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He was right. They were going to be in town for a while, and the whole world was looking for her. She located one of the old maternity tops and slipped into the bathroom. As she came out, she heard Mat talking to Lucy.
“. . . the detectives Nell's ex-husband hired might be showing up. She needs to throw them off, so she's going to make herself look pregnant again. If anybody asks, I'm saying she's my wife, so back me up, okay?”
“Okay.” Lucy sounded sad.
A few beats of silence ticked by. “I'm not going to just dump you and leave, you know. I'll stay around for a while to make sure you get settled. This is going to be great. You'll see.”
Lucy moved toward the door as if she weighed a thousand pounds. Squid lumbered after her.
“I think we'd better leave the dog here for now.” Mat pulled his shirt collar from Button's mouth.
It was a silent group that made its way up the steps to the front door. As Mat pressed the bell, Nealy glanced at Lucy. She was leaning against the porch rail looking miserable.
Nealy niuvcd over to her and slipped an arm around her waist. She wanted to tell the teenager that everything was going to be all right, but she couldn't do that because it so obviously wasn't.
Lucy looked up at her, and Nealy saw a whole world of anxiety in her eyes. “I'm not going anywhere, either,” she whispered. “Not until I know you're all right.” She just hoped she could live up to her promise.
“Nobody's answering,” Mat said. “I'll look around back.” He passed Button over to her.
Lucy stared at the front door.
“Do you want to tell me about your grandmother now?” Nealy asked.
Lucy shook her head.
Mat was muttering under his breath as he came back around. “The windows are open, and there's music playing. She probably can't hear the bell.” He banged on the front door. “More good news, Lucy. Your grandmother likes Smashing Pumpkins.”
“Cool,” Lucy murmured.
The door swung open. A young man in his mid- to late twenties stood on the other side. Everything about him screamed that he was a charter member of the slacker generation: close-cropped hair, goatee, earrings. He wore a T-shirt with a pair of cargo shorts and Teva sandals. “Yeah?”
Out of the corner of her eye, Nealy saw Lucy swallow and step forward.
“Hi, Grandpa.”
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Mat choked—not easy to do with a mouth as dry as dust. He spun toward Lucy. “Grandpa?”
Her hands were clasped in front of her, she was biting her lip, and she looked like she was going to cry. Then he turned back to the slacker, who was scratching his chest and looking confused.
“I don't know who you think...” He paused and studied her more closely. “Hey, are you—Laurie?”
“Lucy.”
“Oh, yeah.” He gave her an apologetic smile. "You don't look too much like your pictures anymore.
How you doin'?"
“Not too good. My mom died.”
“Man, that's a drag.” He looked back at Mat and seemed to realize this was more than a social call.
“You want to come in?”
“Oh, yes,” Mat said through tight lips. “We definitely want to come in.” He gripped Lucy by the arm and pushed her ahead of him. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw that Nell looked as dismayed as he felt. Only the Demon seemed to be unaffected. She was patting Nell's cheek trying to get her attention.
They followed the slacker into a living room that held a hodgepodge of comfortable furniture upholstered in dark green and brown velvets, along with a few dusty arts and crafts style tables. There were bookcases on each side of the fireplace, with contents that appeared to be well-read. He spotted some primitive wooden figures, a few pieces of pottery, and a couple of etchings. The sound system that was playing the Smashing Pumpkins sat on a library table cluttered with stacks of CDs. There were magazines lying around, a guitar, a pile of free weights in the corner, and a duffel bag open on the coffee table.
The slacker turned down the music. “You want a beer or something?”
“Yes, please,” said Lucy, darting Mat a nervous glance as she broke away.
Mat shot her a hell-to-pay glare and tried to figure out where to start. “No, thanks. We're here to see Mrs. Pressman.”
“Joanne?”
“Yes.”
“She's dead, man.”
“Dead?”
Nell reached for Lucy, as if she could somehow cushion her from the shock. But Lucy didn't look shocked. Instead she looked as though she knew she was in big trouble.
Mat stared at the slacker, forced out the words. “Lucy didn't tell us her grandmother had passed away.”
“Joanne died almost a year ago. It's rough, man.”
“A year?” Mat was so furious he could barely contain himself. “I was told that Mrs. Pressman had been out of the country for a few months.”
“Yeah, man. Way out.” His pitch rose. “She took my bike one day and wrecked it on County Line Road.”
Nell absentmindedly patted Button's leg. “She was riding a bike?”
“I think he means a motorcycle,” Mat said tightly.
Lucy tried to slide behind the couch, apparently under the mistaken notion furniture would protect her.
“My new Kawasaki 1500. I was really bummed.”
“About the bike or Mrs. Pressman?”
The slacker regarded him with steady eyes. “C'mon, man, that's low. I loved her.”
Mat wondered why nothing in life was ever simple. He'd never thought to question the authenticity of the note Lucy'd shown him because the stationery had been embossed with the college seal. Also, the handwriting hadn't looked like the work of a teenager. Fool. He knew how smart she was. Why hadn't he done some digging?
He asked the question he'd been avoiding ever since Lucy had called the slacker Grandpa. “Who are you?”
“Nico Glass. Joanne and I'd only been married a couple of months when she died.”
Nell seemed to be having as much trouble as he was taking it in. “The two of you were married?”
Nico's eyes held a hint of challenge. “Yeah. We loved each other.”
Nell made the understatement of the day. “There seems to be quite an age difference.”
“In a lot of people's eyes, maybe, but not in ours. She was only fifty-three. She was my anthropology professor at Laurents. They tried to fire her after we got involved, but because I was over twenty-one, they couldn't do it.”
“Laurents?” Nell said. “That's the college in town?”
“Yeah, I changed my major a couple of times, so it was taking me a while to graduate.”
Mat finally confronted Lucy. He decided it was a good thing there was a couch between them after all because he wanted to do serious harm. “Who forged the letter?”
Her thumbnail came to her mouth, and she took a step away from him, misery etched in every line of her body. He didn't feel one bit sympathetic.
“This lady I was baby-sitting for,” she mumbled. “And it wasn't for you! It was for Sandy's lawyer! I knew he was getting suspicious, so I was going to show it to him next time he showed up, only you came instead.”
He clenched his teeth. “You knew your grandmother was dead. You lied about everything.”
She regarded him mulishly. “I might have known she died, but I didn't know about the Kawasaki.”
Nell must have realized he was losing it because she put her hand on his arm and gave a light squeeze.
“Look, man. Am I supposed to know you?”
He struggled for composure. “I'm Mat Jorik. I used to be married to Sandy, Joanne's daughter. This is ... my wife Nell.”
He nodded at Nell. Button started batting her baby blues at him, and he smiled back. “Cute kid. Joanne was worried when Sandy got pregnant because of her drinking. They didn't get along too good.”
“Sandy didn't drink when she was pregnant.” Lucy started working on the other thumbna
il.
Button wanted down, and Nell lowered her to the floor. The toddler immediately began waddling around the coffee table, toes pointed outward like a drunken ballerina. Mat needed to get himself under control, so he headed for the framed snapshots sitting on the dusty wooden mantel in the feeble hope that they might tell him something.
The pictures in the front were all of Joanne and Nico. They could have been mother and son, except for the hungry way they looked at each other. Joanne had been an attractive woman, slim and well proportioned, with long salt and pepper hair parted in the center and held away from her face with barrettes. Her gauzy skirts, loose-fitting tops, and silver jewelry bore the indelible stamp of an aging flower child. The proprietary way she leaned against Nico's bare chest in one photo after another made it obvious that she'd been sexually smitten by him. As far as his attraction to a woman thirty-some years older—that was probably best sorted out on a psychiatrist's couch.
The row of pictures in the back showed both Sandy and Lucy at various ages. He lingered over the pictures of Lucy. In the early ones she was too young to have figured out how to put on her tough act, and her bright eyes and wide smile showed a little girl in love with life. The hospital picture of Button with a misshapen head and mashed-in face bore no resemblance to the baby beauty queen who was currently trying to stuff a finger up her nose.
He was about to turn away when he caught sight of the photograph at the end of the row. It was a picture of Sandy and himself that had been taken at a friend's party. Both of them were holding drinks, something they'd done a lot of in those days. She was beaming and beautiful with her dark hair and full mouth. He wondered if the tall, gangly kid sitting next to her trying too hard to look older could actually have been him. The photograph was depressing, and he turned away to see Nico staring at Nell.
“Don't I, you know, know you from somewhere?”
Before Nell could respond, Lucy said, “She looks like Cornelia Case, the First Lady.”
Nell tensed, but Nico only smiled. “Yeah, man, you really look like her.” He turned to Mat. “So, are you on vacation or what?”
“Not exactly. Lucy, get lost.”
Normally she would have mouthed off, but now she didn't dare. Instead, she snatched up Button and headed out the front door. Through the window, he watched her take a seat on the glider, where she'd be near enough to the door to eavesdrop.
He turned to study the kid who was the closest thing the girls had to a relative and began to dig in.
“Here's the way it is, Nico . ..”
* * *
Nealy eventually went outside to check on Lucy. The teenager had retrieved Squid from the motor home, and the dog lay next to her on the porch like a pile of smelly rags. Button was watching a robin hop on the ground while she gripped a spindle of the railing with one hand and sucked the other. Nealy refused to let herself think about lead poisoning from old paint. This time with Button had been good for her, she realized. She no longer felt quite so much like the Angel of Baby Death.
She sat on the top step across from Lucy and gazed out at the shady street. At one end, an elementary school with a small playground sat beneath the maples; at the other end, two boys dodged puddles with their bikes. Across the street, a man in a business suit was studying his lawn. Nealy heard the tinkle of an ice-cream truck and the sound of a mother calling a child inside. These everyday sights were as exotic to her as foreign lands were to most people.
Lucy toyed with one of Squid's ears. “What do you think Mat'11 do to me?”
“I don't know. He's definitely upset. You shouldn't have lied to him.”
“What else was I supposed to do? They'd have put us in foster homes!”
And that's where they were still going. Not for a moment did Nealy believe Mat would leave the girls with Nico Glass, despite the fact that he'd been going to great lengths inside to point out that Nico was the girls' only relative.
Of course, Nico wasn't having any of it. When he'd announced he had a rock-climbing trip to Colorado planned, Mat told him to forget about it, but Nico kept throwing his things in a duffel bag.
She glanced over at Button, whose peach denim jumper was already dirty from crawling around on the porch, and then at Lucy, who looked miserable. What was going to happen to these girls? Mat was a decent man, and he was trying hard to do the right thing, but he'd made it clear that his life didn't include raising children. That left foster care or adoption. Families would jump at the opportunity to adopt Button, but nobody was going to adopt Lucy. She'd be separated from the little sister she was trying so fiercely to protect.
Lucy had moved from thumbnail to forefinger. “He's going to kill me when he comes out.”
Nealy tried to clear the knot of emotion from her throat. “You should have told him about your grandmother right away. And you shouldn't have forged that letter.”
“Yeah, right. Then Button wouldn't have had any chance at all. They'd have taken her away from me that same day.”
It occurred to Nealy that this teenager already knew more about courage than most people learned in a lifetime. She spoke as gently as she could. “What did you hope to accomplish by making Mat believe your grandmother was still alive?”
“When something bad happened, Sandy used to say, 'It ain't over till it's over.' And I thought that, if the trip took long enough, something good might happen on the way.”
“Mat might decide to keep you.”
Lucy didn't answer. She didn't have to.
“I'm sorry, Luce. You know there are lots of great foster homes. And Mat will check up on you.” Mat had never said anything of the kind, but Nealy knew he would. “I will, too.”
“There won't be any reason to check up on me because I can take care of myself,” Lucy said stubbornly, “and I won't go to a foster home.” Her bravado faded. “You guys both like Button a lot, I know you do. She's really a great baby. She's cute and smart, and she's hardly any trouble. Well, maybe a little, but she'll grow out of it real soon, probably next month or something.” Lucy gave up on subtlety. “I don't see why you and Mat can't get married and adopt her.”
Nealy regarded her with dismay. “Lucy, we're not going to—”
“That's bullshit, man!” Nico's angry voice cut in. “Those kids don't have anything to do with me!” The door flew open and he shot out carrying his duffel and a guitar, with Mat following. “Look, I'm taking off. If you guys want to crash here for a while, that's fine with me. But that's it.”
He tossed a set of house keys at Mat, then vaulted off the steps without looking at either Lucy or Button. A few moments later, he shot down the narrow drive on his motorcycle.
Grim-faced, Mat pointed a finger at Lucy. “You. Get in the Winnebago. The two of us are going to have a talk.”
She wasn't stupid. She immediately snatched up Button as a human shield.
“Alone!” Mat boomed.
She set Button down, narrowed her eyes, lifted her chin, and marched toward the motor home.
Nealy watched her go and shook her head in admiration. “Are you sure she's not your daughter?”
Mat ignored her and set out after the teenager, his lips compressed in a taut line. Worried, Nealy grabbed Button and began to follow him, only to stop herself. He looked like he was going to commit violence but she knew better. Mat had some bite behind his bark, but she didn't believe it was lethal.
And bark he did, until she expected the walls of the Winnebago to bulge. When she couldn't stand it any longer, she carried Button inside to explore. They would be spending at least one night here, and she wanted to see the house.
In the back, a roomy, light-filled kitchen opened onto a wonderful sunporch. Cozy brown wicker furniture clustered around a worn Oriental rug, and a collection of mismatched tables held scholarly journals, back issues of Rolling Stone, and junk food refuse. Clay saucers that looked as if they'd once contained houseplants sat here and there, along with some pottery lamps. Through the windows, she caught sight
of a small backyard defined by shrubs and a little grape arbor. The weedy flower bed contained several old rosebushes full of blossoms.
The upstairs held a bath and three bedrooms, the smallest of which had been converted into a storage room. A portable CD player, some scattered clothes, and an open book on Zen indicated that Nico occupied the master bedroom. In the guest room, an India cotton throw printed in blues and lavenders was tossed over the double bed, and simple woven curtains hung at the window. The bathroom was old-fashioned, charming, and in need of a good cleaning. Tiled in gray and white, the room held a clawfoot tub with a spray attachment, a wicker basket overflowing with out-of-date magazines, and an open window of honeycombed glass that looked out over the backyard and, in the distance, a sliver of the Iowa River.
She heard the side door slam and went downstairs to see that Mat had sealed himself behind the French doors of Joanne Pressman's abandoned office, which looked as if it had once been the dining room. Through the glass, she saw him pick up the phone. Her spirits sank. He was beginning the process of divesting himself of the children.
“He didn't hit me or anything.”
Lucy's soft voice came from behind her, and Nealy turned to see her standing in the kitchen. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes sad. She looked defeated, but determined not to show it.
“I didn't think he would.”
“He was really mad, though.” Her voice cracked. “Because I disappointed him and everything.”
Nealy wanted to hug her, but Lucy was working too hard at holding on to her pride. “Let's see if we can find someplace to order pizza for dinner. And Button's out of clean clothes. Can you show me how to use the washer?”
“You don't know how to use a washer?”
“I had servants.”
Lucy shook her head at Nealy's utter lameness, then patiently demonstrated the basics of doing laundry.