Liam

by Candice Blake

  I wanted to play in the NBA more than anything just so I could buy a new house for my parents, and to give them a better life. I wanted to do that for my dad especially, so he could finally quit his stressful job at the glass manufacturing factory. I worried that if I didn’t make it to the NBA, I’d have to work a blue-collar job like my dad. I wanted to prove to my parents that all the sacrifices they made were worth it in the end.

  When we finished our food, Liam, Damon and I offered to do the dishes. We went into the kitchen and washed our plates. When we returned to the living room, my mom had already dozed off on the couch.

  “I should take her upstairs,” my dad said. “We already prepared the guest bedroom for you boys. Since Westley is home, two of you guys are going to have to share a bed. You guys can figure out where you’ll be sleeping.”

  “No worries, Dad,” I said. “Goodnight.”

  My dad picked up my mom effortlessly, and kissed her gently on the cheek before he carried her upstairs. Dad was strong from all the heavy lifting he had to do at the plant.

  Westley stood up and stretched, then let out a yawn. “I’m going to go pass out too. I’ll see you guys in the morning.”

  We all said goodnight to my brother.

  “You have the most beautiful family in the world,” Damon said.

  “Seriously,” Liam said. “It’s like night and day after being at my parents. I can see why you’re such a great guy, Shawn.”

  I looked down and smiled. I felt bad that Liam didn’t have parents like mine.

  “Well, you guys are welcome here any time,” I said. “I consider both of you my family now.”

  Damon got off the couch. “So, which one of us is going to get our own bed tonight?”

  “It doesn’t really matter to me,” Liam said.

  I really wanted to share a bed with Liam that night, but I didn’t want to admit it in front of both of them.

  “You can have your own bed, Damon, since you’re the biggest one out of all of us,” I said.

  Damon smiled. “I’m going to bed then. After eating two Thanksgiving meals, I’m definitely going to have a really good sleep tonight.”

  “I’ll show you where the guest bedroom is,” I said.

  I brought Damon upstairs and he carried his bag into the guest bedroom.

  “Thanks,” Damon said, giving me a hug. “Happy Thanksgiving, buddy.”

  “Happy Thanksgiving to you too.”

  I closed the door and headed back downstairs where Liam was splayed on the couch watching TV with both his hands on his stomach.

  “You tired?” I asked, sitting close to where his feet were.

  “I’m feeling a bit energized after the nap I took on the train, actually,” Liam said. “Are you tired?”

  “Not really. You know how late I usually sleep.”

  Liam scrolled through the channels until he landed on a late-night talk show.

  The light coming from the TV cast a blue glow on his handsome face. It was distracting to have Liam lying down like that after we’d been so close on the train earlier.

  I lay down, and Liam shifted to the side so I could fit next to him. I wrapped my arm around his waist. My heart started beating faster in my chest, and I could feel him trembling too. I wondered if we were going to do anything more than just cuddle. If anyone woke up and came downstairs, they’d see us on the couch together which made me even more nervous.

  “Are you comfortable?” Liam asked, shifting his ass closer toward me.

  “Very,” I said. “Are you?”

  Liam nodded.

  I moved my hand to his side, then touched his ass. I gulped at how plump his ass felt in my hands. I couldn’t hold it any longer. After how close our friendship had gotten since I first met him, I wanted him so badly.

  I put my hand on his shoulder and turned him around. His eyes widened and his pupils dilated, before I planted my lips on his, kissing Liam for the very first time. He let out a quiet moan before his body softened against mine.

  “What are you doing?” Liam said, pushing me away.

  “Sorry,” I said. “I don’t know what came over me. Did that cross the line?”

  Liam looked down at my lips before he shook his head. He pressed his lips against mine and I pulled him closer toward me. I was feeling a whirlwind of emotions, kissing another man for the first time, but I couldn’t deny how good it felt to be kissing Liam.

  I pulled back and looked at him again. His hair was slightly disheveled and he looked so handsome.

  “I’m surprised how good of a kisser you are,” I said with a slight smile.

  “Really?” he asked. “This is actually... my first kiss.”

  My jaw dropped. “You’re kidding.”

  “I wish I was.”

  “Do you mean it’s your first kiss with a guy?”

  “No, with anyone.”

  I couldn’t believe I was the first person to kiss Liam. I knew he was inexperienced, but I didn’t know it was to this extent.

  “Which means you’re also a virgin?” I asked.

  Liam furrowed his brows and nodded again. “I am, but no one knows that besides you.”

  My cock throbbed in my pants. Knowing that Liam was a virgin turned me on so much more.

  “Of course, I’m not going to tell anyone. We can’t share what we’re doing with anyone.”

  “I know that,” Liam said. “We’re on the same team together, and we’re roommates. People aren’t going to understand.”

  I was glad Liam and I were on the same page.

  I kissed him again and ran my hand under his shirt and up his back, massaging his tense muscles.

  Liam ran his hand down toward my cock, touching my bulge. “You’re so big right now.”

  “I know. I don’t think I’ve ever been this hard before. I feel like I’m about to explode.”

  “Do you think it’s because you’re kissing another guy for the first time?” Liam asked.

  I shook my head. “I think it’s because I’m kissing you.”

  I planted my lips on his again, and Liam parted them to take my tongue in his mouth. I slipped my hand in Liam’s pants under his briefs and touched his bare ass. He was so smooth and his ass was the softest part of his body. I could feel him trembling again.

  “Should we go upstairs to your room?” Liam asked.

  I nodded. “That’s a really good idea.”

  We turned off the TV and were in complete darkness. I held Liam’s hand and led him upstairs. I could navigate through the dark house because I was familiar with the layout of my childhood home. I went into my bedroom and closed the door and locked it. I turned on the bedside table lamp, and got on the bed, looking toward Liam. I could see he was just as hard as I was.

  “Come here,” I said.

  Liam walked over slowly and climbed on the bed too, crawling toward me to kiss my lips.

  As I kissed him, I imagined what it’d be like to take Liam’s virginity. Now that I’d had a taste of him, I wanted more. I wanted to be the first to be inside Liam, and that thought made my body feel warm all over, especially in my cock. I unbuttoned Liam’s shirt and peeled it open, and studied his defined pecs and abs. I’d seen him countless times in the locker room, and I could never get tired of how perfectly sculpted his body was. In the locker room, I admired his body because I knew how much work it took for him to maintain his physique, but that night, I admired it because of how sexy he looked.

  I pushed him on the bed and sucked his nipple, feeling it harden to a sharp peak against my tongue. Liam moaned quietly and I was afraid he was too loud since my parents’ room was next to mine.

  Liam started unbuttoning my shirt and took it off. I started kissing his neck. Liam’s hand touched my cock again, this time stroking me over my pants.

  “Take it out for me,” I whispered in his ear.

  “Are you sure?” Liam asked.

  “Of course, I’m sure.”

  Liam undid my belt and unbuttoned
my pants. He slipped his hand in my briefs and grabbed my cock.

  “Fuck, you’re massive,” Liam said as he ran his hand along my shaft.

  It felt so different to be touched by another man. Liam’s grip was so much firmer.

  “You like it?” I asked.

  Liam nodded.

  “Do you want to try sucking me?” I asked.

  Liam gulped and nodded.

  I leaned back against my headboard, and Liam lay on his stomach. I ran my hand against the side of his face, my thumb brushing his soft, pink lips. There was so much innocence in his eyes that I felt like I was corrupting him. After getting kicked out of his parents’ to what we were doing now, I wondered if I was being a bad influence like his parents said I was. But at that moment, he was too sexy to stop what we were doing.

  Liam stroked my cock, and a bead of precome leaked out of me. He closed his eyes before putting the tip of my cock in his mouth. I leaned back, feeling a rush of euphoria course throughout my body.

  “Liam,” I groaned softly.

  “Is it alright?” he asked.

  “Don’t stop. Please, don’t fucking stop.”

  Liam sucked me harder, and I couldn’t believe I was getting sucked off by another man. Not just anyone, but my best friend, my roommate, my teammate.

  I considered Liam as a younger brother, and it felt so wrong that we were doing these things together. As his tongue swirled against my tip, I loved how wrong it felt. It was so wrong that it was right. Liam looked like he was savoring the taste of my cock.

  “Does it taste good?” I asked.

  “It tastes better than any Thanksgiving meal I’ve ever had.”

  I smiled. “Good boy.”

  Liam stroked and sucked me, and I could tell it was his first time, because once in a while I felt his teeth graze my cock.

  “Try to open your mouth a bit wider,” I said, wincing a bit.

  It wasn’t entirely his fault since I was so big, and girls in the past had trouble with blowing me too.

  I could see Liam stroking himself, and though his cock was smaller than mine, his size was probably above average. I stroked his blond hair as he sucked me off, and I could feel myself closer and closer to the edge.

  “Suck me deeper,” I said.

  Liam tried to go as deep as he could, and I felt the tip of my cock against the back of his throat. I was impressed by how much of it he could take in his mouth.

  “You’re going to make me come,” I said.

  I removed Liam’s hand and stroked my cock faster. Liam’s mouth remained on my tip, sucking me.

  All my muscles tensed up and I released my load in Liam’s mouth, watching him swallow every last drop.

  Liam stroked himself faster, and released my cock out of his mouth.

  He moaned quietly as he rested the side of his face against my thigh before he came all over my sheets.

  15

  Liam

  Twenty-seven years ago

  As I lay in bed, I wondered if my awkwardness all these years around girls had been because I was attracted to guys.

  If I was being honest with myself, I’d never even looked at a man the way I looked at Shawn. This feeling of safety was so new to me. I’d never felt safe around my parents, and even though I’d never been to Shawn’s house, I felt at home for the first time ever.

  Lying in bed with Shawn’s arm around me, I felt things I’d never felt before. It was a calm warm feeling that buzzed throughout my body. I felt so alive.

  After I’d come, I could think a bit more clearly, instead of just thinking about Shawn’s cock.

  I thought about the future and if we could ever become anything more than friends. I wondered if I was just a college experience to him. I was eighteen and I’d never even kissed anyone until that night. I’d never even admitted that to anyone else before. People only thought I wasn’t a virgin because I was fit and played sports.

  “What are you thinking about?” Shawn asked.

  I glanced over at him and he was looking at me with sleepy eyes and a slight smile. His arm tightened around me.

  “Everything. What the hell did we just do?” I asked.

  “It feels like a blur. From getting kicked out, to taking a train spontaneously, to... kissing you. I’m trying to process it myself.”

  I was comforted by the fact that I wasn’t alone in feeling confused. It was like I’d just been in a car crash and suffered whiplash.

  “What do we do now?” I asked.

  “I don’t know,” Shawn said. “I honestly don’t know. All I know is how good it felt to kiss you.”

  He moved his hand to the side of my face, and his thumb grazed my lips. I shuddered at how good his touch felt.

  Shawn always knew the right things to say to make me feel better, but I didn’t know if he was trying to make light of the situation because he was uncomfortable himself. I wanted to bring up my fear of having other people know about what we did, but I didn’t want to ruin the afterglow of kissing and sucking him.

  “I never thought a kiss could feel this good,” I said. “I always imagined what it’d be like to kiss someone and it was so different from what I thought.”

  “What did you imagine it’d be like?”

  “Well, first of all, I always pictured my first kiss to be with a girl.”

  I licked my lips and could still taste his bittersweet come. When he released in my mouth, I felt a closeness to him. The explosion of come he released was powerful. I wanted to taste it again.

  Shawn closed his eyes again. I knew how tired he was since we’d had such a long day, but I couldn’t sleep. I was savoring the moment of lying in bed with him. I savored the scent of his body. I savored his naked body and his semi-hard cock pressed against the side of my leg. I savored how handsome he looked in the moonlight.

  “Go to sleep,” Shawn whispered.

  “I can’t,” I said.

  He opened his eyes again. “Will showering help? We can wash away all this come still on our bodies.”

  “You want to shower together?” I asked.

  Shawn nodded. “I’d like that. I feel a bit dirty after the long train ride.”

  “Won’t we wake up your family and Damon if we shower?”

  “We can use the one in the basement. That way they won’t hear us.”

  The thought of touching Shawn’s body all over under a hot shower made me hard again. When Shawn noticed, he smiled.

  “Come on,” he said, getting out of bed in a sleepy trance.

  He grabbed two towels from his closet and handed one to me. We wrapped them around our waists and headed down to the basement. Shawn turned on the bathroom light and closed the door. The bathroom looked like it had been renovated recently, with all white tiles and a waterfall showerhead in a glass shower cubicle.

  “My dad has been working on this bathroom for a while,” he said. “It’s nice that we can try it out.”

  “It’s beautiful,” I said. “Did he design and build everything himself?”

  Shawn nodded. “He’s always been creative and handy around the home. I wondered if he would’ve been a carpenter or even an architect if he didn’t have us at such a young age. Since he had me and my brother when he was in his twenties, I feel like he had to find a decent-paying job so he could support us.”

  “He seems like he really cares about you and your family,” I said, unable to say the same about my own father.

  “I want you to get to know him more,” Shawn said. “My dad gives really good advice and he’s a good listener.”

  Shawn turned on the water and dropped his towel on the floor before he stepped inside the shower. He took off my towel and pulled me toward him.

  Shawn brought me under the water and kissed my lips again. The kiss was just as good the second time around. Our wet bodies moved gracefully against each other, and Shawn was just as hard as I was. He pressed me against the cold bathroom tiles and I let out a moan.

  “I want to please yo
u,” Shawn said. “It felt a bit unfair that you were the one sucking me earlier, and I didn’t even get to return the favor.”

  “I enjoyed it though,” I said.

  “Still,” Shawn said. “Let me do something for you.”

  Shawn got on his knees under the water, and I thought he was going to suck me, but instead, he turned me around and I pressed my hands against the tile.

  Shawn spread my ass cheeks open and buried his face inside, then I felt his tongue against my hole. I couldn’t believe what he was doing. It felt so wrong, yet I couldn’t believe how pleasurable it was to have my hole licked. Shawn spread me open wider, and his tongue flickered faster against my hole.

  “Fuck, Shawn,” I said. “It feels so damn good.”

  Shawn pulled his face back and looked up toward me. “It tastes so damn good. Your hole tastes so fucking sweet.”

  Shawn licked me again, and this time I felt his tongue entering inside me. I clenched my ass because of the initial pain and all the muscles in my body tensed up.

  “Relax,” Shawn said.

  I took a deep breath and Shawn resumed, pushing his tongue inside. I could feel it breach my hole, sending a tingling sensation throughout my body. I looked down to see how hard Shawn was, and I could only imagine how much it’d hurt if he put his big cock inside me.

  Shawn got off his knees and kissed the back of my neck, then my ear. He bit my earlobe softly, as his hands ran up my body, touching my nipples. I didn’t know how sensitive my nipples were before that night. I could feel Shawn’s cock pressed between the hills of my ass as he ground his hips against me gently.

  “You think you could take my finger inside you?” he asked.

  I shook my head. “I think it’d hurt a lot.”

  “How would you know if you’ve never tried before. Unless you’re telling me you’ve fingered yourself before.”

  I furrowed my brows. “Of course, I haven’t.”

  I felt the need to make it a point that I had never played with my ass before for some reason. I also didn’t want to admit that I wanted to try it.