Diary of a True Alpha

by C Y Jones

  “What a dirty little whore you are,” Dante growls, walking over.

  I don’t care what he calls me. I lean forward on my own and inhale the huge treat bobbing in front of my face as I move to help Axil’s shoe fuck my cunt.

  ”She’s fucking filthy, Bloodjoy is going to make a fortune off selling her videos,” Axil comments.

  I don’t know what they’re talking about, nor do I care. Satisfying this overwhelming need to cum is all I care about. A light flashes over my body, but I don’t know what it is. Axil has moved his hand in my hair and is moving his hips, fucking my face throughly. He chokes and gags me, sticking his thick cock down my throat and holding it there. I barely hear Dante talking to someone on the phone as Axil uses my throat to his sick desires. He swells deep in my throat and then cums, pulling himself out to jerk his thick seed all over my face.

  I can barely see, so I don’t know who it is who yanks me up by my hair and bends me over flat on Dante’s desk. I suspect it’s him when a large cock impales my ass without readying me first, which is confirmed when I hear his grunts behind me. As he fucks my tight channel, he slaps my ass hard enough that I know I’ll have his handprints there all day. He fucks me even more vigorously than the first time, as he pounds into my backside. When I start to see through Axil’s thick cum, I see he’s in front of the desk pointing his cell at me as he talks to whoever is on the other line, moving around, filming my body at all angles. They must be video calling me getting fucked, but high Kassie can care less. Her release is all that matters. I cum hard and a couple stroke later Dante cums, jerking his seed all over my ass cheeks. They take turns using me, and when the high wears down and I start to feel again, Axil produces some more pills until I’m selling my soul to the devil. Hell is better than real life. They have drugs there.

  16

  Aspen

  After making love to my beautiful mates, I take a shower and get ready. You would think I would be tired, but I felt energized and restless. I wanted to get this over with. Win or lose, my mates promised to get Trevor away from here and seek out the council to help the wolves. We walk through the woods to the clearing where challenges have always taken place. It doesn’t happen often. In fact, the last time this field was used was over a hundred years ago, but the clearing is still well kept and maintained, as well as the large white circle drawn in the blue-green grass. My mates surround me on either side, and as we walk past the large group of wolves they hold onto me, feeding me their strength. I’m wearing a silk robe and nothing else underneath. The challenge is always done in wolf form which sucks because I can’t use my other abilities in that form. This is where my father excels. He knows his beast better than I know mine with his years of experience, but she is not afraid. I can feel her prowling inside, ready to sink her teeth in my father. Unlike me, she wants him dead.

  When we get to the outer edges of the circle, I turn to my mates and gaze deep in their eyes. Kissing them one by one, I let them know how much I love them just in case this will be the last time I see them. If I die, I want to leave this world with them knowing I loved them more than anything and I regret nothing. I step over the line and right into the middle of the circle where my father is already standing there naked as the day he was born. He’s showered, but I can still faintly smell Kassie on him, who is standing in the front row as high as high can be in Axil’s arms. He’s groping her large chest as he stares me down, looking for a reaction. When he doesn’t get one, he pushes her to the side. Silly wolf and his stupid games.

  “Because you’re my daughter, I’m going to break tradition and give you one last chance to back down,” father says in a low voice. Gazing into his eyes, I see the conflict there. He actually doesn’t want to kill me, but if I go through with this, he will do his duty. He has no intention of losing the pack to me, so he’ll fight to kill.

  “I told you my answer already, father.”

  “Then so be it, daughter, goodbye,” are his last words before he shifts and a huge, dark grey wolf with glowing golden eyes stands before me.

  I take off my robe and toss it over to my mates, shifting just as quickly as my father. I hear everyone’s gasp when they realize I’m just as big as him. With the added power from my mates, this fight will not be so uneven. Tyler steps through the crowd and so does Axil.

  “As Alpha’s we will begin and call this match. The fighting will not stop until one wolf stands,” Tyler yells as Axil looks on with hard eyes. Before returning to his place, he gives me one last parting glance, but my wolf looks away, instead focused on the threat in front of us. We will deal with the other later.

  Tyler calls for the match to begin and as soon as the words leave his mouth, my father is charging, going for my neck like I knew he would. I crouch low to my belly and my father flies over my head and before he turns to charge again, I attack his side, my jaws biting into the meaty flesh of his shoulder. He howls from the pain, but he still turns his head and laches on my neck. Before he can get a good grip, I slip away and run. Fighting him head on will not end well for me. My speed is a strength I’m using to my full advantage. He gives chase and I slow on purpose, letting him catch up and without warning, I dart towards my right. Trying to follow, he fumbles over his paws and trips and I’m on him, taking a piece of his side before I dart away again.

  Even in wolf form, I can tell he’s pissed. He’s bleeding profusely from the injury he took to the side as well as his shoulder. The crowd is going wild. I can feel my mates fear. I have been lucky so far, but I’d be a fool if I thought this fight will continue to go well. Despite the pain I’m sure he's in, he darts after me and I barely miss his attack, but I’m not fast enough to stop the next and his teeth bite into my front paw. My wolf yelps and then whines when the pain hit us. With my paw still in his mouth, he shakes his head like he’s trying to rip it from the appendage. Folding my hind legs, I use the ground to jump forward and I fly to the side ripping my paw from his grip. I’m injured and limping, and when he charges again, I roll over and use my hind legs to flip him away, but he keeps coming for me and with all his advances, I start to tire, which I believe was his plan all along.

  Both injured, we circle each other, looking for a vantage point. My father’s eyes are glowing an ungodly amber color and he’s practically foaming at the mouth, caught in his blood lost. He charges again, this time taking me down and his jaws snap onto my neck. His sharp teeth pierce through my fur and skin and I howl in pain. Jerking his head to the side, his teeth dig in deeper and I start to panic. In a challenge, this is not the position you want to be in.

  “Aspen,” my mates yell in unison. Their soul shattering emotions combined in the sound of my name.

  For them, I need to fight. Our story can’t end like this. With whatever strength I have left, I claw at my father’s fur, my nails digging deep, shredding his skin. I’m doing everything I can, but he still doesn’t let up. Soon my strength starts to fail and my fight wanes . Death is in the air and it’s as if everyone knows I’m about to die. The crowd isn’t as loud as it was before, everyone's attention focused on us and what's about to happen. My poor mates. Their feelings overwhelm me. The love they feel flows through my body warming me from the inside out, and for just a second, I forget the pain. Soon that warmth turns into a blazing inferno and I can hear my blood sizzling as it boils.

  Suddenly I hear a loud yelp, and my father’s hold on me loosens as he jumps away from me. For a second I’m confused until I can see what my mates are seeing through our bond. I’m standing in my wolf form completely engulfed in flames, and my father is a couple feet away, his wolf howling in misery as he tries to roll on the grass trying to extinguish the flames. Taking my shot, I charge at him, biting down hard on his neck and give one hard yank until I hear his neck snap. It doesn’t take long for him to die, and when he breathes his last breath his body shifts back to human form. Shifting back, I stare down at my father’s body with sadness and regret. Even my wolf, who wanted him dead more than an
ything, feels some remorse. Tyler calls the fight, but I barely hear, nor do I feel my mates placing my robe back around me, or one of my father’s arsehole Beta’s challenging me, thinking they’ll take advantage of me being wounded. Ethan leads me away, holding me tightly in his arms as he tucks me in my bed. I find out later, once my mind finishes processing everything that Mekka stood in my stead and took on the Betas challenge and won. After that, another stepped up and Logan and then Ethan fought for me, fought every single one of my father’s wolves who were his shadiest and most trusted, whose sins were just as terrible as my fathers. They did that for me, and if I wasn’t already in love with them, I definitely would be now.

  It takes two days for me to completely heal. Most of that time I spent in bed with my mates doting on my every need. On the second day, when I was well enough, I stood in my full length mirror and stared at my reflection with curious eyes. I’m Alpha, yet I don’t feel any different. In fact, the one difference I could tell was the buzzing of a couple hundred wolves in my head instead of just my three mates. I didn’t feel any more powerful than I was before, and that's what really confused me. Maybe when I was able to use my extra abilities in my wolf form that was as much power as I would ever gain. I don’t even know how I did it. I just knew I couldn’t die, and my mates love gave me strength. I’m relieved that none of them got hurt fighting the scum who worked for my father. They needed to pay for their crimes. Some were killed and the ones who survived vanished, leaving the pack. Axil is also gone, which I’m not surprised. What I did find surprising is that he took Kassie with him. Why? I don’t know. She holds no advantage over me or Tyler since she’s a traitor, but Axil does nothing without a calculated reason. Soon his motives will be revealed. War is coming, I can feel it. Axil wanted me more than anything, and he will blow this world apart to get me back, but he’ll find that’s not going to be easy to accomplish because my mates will fight just as hard to keep me.

  Axil

  I’m pissed when I leave. Aspen challenging her father and winning has fucked everything thing up. I don’t care about losing the business contact, there's more where he came from, it’s Aspen's escape from my grasp that has me riled up. She played the game and played it well. She definitely played me. I thought I’d broken her. I should have listened to Brian when he said she was acting. That in her eyes he could see her fire. I guess I saw what I wanted to see. I’ve played that video of me inside her sweet cunt over and over again. How could she fake that earth shattering look in her eyes? My mistake was rewarding her, letting her get to know me. I should have had her earn her gifts instead of giving them to her freely. I shouldn’t have confided in her. I thought she was different, but all females are the fucking same. Always looking for more and will do anything to claim it. She got rid of me, a strong Alpha, for those pups. Now, since I know for sure she needs more than one cock to be satisfied, I will hand her over to my Betas once I’m done, and when she has done her job and given me a son, I’ll strip her, and lock her into the stocks outside and let my pack take their pleasure for however long she lasts. No one makes a fool out of me. No one.

  “Do you have any pills on you?” The little blonde whore sitting beside me asks. She’s already feeling the effects of withdrawal and has long jagged scratches along her arms from her nails. When she goes to scratch again, I grab her hand.

  “Stop doing that shit,” I growl. “I need you in pristine condition.” I grabbed the little slut wishing she was Aspen, but in my defense, she didn’t fight coming with me. I think she wanted to put as much distance as she could between her and her father, even if that meant coming along with me. I’m no savior. I plan on putting her to work as soon as we get to the pack, and then sell her to Bloodjoy like Dante planned. The vamp is willing to pay good money to get his hands on her, especially after seeing her in action over the live chat when we fucked her in Dante's office.

  “I’ll stop once you give me something to take the edge off,” she huffs.

  Disgusted, I take my eyes off the road to look at her. She really is quite beautiful, and that rack of hers makes me hard everytime I see those perky globes exposed, but she isn’t Aspen. She’s not the wolf I want, nor do I want to tie myself to a junkie. Dante should have never let his brother expose her to the drug, but the damage is done, and it’s too late to backtrack now.

  “Please,” she pleads, and it sends my blood racing right to my dick.

  Pulling into the nearest gas station, I park and lead her right to the men's bathroom. Not even bothering to take her in the stall, I bend her over the urinal l and fuck her from behind right then and there. Her moans echo in the enclosed space, and when someone comes in I don’t even bother to stop. Instead, I lift her shirt, exposing her fat tits and continue my assault on her pussy. When I’m close, I pull out and push her hard onto her knees and thrust my cock down her throat.

  “Damn,” the stranger grunts.

  He hasn’t left and I still don’t plan on stopping. I hear him snap a picture and it’s what pushes me over the edge. I cum, jerking my seed all over the side of her face and her tits which I love so much.

  “Hey man, if she’s for hire, I’ve got money,” the stranger says. I’m tempted, but I need to get back.

  “Sorry dude we’re short on time,” I tell him as I yank her off her knees. She walks back to the car with my cum sliding down her face without complaint and once she’s strapped in, I toss her a baggie with two purple pills. She’ll be horny as fuck, but not as bad as she would be if I give her the pink pills.

  The trip is long, made even longer by me trying not to fuck her as I watch her play with herself and grope her fat tits. Right now, she’s completely naked, laying in the back of the Hummer, having thrown her clothes out the window earlier. My cum has crusted on her face and tits, and her long blonde hair is a tangled mess. When I reach the compound, Brian is waiting for me outside.

  “So, you were right,” I admit, grinding my teeth. No need to ask about what since he already knows. He gives me a wary look, but he knows better to comment on it or rub it in.

  “Who’s in the car?” He asks, curious.

  I yank the passenger door open and Kassie comes tumbling out since she was leaning on the door. Brian eyes her naked body and his eyes light up. Kassie is just his type. A beautiful blonde with big tits who is easy.

  “Well hello there big boy,” she says seductively once she wobbles to her feet. She runs her finger up his chest and squeezes his bicep.

  “I’m big in much more fun places,” he says, grabbing her hand and placing it on the growing tent in his pants.

  “Find her a room in the main house and then gather the rest to meet me in my office. We have a lot to discuss,” I order before walking off. I’m sure he’ll take a minute to fuck Kassie in her room, but as long as he’s quick, I don’t give a shit. “Oh and don’t give her any pills. I need to start weaning her off that shit,” I shout over to him as I reach the door. Bloodjoy likes them to have a little fight in them and not so willing. Maybe instead of having Aspen fucked to death here, I’ll sell her to Bloodjoy as well and make my money back. I’m still not sure yet. What I do know is that I will get her back, and she will pay.

  True Alpha

  Aspen

  It’s been a month since I defeated my father. A whole month of me planning, waiting for Axil to make his move and strike. It’s been relatively peaceful so far, but I woud be stupid to think it’ll stay that way. We have people keeping an eye out as well as the spies the mages have placed in his pack, but still, his silence leaves me anxious. Axil was obsessed with me. I played his stupid game and won. I got free. He didn’t break me, and for that reason alone, I know he’ll never give up.

  Since becoming Alpha, my mates and I have moved in permanently at Wolfhaven. It’s been weird walking around the compound knowing I am the one in charge. Since being here, I have changed everything I possibly could. The house was no longer cold as the snow outside, but warm and filled with love. Love being
as my mates have fucked me in almost every room in the entire house, driving away all the bad memories with their huge cocks. It’s crazy how none of us can keep our hands off each other.

  After the fight with my father, my mates made sure Trevor was released from the holding cells, and I made him one of my Betas to reward him for his loyalty. His mate Kimberly has moved back and they’re both staying in a much bigger home than the one they had before, not far from the main house. My mates also have been helping me go through the documents in my father’s office, and I’ve finally seen for myself the hardship and financial strain he put the pack under before he started working with Axil. He was basically running the pack on pennies and taking out loans where he could. Since becoming Alpha, I’ve closed all those accounts made from dirty money he earned, and put a stop to the other shady dealings he was involved in. Using the dirty money, I closed out all his open loans so I don’t have to worry about anyone coming after me or my pack mob style. Mekka, who turned out to be a stock market genius, has helped gain back the pack’s wealth and then some in investments. Apparently, he learned a lot about business selling phones. Who knew? I’ve been capitalizing on that knowledge and put him in charge of all of Wolfhaven’s finances. I’ve tasked Ethan with training the wolves as well as the new Betas I promoted to fill in the gaps of the wolves that died or ran off. There's no one I trust more to run my military. Logan has been studying under the pack’s doctor. You wouldn’t know it by looking at him because of his size, but he’s always wanted to be a healer, but was expected to be a soldier. I’m glad I could give that future to him.

  April has also been around more. She’s staying in the main house with me and my mates while she coordinates with the local witches as our liaison, the go between of both species. Right now, her role is very important. We’re willing to work with each other for the greater good, but there's too much hostility to actually trust one another past winning this war. Maybe in the future that will change. April is my best friend and neither one of us care what we were born as. We would die for each other and she’s my family. My sister. She’s proven her loyalty more than once, and even my mates know not to mess with her or they’ll have me to deal with. Hopefully others will see that and change their prejudice ways.