Complete Works of Elizabeth Barrett Browning

by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

  There now — I’ve done with politics to-day. Only just let me tell you that Cormenin is said to be the adviser in the matter of the Orleans decrees. So much the worse for him.

  Whom do you think I saw yesterday? George Sand. Oh, I have been in such fear about it! It’s the most difficult thing to get access to her, and, notwithstanding our letter from Mazzini, we were assured on all sides that she would not see us. She has been persecuted by bookmakers — run to ground by the race, and, after having quite lost her on her former visit to Paris, it was in half despair that we seized on an opportunity of committing our letter of introduction to a friend of a friend of hers, who promised to put it into her own hands. With the letter I wrote a little note — I writing, as I was the woman, and both of us signing it. To my delight, we had an answer by the next day’s post, gracious and graceful, desiring us to call on her last Sunday.

  So we went. Robert let me at last, though I had a struggle for even that, the air being rather over-sharp for me. But I represented to him that one might as well lose one’s life as one’s peace of mind for ever, and if I lost seeing her I should with difficulty get over it. So I put on my respirator, smothered myself with furs, and, in a close carriage, did not run much risk after all.

  She received us very kindly, with hand stretched out, which I, with a natural emotion (I assure you my heart beat), stooped and kissed, when she said quickly, ‘Mais non, je ne veux pas,’ and kissed my lips. She is somewhat large for her height — not tall — and was dressed with great nicety in a sort of grey serge gown and jacket, made after the ruling fashion just now, and fastened up to the throat, plain linen collarette and sleeves. Her hair was uncovered, divided on the forehead in black, glossy bandeaux, and twisted up behind. The eyes and brow are noble, and the nose is of a somewhat Jewish character; the chin a little recedes, and the mouth is not good, though mobile, flashing out a sudden smile with its white projecting teeth. There is no sweetness in the face, but great moral as well as intellectual capacities — only it never could have been a beautiful face, which a good deal surprised me. The chief difference in it since it was younger is probably that the cheeks are considerably fuller than they used to be, but this of course does not alter the type. Her complexion is of a deep olive. I observed that her hands were small and well-shaped. We sate with her perhaps three-quarters of an hour or more — in which time she gave advice and various directions to two or three young men who were there, showing her confidence in us by the freest use of names and allusion to facts. She seemed to be, in fact, the man in that company, and the profound respect with which she was listened to a good deal impressed me. You are aware from the newspapers that she came to Paris for the purpose of seeing the President in behalf of certain of her friends, and that it was a successful mediation. What is peculiar in her manners and conversation is the absolute simplicity of both. Her voice is low and rapid, without emphasis or variety of modulation. Except one brilliant smile, she was grave — indeed, she was speaking of grave matters, and many of her friends are in adversity. But you could not help seeing (both Robert and I saw it) that in all she said, even in her kindness and pity, there was an under-current of scorn. A scorn of pleasing she evidently had; there never could have been a colour of coquetry in that woman. Her very freedom from affectation and consciousness had a touch of disdain. But I liked her. I did not love her, but I felt the burning soul through all that quietness, and was not disappointed in George Sand. When we rose to go I could not help saying, ‘C’est pour la dernière fois,’ and then she asked us to repeat our visit next Sunday, and excused herself from coming to see us on the ground of a great press of engagements. She kissed me again when we went away, and Robert kissed her hand.

  Lady Elgin has offered to take him one day this week to visit Lamartine (who, we hear, will be glad to see us, having a cordial feeling towards England and English poets), but I shall wait for some very warm day for that visit, not meaning to run mortal risks, except for George Sand. Nota bene. We didn’t see her smoke.

  Robert has ventured to send to your house, my dearest friend, two copies of ‘Shelley’ besides yours — one for Mr. Procter, and one for Mrs. Jameson, with kindest love, both. There is no hurry about either, you know. We wanted another for dear Miss Bayley, but we have only six copies, and don’t keep one for ourselves, and she won’t care, I dare say.

  Your ever most affectionate and grateful

  Ba.

  Will you let your servant put this letter into the post for Miss Mitford? She upset me by her book, but had the most affectionate intentions, and I am obliged to her for what she meant. Then I am morbid, I know.

  Tell dearest Miss Bayley, with my love, I shall write to her soon.

  To Mrs. Jameson

  [Paris], 138 Avenue des Champs-Elysées:

  February 26, .

  Never believe of me so bad a thing as that I could have received from you, my ever dear and very dear friend, such a letter as you describe, and rung hollow in return. I did not get your letter, so how could I send an answer? Your letter’s lost, like some other happy things. But I thank you for it fervently, guessing from what you say the sympathy and affection of it. I thank you for it most gratefully.

  As for poor dear Miss Mitford’s book, I was entirely upset by the biography she thought it necessary or expedient to give of me. Oh, if our friends would but put off anatomising one till after one was safely dead, and call to mind that, previously, we have nerves to be agonised and morbid brains to be driven mad! I am morbid, I know. I can’t bear some words even from Robert. Like the lady who lay in the grave, and was ever after of the colour of a shroud, so I am white-souled, the past has left its mark with me for ever. And now (this is the worst) every newspaper critic who talks of my poems may refer to other things. I shall not feel myself safe a moment from references which stab like a knife.

  But poor dear Miss Mitford, if we don’t forgive what’s meant as kindness, how are we to forgive what’s meant as injury? In my first agitation I felt it as a real vexation that I couldn’t be angry with her. How could I, poor thing? She has always loved me, and been so anxious to please me, and this time she seriously thought that Robert and I would be delighted. Extraordinary defect of comprehension!

  Still, I did not, I could not, conceal from her that she had given me great pain, and she replied in a tone which really made me almost feel ungrateful for being pained, she said ‘rather that her whole book had perished than have given me a moment’s pain.’ How are you to feel after that?

  For the rest, it appears that she had merely come forward to the rescue of my reputation, no more than so. Sundry romantic tales had been in circulation about me. I was ‘in widow’s weeds’ in my habitual costume — and, in fact, before I was married I had grievously scandalised the English public (the imaginative part of the public), and it was expedient to ‘tirer de l’autre coté.’

  Well, I might have laughed at that — but I didn’t. I wrote a very affectionate letter, for I really love Miss Mitford, though she understands me no more under certain respects than you in England understand Louis Napoleon and the French nation. Love’s love. She meant the best to me — and so, do you, who have a much more penetrating sense of delicacy, forgive her for my sake, dear friend....

  Of the memoirs of Madame Ossoli, I know only the extracts in the ‘Athenæum.’ She was a most interesting woman to me, though I did not sympathise with a large portion of her opinions. Her written works are just naught. She said herself they were sketches, thrown out in haste and for the means of subsistence, and that the sole production of hers which was likely to represent her at all would be the history of the Italian Revolution. In fact, her reputation, such as it was in America, seemed to stand mainly on her conversation and oral lectures. If I wished anyone to do her justice, I should say, as I have indeed said, ‘Never read what she has written.’ The letters, however, are individual, and full, I should fancy, of that magnetic personal influence which was so strong in her. I felt drawn in
towards her, during our short intercourse; I loved her, and the circumstances of her death shook me to the very roots of my heart. The comfort is, that she lost little in this world — the change could not be loss to her. She had suffered, and was likely to suffer still more.

  And now, am I to tell you that I have seen George Sand twice, and am to see her again? Ah, there is no time to tell you, for I must shut up this letter. She sate, like a priestess, the other morning in a circle of eight or nine men, giving no oracles, except with her splendid eyes, sitting at the corner of the fire, and warming her feet quietly, in a general silence of the most profound deference. There was something in the calm disdain of it which pleased me, and struck me as characteristic. She was George Sand, that was enough: you wanted no proof of it. Robert observed that ‘if any other mistress of a house had behaved so, he would have walked out of the room’ — but, as it was, no sort of incivility was meant. In fact, we hear that she ‘likes us very much,’ and as we went away she called me ‘chère Madame’ and kissed me, and desired to see us both again.

  I did not read myself the passage in question from Miss M.’s book. I couldn’t make up my mind, my courage, to look at it. But I understood from Robert.

  To Mrs. Martin

  [Paris], 138 Avenue des Ch.-Elysées:

  February 27, .

  I get your second letter, my dearest Mrs. Martin, before I answer your first, which makes me rather ashamed.

  ... Dearest friend, it is true that I have seldom been so upset as by this act of poor dear Miss Mitford’s, and the very impossibility of being vindictive on this occasion increased my agitation at the moment....

  There are defects in delicacy and apprehensiveness, one cannot deny it, and yet I assure you that a more generous and fervent woman never lived than dear Miss Mitford is, and if you knew her you would do her this justice. She is better in herself than in her books — more large, more energetic, more human altogether. I think I understand her better on the whole than she understands me (which is not saying much), and I admire her on various accounts. She talks better, for instance, than most writers, male or female, whom I have had any intercourse with. And affectionate in the extreme, she has always been to me.

  So I have mystified you and disgusted you with my politics, and my friends in England have put me in the corner; just so....

  The French nation is very peculiar. We choose to boast ourselves of being different in England, but we have simply les qualités de nos défauts after all. The clash of speculative opinions is dreadful here, practical men catch at the ideal as if it were a loaf of bread, and they literally set about cutting out their Romeos ‘into little stars,’ as if that were the most natural thing in the world. As for the socialists, I quite agree with you that various of them, yes, and some of their chief men, are full of pure and noble aspiration, the most virtuous of men and the most benevolent. Still, they hold in their hands, in their clean hands, ideas that kill, ideas which defile, ideas which, if carried out, would be the worst and most crushing kind of despotism. I would rather live under the feet of the Czar than in those states of perfectibility imagined by Fourier and Cabet, if I might choose my ‘pis aller.’ All these speculators (even Louis Blanc, who is one of the most rational) would revolutionalise, not merely countries, but the elemental conditions of humanity, it seems to me; none of them seeing that antagonism is necessary to all progress. A man, in walking, must set one foot before another, and in climbing (as Dante observed long ago) the foot behind ‘è sempre il più basso.’ Only the gods (Plato tells us) keep both feet joined together in moving onward. It is not so, and cannot be so, with men.

  But I think that not only in relation to the socialists, but to the monarchies, is L.N. the choice of the French people. I think that they will not bear the monarchies, they will not have either of them, they put them away. It seems to me that the French people is essentially democratical, and that by the vote in question they never meant to give away either rights or liberties. The extraordinary part of the actual position is that the Government, with these ugly signs of despotism in its face, stands upon the democracy (is no ‘military despotism,’ therefore, in any sense, as the English choose to say), and may be thrown, and will be thrown, on that day when it disappoints the popular expectation. For my part, I am hopeful both for this reason and for others. I hope we shall do better, when there is greater calm; that presently there will be relaxation where there is stringency, and room to breathe and speak. At present it is a dictatorship, and we can’t expect at such a time the ease and liberty of a regular government. The constitution itself may be modified, as the very terms of it imply, and the laws of the Press not carried out. Even as it is, all the English papers, infamous in their abuse of the Government (because of their falsifications and exaggerations properly called infamous) and highly immoral in their tone towards France generally, come in as usual, without an official finger being lifted up to hinder them. Louis Philippe would not admit Punch, you remember, on account of a few personal sarcasms....

  So much there is to say, and the post going. Can you read as I write on at a full gallop? Don’t be out of heart. Do let us trust France — not L. Napoleon, but France....

  Dearest friends, think of me as your

  Ever affectionate

  Ba.

  To Miss Mitford

  [Paris], 138 Avenue des Ch.-Elysées:

  April 7, 1852.

  What a time seems to have passed since I wrote to you, my ever loved friend! Again and again I have been on the point of writing, and something has stopped me always. I have wished to wait till I had more about this and that to gossip of, and so the time went on. Now I am getting impatient to have news of you, and to learn whether the lovely spring has brought you any good yet as to health and strength. Don’t take vengeance on my silence, but write, write....

  Yes, I want to see Béranger, and so does Robert. George Sand we came to know a great deal more of. I think Robert saw her six times. Once he met her near the Tuileries, offered her his arm, and walked with her the whole length of the gardens. She was not on that occasion looking as well as usual, being a little too much ‘endimanchée’ in terrestrial lavenders and supercelestial blues — not, in fact, dressed with the remarkable taste which he has seen in her at other times. Her usual costume is both pretty and quiet, and the fashionable waistcoat and jacket (which are a spectacle in all the ‘Ladies’ Companions’ of the day) make the only approach to masculine wearings to be observed in her. She has great nicety and refinement in her personal ways, I think, and the cigarette is really a feminine weapon if properly understood. Ah, but I didn’t see her smoke. I was unfortunate. I could only go with Robert three times to her house, and once she was out. He was really very good and kind to let me go at all, after he found the sort of society rampant around her. He didn’t like it extremely, but, being the prince of husbands, he was lenient to my desires and yielded the point. She seems to live in the abomination of desolation, as far as regards society — crowds of ill-bred men who adore her à genoux bas, betwixt a puff of smoke and an ejection of saliva. Society of the ragged Red diluted with the lower theatrical. She herself so different, so apart, as alone in her melancholy disdain! I was deeply interested in that poor woman, I felt a profound compassion for her. I did not mind much the Greek in Greek costume who tutoyéd her, and kissed her, I believe, so Robert said; or the other vulgar man of the theatre who went down on his knees and called her ‘sublime.’ ‘Caprice d’amitié,’ said she, with her quiet, gentle scorn. A noble woman under the mud, be certain. I would kneel down to her, too, if she would leave it all, throw it off, and be herself as God made her. But she would not care for my kneeling; she does not care for me. Perhaps she doesn’t care for anybody by this time — who knows? She wrote one, or two, or three kind notes to me, and promised to ‘venir m’embrasser’ before she left Paris; but she did not come. We both tried hard to please her, and she told a friend of ours that she ‘liked us’; only we always felt that we couldn
’t penetrate — couldn’t really touch her — it was all vain. Her play failed, though full of talent. It didn’t draw, and was withdrawn accordingly. I wish she would keep to her romances, in which her real power lies.

  We have found out Jadin, Alexandre Dumas’ friend and companion in the ‘Speronare.’ He showed Robert at his house poor Louis Philippe’s famous ‘umbrella,’ and the Duke of Orleans’ uniform, and the cup from which Napoleon took his coffee, which stood beside him as he signed the abdication. Then there was a picture of ‘Milord’ hanging up. I must go to see too. Said Robert: ‘Then Alexandre Dumas doesn’t write romances always?’ (You know it was like a sudden spectacle of one of Leda’s eggs.) ‘Indeed,’ replied Jadin, ‘he wrote the true history of his own travels, only, of course, seeing everything, like a poet, from his own point of view.’ Alfred de Musset was to have been at M. Buloz’s, where Robert was a week ago, on purpose to meet him, but he was prevented in some way. His brother Paul de Musset, a very different person, was there instead — but we hope to have Alfred on another occasion. Do you know his poems? He is not capable of large grasps, but he has poet’s life and blood in him, I assure you. He is said to be at the feet of Rachel just now, and a man may nearly as well be with a tigress in a cage. He began with the Princess Belgiojoso — followed George Sand — Rachel finishes, is likely to ‘finish’ in every sense. In the intervals, he plays at chess. There’s the anatomy of a man!