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by Edwin Arlington Robinson

In me were not achieved and lost already,

  Like a fool’s gold. But you there in the glass,

  And you there on the canvas, have a sort

  Of solemn doubt about it; and that’s well 40

  For Rembrandt and for Titus. All that’s left

  Of all that was is here; and all that’s here

  Is one man who remembers, and one child

  Beginning to forget. One, two, and three,

  The others died, and then — then Saskia died; 45

  And then, so men believe, the painter died.

  So men believe. So it all comes at once.

  And here’s a fellow painting in the dark, —

  A loon who cannot see that he is dead

  Before God lets him die. He paints away 50

  At the impossible, so Holland has it,

  For venom or for spite, or for defection,

  Or else for God knows what. Well, if God knows,

  And Rembrandt knows, it matters not so much

  What Holland knows or cares. If Holland wants 55

  Its heads all in a row, and all alike,

  There’s Franz to do them and to do them well —

  Rat-catchers, archers, or apothecaries,

  And one as like a rabbit as another.

  Value received, and every Dutchman happy. 60

  All’s one to Franz, and to the rest of them, —

  Their ways being theirs, are theirs. — But you, my friend,

  If I have made you something as you are,

  Will need those jaws and eyes and all the fight

  And fire that’s in them, and a little more, 65

  To take you on and the world after you;

  For now you fare alone, without the fashion

  To sing you back and fling a flower or two

  At your accusing feet. Poor Saskia saw

  This coming that has come, and with a guile 70

  Of kindliness that covered half her doubts

  Would give me gold, and laugh… before she died.

  And if I see the road that you are going,

  You that are not so jaunty as aforetime,

  God knows if she were not appointed well 75

  To die. She might have wearied of it all

  Before the worst was over, or begun.

  A woman waiting on a man’s avouch

  Of the invisible, may not wait always

  Without a word betweenwhiles, or a dash 80

  Of poison on his faith. Yes, even she.

  She might have come to see at last with others,

  And then to say with others, who say more,

  That you are groping on a phantom trail

  Determining a dusky way to nowhere; 85

  That errors unconfessed and obstinate

  Have teemed and cankered in you for so long

  That even your eyes are sick, and you see light

  Only because you dare not see the dark

  That is around you and ahead of you. 90

  She might have come, by ruinous estimation

  Of old applause and outworn vanities,

  To clothe you over in a shroud of dreams,

  And so be nearer to the counterfeit

  Of her invention than aware of yours. 95

  She might, as well as any, by this time,

  Unwillingly and eagerly have bitten

  Another devil’s-apple of unrest,

  And so, by some attendant artifice

  Or other, might anon have had you sharing 100

  A taste that would have tainted everything,

  And so had been for two, instead of one,

  The taste of death in life — which is the food

  Of art that has betrayed itself alive

  And is a food of hell. She might have heard 105

  Unhappily the temporary noise

  Of louder names than yours, and on frail urns

  That hardly will ensure a dwelling-place

  For even the dust that may be left of them,

  She might, and angrily, as like as not, 110

  Look soon to find your name, not finding it.

  She might, like many another born for joy

  And for sufficient fulness of the hour,

  Go famishing by now, and in the eyes

  Of pitying friends and dwindling satellites 115

  Be told of no uncertain dereliction

  Touching the cold offence of my decline.

  And even if this were so, and she were here

  Again to make a fact of all my fancy,

  How should I ask of her to see with me 120

  Through night where many a time I seem in vain

  To seek for new assurance of a gleam

  That comes at last, and then, so it appears,

  Only for you and me — and a few more,

  Perchance, albeit their faces are not many 125

  Among the ruins that are now around us.

  That was a fall, my friend, we had together —

  Or rather it was my house, mine alone,

  That fell, leaving you safe. Be glad for that.

  There’s life in you that shall outlive my clay 130

  That’s for a time alive and will in time

  Be nothing — but not yet. You that are there

  Where I have painted you are safe enough,

  Though I see dragons. Verily, that was a fall —

  A dislocating fall, a blinding fall, 135

  A fall indeed. But there are no bones broken;

  And even the teeth and eyes that I make out

  Among the shadows, intermittently,

  Show not so firm in their accoutrement

  Of terror-laden unreality 140

  As you in your neglect of their performance, —

  Though for their season we must humor them

  For what they are: devils undoubtedly,

  But not so parlous and implacable

  In their undoing of poor human triumph 145

  As easy fashion — or brief novelty

  That ails even while it grows, and like sick fruit

  Falls down anon to an indifferent earth

  To break with inward rot. I say all this,

  And I concede, in honor of your silence, 150

  A waste of innocent facility

  In tints of other colors than are mine.

  I cannot paint with words, but there’s a time

  For most of us when words are all we have

  To serve our stricken souls. And here you say, 155

  “Be careful, or you may commit your soul

  Soon to the very devil of your denial.”

  I might have wagered on you to say that,

  Knowing that I believe in you too surely

  To spoil you with a kick or paint you over. 160

  No, my good friend, Mynheer Rembrandt van Ryn —

  Sometime a personage in Amsterdam,

  But now not much — I shall not give myself

  To be the sport of any dragon-spawn

  Of Holland, or elsewhere. Holland was hell 165

  Not long ago, and there were dragons then

  More to be fought than any of these we see

  That we may foster now. They are not real,

  But not for that the less to be regarded;

  For there are slimy tyrants born of nothing 170

  That harden slowly into seeming life

  And have the strength of madness. I confess,

  Accordingly, the wisdom of your care

  That I look out for them. Whether I would

  Or not, I must; and here we are as one 175

  With our necessity. For though you loom

  A little harsh in your respect of time

  And circumstance, and of ordained eclipse,

  We know together of a golden flood

  That with its overflow shall drown away 180

  The dikes that held it; and we know thereby

  That in its rising light there lives a fire

  No devils th
at are lodging here in Holland

  Shall put out wholly, or much agitate,

  Except in unofficial preparation 185

  They put out first the sun. It’s well enough

  To think of them; wherefore I thank you, sir,

  Alike for your remembrance and attention.

  But there are demons that are longer-lived

  Than doubts that have a brief and evil term 190

  To congregate among the futile shards

  And architraves of eminent collapse.

  They are a many-favored family,

  All told, with not a misbegotten dwarf

  Among the rest that I can love so little 195

  As one occult abortion in especial

  Who perches on a picture (when it’s done)

  And says, “What of it, Rembrandt, if you do?”

  This incubus would seem to be a sort

  Of chorus, indicating, for our good, 200

  The silence of the few friends that are left:

  “What of it, Rembrandt, even if you know?”

  It says again; “and you don’t know for certain.

  What if in fifty or a hundred years

  They find you out? You may have gone meanwhile 205

  So greatly to the dogs that you’ll not care

  Much what they find. If this be all you are —

  This unaccountable aspiring insect —

  You’ll sleep as easy in oblivion

  As any sacred monk or parricide; 210

  And if, as you conceive, you are eternal,

  Your soul may laugh, remembering (if a soul

  Remembers) your befrenzied aspiration

  To smear with certain ochres and some oil

  A few more perishable ells of cloth, 215

  And once or twice, to square your vanity,

  Prove it was you alone that should achieve

  A mortal eye — that may, no less, tomorrow

  Show an immortal reason why today

  Men see no more. And what’s a mortal eye 220

  More than a mortal herring, who has eyes

  As well as you? Why not paint herrings, Rembrandt?

  Or if not herrings, why not a split beef?

  Perceive it only in its unalloyed

  Integrity, and you may find in it 225

  A beautified accomplishment no less

  Indigenous than one that appertains

  To gentlemen and ladies eating it.

  The same God planned and made you, beef and human;

  And one, but for His whim, might be the other.” 230

  That’s how he says it, Rembrandt, if you listen;

  He says it, and he goes. And then, sometimes,

  There comes another spirit in his place —

  One with a more engaging argument,

  And with a softer note for saying truth 235

  Not soft. Whether it be the truth or not,

  I name it so; for there’s a string in me

  Somewhere that answers — which is natural,

  Since I am but a living instrument

  Played on by powers that are invisible. 240

  “You might go faster, if not quite so far,”

  He says, “if in your vexed economy

  There lived a faculty for saying yes

  And meaning no, and then for doing neither;

  But since Apollo sees it otherwise, 245

  Your Dutchmen, who are swearing at you still

  For your pernicious filching of their florins,

  May likely curse you down their generation,

  Not having understood there was no malice

  Or grinning evil in a golden shadow 250

  That shall outshine their slight identities

  And hold their faces when their names are nothing.

  But this, as you discern, or should by now

  Surmise, for you is neither here nor there:

  You made your picture as your demon willed it; 255

  That’s about all of that. Now make as many

  As may be to be made, — for so you will,

  Whatever the toll may be, and hold your light

  So that you see, without so much to blind you

  As even the cobweb-flash of a misgiving, 260

  Assured and certain that if you see right

  Others will have to see — albeit their seeing

  Shall irk them out of their serenity

  For such a time as umbrage may require.

  But there are many reptiles in the night 265

  That now is coming on, and they are hungry;

  And there’s a Rembrandt to be satisfied

  Who never will be, howsoever much

  He be assured of an ascendency

  That has not yet a shadow’s worth of sound 270

  Where Holland has its ears. And what of that?

  Have you the weary leisure or sick wit

  That breeds of its indifference a false envy

  That is the vermin on accomplishment?

  Are you inaugurating your new service 275

  With fasting for a food you would not eat?

  You are the servant, Rembrandt, not the master, —

  But you are not assigned with other slaves

  That in their freedom are the most in fear.

  One of the few that are so fortunate 280

  As to be told their task and to be given

  A skill to do it with a tool too keen

  For timid safety, bow your elected head

  Under the stars tonight, and whip your devils

  Each to his nest in hell. Forget your days, 285

  And so forgive the years that may not be

  So many as to be more than you may need

  For your particular consistency

  In your peculiar folly. You are counting

  Some fewer years than forty at your heels; 290

  And they have not pursued your gait so fast

  As your oblivion — which has beaten them,

  And rides now on your neck like an old man

  With iron shins and fingers. Let him ride

  (You haven’t so much to say now about that), 295

  And in a proper season let him run.

  You may be dead then, even as you may now

  Anticipate some other mortal strokes

  Attending your felicity; and for that,

  Oblivion heretofore has done some running 300

  Away from graves, and will do more of it.”

  That’s how it is your wiser spirit speaks,

  Rembrandt. If you believe him, why complain?

  If not, why paint? And why, in any event,

  Look back for the old joy and the old roses, 305

  Or the old fame? They are all gone together,

  And Saskia with them; and with her left out,

  They would avail no more now than one strand

  Of Samson’s hair wound round his little finger

  Before the temple fell. Nor more are you 310

  In any sudden danger to forget

  That in Apollo’s house there are no clocks

  Or calendars to say for you in time

  How far you are away from Amsterdam,

  Or that the one same law that bids you see 315

  Where now you see alone forbids in turn

  Your light from Holland eyes till Holland ears

  Are told of it; for that way, my good fellow,

  Is one way more to death. If at the first

  Of your long turning, which may still be longer 320

  Than even your faith has measured it, you sigh

  For distant welcome that may not be seen,

  Or wayside shouting that will not be heard,

  You may as well accommodate your greatness

  To the convenience of an easy ditch, 325

  And, anchored there with all your widowed gold,

  Forget your darkness in the dark, and hear

  No longer the cold wash of Holland scorn.

 
The Poems

  Harvard University, Cambridge, Massachusetts — aged 21, Robinson took classes in English, French, and Shakespeare, as well as Anglo-Saxon, which he later dropped. Within the first fortnight of being there, The Harvard Advocate published Robinson’s ‘Ballade of a Ship’.

  LIST OF POEMS IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER

  The Man Against the Sky

  Flammonde

  The Gift of God

  The Clinging Vine

  Cassandra

  John Gorham

  Stafford’s Cabin

  Hillcrest

  Old King Cole

  Ben Jonson Entertains a Man from Stratford

  Eros Turannos

  Old Trails

  The Unforgiven

  Theophilus

  Veteran Sirens

  Siege Perilous

  Another Dark Lady

  The Voice of Age

  The Dark House

  The Poor Relation

  The Burning Book

  Fragment

  Lisette and Eileen

  Llewellyn and the Tree

  Bewick Finzer

  Bokardo

  The Man Against the Sky

  The Children of the Night

  John Evereldown

  Luke Havergal

  Three Quatrains

  An Old Story

  Ballade by the Fire

  Ballade of Broken Flutes

  Her Eyes

  Two Men

  Villanelle of Change

  The House on the Hill

  Richard Corey

  Boston

  Calvary

  Dear Friends

  The Story of the Ashes and the Flame

  Amaryllis

  Zola

  The Pity of the Leaves

  Aaron Stark

  The Garden

  Cliff Klingenhagen

  Charles Carville’s Eyes

  The Dead Village

  Two Sonnets

  The Clerks

  Fleming Helphenstine

  Thomas Hood

  Horace to Leuconoë

  Reuben Bright

  The Altar

  The Tavern

  Sonnet

  George Crabbe

  Credo

  On the Night of a Friend’s Wedding

  Sonnet

  Verlaine

  Sonnet

  Supremacy

  The Chorus of Old Men in “Ægeus”

  The Wilderness

  Octaves

  Two Quatrains

  The Torrent

  L’envoy

  Captain Craig, Etc.

  Captain Craig

  Captain Craig: II

  Captain Craig: III.

  Isaac and Archibald

  The Return of Morgan and Fingal

  Aunt Imogen

  The Klondike

  The Growth of “Lorraine”

 

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