by David Horne
“Been a while,” he moaned. “So good, Sawyer. Harder.”
I gave him what he needed. I tightened my grip on his hips and began slamming inside of him. He called out my name as I claimed his ass. I squeezed the firm globes in my hands as I picked up speed. I watched as I slid in and out of his body. It was so erotic and that I nearly came right then and there.
“Need you to come for me, sweetheart,” I groaned as I swiveled my hips and tried to find that spot inside that would drive him wild.
“Fuck! Right there, oh fuck yes, Sawyer. Right there, baby.”
“Stroke yourself. Come for me,” I growled as I gave him everything I had. I slammed into him over and over. The sounds of our sex filling the air. Logan called out my name and it was the most beautiful sound I’d ever heard. I felt his body shaking as he jerked himself and I made a note to get him on his back next time so I could see him jerking his gorgeous cock.
“Gonna come,” he moaned, and I felt his muscles tighten around me as I pegged that spot inside. Then He neck was arching and his body shook as he came with my name on his lips.
I groaned and fucked into him until he was screaming how good it was, how he was still coming and “oh fuck baby, come for me.” And I did. I moaned his name like prayer as my spine tingled and my balls drew up and then I came. My entire body trembled at the power of my orgasm. It was like I was coming out of my skin with how powerful it was. It felt like it lasted for hours and when I finally came back to myself, I reluctantly slid from Logan’s body.
He rolled to his side; eyes have lidded with a dopey smile on his face as he looked up at me. I slid the condom off and tossed it in the can before I leaned over Logan and took his mouth in a deep kiss. He moaned against my lips as his hands slowly caressed my skin.
We kissed for the longest time and I only pulled away to get us a towel to clean up with. And once we were clean, I pulled back the comforter and climbed into bed. I pulled Logan to me who came willingly. He curled around me and I held on to him as tightly as I possibly could. He may not have realized it, but he would soon. He was mine and I wasn’t going to let him go.
Chapter Thirteen
Logan
The rest of the trip went by in a blur. But it was a beautiful blur. We spent our days exploring the island and my nights were spent wrapped up int the arms of Sawyer. It was insane how natural it felt to be with him, and I found myself thinking about how hard it was going to be for me to say goodbye to him. This was supposed to be us just having fun. But my heart was hearing none of it. Each day that I spent with him, gave me reasons to like him more and more. He was smart, funny and charming. He was attentive, almost as much as me. He wanted to make sure I was okay as much as I did the same for him.
Sheila seemed thrilled that Sawyer and I were hitting it off and it made me feel a bit guilty. I didn’t know if Sawyer only saw this a vacation hookup or if he was feeling more. I was too scared to ask him out of fear he’d tell me I was just his booty call for the week. The thought made my chest ache. This was why I didn’t do relationships. They could get complicated.
On Christmas night, Sheila and Brendan told us all to meet in their suite and to bring our gifts. Prior to the trip, I’d gotten everyone gift cards to their favorite stores. But then I hadn’t expected Sawyer, so one day when we’d been out in the shopping center, I’d decided to pick up something special for him and I prayed it wasn’t too much.
Sawyer and I walked hand in hand to his parents’ suite and I smiled to myself every time he held my hand. It was like we were a real couple and, in all honesty, I was realizing that’s what I wanted. I wanted for us to be a couple. I wanted to be with Sawyer.
We walked inside and I laughed as I took in the tiny decorated tree sitting in the center of a long, table.
“Do I want to know how you convinced the hotel to make this happen,” Sawyer said as he walked over to kiss his mom on the cheek.
“I have my ways,” she said with a grin. “Place your presents round the tree, we’ll be opening them soon.”
I placed my presents round the tree and held on Sawyer’s a few seconds longer before I placed it on the table and met him at the couch. He sat down and took my hand pulling me to sit next to him. His laced our fingers together and laid them on his knee. I grinned and tightened my hold in his. It felt amazing to feel this wanted by someone but at the same time, I feared how it would make me feel once it was gone.
“I’m so happy that you two are together,” Sheila said as she looked at Sawyer and me. “I knew you’d be perfect together,” she said and I tensed, waiting for Sawyers response. He glanced at me and there was something in his eyes that caused my chest to swell. He looked at me as if I was someone special. Like he was happy I was there next to him.
He kissed my forehead and sighed before he gave his mom his attention again, “Yeah, ma. Me too.” My heart was really in danger with this man. Sawyer had to power to destroy and fuck me if I was willing to take the chance and make it happen. Maybe it was the holiday season that was leaving me hopeful but I wanted to believe in Sawyer and me.
When it was time to open the gifts, I was feeling a bit nervous. I glanced at Carter who gave me a thumbs up. Days ago, I’d gone to him and told him I wanted to get Sawyer something special for Christmas. Carter had grinned and told me he knew just the thing.
Sheila began handing out presents and my hands began to shake as she handed Sawyer my gift. He frowned at it for a second before he shot me smile. We took turns opening our gifts and when it was my turn, I found myself getting choked up.
Each member of the family had bought me something. A white doctors coat with Dr. Oliver stitched into the pocket. A stethoscope with my initials carved in. I felt myself getting choked up and felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and found Carter smiling down at me.
“We believe in you. I know you’re worried about med school but you’ve got this.”
I nodded as I fought back tears. I ran my fingers gently over the white coat as I thanked everyone.
Sawyer was the last to open his gifts. I held my breath as he got to mine and suddenly wondered if I should stop him but he was already removing the ribbon from the box and lifting the lid. I held my breath as he removed the beautiful, handmade scarf from the box.
“Sawyer loves hand crafted things. Whenever we go on vacation, he tries to find unique, hand made things. He appreciates hard work and loves to give back to people who take their time to create beautiful things.” Carter had told me.
I’d seen the scarves and how beautiful they were. Looking at them, I could tell a lot of time had gone into it. I’d purchased two, one for me and one for Sawyer. I’d only hoped it was enough.
Sawyer placed the scarf back in the box without a word and for a split second I thought I’d chosen wrong but then he was out of his chair and pulling me up from mine. He pulled me to his chest and kissed me right there in front of everyone. It wasn’t a small kiss either. No, this kiss spoke volumes. It was almost like he was claiming me, right then and there and I didn’t mind. I wanted to be claimed by this beautiful man.
When he broke the kiss, he pressed his forehead to mine and sighed. “Thank you Logan, it’s beautiful.”
“You’re welcome.”
He kissed me again before he took his seat again. But something was off with him after that. When dinner was served, he didn’t engage in conversation and kept his head down for most of the night. I was really starting to think I’d screwed up somehow.
At the end of dinner, I took Sawyer by the hand and led him out onto the balcony and away from all the noise coming from inside. I moved us over to one of the benches and pulled him down next to me. I wrapped an arm around his shoulder, and he sank into me. I held him tight and waited for him to speak. I knew something was on his mind and I would have waited all night for him to tell me what was going on. I didn’t have to wait long.
“I’ve been in love once in my life,” he began and I felt my breath hitch. “He�
�d been my best friend and I thought we’d be together forever but then he broke my heart beyond repair.” I listened patiently as he told me about Hayden and their failed engagement. His reaction at the airport made a lot more sense to me now and I wanted to punch myself for bringing up such a bad memory for him.
“Do you still have feelings for him?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.
“No, I don’t feel anything for him anymore. Honestly, I haven’t felt much of anything for anyone since then.” He fell silent again and I felt my heart begin to crack at his words, that was until he said, “Until you.”
My breath caught in my chest as Sawyer turned to face me. His eyes locked with mine and I felt unable to move. His hands gripped mine in a tight squeeze before he took in a deep breath.
“I’m falling for you Logan. Hard. It wasn’t expected and I’m not really sure how to deal with it. I told myself I’d never give my heart away again, that I wouldn’t be able to live with the pain of it breaking again and I honestly believe you have the power to destroy me. Look at how quickly you made me fall for you. I can’t imagine what it would feel like if I gave you my heart and you didn’t want it.”
I blinked rapidly as my own heart began to beat like a drum in my chest. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. It was a complete reflection of my own heart but it felt too good to be true.
“People don’t keep me,” I said and Sawyer fell silent. “My mother gave me up when I was just a baby. My dad seemed to be gone way before I was born. None of my foster parents wanted me, no matter how well behaved I was. People… they just don’t keep me, Sawyer. I don’t allow myself to get close to anyone because I know they’ll eventually leave me. I leave for med school soon; will I still have my best friend when it’s over? Or will he be gone too? Your Mom and Dad, will they even care that I’m not around as much?” I felt my throat getting tight and tried to talk my way around it. I’d never said any of this out loud and it scared me just how much it was hurting.
“I don’t like to lose people. Especially people I’ve grown to love and care about. I- I didn’t expect to feel anything for you. I ran from that hotel because I woke up the next morning and the need to stay was so damn strong that I forced myself to leave. How was I feeling something so strongly about a stranger? I thought I was losing my mind but then there you were again, and my heart was screaming, yes, this is it. But it couldn’t be.”
Sawyer’s breathing picked up and I watched as his chest began to rise and fall as he tried to steady his own breathing. But still I kept on.
“You have the power to destroy me Sawyer. I didn’t come on this trip expecting to fall for you, but I swear to God, if you let me love you, I promise to never hurt you. I promise to give you the best of me and I promise to keep you. I just need you to want to keep me too.”
Sawyer’s mouth slammed down on mine and I cupped his cheeks as he claimed my mouth. His fingers buried themselves in my hair and our tongues danced against one another as our breathing became labored. I don’t know how long we’d kissed for but it was Sawyer who ended it and pressed his forehead to mine
“I don’t know what it is about you that makes me this crazy, but I don’t want to lose it. I want to keep you Logan. I want you to fall in love with me and I want to show you that I can love you. That I can be good for you. Will you let me?”
***
I climbed on top of Sawyer and quickly began removing his clothes from his body. We’d practically run out of his parents’ suite after I’d agreed to dating him. I needed my hands on his body. I needed to be inside of him.
I laid on top of him, our skin burning with need. Never in a million years did I think a one-night stand would turn into this. That I’d meet the person who would change my heart.
I kissed Sawyer with all that I had in me and he responded in kind.
“Get a condom on and give me what I need,” he purred in my ear and my entire body shook with my need for him. I quickly scrambled away so I could grab a condom and lube. I tossed them both onto the bed before I crawled back between Sawyer’s legs. His hand disappeared between us as he began a slow stroke up and down my length. I grunted and sighed as pleasure radiated through my body.
“You’ve got magic hands, Dr. Dallas,” I groaned, and Sawyer chuckled.
“Good to know, Dr. Oliver,” he replied. “Now, suit up doc, I have a prescription that needs to be filled.”
“Dude,” I groaned as he laughed. “That was so bad,” I said. Sawyer laughed and I watched as his eyes twinkled with his happiness. I did that. I made him this happy. Knowing I could bring him this sort of joy, did things to my heart. I knew right then that I’d do everything in my power to keep that light in his eyes and that smile on his face.
“I’m going to love you,” I said and Sawyer’s eyes went soft. “It may take some time but that’s because I have a lot to work through. But I will love you Sawyer. I’m going to love you so damn hard it may be too much to handle.”
His hand cupped my face as he pulled me down for a deep kiss. “It’ll never be too much baby. Make love to me Logan.”
So, I did just that. I took my time as I stretched him. I watched his face as it twisted in pleasure. I stroked his length as he rode the fingers stretching him. He was beautiful lost in his pleasure and it was a sight I’d never get tired of seeing.
When I finally slid inside of him, I was so turned on I thought I’d bust right then and there. But I went slow. I moved in and out of him, loving the slow glide of him around me. His fingers dug into my back with each long, deep stroke I took inside of him.
“Perfect. You’re so perfect for me,” he whispered reverently. I picked up my pace and began pegging his g-spot. Sawyer called out my name and I watched his dick as it began to leak pre-cum. I wrapped my hand around his length and began to stroke him in the rhythm of my strokes.
“Fuck, sweetheart you’re going to make me come,” he groaned and leaned over, making my thrusts deeper, pegging his spot harder.
“Love when you call me that, baby,” I whispered above him as my own orgasm began to creep up on me. I knew it was going to be huge and I braced myself as I slammed into Sawyer.
“Yes,” he shouted. “Right there Logan. Fuck me harder honey. Make me come.”
I gritted my teeth and slammed into him as hard as I could as I stroke his dick with a tight grip. Sawyer’s eyes rolled to the back of his head. Right before his body began to convulse, he tightened around me as rope after rope of thick cum shot from the head of his cock. He made a guttural sound as he continued to come.
“Fuck, I’m coming,” I shouted, and it was my turn for my eyes to close as I buried myself in deep and shot load after load into the condom. I may have called out Sawyer’s name, but I was too blissed out to notice. I saw stars as pleasure wracked my body. I kissed Sawyer with a fierceness I didn’t know I possessed, and he met me in kind. His arms held on to me as tightly as they could as if he didn’t want to let me go and fuck me if that didn’t make me emotional.
“Don’t let me go,” I whispered and then Sawyer whispered in my ear, a word that I knew deep down to my bones that he meant.
“Never.”
Epilogue
Sawyer
Two Years Later.
I nearly ran off the plane when it landed in Atlanta. It had been a crazy year and I was more anxious than I’d ever been. After we returned home from vacation, Logan and I had sat down and had a long talk about what we were doing moving forward. With him likely going to school in Maryland and me being in California, it was going to be a test to our budding relationship. But I was willing to put in the effort and so was Logan.
Every break he had from school, I was either flying out to see him or he was flying out to see me. Med school was kicking his ass but my man was a fighter. I helped him in every way I could and soon he was done with his first year and had made The President’s list. I’d never been so proud of him.
But the distance was wearing on me. I lo
ved Logan with every fiber of my being and being away from him was no longer an option for me. I’d begun applying for jobs in Maryland a year after we were dating. It was a long process, but I’d finally gotten a call for an interview. I hadn’t told Logan just in case it didn’t work out. He’d gone ahead to Brooksburg where I promised to see him later.
It had been five months since I’d seen him face to face. I hadn’t been able to come home for Thanksgiving and it had killed me, but I no longer had to worry about the distance.
I ran out of the terminal and my knees nearly gave out when my eyes landed on him. I wasn’t expecting to see him for a few more hours but there he was looking as handsome as I’d ever seen him. His eyes locked with mine and a slow smile appeared on his face. I was running again and soon I was in his arms.
He held on to me as he never wanted to let me go and the feeling was mutual. My heart felt at ease and I fought back the tears that wanted to escape. I’d missed him. In the two years that we’d been dating, my feelings for Logan never faded. They only grew stronger with each second I got to know him better. He was an amazing man and I was so lucky to call him mine.
“Missed you so fucking much,” he said as he held me to him.
“Ditto, sweetheart,” I said before I leaned back to place a kiss on his lips. We both sighed and it felt like coming home.
***
The ride to Brooksburg was quiet but mostly because we couldn’t stop looking at each other and giggling like a group of teenage girls. It was ridiculous but my heart was so full, I didn’t even care.
We arrived at my parent’s house and I was greeted with warm hugs. Kimmy stepped out of the kitchen and my heart melted as I took in her swollen belly. Carter had called me six months ago, completely freaked out. He was terrified of becoming a dad.
“Carter, we were raised by the best man in the entire world. I’m pretty sure there’s no way we can be shitty father’s when ours is so amazing,” I’d told him and then he was okay.