Looking for Alaska
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Down in the walk-in freezers at Captain Jack’s, where Aaron and Luke had worked their first summer here, we had four huge boxes filled with vacuum-packed silver salmon, king salmon, red salmon, halibut, and lingcod. Everyone had caught some of it on our outrageously good family ocean-fishing trips on The Servant right outside of Seward. We would have to buy a new freezer when we got back to our farm, a place I loved and yet had not missed as much as I would have thought.
We were back in Tennessee in just a few hours, really. It was as if we’d only been gone the weekend. Or had we been gone a lifetime? It had seemed so difficult to leave, and yet it was so easy to come back home. Part of that was because when you’ve lived in Alaska, living in other places seems easier, less challenging, less threatening. The first thing I remember thinking was that I did not have to look up so often, at mountains and glaciers, or stare out at the endless ocean and tundra. Alaska had enlarged each of us. Whenever I get in long lines or jammed traffic, I think of Alaska. When I feel that I cannot overcome, I think of her people. No one is ever the same after coming back from Alaska.
Captain Tim Fleming, me, Rita, Julianne, Brooke, Jody, Trey, Cayla, Aaron, Rebekah, Luke and Trey’s sister Dora and mother Janice on Fox Island on Brooke and Trey’s wedding day.
Epilogue
Jump Out of That Plane
Milling around in the hallway of the Franklin Road Academy gymnasium were just over seventy high school students in caps and gowns. Some had been going to school together here since kindergarten. Soon, Jed and his classmates from the class of 2001 would march, one by one, through double metal doors to take their seats for graduation.
After their senior prom just a few weeks ago, about half of these humans had spent the night at our farm. Jed, Luke, and Jed’s friends Kyle, who is going to NYU, and Rob, who is going to the University of Tennessee, had come out that morning and gathered enough dead trees, cut up with my chain saw, to make a pile of wood as big as an Alaskan single-room log cabin. When Jed, Kyle, and Rob lit the woodpile that night, the flames from the sun-dried trees seemed to reach the moon.
The mercury lights glared from above and reminded me of the brilliance of a glacier’s reflected light. Alaska was never far away from me. Since I’d been back, I’d noticed that there was a calmer center in me; I could be in tight, milling crowds like this one or under intense pressure and not feel like I needed to escape.
Tiger Williams, head of the upper school, gave out several awards, the same kinds of prizes that were going to students in every high school in the country. Frankly, our family has not been known as award winners. Most of us are too ornery or dance to the beat of some drummer that others don’t hear. But Jed was awarded Outstanding Senior Boy. At the beginning, Tiger had asked the audience not to scream and whistle for their family members, but several families totally disregarded her. One person even used a foghorn—a bit rowdy for so many well-behaved people.
Then Courtney Beavers, valedictorian, got up to make her speech. Her curly brown hair seemed more windblown and wild than usual. She and Jed were both going to the University of Southern California. I remember her, year after year, skinny and shy, winning all kinds of academic awards. She began quietly, talking about how being done with high school meant she and the class of 2001 could begin living their dreams in the daylight. She then informed her parents, that she, her older brother, and three classmates, including Jed, had jumped out of a plane yesterday at fourteen thousand feet. I couldn’t see Courtney’s parents’ faces when she informed them of her leap into the clouds. Our family already knew about it—it was Jed’s idea, his graduation present.
As far as Jed and our family are concerned, as I suppose it is obvious now, the adventures, no matter what they are and where they take us, will continue to be just one step, just one jump, just one encouraging word, just one heartbeat away.
ALSO BY PETER JENKINS
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The Road Unseen
The Walk West
A Walk Across America
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