Works of E F Benson

by E. F. Benson

  She sat down by her writing-table and waited.

  Jack paused with his hand on the bell.

  “I will be perfectly explicit with you,” he said. “If you see him, you see him alone. I do not wish to hear what he has to say to you. As he enters the door I leave it. That is all. You may choose.”

  He rang the bell.

  “There is no reason for you to wait till then,” said Dodo. “I am going to see him as soon as he comes. Tell Prince Waldenech that I am in,” she said to the footman. “Show him up as soon as he comes.”

  Jack leant against the chimney-piece.

  “Well?” said Dodo.

  “I am making up my mind.”

  There was a dead silence. “What on earth are we quarrelling about?” thought Jack to himself. “Is it simply whether I stop here and talk to that cad? I wonder if all women are as obstinate as this.”

  It did seem a little ridiculous, but he felt that his dignity forbade him to yield. He had told her he did not distrust her; that was enough. No, he would go away, and when he came back to-morrow Dodo would be more reasonable.

  “I think I am going,” remarked he. “I sha’n’t see you again till to-morrow afternoon. I am away to-night.”

  Dodo was turning over the pages of a magazine and did not answer. Jack became a little impatient.

  “Really, this is extraordinarily childish,” he said. “I sha’n’t stop to see the Prince because he is a detestable cad. Think it over, Dodo.”

  At the mention of the Prince, if Jack had been watching Dodo more closely, he might have seen a sudden colour rush to her face, faint but perceptible. But he was devoting his attention to keeping his temper, and stifling a vague dread and distrust, which he was too loyal to admit.

  At the door he paused a moment.

  “Ah, Dodo,” he said, with entreaty in his voice.

  Dodo did not move nor look at him.

  He left the room without more words, and on the stair he met the Prince. He bowed silently to his greeting, and stood aside for him to pass.

  The Prince glanced back at him with amusement.

  “His lordship does me the honour to be jealous of me,” he said to himself.

  Next day Jack called at Dodo’s house. The door was opened by a servant, whose face he thought he ought to know; that he was not one of Dodo’s men he felt certain. In another moment it had flashed across him that the man had been with the Prince at Zermatt.

  “Is Lady Chesterford in?” he asked.

  The man looked at him a moment, and then, like all well-bred servants, dropped his eyes before he answered, —

  “Her Serene Highness left for Paris this morning.”

  THE RUBICON

  This novel was published in two volumes in 1894. It is Benson’s second novel and was not well-received by critics. Indeed, so badly did it sell following unfavourable reviews, that the publishers produced small print-runs labelled ‘fifth edition’, ‘sixth edition’ etc. in order to give the illusion that the book was selling faster than it actually was.

  The story concerns Eva Grampton, who accepts a marriage proposal from the young aesthete Lord Hayes. When Eva meets the handsome Reggie, however, she begins to regret her hasty decision…

  Title page and epigraph from the first edition

  CONTENTS

  BOOK I.

  CHAPTER I.

  CHAPTER II.

  CHAPTER III.

  CHAPTER IV.

  BOOK II.

  CHAPTER I.

  CHAPTER II.

  CHAPTER III.

  CHAPTER IV.

  CHAPTER V.

  CHAPTER VI.

  CHAPTER VII.

  CHAPTER VIII.

  BOOK III.

  CHAPTER I.

  CHAPTER II.

  CHAPTER III.

  Final scene of Tannhäuser, an opera by Wagner, which plays an important part in the novel

  BOOK I.

  CHAPTER I.

  The little red-roofed town of Hayes lies in a furrow of the broad-backed Wiltshire Downs; it was once an important posting station, and you may still see there an eighteenth century inn, much too large for the present requirements of the place, and telling of the days when, three times a week, the coach from London used to pull up at its hospitable door, and wait there half-an-hour while its passengers dined. The inn is called the Grampound Arms, and you will find that inside the church many marble Grampounds recline on their tombs, or raise hands of prayer, while outside in the churchyard, weeping cherubs, with reversed torches, record other pious and later memories of the same family.

  But almost opposite the Grampound Arms you will notice a much newer inn, where commercial gentlemen make merry, called the Aston Arms, and on reference to monumental evidence, you would also find that cherubs are shedding similar pious tears for a Sir James Aston, Bart., and his wife, and, thirty years later, for James Aston, first Lord Hayes, and his wife. But for the Astons, no marble knights keep watch on Gothic tombs.

  The river Kennet, in its green wanderings, has already passed, before it reaches Hayes, two houses, one close down by the river, the other rather higher up and on the opposite bank. The smaller and older of the two is the residence of Mr. Grampound, the larger and newer of Lord Hayes. These trifling facts, which almost all the inhabitants of Hayes could tell you, will sufficiently indicate the mutual position of the two families in the latter half of the nineteenth century.

  Grampound House was a pretty, ivy-grown old place, with a lawn stretching southwards almost to the bank of the river, and shaded by a great cedar tree, redolent of ancestors and as monumental in its way as the marble, sleeping figures in the church. It was useful, however, as well as being ancestral, and at this moment Mrs. Grampound and her brother were having tea under it.

  It was a still, hot day at the beginning of August, and through the broad, fan-like branches, stray sunbeams danced and twinkled, making little cores of light on the silver. Down one side of the lawn ran a terrace of grey stone, bordered by a broad gravel walk, and over the terrace pale monthly roses climbed and blossomed. Most of the windows in the house were darkened and eclipsed by Venetian blinds, to keep out the sun which still lingered on the face of it; and Mr. Martin, also — Mrs. Grampound’s brother — was in a state of eclipse for the time being, for he wore a broad-brimmed Panama hat, which concealed the upper part of his face, while a large harlequin tea-cup prevented any detailed examination of his mouth. Mrs. Grampound sat opposite him in a low, basket chair, and appeared to be thinking. It is a privilege peculiar to owners of very fine, dark grey eyes, to appear to be thinking whenever they are not talking.

  Mr. Martin finished his tea, and lit a cigarette.

  “They’ve begun cutting the corn,” he said; “it’s very early.”

  Mrs. Grampound did not answer, and her brother, considering that he had made his sacrifice on the altar of conversation, relapsed into silence again.

  Perhaps the obvious inference that the summer had been hot reminded her that the day was also hot, for in a minute or two she said, —

  “Dear Eva! what a stifling journey she will have. She comes back to-night; she ought to be here by now.”

  “Where has she been staying?”

  “At the Brabizons. Lord Hayes was there. He comes home at the end of the week; his mother arrived yesterday.”

  “The old witch,” murmured Mr. Martin.

  “Yes, but very old,” said she, whose mind was apparently performing obligato variations on the theme of the conversation. “Haven’t you noticed—”

  She broke off, and presumably continued the obligato variations.

  Mr. Martin showed no indications of having noticed anything at all, and the faint sounds of the summer evening pursued their whisperings unchecked until the distant rumble of carriage wheels began to overscore the dim noises, and came to a long pause, after a big crescendo, before the front door.

  “That will be Eva,” said her mother, filling up the teapot; “they will tell her
we are here.”

  A few minutes afterwards, the drawing-room window was opened from inside, and a girl began to descend the little flying staircase.

  Apparently she was in no hurry, for she stooped to stroke a kitten that was investigating the nature of blind cord with an almost fanatical enthusiasm. The kitten was quite as eager to investigate the nature of the human hand, and flew at Eva’s outstretched fingers, all teeth and claws.

  “You little brute!” she remarked, shaking it off. “Your claws want cutting. Oh! you are rather nice. Come, Kitty.”

  But the kitten was indignant, and bounced down the stairs in front of her, sat down on the path at the bottom, and pretended to be unaware of her existence. Eva stopped to pluck a rose from a standard tree, and fastened it in her dress. Her foot was noiseless on the soft grass, and neither her uncle or mother heard her approaching.

  “The brute scratched me,” she repeated as she neared them; “its claws want cutting.”

  Mrs. Grampound was a little startled, and got up quickly.

  “Oh, Eva, I didn’t hear you coming. I was just saying it was time you were here. How are you, and have you had a nice time?”

  “Yes, quite nice; but the Brabizons are rather stupid people. Still, I enjoyed myself. I didn’t see you, Uncle Tom; anyhow, I can’t kiss you with that hat on.”

  She touched the top of his Panama hat lightly with the tips of her fingers, and sat down in her mother’s chair, who was pouring her out a cup of tea.

  “We had a tiresome journey,” she went on. “Why will people live in Lancashire? Is this your chair, mother?”

  Mr. Martin got up.

  “I’m going in,” he said; “you can have mine. At least, I’m going for a ride. Is the tea good, Eva? — it has been made for some time — or shall I tell them to send you out some more?”

  “It seems to me very bad,” said Eva, sipping it. “Yes, I should like some more. Are you going for a ride? Perhaps I’ll come.”

  “Yes, it’s cooler now,” said he. “Do come with me.”

  “Will you order my horse, then, if you are going in? Perhaps you’d better tell them to have it ready only, and not to bring it round. I won’t come just yet, anyhow. If I’m not ready, start without me, and I daresay I’ll follow you, if you tell me where you are going.”

  “I want to ride up to the Whitestones’ — to see him.”

  “Very well, I daresay I shall follow you.”

  Mr. Martin stood looking rather like a servant receiving orders. Eva always managed to make other people assume subordinate positions.

  “How long do you think you will be?” he asked.

  “Perhaps half-an-hour. But don’t wait for me.”

  Eva threw off her hat impatiently.

  “I have been horribly hot and dusty all day,” she said, “and there was nearly an accident; at least, there was a bit of an accident. We were standing in a siding for the express to pass, and we weren’t far enough back or far enough forward or something, and it crashed through a bit of the last carriage. That is what made me so late. It is very stupid that people, whose only business is to see about trains, can’t avoid that sort of thing.”

  “My darling Eva,” said her mother, “were you in the train?”

  “Yes; in the next carriage — I and Lord Hayes. He was dreadfully nervous all the rest of the way. That is so silly. It is inconceivable that two accidents should happen on the same day to the same train.”

  “I thought he wasn’t coming back till the end of the week.”

  “Yes, but he changed his mind and came with me,” said Eva. “The Brabizons were furious. I sha’n’t go there again. Really, people are very vulgar. I owe him three-and-sixpence for lunch. He said he would call for it, if he might — he always asks leave — to-morrow morning.”

  Mrs. Grampound did not reply, but the obligato variations went on jubilantly. Eva was lying back in her chair, looking more bored than ever with this stupid world. Her mother’s eyes surveyed the slender figure with much satisfaction. It really was a great thing to have such a daughter. And Lord Hayes had changed the day of his departure obviously in order to travel with Eva, and he was coming to call to-morrow morning in order to ask for three-and six!

  Eva, quite unconscious of this commercial scrutiny, was swinging her hat to and fro, looking dreamily out over the green distances.

  “On the whole, I sha’n’t go for a ride,” she said at length. “I think I’ll sit here with you, if you’ve got nothing to do; I rather want to talk to you.”

  “Certainly, dear,” said her mother; “but hadn’t you better send word to the stables? Then they needn’t get Starlight ready. I must go into the house to get my work, but I sha’n’t be a moment. I wonder what you want to talk to me about.”

  “No,” said Eva, “don’t get your work. You can’t talk when you are working. Besides, I daresay I shall go later. Leave it as it is.”

  “Dear Eva,” said Mrs. Grampound, “I am so anxious to hear what you have to say. Shall I be pleased?”

  “I don’t know,” said Eva, slowly. “Well, the fact is that Lord Hayes — well — will have something to say to me when he comes for the three-and-six. He would have said it at the Brabizons, only I didn’t allow him, and he would have said it in the train, only I said I couldn’t bear people who talked in the train. I may be wrong, but I don’t think I am. I like him, you know, very much; he is not so foolish as most people. But I do not feel sure about it.”

  “My darling Eva,” began her mother with solemn gladness.

  “It’s all rather sudden,” Eva interrupted. “I want to wait a little first. Do you know, I think I shall be out to-morrow when he comes, or I might send him the three-and-six by post. He is not stupid; he would easily understand what I meant.”

  To say that this was the cherished dream of her mother’s heart would almost be understating the fact, and now the cherished dream was perhaps going to be transformed into a most cherishable reality. Mrs. Grampound, if not knowing exactly how to deal with Eva, at least was conscious of her ignorance and was cautious.

  “Yes, darling, it’s very sudden,” she said. “Don’t do anything in a hurry — of course I know how heavy the responsibilities will seem to you, as they must to every young girl who goes out from the what’s-its-name of home life, and all that sort of thing, to those very much wider spheres, but you will do your best, dear, I know. Eva, darling, I must kiss you.”

  Mrs. Grampound surged out of her chair, and bent over Eva to kiss her. Eva received the kiss with absolute passivity, but sorry, perhaps, a moment afterwards, for her want of responsiveness, bent forward and kissed her again.

  “It wasn’t exactly the responsibilities I was thinking of,” she said; “it was” — she got up from her chair quickly, and stood quite still, looking down over the lawn to the reddening sunset— “it was that I am not quite sure about myself.”

  Mrs. Grampound seized hold of anything tangible which Eva’s speech conveyed, and sympathised with it.

  “Yes, darling, I know,” she said. “Just wait a little, and think about it. I think your plan about not seeing him to-morrow is very wise. He will, probably, in any case, write to your father first. It is very faint praise to say that he is not so foolish as most people. A most brilliant and well-informed man! He was telling me, the other day, about a flower he has in his conservatory which ate flies or something of the sort, which seems to me most extraordinary. Such an admirable landlord, too. He has just built some new labourers’ cottages in Hayes, and I declare I want to go and live in them myself. I feel sure he will write to your father, and, no doubt, he will talk to you about it.”

  “You would like it, then, would you?” said Eva. “Tell me exactly what you think?”

  Mrs. Grampound had a very decided opinion about it, and she expressed herself fully.

  “Darling, that is so sweet of you. Ah, how can I have but one opinion! It is a girl’s duty to marry as well as she can. This is a brilliant match. I know
so many mothers — good, conscientious mothers — who think only of their children’s happiness, who would give anything to have Lord Hayes as their son-in-law. A mother’s happiness lies in the happiness of her children. They are bone of her bone, and all that sort of thing. How can they but wish for and pray for their happiness! You see, Eva, you are quite poor; your father will leave you next to nothing. Riches are a great blessing, because they enable you to do so much good. Of course they are not everything, and if you wanted to marry that dreadful Lord Symonds, whom they tell such horrible stories about, I would fall down on my knees and beseech you not to mind about poverty, or anything else. Or if I thought you would not be happy, for it is your duty to be happy. But this is exceptional in every way. You get position, wealth, title and a good husband. No one can deny that the aristocracy is the best class to marry into; indeed, for you it is the only class, and you bring him nothing but the love he bears you, of course, and your beauty.”

  “Yes; he pays a long price for my beauty,” said Eva, meditatively.

  “My dear Eva, we are all given certain natural advantages — or, if they are withheld, you may be sure that is only a blessing in disguise — talents, beauty, and so on — and it is our clear duty to make the most of them. Beauty has been given you in a quite unusual degree, and it is your duty to let it find its proper use. Don’t you remember the parable of the ten talents? We had it in church only last Sunday, and I remember at the time that I was thinking of you and Lord Hayes, which was quite a remarkable coincidence. And then the good you can do as Lady Hayes is infinitely greater than the good you can do as the wife of a poor man. You have to look at the practical side of things, too. Ah, dear me, if life was only love, how simple and delightful it would all be! This is a work-a-day world, and we are not sent here just to enjoy ourselves.”