Light Up My Life

by Winters, Bella

  “How do you like that?” Kat asked me.

  “Fuck yeah… oh, so good…”

  I was wondering where Kat had thought to even try this idea. It was brilliant and the first time I’d ever experienced it. I was so ready for her pussy. I wanted to fuck her until she could no longer form a sentence. I was going to fill her full of what I’d been saving up for the past month. In that time, I hadn’t even masturbated. No, I wanted to save it all for this moment right here.

  She swallowed me all the way right then, edging her mouth up to the shaft until I was fully inside of her. She sucked me hard, as hard as she possibly could while moving her mouth slowly down the shaft creating a feeling as if each time she moved I fell to another level of pleasure and the wonderful feeling started all over again. I couldn’t believe this was happening. It was beyond anything I’d ever had in my life.

  Her mouth sucked on the tip of my dick, then moved up and down right on the head, only concentrating on that area. She knew how to work my sweet spots. Her mouth was so warm, so hot and tight as if she’d been waiting for me to show up. She’d expected tonight somehow.

  Her mouth worked me well, moving up and down my dick. She started off slowly and then worked her way up until she was really sucking it deeply into her mouth, applying those sharp teeth to keep the suction happening while her tongue probed along my shaft. I had never had this before, not this way and I wasn’t sure how much longer I could last before I came.

  Kat pulled my cock out of her mouth and let it flop back into its normal position. As I stood up, she slapped my ass and then grabbed my cock to turn me around. She kissed me heard, forcing her tongue deeply inside my mouth where she licked my tongue deeply.

  Kat turned around in front of me and pushed her ass against my penis. Then she bent over and proceeded to wait for me to get to work. I quickly shoved my cock into her tight pussy.

  “Shit, yeah!” Kat yelled as I pushed inside of her. Once inside, I had to stop before I continued. Wow, this just felt so good. She was so tight, even tighter than I remembered. I buried my cock fully inside of her sweet pussy and took in every single part that was responsible for so much of the pleasure I had in my life. I missed this amazing woman so much. I knew I loved her. I wanted her to know it, too. But I was too scared to tell her how I really felt. I had to be patient and wait until things got to that level.

  “That’s it…”Kat moaned. “Fuck me harder! Oh, yes…”

  I held onto her hair as I began to pummel her tight pussy. I was deep inside of her with every single thrust, pushing her and myself to the absolute limit. She looked back over her shoulder with a big smile on her face and that look of pure lust in her eyes. This was the only place in the world that she wanted to be right now. I was sure of it.

  I wrapped my arms around her body, smooshing against her large, round, perfectly shaped breasts. I had missed them so much… I grabbed her left tit and squeezed it hard, just the way she liked, as I plowed her beautiful pussy from behind.

  Kat’s hips were rocking and rolling all over my cock now, bucking back and forth going in and out of her deeply. As I touched her beautiful breasts and squeezed them harder, I remember Kat telling me how much she wanted the rear end the next time…

  I looked down at her tight asshole and something took over. I could not control myself. I licked two of my fingers and pressed against the outside of her asshole. I then proceeded to move into her tight hole slowly. She moaned loudly as she bucked me harder. My cock was so fully engorged, ready for this new experience.

  I pulled my fingers out and then pushed the head of my cock against her tiny, little asshole. I pushed into her slowly, just edging in, taking my time.

  “Shit…” Kat moaned. “Oh….wow… easy… easy… fuck…”

  I loved hearing her voice telling me to go slow, which I was already doing. I wanted her to know that I would take care of her. I would never let anything happen to her or hurt her in any way.

  I was all the way inside of her now, my entire length swallowed by her asshole. I held it there while I pulled her hair back snugly to show her that I was the boss. She was mine, my tight little hole to do with as I pleased. I loved the sound of that and watching the way that Kat was squirming and moaning in total pleasure.

  She was now relaxed enough that I could pump in and out of her freely. The feeling was indescribable. She was like a vice, so hot in there, and so tight. As I fucked her with increasing strength, I couldn’t believe how tight she was. And once inside of her ass, if I moved my tip a bit to the right, I could feel something sweet scraping against the head of my cock. I loved the different texture of her asshole. It was such a sweet, intimate place. I felt closer to her than I’d ever felt before, at least.

  My balls were tingling. They were so swollen now, almost to the point of pain as I fucked her. I pulled all the way out and watched her tight ass close and then I entered her again. Each time I did, came with a slight tearing sensation, but of course she was not being hurt at all. Kat was enjoying every single second of this.

  “That’s it… fuck…pound that asshole…give it to… me!” Kat roared loudly. I wondered if her neighbors could hear any of this. Thinking that they might, was a huge turn on for me. I continued to fuck her harder still, my cock tearing through her tight asshole and into the long shaft of her sphincter as I went inside of her. Meanwhile, Kat was fingering her pussy while I went at her asshole. She was fingering it furiously, hitting that clit and slit with unending fury.

  She was getting close. I could tell by the way she was moaning. I just had to hold on a few more seconds and then I would fill her asshole full of my seed. I loved the idea of that so much that I instantly felt myself starting to cum. Oh shit… this was it…

  “I’m coming!” I yelled…

  “Yes!” Kat bellowed.

  I let my cock rip into an orgasm right in her asshole. Her body puckered and squeezed against me as I came hard inside of her. I held my cock deeply inside of her ass and pulled her hair a bit as I came over and over again to release my huge load of cum. It was starting to drip out of her now as I finished it up.

  “Shit!” Kat yelled. She was still fingering herself and as I finished my orgasm in her tight asshole, she began to come hard on her fingers. I could feel her quivering orgasm moving through the soft wall that separated her ass from her pussy inside. This reverberation vibrated along my hard cock as I finished off my own orgasm and propelled me to dump even more semen into her.

  As I finished coming, I held her closely to me and waited for her own body to calm down. She was leaning back against me now. Her body was slumping forward, the water still spilling down on the both of us.

  I lifted her chin and looked into her beautiful face. Then I kissed her hard on the mouth. She was so perfect. I had missed her so much. I wanted her back with me. I was willing to do whatever I could to make this work with her.

  I was just asking for a chance, for her to give us a real chance. But I couldn’t say these words to her.

  I just couldn’t tell her how I really felt. I was afraid of losing her for good. If she thought that I was really missing her as much as I was, then she might think that this was going to cause me or her a lot of pain when she told me that she didn’t want this to get more involved, again. But the way I felt, we were not doing anything differently than what we had done before.

  After we finished the shower, we got dressed and sat down to finish our drinks. We talked over a few things, and it was obvious to me that Kat had not changed her mind in the least about the decision that she’d made.

  I was still in the same place I was before. But I would always come to see Kat no matter what, until she told me to stop. And so far, she was not doing that.

  Chapter Eighteen

  Kat

  “I don’t know about this,” I said.

  I was standing in front of a place called “The Body Shop”. It was a strip joint where men took it all off. From what I heard; they didn’t even
use sheaths over their cocks. No, they put it all out there on display and they did not hold back. They were forceful, aggressive and it was almost impossible to leave the place without paying for a lap dance.

  “You aren’t square are you?” Julie asked. “You act like my mother or something. You have been to a strip club before, right?”

  I laughed. “Yes, I’ve been dragged to one a time or two.”

  “Dragged to? Hell, I usually have to be dragged away from the place.”

  Julie, Sammie, and Katy—a few girls from the team—decided that I should go out with them tonight since I was one of the new girls. Out of all the girls that had tried out, only three of us were new to the team. The others were all veterans, even though they were my age or even a bit younger. Many of them had skipped right through college and started playing pro right away. I envied that, but I would have finished college first anyway. Education was important to me at that time.

  I was a bit leery about going out, mostly because now we were somewhat in the public eye. The managers and team owners had gone over the guidelines that we had to conduct ourselves a certain way when we were on the field and off the field since we now represented the team and the companies who sponsored us. I could understand that, but I had a feeling that going to a strip club was pretty much not the thing we should have been doing.

  But I did want to fit in, and I wanted to be one of the girls. They all seemed to like me and respect me, after I showed them what I could do on the field. Before that they were very stand-off-ish and I heard rumors about “the old rookie” and how I “cheated my way on” or that I “slept with the right person” to be chosen.

  I quickly dispelled all those myths when I started hitting the ball like crazy and striking batters out left and right. It seemed that as soon as I stepped on that field that first day, all the fears and the nerves that had been building up within me just disappeared. I was ready. I had arrived.

  So, the girls had gradually accepted me and now they wanted to take me out for a wild night to break me in. I felt a bit special about it, although I wasn’t sure I necessarily trusted these women that much yet. I was a little leery. I’d heard horror stories about things that veterans liked to do to tease the rookies. Some of those things could be rather horrific.

  As we entered the club, I couldn’t help but wonder what Lance would have thought about me coming to a club like this. Actually, I didn’t think he would have cared too much. He was so secure in himself. And he’d proven that a few days ago when he surprised me at the game. I had no idea he was going to be there. The second I laid eyes on him, all of those feelings came flooding right back to me and I knew I had to have him again.

  And have him I did… the sex in the shower was out of this world exciting. We tried something new and it was spectacular.

  I hated to see him leave again when the weekend was over. I could tell he didn’t want to go either. He was waiting for me to tell him that I’d changed my mind about us as a couple, and that I had changed my mind about marrying him so that he could be put back in his father’s will. But I hadn’t. In fact, I was a little bit glad to see him go.

  But only a little bit. And that was mostly because being around him was too painful. I had a new life here. Lance was part of the old life. Being around him again was a little bit confusing and brought up old feelings. I knew that I was happy back in Cincinnati. I had a life staring out there, but it had been too little too late and then this amazing opportunity had come by. I had to take it. The only time I’d been sorry about that choice was when I saw Lance. And then when he left, I was saddened by it again. I didn’t know what I wanted anymore. It was so confusing.

  I followed the ladies into the club, and I was instantly impressed. Everywhere I looked I saw a hunky guy without his shirt. They were all ripped, lean, muscular, and glistening. Wow… this was amazing. Where in the world did they find this many superbly beautiful men who could dance?

  We quickly found a couch and sat down. I was still in awe of this place as I stared around at the shirtless men dancing around. Then I saw the man onstage dancing totally nude. His long, hard cock was flopping around in mid-air as he did lunging and stretching moves. I could not take my eyes off his package. It reminded me a lot of Lance. He was hot enough to be any one of these dancers. Hell, he was hotter than several of them.

  Dammit, I missed him. Everyone was starting to remind me of him. I couldn’t even shake his memory in a place like this. Who was I kidding? I really cared about Lance. Hell, I was in love with him. Why was I letting so many things keep us apart? Why? Because it was simpler? Because I was afraid of too many unknown things?

  “Alright bitches! Let’s get royally fucked up and make some bad decisions!” Julie yelled.

  The group cheered.

  A moment later a shirtless guy who was absolutely beautiful looking came by to take our orders. I started to order a beer when Julie stopped me. “Hell no,” she said. “Bring us shots of Tequila and keep them coming!”

  The waiter went off to get the shots. I hated Tequila. And the one time I’d gotten drunk on it, I still couldn’t remember what I did. Apparently, it is one of those things that makes me blackout.

  I had a bad feeling about this, but the girls were really starting to get into it, so I decided I would go along with them, but I going to try to pace myself.

  The waiter brought the shots and sat them down on the table in front of us. He was bringing us each two shots at a time.

  “Alright bitches!” Julie began, holding up both of her shot glasses. “Let’s do this! Kat, you are the new girl. So, you go first.”

  I took a deep breath and without thinking, downed the first shot of tequila down my throat so fast I could barely taste it. The bitter liquid did not have a chance to hit my tongue. It did burn my throat though, and I felt myself about to gag a little, butI held it down. And then I quickly poured the other shot down my throat. It was easier the second time for some reason. I felt my head already starting to spin, my body getting very warm, and my legs buzzing a bit.

  This was dangerous. I did not want to get drunk on tequila, but that seemed to be what was in store tonight. That was the plan if you were going to hang with these girls. I’d probably have a wicked hangover at practice tomorrow.

  The other girls all cheered me on. “Alright! She isn’t a lightweight!” Sammie cheered in my ear as she gave me an approving hug.

  It felt good to have that from my comrades. I was starting to really feel accepted by the group, and that was important for me. I didn’t want any jealousy or hard feelings on this team, but that would probably be unavoidable. I could still freshly remember the squabbles that my high school teammates and I used to get into. It was all petty. Hopefully, these young ladies had matured past that by now, but I was still not keeping my hopes up.

  The evening drifted on with each girl doing shot after shot. I tried to pace myself and after four shots, I refused to do anymore. It was fun hanging with my teammates and forging those all-important bonds, but I was not going to jeopardize my health or my new job with some reckless stunts like this.

  “You weakling!” Susie yelled in my ear. “What are you afraid of? This is how the Comets roll!”

  I laughed it off and shook my head. I asked the waiter to bring me a soda with lime. Then I headed to the ladies’ room. The room was already starting to spin a little bit for me. I hardly ever drank straight liquor. I was glad I’d cut myself off when I did. I could only imagine that it was going to get worse from here.

  I checked my makeup to make sure I was still presentable, and I tried to wait a few minutes for the effects of the alcohol to quiet down. I wasn’t really relishing the idea of sitting there, drinking sodas while the rest of the team got totally shitfaced and ended up acting dumber and dumber. Those people always tended to attack the most sober person there.

  But I had to go back and try to hack it anyway. I wasn’t going to let them bring me down. I had to prove I was one of them. />
  I sighed and took another look at myself in the mirror. As I walked out, I almost collided with one of the strippers stepping off stage. He was fully nude, and his hard, long dick was almost touching me. By reflex I had to take a quick step back, almost jumping.

  “Shit. I’m sorry,” I said.

  “Don’t be sorry,” he replied. He held my eyes and then looked down at his dick which he was now casually stroking. I hated that I was a little turned on by it, but I was also a bit repulsed by the way this random stranger was doing this with me that close to him. “If you want a dance with me… just ask. I’ll make it worth your while, baby.”

  That pissed me off. I very nearly grabbed his pecker and twisted it off. But instead of resorting to violence, I simply looked him in the eye and said, “No, thanks.”

  Then I walked back to my table.

  “Hey, what did that guy say?” Susie asked me when I sat down at the table.

  “Oh, he wants to get it on with me in a lap dance.”

  “What? And you said no?”

  “Yes, I don’t even know that guy’s name. Besides, how many random skanks do you think he does that to a night? Hell no.”

  “I’m drunk enough,” said Susie. “I’ll go.”

  That Susie was a crazy one. “Wow,” I said. “That is crazy. You need to slow down.”

  “Well, fine,” she said. “How about you do this last shot for me?”

  I shook my head. “No thanks. I’m just fine with my club soda.”

  I took a long sip and smiled at her. “Yummy,” I said.

  She shook her head and downed her shot.

  I wondered if Susie might have a problem the way she kept doing shot after shot, even after all the other girls had stopped. She was out of control. She kept running up to the dancers on stage and dancing with them, hugging them, and pulling on their dicks. They didn’t seem to mind at all. They were all used to it.