His Desire

by Lizzie Lioness

  “Let’s go sit down,” He requested.

  “Sure.” I grabbed my whiskey and stepped off the stool. Placing his hand on the small of my back, he led me to the lounge area where we sat down together on the black leather couch. I couldn’t bring myself to look at Kai. I knew anything I witnessed him do to that girl, would rile me up. I don’t know what it is, but seeing her on his lap makes me envious. Why? I have no right to feel that way. I want to be the one to sit on his lap, whispering dirty things in his ear. I want to be the one to make him scream out my name. I couldn’t help it. My eyes scanned the room to search for him, but he was nowhere to be found.

  Oz placed his hand on my chin and gently turned my head towards him. “You’re so beautiful,” he complimented. He leaned in and softly brushed his lips against mine. His tongue slid across, begging for me to open up. I obliged and instantly felt him explore my mouth. He moved his hand to the side of my face while he continued to kiss me. After a while, he finally pulled away. This man knows how to kiss, but I wish it was Kai’s lips on mine. What the hell is wrong with me? How can I want someone this bad?

  I heard a door creek open and I turned my head. Kai was walking out of the bedroom with the girl that was on his lap. She was smiling. I was sure Kai could see the obvious disappointment in my face. I took this opportunity to bring my attention back to Oz. I grabbed the back of his head and pulled him to me, crashing my lips onto his. He was surprised by my forwardness. I know this sounds childish. I’m not a child, but for some reason I wanted to make Kai jealous. I wanted him to want me as bad as I wanted him. And God, do I want him bad. I pulled back from Oz, and an instant smile appeared on his lips. From the corner of my eye, Kai’s gaze was on me. His expression was blank.

  Kai sat down on the couch and the girl sat down next to him. God, she’s stunning. Absolutely gorgeous. Long blonde hair, piercing blue eyes and legs that go on forever. I could see why he would want to be with her. I tucked my hair behind my ear. Oz leaned in and started to kiss my neck. His lips slid across from beneath my ear to my shoulders. Kai’s watching me, I can feel it. A throbbing sensation developed between my legs, not because of the way Oz was paying attention to me, but because of the way Kai’s gaze never left mine. I love the way he pays gawks at me. The way his eyes move up and down my body. Fuck. I don’t even think he knows what he’s doing to me. I let out a breath and turned my attention to Oz, looking down at his crotch. He was hard and his bulge trying to escape his pants. He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me onto him. I sat on my side with my back towards Kai. Oz claimed my lips for his own while his hands traveled up my thigh and under my dress. When he grabbed onto my ass, I let out an involuntary moan. “Mmmm.”

  He pulled back from the kiss, looked into my eyes and smiled at me. “Have you ever kissed a girl before?” Oz’s words were so loud that all eyes had turned to us.

  I shook my head slowly.

  “Never?” Oz sputtered.

  Still shaking my head, his smile widened.

  “I want you to kiss a girl.”

  “Which girl?” I replied. My heart was racing. The thumping in my ear drowning out the sounds of chatter. Please don’t say the one that’s been sitting with Kai.

  “That girl over there.”

  Shit. I smiled and winked at Oz, slowly getting off him before sitting down next to Kai and his girl.

  “He wants to watch us, does he?” The girl’s lips curled up.

  I nodded. I could tell she had gone through this before.

  “You’ve never kissed a girl?”

  “No,” I replied. The truth was, I hadn’t, but it’s something that had definitely crossed my mind before. She smiled before gently cupping my face in her hands. She leaned in and brushed her lips with mine. They were soft and inviting. I could taste her mango lip balm. My lips parted to allow her tongue to enter, which immediately began massaging with mine. She moved in closer to deepen the kiss. A moan escaping my lips. “Mmmm.” God, kissing a girl isn’t bad. After a while, she pulled back, a hint of red flushed her cheeks. Damn. I’m kinda fucking turned on by that.

  She winked at me. It’s as if she knew what I was thinking. I couldn’t help but smile at her. She was incredible. Kai was watching me, his face unreadable again. All the men in the room had stopped to enjoy our display.

  “I’ll see you around,” I whispered, standing up to make my way back to Oz.

  “Fuck. That was hot,” he flattered. Oz’s phone started to ring. He looked at the caller I.D and cussed out a few words. “Fucking shit. Sorry, baby. I gotta take this.” I got off him. Oz left the penthouse to take the call. When he returned, he wore a disappointed look on his face. “I’m sorry. I have to go,” he regretted.

  “That’s okay,” I replied.

  “I hope to see you again.” There was a desperation in his eyes.

  “That would be nice,” I smiled. He left the room shortly after. I made my way to the bathroom in the master suite. Just as I was walking back out of the toilet, Kai’s girl was heading in. A huge grin plastered on her face.

  “You’re a great kisser,” she complimented.

  “Thanks. You’re not so bad yourself,” I replied. She gently grabbed my arm to stop me from leaving.

  “Nothing happened before in the bedroom. I just thought you should know.”

  I narrow my eyes at her. I have no idea why she would be telling me this. It’s not like Kai and I are together. “What do you mean?”

  “He asked me to go into the bedroom. He paid me extra cash.”

  “For what? If nothing had happened, what the hell was he paying her for? God, I wish I knew what he was thinking.

  She lowered her voice. “I shouldn’t even be telling you this.”

  “Then maybe don’t.”

  She smiled at me. I swear if I was gay, I’d go for her. She’s stunning and seems to be a sweetheart.

  “I think you’d want to know.” I nodded. Surprised that she was telling me this.

  “He wanted me to be extra flirty with him.”

  “What? Why?” I gasped.

  “He wanted to make you jealous.”

  I can’t help but smile at her. “Really?”

  “Yeah.” She winked at me.

  “He wants me?” I pointed my finger over my chest.

  “Oh, yeah. He wants you bad, girl.”

  My smile widened. “Why are you telling me this?”

  “Because I see how badly you want him too,” she chuckled.

  “Is it that obvious?” I blushed. I want Kai. There’s no mistaking it. I just hope he doesn’t see me as a desperate fool.

  “Not to him, but I pay attention to these things.”

  “Thank you.” I grinned.

  “You’re welcome. Now go mess with him. Seeing you with Oz was driving him mad,” she grinned.

  “Oz has left,” I continued. “Should I find someone else?”

  “Yes. Make him jealous.”

  I nodded. She stepped into the bathroom and while I made my way back into the lounge area. Scanning the room, I noticed Kai talking to another man. Making sure he caught my gaze before I went to the internal balcony. Pleasantly surprised that a large heated pool and spa occupied the area. My lips formed a smile when I realized that Kai had followed me out. Pretending not to see him, I grabbed the hem of my dress, pulled it over my head before throwing it onto a lounge chair. My new black lingerie was on display. I stepped to the edge of the pool. Kai was watching me the entire time.

  With outstretched arms, I dived graciously into the water, kicking my legs to the other side. Dipping my head underneath before I lifted myself back up again, smoothing the hair back out of my face. When I turned my body, I noticed Kai had gone back inside. I smiled to myself, the girl’s voice rang in my ears. Oh, yeah. He wants you bad girl. And I will have him. It’s just a matter of time. The laughing inside the penthouse echoed, even though my head was submerged in the water. Things were obviously getting heated.

  I stopped swimm
ing when I noticed Kai standing next to the stairs of the pool. A white towel in his grasp. He waited for me to get out. I swam towards the steps and walked them up. Kai stretched out his arms and wrapped the towel around my body. His expression serious.

  “What?” I asked.

  “They want all the girls inside,” he replied. I don’t know what it is, but I swear there’s a look in his eyes. A desperation. He doesn’t want me there. At least part of him doesn’t. I nodded, securing the towel tighter around my chest. “Thanks.” We leisurely strolled back into the suite. The moment I stepped inside; all eyes had turned on me. The men and the girls were sitting around a circle on the floor. The bartender held a tray full of shots. We all took one and knocked it back.

  From the corner of my eye, I caught a man staring at me, smiling. I brought my attention to him. “Maybe I should just get changed and out of these wet clothes.”

  “No. Stay like that,” the man demanded.

  I nodded and made my way into the circle, sitting down next to the girl I had kissed. Curious with why we’re all sitting down, I leaned in and whispered into her ear. “What are we doing?”

  “It’s a game,” she whispered back.

  “What kind of game?”

  “Kind of like spin the bottle meets twister. The guy over there has a board in his hand. He spins it and it lands on an action. Sex, blow job, kissing and so forth. You spin the bottle and whoever it lands on, is whoever you have to do the action with,” she explained.

  “Oh, wow. This is going to be interesting.”

  “It will be considering Kai doesn’t want anyone else with you by the look of it.”

  I turned to her and she smiled at me. Not long after, Kai sat down next to me and dipped his voice low. “Why didn’t you get changed?”

  Bringing my attention to him, our lips were only inches apart. I felt his breath on me. “Because they didn’t want me to.”

  The muscles in his throat moved when he swallowed hard. I know he doesn’t want me to do this, which only makes me want to do it more. Kai bit his lip when he noticed the water droplets trickle down from my hair to my shoulders. Taking a deep breath, he whispered to himself. “Damn.”

  “Okay. First up is the new girl.”

  I turned my head realizing that this person referring to me. The same person that wanted me to remain drenched in my towel. I guess all the other girls have done this before. A man came up to me with the spinner. I took the needle and gave it a turn. With anticipation, I watched as it slowed down to kissing. Kai took a deep breath, looked at me as I spun the bottle. It landed on an older man in a black suit, with a receding hairline.

  “Yes!” he exclaimed. He bit his lip. I smiled at him, making my way over on my hands and knees. With my towel still firmly wrapped around my body, I moved in closer gently brushing his lips against mine. My mouth parted and he grabbed my hair, pulled me closer to deepen the kiss. When he pulled back, I winked at him before returning to my spot next to Kai. We locked eyes for a moment. Is he angry at me right now?

  The girl next to me had her turn next. Her needle spin landed on blow job. My eyes couldn’t turn away from the bottle as she gave it a whirl. It slowed down towards Kai, but landed on the man next to him. She crawled over, and the people in the room witnessed her on her knees, giving the guy a blowjob.

  Kai’s head was towards me. I gazed over and whispered to him. “What’s wrong?”

  “Nothing…I,” he hesitated.

  “Every person in this room is watching what’s going on, except for you.”

  “I don’t want to see her doing that to someone else,” he whispered.

  “Why? You knew she would be. Unless you’re into her,” God, please tell me he’s not into her.

  He shook his head slowly. “I’m not into her.” There was something about the way he said her. Like he wanted me to know she wasn’t the girl he wanted. I smirked at him before I averted my gaze. A few more rounds go after hers. Two of the girls had landed on sex and we watched as they both rode their men to the brink of an orgasm.

  I have to admit, watching them is turning me on. If they were doing things to Kai though, fuck, I’d be pissed.

  “Your turn, new girl.”

  I spun the wheel for the second time, and it landed on kissing.

  Kai whispered beneath his breath. “Thank God.” I smiled as I gave the bottle a turn. My breath hitched when it landed on Kai. I brought my attention to him. This is it. After a whole fucking year, I get to kiss this this man again. The man that saved me. The man that made me feel a spark light up inside me. I needed to know if it was a onetime thing, or if every time our lips touched; he’ll ignite me. I bit and suck my bottom lip. The first kiss we had was brief. I want this one to last. I want to leave him wanting more. Getting on my knees, I lifted up my towel, which was still drenched, straddled him by placing one leg on either side of his body.

  “Damn,” he breathed. He tensed up. I could feel he was nervous. His hands automatically moved to my waist where he gripped tight. I smirked before I leaned in ever so slowly, and pressed my mouth against his. My lips parted. He took this as an invitation to slide his tongue inside. My heart was beating in my ears, and I could feel the sweat forming on the palms of my hands. I kneeled up a little and wrapped my arms around his neck, running my fingers through his hair. His hot breath mixed with mine as he kissed me back. Holding onto my waist, he pulled me closer to him. We both gave into the kiss, our lips melted with each other.

  Fuck. It’s definitely not a onetime thing. It felt as though we were the only two people in the room, for a moment forgetting that everyone’s eyes were on the both of us. I grabbed a portion of his hair and pulled his neck back, claiming his mouth for my own. I needed him to know how badly I wanted him. God, I can feel he wants me too. Fuck. He’s so hard. So fucking hard and I’m the one doing this to him. I don’t want it to stop. I just want his lips on mine.

  A whimper escaped my mouth when he pulled away, trying to catch the breath he stole from me. A red mark on my lips formed as I bit down, smiling before I leaned in to steal another kiss.

  “Don’t,” he demanded. His voice dipped low and his expression serious. Why wouldn’t he want me to kiss him again? God, I’m so confused. As I un-straddled him, I fixed my towel before sitting down again.

  “Wow. I wish she kissed me like that. How was that, Storm?” asked the man I had previously kissed.

  God, I’m in trouble. That kiss was perfect. I know he felt it too. I smiled, my gaze on Kai waiting for his answer. He took a deep breath before bringing his attention back to the other man.

  “Just like every other girl I’ve kissed.”

  My smile faltered. I turned my head away from him before he could see my eyes swell with tears. I know he felt something. God. He got hard from the kiss. Why would he say that? I can’t be wrong about this, can I?

  “Yeah, that didn’t look like a regular kiss, Storm.”

  That’s because it wasn’t. That was the best damn kiss of my life. I tucked my hair behind my ear. The game kept going, but I avoided eye contact with Kai. His words hurt me. I don’t know why they did. My turn came around again. Ignoring Kai completely, I gave the needle a spin. It landed on blow job. Oh, God. Please don’t land on Kai. I span the bottle and watched as it landed on a stranger.

  “Fuck, yes!” he cheered. “Come to Phillip.”

  Snubbing Kai, I crawled over to the man, whose cock was hard and ready for me. He smiled before I leaned down and took his erection in my mouth. I sucked slowly at first before I picked up the pace. Phillip grabbed my hair that fell down and held it back in place as he watched me, along with everyone else. Sucking until I heard him moan and grunt. It didn’t take long for him to release his load into my mouth.

  “Fuck!”

  I swallowed every drop that came out.

  “I want to be your client. That was fucking amazing.”

  A fake smile appeared on my lips. All I want to do right now is get change
d and leave this fucking penthouse. I took my seat back next to Kai. I felt his gaze on me, but I ignored him again. The game soon ended, and all the men took their girls back to their own rooms. If Oz was still here, I probably would have gone with him. After making my way to the pool area, I grabbed my clothes from the lounge chair and quickly got changed, heading back inside the penthouse. Kai watched me. He grabbed my arm in desperation when I tried to walk past him.

  “Isla…”

  I yanked my arm from his grasp, repeating the words he said to me earlier. “Don’t.” I left the penthouse and headed to the lift. I stepped inside and frantically pressed the button. Kai tried to reach the doors before they closed, but he didn’t make it on time.

  The next morning, I woke up to check my phone. I saw three messages and a few missed calls, mostly from Holden and one from Ace.

  Hey, gorgeous. Thinking of you. I should be back there in a week or so. Maybe we can meet up again. I’m desperate to see you.

  I smiled, bringing my attention to Holden’s three messages.

  Isla, I’m really sorry. Please call me. I hate that you’re angry with me right now.

  Isla, my second message. Call me, please.

  My heart dropped when I read his third message. Isla, we need to fucking talk.

  6

  A New Client

  Shit. Shit. Shit.

  I quickly jumped out of bed and got changed into some comfortable clothes. My mind was frantic. God, I think Kai told him what I did. Damnit. I didn’t want him to find out. Not like this. Shit. I should have been the one to tell him, and not someone else.

  Grabbing my keys and bag, I made my way to the hotel. As soon as I entered the lobby, I saw Holden at the concierge desk. He looked surprised to see me. After sitting down on the lounge chair, I scanned the area and noticed Kai talking to another man in a suit. My gaze averted, but not before our eyes met for a brief moment.