slowed his pace, taking more care with where he stepped. No point in getting hurt on the way up—that would just make more work for the SAR crew already on its way.

  “I can’t believe that little girl asked you to bless a chicken at the Pet Parade.”

  “This is Santa Fe. Home of animal lovers and weirdness.”

  And murder.

  Even though the sun beat down in thick, hot rays, Cici shivered. Something about this entire situation felt . . . well, off. She picked up the thread of their conversation to give herself something to do besides watch where she placed her feet and worry about what they’d find.

  “Anyway, Yale wasn’t big on the cussing. Manhattan and Boston are where I picked up some choice words.”

  “You were supposed to show those sinners how to rise above coarse language, sin, and all that shit.”

  Cici shrugged. Not new ground here. She and Sam had bickered for years. That wasn’t saying much, really. She’d known most of the people in Santa Fe for years.

  The aspen leaves rippled in the wind—a soft, fluttering roll of vegetation that sounded like a gentle, low tide—a strange phenomenon common here, high up in the Santa Fe National Forest where blue sky and slender white tree trunks seemed to merge. Typically, the sound soothed her.

  Not now that she’d thought about her sister. The ache left by Anna Carmen’s death seemed to grow and weep, just as it always did when thoughts of her twin blindsided her.

  Cici lifted her leg high to take her up to the next rock as sweat trickled down the middle of her back and her thighs began to ache with the deliciousness of hard use.

  Cici cleared her head and organized her thoughts on these weekly hikes. Spending time outdoors with Sam became a weekly ritual more than six months ago. She looked forward to these hours-long jaunts because they helped her prepare a better sermon.

  They turned the last sharp curve and Sam’s feet planted firmly into the path, blocking her view. He cursed—worse than her words. Cici’s heart hammered and the dread in her stomach shifted, heaving, as Cici edged around him.

  “Wait, Cee. You don’t want to see this.”

  Too late—and not as if she would have listened. Her throat tightened as she stared into the sightless eyes of Donald Johnson, one of the founding members of the church she’d taken over earlier this year.

  A gust of wind slammed against her overheated skin and the soft rustling of the aspens built into the crash of waves. Or maybe it was her ears, thrumming with the rush of blood to her head.

  She barely heard Sam call in their location.

  Rigor mortis had already come and left his body before she and Sam found him, toppled off the large boulder, his stainless-steel canteen overturned and empty at his feet. The water stained the ground and his right hiking boot, making the leather darker, near black. Near as black as the blood on the rock and stuck to his Lobos T-shirt, trailing down onto his designer jeans.

  Sam’s hand came down on her shoulder and she flinched, hard, but she didn’t look away from Donald. Two narrow gashes showed pink and a trickle of blood. His hands—large and hairy—nicked from the blade. A longer, deeper gash split open the meaty part of his hand almost as if he’d grappled with the blade.

  But Cici focused on the large wolf logo. The UNM mascot seemed to have opened its mouth right above a wound in his back, ready to devour him.

  Or maybe Cici, with memories of another murder. That wound . . .

  * * *

  CHAPTER 2

  Misery acquaints a man with strange bedfellows. —Shakespeare

  * * *

  Not again. But before she could stop it, Cici slid back to the evening of the call. She hadn’t been in the state, but she’d already been at the airport, trying to buy her way on to a flight—any flight—because that place inside Cici where Anna Carmen lived had gone silent.

  Cici and Anna Carmen had figured out the connection as toddlers, maybe earlier. They didn’t need to be in the same room to check in with each other, and as they matured, they didn’t need to be in the same building or even the same state. Their connection wasn’t exactly an unspoken communication—more that the girls were so in tune with each other’s thoughts and emotions.

  But that afternoon, Anna Carmen had seemed to fade from Cici’s consciousness. Not a gentle easing—more of a great gasp of despair and regret.

  And then, nothing.

  Cici had been with her boyfriend the moment of Anna Carmen’s stabbing, working on the location in Central America they wan
ted to explore for Cici and Lyndon’s first field work trip together. A recent Harvard graduate, who’d finished his post-doctoral work in archaeology, Lyndon had asked Cici if she’d go with him if he got the funding. She hadn’t been too sure if she should.

  He’d proven to be unrelenting in his arguments, just as he was in most other areas of his life. When Lyndon discussed the forest’s health and how it impacted the natives’ way of life, Cici’s desire to remove herself from his all-consuming focus turned to interest.

  Lyndon knew Cici wanted to study the forests in Peru, assess their health and the balance with the natives living in the high region of the area. Cici’s master’s degree shared a dual focus in divinity and environmental studies. She’d interned as an associate reverend outside Boston, and the church hired her as an associate pastor as soon as she’d graduated. For the last year and a half of her internship, she hadn’t been able to focus on her environmental science degree, but she had met Lyndon at a group on spirituality and environmentalism she moderated the year before, and he’d opened the door for her to focus on both of her passions.

  After many conversations with her sister, she’d accepted the opportunity. Lyndon had been ecstatic, coming up with potential scenarios for their work—and living arrangements. Many of which pushed Cici even further outside her comfort zone.

  But, by then, she’d agreed, and the situation had already snowballed.

  At the time, Cici had been much more excited about an adventure in Peru, even if she had to put up with Lyndon’s intensity, than taking over the church back in her hometown. Though, both her sister and many of her lifelong friends lobbied hard for her to return home.

  But Cici hadn’t wanted to return to the place where her mother lost not just her marriage and dignity, but also her battle with cancer.

  Then, when the connection to her sister had popped, Cici collapsed, passed out still hearing her name cried in a soft, broken voice, her twin’s name leaking past her stiff lips. She’d woken on the small couch in her apartment, shivering, aching, as if she had the flu.