Incendiary

by Elisabeth

  “Mmm…” Speaking was for those who were present in the moment, at that moment it felt as though I were in the afterlife, a whole new world.

  She matched my movements as I made her mouth aware who was the owner of it, and I was only half way in. I groaned looking at her. At that moment, that very moment, I knew she didn’t know what would happen next. It excited me all the more. I growled like some sort of feral animal that had just been released back into the wild, ready to leap and devour anything and everything in the way. I bit my bottom lip as I removed one hand, moving it to the back of her head and the other to her throat. I squeezed her throat, guiding her head with my hand. She had no control, and the reality of that excited me all the same.

  I shoved my member all the way down her throat. She didn’t expect it as tears escaped her eye.

  “Breathe, baby. I can make it good, but you have to breathe.”

  She began to breathe through her nose as my movements got rougher. I made my promise known. I smiled a wicked smile, one that promised both pleasure and pain.

  “I’ll make it hurt so good, baby; I promise.” I threw my head back as my hand tightened around her throat for a moment, and then I let go.

  The hand that was once around her throat moved to join the other in the back of her head as I sped up. Then, I pulled myself all the way out missing the feeling of my member hitting the back of her throat. I slid back into her mouth, moving slowly but deeply. In and out, in and out as if I was inside of her whole being. I shuddered, knowing I wasn’t going to last as long as I wanted, and I grunted like some sort of beast.

  Jesus, who is this woman?

  She moaned as her head began to move on its own accord, wanting me to go faster and rougher as I had before, but I shook my head. I righted myself, wanting to see her, knowing she glowed even more beautiful than she was when I first saw her.

  My eyes fluttered as I looked at her. Knowing I wasn’t going to last one more second, I removed myself from her mouth and released all over her face. She was beautiful. My hand trailed her face, and when it landed under her chin, I made her look up at me. When she did, I knew without a doubt she was my future wife. I leaned in and began to lick her face clean like the dog she called me weeks ago. When I was done, I pulled her in for a kiss wanting her to taste me on her tongue.

  I reluctantly removed my lips and tongue from her and looked into her eyes.

  “Turn around.”

  “Wh—,” she croaked, her voice barely there.

  “I’m not done. A man like me will never be done.”

  I kissed her one more time quickly then I spun her around, landing on the bed with her behind in the air for me. Groaning, I lifted my hand and brought it down on her cheek as it bounced. She made a sound like a ‘yelp.’ I leaned down and kissed both cheeks before I moved over to the drawer to get the condoms. That is what she wanted, so I’d oblige.

  I slipped the rubber on my already hardened member. Then, I adjusted her wrist cuffs, strapping them together with the thigh cuffs that were on the bed. When I saw the set at the store, I thought of McKenna. Now, her wrists were side by side with her thighs, instead of locked in one position together behind her.

  “I got you something else, my yellow rose,” I murmured, as I picked up the yellow silk blindfold. I leaned in to put it over her eyes and tie it behind her head.

  “Is this necessary?” she questioned.

  “Mmhmm. Everything is necessary, baby.” My fingers trailed down her spine invoking goosebumps all over her. Both my hands landed on her waist.

  I sucked my bottom lip in as I slid inside of her already dripping wet core. She was so damn slippery that my bedsheets were drenched with her essence. I slid into the hilt causing her to gasp; then, I slowly began to move. I had full reign of her body as I rocked her slow, hard, and rough. I knew I was making love to her. I had never dedicated this much of myself to any woman before, but there I was pleasuring her much more than I was pleasuring myself. It wasn’t about me; it was about her. My baby, my future wife, and the woman I asked for deep inside my heart but never had the courage to say out loud for fear it would never come true.

  Chapter V.

  McKenna

  Sex with Alexander was out of this world.

  What the hell was this man doing to me?

  I never wanted to be with a man every day and night as I had been with him. It had only been some months, but I felt like it had been longer with him. The places he took me sexually and emotionally were enough to destroy my world if he ever left me or did what Jerry did to me. I didn’t think much of Jerry these days. After that time with him in the room watching, I never heard from him again. Alexander said he was alive and back at work, but Jerry didn’t contact me or try to ever put his hands on me again. I was grateful for that because I hated him.

  These months with Alexander showed me a life I never dreamt of before, especially with what he was and what he did for work. Besides calling himself ‘Alexander of Troy,’ there was nothing wrong, which worried me. Maybe it was too soon to feel that way after getting out a long relationship. But, every time I started thinking about that or comparing how it was with Jerry, Alexander’s voice would pop up in my head.

  “He could never be me…”

  Those words kept me smiling, even as I sat there at lunch with Lani, absent-mindedly picking at my food.

  I thought back to our first date and how I wouldn’t change it for the world.

  My first date with Alexander, and there I was nervous as hell. I didn’t know what to wear or how to style my hair. I inhaled and exhaled as I read over Elani’s text telling me to calm down and wear my never before worn floral deep V-ruched, slit bodycon dress, some nice heels, and simple earrings. Her last text was warning me in caps lock to style my hair. So, I did my best, which began with straightening my hair overnight. That resulted in my head wrap unraveling and my hair frizzing up due to the humidity in my damn apartment. I wanted to cry when I woke up that morning, but then I realized that hairstyle would never do me wrong. So, I gelled my hair up into a top knot bun and left it at that. A bun could never betray me like my hair wrap did.

  I looked myself over in the mirror. I was ready. I was nervous, and I didn’t even know why. I had already slept with the man. So, what exactly was the problem? I avoided licking my lips as I’d just put on my nude matte lipstick. I heard my doorbell ring, announcing Alexander was there. I looked myself over again. I had a simple ‘no makeup,’ makeup look. My clothes fit right, although I felt like my nipple might slip out by the end of the night. I sighed, turned the bedroom light off, taking my clutch and making my way to the front door. My apartment was fairly small, so it didn’t take too long to get from my bedroom to the front door.

  When I opened the door, Alexander was standing there with a smoldering look on his face, a look that turned into a full-on inferno when he checked me out. I began to take him in too. He had on another black suit with a crisp white dress shirt, the top two buttons open. As I checked him out from head to toe, he screamed ‘expensive.’ I don’t think this man knew how to dress down properly. He smelled great and looked even better.

  “You look good,” I said, looking back up at him.

  His hair was loose, and his horn-rimmed glasses made him look much edgier than he already was. He bit his lip as he zoned in on my breasts. I could see the lust in his eyes. “You look delicious. I can’t wait to unravel my present and take a bite of it.”

  I smiled as I felt a surge of excitement ignite my entire body.

  “Thank you.”

  “Let’s go.” His voice was gruff, and it put a smile on my face, knowing I was the one responsible for it.

  When we exited the elevator and stepped outside my apartment building into the garage, I gasped as I saw his car.

  “Is this… No, don’t tell me it’s what I think it is.” I forgot about everything else as I moved closer to the car.

  I was a lover and appreciator of cars I couldn’t afford,
but damn, this baby was sexy. I got closer as I ran my hand over his sleek, black, 2018 Maserati. Oh, it felt like heaven underneath my fingertips. I shut my eyes, leaning in caressing the car forgetting about everything else until Alexander’s voice brought me back to the present.

  “Mmm, I hadn’t seen the way your ass moves in this dress, and now that you’re bent over like this in front of me, I want a taste, baby. I want a taste now.” His voice dropped an octave causing me to shudder.

  I stood up abruptly and attempted to turn around, but Alexander’s hand pushed me back on the hood of the car roughly.

  “Alex—”

  “No.”

  “What do you mean no? Anyone could come down here.”

  “I don’t care, Kenna.” He gave me a nickname, and it was cute, but right then wasn’t the time to dwell on that.

  I tried to wiggle my way out of it, but that made it worse as I felt his free hand on my plush behind kneading and caressing. It felt good, but I was hyperaware that either one of my neighbors could walk up on us. I tried harder to move, but that was a bad idea. I felt a sharp pang. I realized Alexander was openly spanking me.

  “Alex…” I gritted through my teeth getting pissed off he wasn’t listening.

  “Disobey me one more time, McKenna, and I will take you right here and show you how much I care about people seeing us.”

  “Alexander, if you don’t get off me, I swear to God!” I screeched, and that caused him to let out a moan so low that it vibrated through my entire body.

  “Baby, I love it when you yell at me. Do it again.”

  “No!” I wasn’t helping my case, but dammit I was angry and turned on all at the same time.

  He chuckled like the devil, pulling my dress up to my waist. Then, he inhaled as he saw I had gone commando.

  “Ooh,” he cooed. “Baby, you are a dream come true. Look how much you’re dripping. I’d lick every drop, but I want in.” I heard him say as his member probed my entrance. When the hell did he unbuckle and unzip himself?

  I felt him the moment he roughly entered me to the hilt. I gasped as I felt pain and pleasure all at the same time.

  “Alex, condom!” I nearly yelled.

  He began to laugh again as if he had lost his mind while he thrust into me like no tomorrow. This was not what I first got when we first had sex. This was rougher, harder and it was guttural. Jesus, forgive me because I love it so much. This was the roughness I liked. His fingers gripped me tightly as he hammered into me. So damn rough, the car was beginning to shake along with his thrusts.

  “We’re never using a condom again, you and me. If you end up being a mom, so be it. This…” he said as he gasped and lifted me off my feet a bit before he continued. “Oh, this is bliss. Blessed heavens. This is what I was born to do. I was born to be inside you, Kenna; forever, I will remain.”

  I swear that night was the night I realized no one could ever top Alexander in my life. When we were done, he licked me dry placing my dress back over my body and turned me around to kiss me roughly. He pulled away and looked into my eyes.

  “You know who I am, McKenna?” he asked.

  “Alexander, of course,” I answered, perplexed by his ridiculous question.

  He smiled wide. “Yes, but, I am also the mad boss of Nevada. You heard of him?”

  “Yes.” I nodded. I had an inkling he wasn’t on the straight and narrow with the way he beat Jerry up, and no cops showed up.

  “Now, you know the man you’re meant to be with is the leader of the mafioso of Nevada. You think I wouldn’t clear out the garage so that I could take you roughly over my Maserati? I would never expose you like that, but I see someone slipped my security.”

  “Huh? I asked, but Alexander didn’t answer me as he turned to his left and saw a man trying to get in his car quietly.

  “I hate sleazebags that stand there and watch how I’m pleasuring my woman while they get their rocks off in hiding instead of being bold enough to come out of the shadows and stroke his member right there in front of me. It’s disrespectful. I don’t want him; I want you. He wants both of us, and I’m killing him for wanting you. No one will ever have you but me.”

  A gun I hadn’t even felt on Alexander was now in his right hand. He aimed it at the guy without blinking and shot him in the neck. The guy dropped, and I gasped, wide-eyed. I looked at his gun. He had a silencer on it. Why wasn’t I scared? Is there something wrong with me? There is something wrong with me. I just got wet from what he just did.

  “I can smell your arousal, Kenna, but I’ll give you the chance of getting in the car and letting me take you out. Then, I promise to shove my dick down your throat again. I saw how much you liked it last time.”

  I bit my bottom lip not even caring about messing up my lipstick which was probably nonexistent by now. What was I going to do? I looked at the guy bleeding out, clutching his neck and back at Alexander. I smiled at him, pulling him in for a kiss like I was drunk on him, moaning into his mouth because I wanted him now and not later, but he pulled away.

  Alexander watched me with narrowed eyes for a moment, and then he grinned.

  “You get off on the violence, don’t you, Kenna? You like how I am, and there’s no way to turn it off, huh?”

  He brought his gun up and began caressing me with it. He stroked my neck then my jaw and my collarbone. I wasn’t afraid. I was so damn turned on that I had to question my own sanity. The gun felt cool on my skin although he just used it. He traveled it down to my chest. He pulled the side of my dress causing my erect nipple to show. I gasped as he used the muzzle of the gun to draw lazy circles on my nipple. I almost climaxed.

  “Alex…”

  I moaned his name as he kissed along my jaw, my neck and down to my other breast still covered by the dress. He drew the erect nipple into his mouth, through the dress. I held onto him for support. He bit one nipple lightly, before moving over to the exposed one, replacing the muzzle. He groaned and reluctantly let go. He stood upright as he tucked the gun in the small of his back and smiled at me while adjusting my dress, placing my exposed breast back in the dress neatly.

  The grin never left his face as if he knew what I really wanted, but he denied me. He walked me over to the passenger side of the car and opened the door for me to get in. I reluctantly got in. He shut my door and walked over to the driver’s side getting in. When we were in and about to take off, he turned over to me.

  “Baby, you’re so damn sexy. I thought I would have to tie you up to keep you from running away after seeing what I just did.”

  I looked at him and told him the truth.

  “I’m terrified, but more so of why I don’t find it appalling.”

  He smiled then leaned in to kiss me again like he was dying, and I was the only cure for him.

  “It’s because you were made for me, darling.”

  Elani cleared her throat, and I looked at her.

  “Yes?”

  She cocked her eyebrow.

  “Spill it. Who is he, and what has he done to you?”

  A big smile appeared on my face.

  “His name is Alex, and he’s honestly a wet dream come true.”

  “Mickey!” Elani exclaimed as she let out laughter that had the entire teacher’s lounge looking at us like we were nuts.

  “What?” I feigned ignorance. “You asked me, and I told you what he’s done.”

  “Better than Jerry?” she asked with a wicked smile on her face.

  “Girl…” I paused for dramatic effect and then put my fork down, biting my bottom lip. “He showed me some things I never knew could bring me to heaven and back.”

  Elani laughed again that time clapping her hands.

  I shook my head. She was going to get us banned from the teacher’s lounge.

  “When am I meeting him?”

  I lifted my index finger giving her the universal sign for one second. Then, I picked up my cell from the table and dialed Alexander.

  “Mmm, babe, I was just
thinking about you,” he answered, and goosebumps appeared on my flesh.

  Elani fanned herself as she looked at my face and winked. I snickered shaking my head at her.

  “Were you?”

  “Yes,” he groaned. “I was thinking about that pretty little mouth of yours and how my dick fits inside slipping all the way down to your throat.”

  I shut my eyes loving the way he talked to me.

  “I’m at work,” I said so that he would stop.

  He chuckled. “And, Tank is sitting across from me. He looks like he’s going to vomit. I think he’s jealous, baby.”

  “Oh, okay man. I’m the jealous one,” I heard Tank say back to Alex.

  That caused me to laugh. “I just have to ask you something before I let you go.”

  “What’s up, baby? Paris didn’t do anything wrong, did he?”

  “No, Paris didn’t. In fact, I think he knows about us.”

  “He does,” Alexander replied nonchalantly. “That little punk knew the moment you left my house after the first weekend.”

  I lowly chuckled and shook my head. “No wonder he always gives me that damn ‘I know what you did’ smirk. I just thought he suspected it.”

  “Nope, he is too smart for his own damn good sometimes. What did you want to ask me, love?”

  “My best friend wants to meet you,” I said nervous as hell.

  “I never thought she’d ask. Okay, how about tonight? My place?”

  “Hold on…” I looked at Elani. “How’s tonight for you? His place?”

  She smiled widely. “Tonight is mine and Ales’ date night, so hell yeah! Can’t wait to tell Ales about this.” She clapped her hands like a damn child and had me shaking my head at her.

  “Babe,” I said back to Alexander. “She said tonight is great.”

  He snickered. “I heard, but, baby as much as I’d love to stay on the line, I have to go. I have to see a man about me and mine.”

  “Alright, bye.”

  When I got to Alexander’s house, I used the key he gave me to enter. The place smelled heavenly. I walked past the foyer, and the smell hit me even harder. I wouldn’t be surprised if a chef was in the kitchen slaving away. I started walking toward the kitchen when I heard music in the living-room area. I turned and walked in that direction instead. I was still in shock at how spacious the room was with the biggest TV I had ever seen. I didn’t have time to pay attention to the full black and cream décor like I wanted because Paris was playing one of the dancing games. He was good as hell.