by Harley Wylde
I rested my head on his shoulder for a moment, and I realized that I would miss him when I left. For the last month, he’d been there for me. Only as a friend, but I’d never really had those, not in a long time. It was nice to feel wanted, even if just for a moment. I was about to pull away when the front door flew open and I heard arguing. I looked over my shoulder and saw someone shoving Wraith through the doorway.
“Talk to her, asshole,” the other man said. “I’m not taking your ass home until you’ve given her a really good fucking reason not to claim her and that kid, and not some bullshit excuse of you not being good enough. You’re a goddamn decorated war hero, and a valuable member of your club. Man the fuck up.”
“Ryker,” Wraith pushed back. “Fuck off!”
“It’s Diablo while he’s here,” Rocket said, releasing me and standing up. “He’s the Pres’s son so treat him with respect while you’re on Hades Abyss territory. Maybe you forget that when he’s on your turf, but here you’d better damn well treat him like a patched member of this club.”
“It’s fine, Rocket,” Diablo said, glaring at Wraith. “He’s just being a stubborn ass.”
“You mean all men aren’t?” I asked, then slapped a hand over my mouth. It wasn’t like me to say things like that, not where people could hear me.
Rocket chuckled. “She’s not wrong.”
“Hey, Rin, are you almost…” Saint trailed off when he saw Diablo and Wraith in the living room. “What the fuck is going on?”
“Is she almost what?” Wraith asked with narrowed eyes.
“I was going to ask if she was almost packed, but it seems she hasn’t even started,” Saint said.
“Packed?” Wraith asked, then turned an accusing glare at Rocket. “You’re throwing her out?”
“Fuck no,” Rocket said. “Saint’s taking her home with him.”
If a person could ever look like they were about to go off like a bomb, Wraith would have in that moment. His face flushed red and his hands clenched into fists. With a roar, he launched himself at Saint and all I could do was stare in open-mouthed shock as the man who professed to not want me attacked Saint.
I leapt off the couch when I came to my senses and tried to get between them, but Rocket put an arm around my waist and pulled me out of the way.
“Let them settle this, Rin. You try to get in the middle and you’ll get hurt, then they’ll both feel bad.”
“He’s right,” Diablo said. “They need to work it out. Although, I think Wraith misunderstood what Saint meant by taking you home, unless you’ve decided to move in with him?”
I shook my head. “He said Torch would find a place for me to stay at the compound.”
I winced as Saint and Wraith pounded on each other. They both had split lips, busted knuckles, and poor Saint was getting a black eye. I wriggled free of Rocket and picked up the nearest thing, a baby book, and launched it at Wraith’s head. He whirled, then the anger drained from him when he saw I’d thrown it.
“Rin?”
“Stop fighting,” I said. “You don’t want me, or the baby, which means you have no say over where I live. I’m sorry you don’t want me at the compound, but I’m going.”
“You’re not living with him,” Wraith said, pointing at Saint.
“Wraith…” I moved closer. “Will, you can’t dictate my life. You don’t own me.”
He came toward me, slowly, then gently reached up and stroked my cheek. “I can’t watch you set up house with another Reaper, Rin. I just can’t. You’re supposed to be in my bed, not his. Not anyone’s.”
“Then I guess you have a decision to make,” I said.
He ran a hand through his hair and looked like he was torn between bolting and tossing me over his shoulder to let everyone know I was his. I wouldn’t have a problem with that second option, not at all. Not if he truly wanted me.
“Can we have some time to talk?” Wraith asked the other men in the room.
“Just let me get Delia. I’ll let the club say bye to her while the two of you work this shit out. But, Wraith, if Rin wants to go to the compound, I’m taking her whether you like it or not.”
A few minutes later, the door shut as all three men and a tiny baby stepped out into the cold December air.
Wraith tugged at his hair and began pacing.
“What scares you the most about claiming me?” I asked.
“I could fail you, and now there’s a baby to think about too.”
“Can I ask you something?”
He stopped and faced me.
“Did you have the club at your back when you lost your sister?” I asked.
“No. I patched in after that. I’d prospected for them before joining the military but once I shipped out I was gone for a while. Even when I came back stateside, I only went home to tend to Elisa’s funeral.”
“You have an entire MC behind you, Wraith. Don’t you think if the baby and I needed something and you weren’t around that someone else would step in and help?” I asked. “You let those kids put a tree up in your house and decorate it. You even left the ornaments all clumped together just the way they’d arranged them. Are you going to tell me you haven’t done other things for the kids or the women in the club?”
“Of course I help when I can!”
It was like a light bulb went off. His eyes widened a moment, and he breathed hard. Then he was striding toward me, scooped me up, and carried me down the hall. He paused outside the bedroom doors, and I pointed to the room I’d been using. He kicked the door shut, then eased me down to stand in front of him.
“Just one question, sweet girl. Before you ran off and came here, you said you weren’t good enough for me and you wouldn’t even think of staying with me with or without strings attached. Now you want me to claim you. If this is about the baby…”
I pressed my lips to his. “It’s not. I’ve been working on my self-worth since I’ve been here. It’s still a struggle, but I’m getting better. I want you, Will, want to be a part of your life.”
Maybe it was also a little bit that I hoped he was the Christmas miracle I’d been waiting for all this time. It was the holiday season, after all, and Christmas wasn’t here just yet. I’d still get to spend it with Wraith, make new memories, and maybe we could start our own family traditions. I could do some of the things my mom had always done for the family on Christmas Day, and Wraith and I could figure out some new things that were just ours.
“And me pushing you away isn’t helping,” he said. “Rin, I never meant to hurt you, to make you feel unwanted. Fuck knows you’re all I think about. I can’t promise things will be perfect, but I’m willing to try if you are.”
“I missed you,” I admitted, my cheeks burning. “I tried not to, but every time I closed my eyes, I wished you were lying next to me. We might have only had one night together, but it was the best night of my life.”
He hooked an arm around my waist and pulled me tight against his body. “I missed you too. So fucking much. And just so you know, I haven’t been with anyone since you left, unless you count my hand. Even jerking off left me feeling unsatisfied.”
My cheeks were on fire and I suddenly found it hard to look at him.
He tipped my chin up and I saw a smirk on his face. “Did you try to pleasure yourself, my sweet Rin? Did you touch that pretty pussy and make yourself come while you were thinking of me?”
“Yes. It didn’t feel as good, though.”
“Show me,” he commanded and took a step back.
My hands shook as I undressed, but the hungry look in his eyes made me keep going. When I was naked, I lay back on the bed, placed my feet on the mattress, and spread my thighs wide. I grew even wetter as he unbuckled his belt, unzipped his pants, and pulled out his cock.
“Fuck, sweet girl. Part those pussy lips and give me a good look at what I’ve missed,” he said.
I spread myself open and bit my lip as he tugged on his cock.
“Make yourself come. Sho
w me how you played with yourself while we were apart,” he said.
I circled my clit with my fingers, but I locked my gaze on the hand stroking his cock. Pre-cum slid down his shaft and I wished he was inside me, fucking me hard and deep. I felt so empty and knew my fingers would never be enough. I rubbed faster, my body tightening as I fought to come, but I couldn’t seem to get there.
Wraith grunted and came closer. My eyes went wide as cum shot out of his cock and covered my pussy and fingers. His body trembled as he stared down at me, then reached out and ran his fingers along my pussy. He shoved his cum inside me, fucking me with his fingers. I moved my hand out of the way and he stroked my clit with his thumb. It didn’t take much to make me come, just his hands on me was nearly enough to get the job done. I cried out his name as my body bucked and pleasure raced through me.
“Get me hard again, Rin. I want to fuck you.”
I slid off the bed and knelt at his feet. He hadn’t completely softened, even though he wasn’t as hard as before. I lapped at him, licking off the remains of his cum before sucking him into my mouth. When men had come in my mouth, I’d always gagged at the horrid taste, but this was Wraith and I welcomed his flavor as it hit my tongue. I sucked and licked his cock, tonguing the tip, then swallowing him down. His hand tangled in my hair and he thrust deep, not stopping until I’d taken all of him.
I kept my gaze locked on his as he fucked my mouth.
“That’s it, sweet girl. Take it all.”
My hands tightened on his thighs as he took what he wanted, but I didn’t feel cheap or dirty like I had in the past. I could see his desire for me blazing in his eyes. He didn’t want to just get off with whoever was handy, he wanted me. I felt his cock harden even more and swell as he got close to coming, then he abruptly pulled out.
“Fuck! Your mouth is like goddamn heaven, Rin.”
I stood on shaky legs, and he rubbed his thumb across my bottom lip.
“Was that okay? I didn’t think… you didn’t have a flashback or something?”
“I’m good,” I said, meaning it. “I knew it was you and that this was different. I trust you, Will.”
“Turn around and bend over the bed. Guess it’s too much to hope you have lube stashed in here.”
“Didn’t need it,” I said.
He grunted.
I turned to face the bed and bent over the foot of it, my ass in the air. I felt his hands as he lightly touched me at first, then he parted my ass cheeks and rubbed his cock between them.
“When we get home and have the proper supplies, I’m taking this ass. I’m going to make every part of you mine, Rin. You’ll have my cum in every hole you have, and I’ll bathe the rest of you in it too. I’m going to erase every bad memory if it takes me fucking you for days with only food and bathroom breaks.”
“Please, Will. I need you.”
He rubbed his cock up and down the crack of my ass a few more times before he shifted and I felt the head press against my slit. His hands slid down from my ass, then opened my pussy wide as he thrust deep.
“So fucking beautiful. I love watching you take my cock.”
He continued to hold me open as he fucked me, going slow as if he were savoring the moment. I felt every inch of his cock slide into me again and again. I gripped the bedding and bit my lip so I wouldn’t beg him for more. I wanted him to fuck me, to take me like he owned me. I didn’t need slow and gentle.
“So good,” he murmured. “You nice and warmed up, baby?”
“Yes. Yes! Please…”
So much for not begging!
I felt him pull back, and then he slammed into me hard and fast. I gasped and my eyes flew open wide. He gripped my hips and drove into me, the force of every thrust taking me up onto my toes. He was nearly savage as he pounded into me, as if he’d completely lost control. In my old life, I’d have been scared or at least trying not to cry from the pain, but all I felt was pleasure. I trusted him, and I knew now that he would never hurt me intentionally. My running from him had been a mistake, and I would make it up to him.
“Fuck, Rin! I’m already close to coming. Gonna fill this pussy up and watch my cum slide out of you.”
He seemed to get even wilder, his strokes erratic. Will moved one of his hands between me and the bed, then used his fingers to rub my clit until I was screaming out his name. I felt the first splash of his cum as he slammed his cock into me over and over. My body felt heavy and sated as he finished, burying himself as far as he could.
He gently brushed my hair to the side and pressed kisses to my shoulder and neck. I could feel his cock twitching inside me and I wished we could stay joined a while longer. I knew he’d go soft sooner or later, then he’d pull out and I’d have that empty feeling again. I’d never felt it before, not until he’d spent all night making me come so many times my throat had hurt the next morning from all the screaming.
Will pulled out, then rolled me over. He propped my heels on the bed and spread me open. There was a possessive gleam in his eyes as he watched his cum slide out of me. I thought I was seeing things when his cock started to get hard again. I’d never known a man who could come and then be ready to come again so fast, but it seemed that Wraith stayed hard all the time. Not that I was complaining. The man had more stamina than anyone I’d ever known.
“You make me feel like I’m eighteen again,” he said. “It’s been a long damn time since I’ve been able to get hard again this fast. Only happens with you. It’s like my dick knew all along that you were meant to be mine.”
“Maybe you should listen to him more often,” I said, smiling softly.
“Baby, if I did that, I’d be fucking you non-stop regardless of what room we were in or who might be watching.”
He was still staring at my pussy.
“Do you want that? Would you get off on someone watching us?” I asked.
“Don’t want anyone to see this gorgeous body but me,” he said.
“So it wouldn’t turn you on to take me to the clubhouse in a short skirt, no panties, and no bra and make me ride your cock in front of everyone?” I asked, knowing there were men who would love something like that. “Make me show everyone my breasts while I took your cock?”
“Fuck no!” His eyes became nearly feral as they lifted to meet my gaze. “I even think some asshole has been looking at your breasts or your pussy and I’ll gut the fucker. It’s just you and me, Rin. It will only ever be me and you. Do you need more than that?”
“No,” I said. “I’m glad you don’t want to share me.”
“I don’t know how much longer I can control myself with you lying like that, Rin. Makes me want to do all sorts of dirty things to you.”
“Then do them,” I taunted. Whatever he wanted to give me, I’d take.
“Rin…” He took a step back.
“Fuck me, Wraith.”
His eyes narrowed when I didn’t use his given name and I decided to poke the bear again.
“You know you want to. Don’t you want to be balls deep inside me… Wraith?”
He growled and before I could even so much as gasp, he’d flipped me over and was smacking my ass with blows hard enough I knew they’d leave a mark. His hand came down hard on my ass cheek, again and again.
“I’m Wraith again?”
Smack. Smack.
“What’s my name, Rin? When I’m fucking you, what name are you supposed to use?”
Smack.
“Will!”
He landed three more blows on my poor abused ass.
“You stay right there, exactly like that. Don’t fucking move or you’ll get another spanking. Understood?”
“Yes, sir,” I said meekly, then glanced over my shoulder and damn near creamed myself from the look in his eyes.
He slammed out of the bedroom and returned a few minutes later with lube in his hand. I didn’t know where he’d found it, and I wasn’t sure I wanted to know. He kicked the door shut again, then liberally coated his cock before
his thighs brushed the backs of mine.
“Hold your ass open, Rin.”
I winced as I spread the cheeks, my skin still burning from the spanking he’d just given me. I squealed as he worked the icy cold lube into me, using his fingers to stretch me out. When I squirmed, he smacked my ass again, above my hands, three swats on each cheek for every time I moved. I’d never be able to sit long enough to make the drive home.
He removed his fingers and I felt the press of his cock against me.
“You know what to do, sweet girl. Let me in.”
I pushed out as he pressed inside me. I’d never enjoyed anal sex, or any sex for that matter, until Wraith. Chills ran up my spine as he filled me, and I pressed back wanting all of him.
“Next time, I’m taking a video of my cock fucking your ass,” he said, his voice deeper and huskier than before. “Then when we can’t have sex I’ll have something to jerk off to.”
My eyes slid shut and I bit my lip so hard I almost drew blood.
“Fuck! You just damn near squeezed my dick off. You like that idea, baby? Like the thought of me filming us while I fuck you?”
“Maybe,” I said, my cheeks feeling like they were on fire.
I felt his hands slide up my sides, then he cupped my breasts. As he drove into me, he pinched down on my nipples, and it was enough to set off an orgasm stronger than any he’d given me before. He kept pinching and tugging as he fucked my ass, riding me hard.
“Beg me for it, baby,” he said, then growled as he slammed into me again.
“Please, Will. I want you to come inside me. Come in my ass.”
He growled and drove into me three more times before I felt the heat of his release. His cock twitched and pulsed in my ass and I finally let go of my cheeks. He was still playing with my nipples, pinching, rolling, and tugging on them. He hadn’t softened hardly at all and he started thrusting again. When he pinched down and twisted on my nipples right as his cock slid into me again, I nearly screamed the walls down I came so hard.
He bit my shoulder, his body pressing me down as he fucked me some more, even though I didn’t think he’d come again. Apparently, I was wrong. He shuddered as he came, the weight of his body a comfort.